Chapter 117 I hope you will only hug me in the future
Lin Yan deliberately dawdled and didn't go back until almost dawn.
When she reached the gate of the community, she saw a figure sitting on a bench not far away.
Several hours have passed since I finished talking to Xing Yu on the phone.
He has been waiting for her.
He didn't look at his phone, nor did he show any expression, he just sat there quietly.
What is he thinking at this moment...
Lin Yan took a deep breath and stepped forward.
Xing Yu heard the familiar sound of high heels and looked towards her.
Ben's expressionless face instantly showed a hint of smile.
He walked towards her with his long legs: "Ayan, if you don't come back, I'm going to fall asleep."
"Um."
Throwing this word aside, Lin Yan walked directly into the apartment building and pressed the elevator button.
Xing Yu followed her silently without saying a word.
It was not until they returned home and Xing Yu followed her into the room that Lin Yan spoke.
"You go out, I need to rest."
As she was about to go into the bathroom, the person behind her came up and put his arms around her waist.
"Ayan, who made you unhappy?"
Lin Yan pried open the fingers wrapped around her waist, turned around and gave him a cold look.
"I'm not unhappy, I just suddenly thought about a lot of things clearly."
Xing Yu frowned slightly, staring into her cold eyes, not wanting to ask any more questions.
"Okay, then you should rest early."
Seeing that he was about to leave, Lin Yan called him.
"Xing Yu, I have something to tell you."
Xing Yu seemed to be avoiding the topic: "It's too late today, let's talk about it another day."
Lin Yan quickly stepped forward and blocked the door: "Talk now."
Xing Yu's jawline tightened noticeably, but he still patted her head patiently.
"Be obedient and rest early."
"Xing Yu." Lin Yan looked straight at him, her voice very light. "I was actually with Song Yanzheng tonight. After dinner, I went to his place and talked a lot with him... I suddenly realized that I still couldn't forget him..."
Xing Yu's eyes were dim and he said nothing.
Lin Yan couldn't bear to look into his eyes, so she slowly walked to the window with her back to him.
"Xing Yu, I knew from the beginning that you and I were not the same type of people. The reason I was with you wasn't because I liked you, but... because I was dependent on you. Life just happened to be difficult, I just happened to be lonely and needed someone to accompany me, and you just happened to be so nice to me, so I ended up being with you without thinking..."
"After meeting Song Yanzheng today, I found that I still have feelings for him. How can I forget ten years of secret love so easily? That's right, I can't forget him, so we broke up..."
"Ayan." Xing Yu had walked up behind her and interrupted her. "Since I came back from Grandpa's last night, you've been ignoring me. Grandpa must have said something to you, right?"
"no."
Xing Yu put his hand on her shoulder and turned her around.
"Ayan, don't use Song Yanzheng as an excuse next time. You took the initiative to hug him in the restaurant in the evening. Your stiff movements looked so fake. The distance between you and him could have easily squeezed in another person."
"I know you did it on purpose to show me, but at that moment, I was still jealous."
Xing Yu hugged her, his low voice sounding a little hoarse.
"Ayan, have you forgotten my birthday wish this year? I hope you'll only hug me in the future. I'll pretend I didn't see it this time. There won't be a next time."
The warmth of his chest caused her to sink for a moment.
She forced herself to wake up and pushed him away indifferently.
"Xing Yu, I will move out with Su Xin tomorrow, and this is the end of our relationship."
Xing Yu said nothing, his eyes fixed on her face, the light in his pupils sparse and fragmented.
"Xing Yu, let's break up. We are not suitable for each other."
Xing Yu stood there, his Adam's apple moving slightly.
"Ayan... last time you said you hoped I wouldn't leave you... but it's you who's always wanted to leave me... let's face everything together. I can accept everything about you. As long as I'm with you, I'll get what I want..."
Lin Yan pinched her fingertips tightly, trying hard to prevent the tears from flowing down her eyes.
