Chapter 105 Can My Illness Be Cured?
When Su Xin rushed into the room, she stood beside the bed for several seconds, speechless.
She had never seen Lin Yan so embarrassed.
She was curled up in a ball on the bed, shaking violently, her hair wet with sweat and sticking to her face in a messy manner.
Although her face was mostly covered by her hair, Su Xin could still see her unusually pale skin through the gap.
Before she could come to her senses, she saw Song Yanzheng nervously picking up the medicine on the ground and helping Lin Yan up from the bed.
Then he poured out three pills and fed them into her mouth.
After gradually regaining his sanity, Song Yanzheng looked at Lin Yan's painful expression.
My heart feels uncomfortable.
Su Xin looked at them bewilderedly: "Lawyer Song, what happened to Sister Lin Yan?"
Song Yanzheng ignored her, frowned and stared at the weak and trembling person in his arms, a trace of guilt and self-blame flashed through his heart.
Su Xin couldn't bear to watch this scene, so she snatched Lin Yan from Song Yanzheng's arms and caressed her in her arms.
"I'm sorry, Lawyer Song. It's not appropriate for men and women to touch each other. Besides, our sister Lin Yan already has a boyfriend, so we have to be careful."
Song Yanzheng was neither annoyed nor angry. He kept staring at Lin Yan with a sad look on his face.
While comforting Lin Yan, Su Xin glanced at Song Yanzheng's strange expression from time to time.
Suddenly, he had an epiphany and raised his voice, "Lawyer Song, you...you are not interested in our Sister Lin Yan, are you?"
Song Yanzheng remained silent as if he had lost his mind, and never paid any attention to her.
Su Xin doesn't like other men coveting Lin Yan.
I told him bluntly, "Lawyer Song, forget it. Sister Lin Yan and her boyfriend are in love and are doing very well! You can't win her over."
After a while, Song Yanzheng stood up from the bed with an expressionless face.
He took a deep breath and gave Su Xin calm instructions.
"Wait until she falls asleep. Remember to wipe her sweat off so she doesn't catch a cold. After taking this medicine, she'll be thirsty and sleepy, so you'll have to give her water in the middle of the night. When she wakes up tomorrow morning, she probably won't be energetic or have no appetite, but you still have to tell her to eat something and don't let her go hungry."
"Also, if it really doesn't work out, don't let her work tomorrow morning. Ask Mr. Zhang for a leave of absence for her."
"That's it. I'm leaving now. You take good care of her."
When Song Yanzheng walked to the door, Su Xin called him.
"Lawyer Song, what you said... why is it so strange? It makes you seem like you know Sister Lin Yan very well."
"Yes, I know her very well." Song Yanzheng stopped, his back looking desolate and lonely, and then a bitter voice sounded: "I am the man she has loved for ten years. But... it's already in the past..."
In shock, Song Yanzheng had already disappeared from her sight.
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Lin Yan returned to Beijing North a day early due to poor health.
The work for the remaining two days was all trivial and simple matters, so Su Xin was asked to stay in Su City to finish them before going back.
After her plane landed in northern Beijing that day, she took a taxi to a psychotherapy room and found her attending physician.
When Dr. Hou saw her after not seeing her for two years, he was very surprised, and at the same time he guessed that her old illness must have relapsed.
After a series of conversations and examinations, Dr. Hou's expression became serious.
"Xiaoyan, your illness had basically stabilized before, why did it suddenly relapse now?"
She has been receiving treatment from Dr. Hou since she started college.
Dr. Hou is a gentle and kind person. After learning about her situation, he helped her a lot free of charge.
In addition, she was only a few years older than Dr. Hou's daughter, so Dr. Hou always treated her as a junior and took good care of her.
Lin Yan sat in the clinic, looking haggard.
She felt like there were tens of millions of people living in her brain, yelling at her through loudspeakers every moment.
All the noises made her dizzy and feel like she was living a life worse than death.
She didn't tell Dr. Hou what had happened recently, but just asked about her current condition.
Doctor Hou flipped through her past medical records and then looked at her examination results today again, and his brows couldn't help but frown.
"Xiaoyan, you already suffer from multiple mental illnesses. Once your emotions are stimulated and intensified, you may develop mental disorders at any time. Have you recently experienced delusions, hallucinations, or severe insomnia?"
Lin Yan: "No. But I have trouble sleeping and have to take medicine every day."
Doctor Hou: "You don't look very well. Are you too tired from work recently? Didn't you say you were going back to your hometown when I contacted you before the New Year? Why are you back in Beijing now?"
Lin Yan lowered her eyes and said weakly, "Come back and continue working. Only by keeping myself busy can I stop thinking about other things."
Doctor Hou looked at her, couldn't help sighing, and a look of heartache appeared on his face.
Lin Yan is the young patient with the most complex and serious illness he has ever seen.
He was also the strongest and most resolute patient he had ever seen.
If a normal person had experienced what she had experienced, it would have been good enough to be able to live a normal life. However, while she was fighting her inner demons, she was also able to study hard, get into a prestigious university, and find a good job after graduation.
Not everyone has the tenacity in her heart.
He said earnestly, "Xiaoyan, don't overwork yourself. You'd better take a long vacation and relax. Besides, your illness has relapsed, and you even have signs of personality dissociation. If it develops into personality dissociation, the disease will be even more difficult to treat."
"From today on, you must come here regularly for systematic treatment. I'll prescribe some new medication for you. You've developed some resistance to the medication you were taking before, and it's no longer very effective for your current symptoms."
Lin Yan clenched her hands, and cold sweat broke out on her palms again without her knowing when.
She slowly raised her eyes, looking at Dr. Hou expectantly yet helplessly: "Can my illness... be cured?"
"Of course. Xiaoyan, as long as you receive treatment on time, you will definitely be cured."
Mental illness is quite complicated to treat, and he actually didn't have a clear answer. He just wanted to give the girl in front of him some hope.
Lin Yan was silent for a while, and Xing Yu's face suddenly flashed through her mind.
It was as if new blood was injected into the blood vessels, and the whole body became stronger.
Her eyes gradually became firm, and she nodded to Dr. Hou, "Okay, I will actively cooperate with the treatment. The future is still long, and I can't be bound by illness forever. I also want to... live a normal life."
Doctor Hou's eyes were sore. He lowered his head, closed the medical record, and wiped his eyes.
Restraining his sympathy for Lin Yan, he raised his head again and smiled lovingly: "Child, it will be fine. Everything will be fine."
It was already evening when I returned home after the treatment.
The lights were off in the living room and no one was there.
But through the crack in the door, I found that the light in Xing Yu's room was on.
He is at home.
Without knocking, she gently turned the doorknob and opened it.
When I looked over, I saw Xing Yu wearing light-colored home clothes sitting at the desk looking at some documents.
After a moment, she walked in, stood at the door and smiled at him with her head tilted.
"Coach Xing, what are you busy with?"
Xing Yu raised his eyes, was stunned for a moment, then stood up and walked towards her.
"Ayan, why did you come back early?"
Lin Yan hugged him: "I missed you."
"Have you got a meal yet?"
"No."
"What do you want to eat? I'll make it for you."
Lin Yan thought for a moment and looked up at him: "Noodles, I want to eat the tomato and egg noodles you made."
Xing Yu lowered his head and placed a kiss on her forehead: "Okay, I'll do it for you right away."
When he turned around, Lin Yan looked at his back, and a bitter emotion rushed into her head.
She suddenly stepped forward and hugged him from behind, speaking in a low voice.
"Xing Yu... no matter what happens, you won't leave me, right..."
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