A hint of self-mockery flashed through her eyes. "I read a book before, and there's a sentence I still remember... roughly what it means..."
"I was walking alone in the rain, but you insisted on coming over to hold an umbrella for me. But in the end, I couldn't walk fast enough, and you got soaked too."
"Xing Yu, I hate having someone sacrifice everything for me. Could you please hold your umbrella and walk forward alone? I've been caught in the rain for twenty-eight years, I'm used to it... But I can't watch you get wet because of me..."
"Ayan..."
"Okay. I've finished what I wanted to say. Last night I asked Cheng Qing to look after the house for me. I'll move out tomorrow."
His back was slightly bent, and his expression was extremely calm, but he revealed the powerlessness hidden deep in his heart.
After a while, he finally spoke: "You guys stay here, I'll move."
"No, this is your comrade's house. It's more appropriate for you to live here."
Xing Yu: "If you want me to break up with you, just stay here. I'll move out tomorrow morning, so go to bed early."
After leaving these words, Xing Yu turned around and left her room without giving her any chance to speak.
The next morning, when she woke up, Xing Yu had already left.
Su Xin sat cross-legged on the sofa, typing on his notebook, looking at her with an ignorant look on his face.
"Sister Lin Yan, I saw Brother Xing Yu carrying two suitcases and leaving. I asked him where he was going, but he didn't tell me. What's going on?"
"I broke up with him."
"Ah?" Su Xin jumped up from the sofa: "Why? Aren't you guys fine?"
Lin Yan didn't respond.
Su Xin felt that it was not easy to ask about this kind of thing. No wonder Lin Yan told her yesterday that they were moving today.
So they broke up...
"Then... Sister Lin Yan, are we still moving today?"
"I'm not moving for now." If she really moved, there was no guarantee that Xing Yu would come looking for her. She sat on the sofa: "Su Xin, I'll give you a day off today, take a day off."
Su Xin couldn't be happy, and her face was full of worry: "Sister Lin Yan, are you okay? How about I go out with you?"
"No."
"Then I'll tell you a joke!"
"I'm fine." Lin Yan became serious and said to her.
"Su Xin, I might leave Yishuo soon, so you have to work hard in the company on your own. If you don't want to be the director's assistant, I'll find a way to get Mr. Zhang to transfer you to the translation department. You're not good at improvisation, so the interpretation department isn't for you... As for becoming a regular employee, it seems like there's no problem for you at the moment."
Su Xin's face turned pale. She pulled Lin Yan's hand and pouted, "Sister Lin Yan, you want to leave Yishuo? Why? What will I do if you leave? No, I want to go with you! Wherever you go, I will go!"
"Don't be silly." Lin Yan patted her head. "Just work hard at Yishuo. Yishuo is a good platform. Even if you change jobs in the future, your resume will be a plus. You are still young. As long as you study hard, the future will be full of possibilities."
"Where are you going?"
Where else could she go? She planned to find a specialist hospital in another city to get proper treatment.
Only when you are in good health will you have the energy and qualifications to pursue other things.
And as long as she stayed in Beijing North, she and Xing Yu would definitely not break up completely.
By then, he would definitely know about her illness...
Lin Yan made an excuse: "I want to relax for a while and work as a freelance translator while traveling around."
Su Xin hung her head, feeling extremely melancholy.
"Sister Lin Yan...does Brother Xing Yu know about this?"
"I don't know." Lin Yan reminded her: "You are not allowed to tell him, do you hear me?"
"Oh..." Su Xin still couldn't figure it out: "But why did you break up? Brother Xing Yu is such a cold person, but he treats you like a treasure every day. It definitely wasn't him who wanted to break up, right? You were the one who suggested it, right?"
It’s a long story and cannot be explained in just a sentence or two.
"Okay, stop asking." Lin Yan changed the subject: "I have to go out for something later. Remember to eat lunch."
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