Chapter 183 She is not my sister, she just looks like me
The hand on the shoulder suddenly stopped.
Shu Lun glanced sideways at Shu En: "What's wrong?"
Shu En tested him jokingly: "Dad, you don't think... Lin Yan is my sister, do you?"
"It's unlikely, but I still want to confirm it."
"Dad, actually... I've checked it out privately. When I first saw her, I thought she looked like mom, but she's not my sister, she just looks like her."
Shu Lun was impatient: "Stop talking, I want to see her real information."
"good……"
"Yeah." Shu Lun stood up: "Give it to me as soon as possible, so I don't have to think about it all the time."
After leaving some words, Shu Lun left the room.
After he left, Shu En's eyes lost their obedience and were replaced by a sinister one, like a ghost in purgatory.
She slowly leaned back on the sofa, looking at the face she didn't like reflected on the TV in front of her.
My thoughts flew back to the first time I met Lin Yan in high school.
Her face hit her eyes unexpectedly like a flying stone.
Shocked and angry.
It's exactly the same as Jinglan.
Intuition is something that cannot be put into words.
When she looked at Lin Yan's face, a red light of caution lit up in her mind.
She has always known that she had an older sister who was abducted when she was young. It was because of that sister's abduction that Shulun wanted to help Jinglan get out of the pain.
That's why I adopted her.
But it was no use. Jinglan suffered a mental breakdown and went crazy after losing her child.
When she came to the Shu family, she was just an abandoned baby of a few months old.
But she is destined to be her sister's substitute.
Jinglan would hug her and neurotically call Lin Yan's nickname over and over again.
Sometimes he would suddenly push her away, grab her neck and yell: "Who are you? You are not my daughter!"
Since she was a child, Jinglan has regarded her as a spiritual comfort and an emotional outlet.
She could not forget Jinglan glaring at her and shaking her shoulders crazily, imagining her as the villain who kidnapped Lin Yan and tortured her...
I can't forget how Jinglan treated me like a baby when I was eight or nine, forcing me to curl up in the same wooden crib less than a meter long that Lin Yan had slept in...
I can't forget how many times Jinglan rubbed her back with steel wool, trying to erase the same red birthmark that Lin Yan had been born with...
Despite this, at that time she only knew that her mother was sick and she just missed her sister too much.
It's not that I really hate her, nor that I don't love her...
So no matter what Jinglan did to her, she would not bear a grudge and would still rush towards her with her little arms and a smile.
It was not until she was twelve years old and Jinglan died of illness that she learned about it from her nanny.
She is not the Shu family's biological daughter...
The twelve-year-old girl hid in the corner of the bathroom and cried all night.
She had respected and loved Jinglan as her biological mother for twelve years, but in truth, she had no blood relationship with the Shu family at all...
It turned out that Jinglan really didn't care about her or love her.
No one in the Shu family truly loved her...
That night, she picked up a pair of scissors and imitated the people on TV to commit suicide. She cut her wrist with the tip of the knife and blood flowed all over the floor.
In a daze, she heard someone calling her "Xiao En..."
When she opened her eyes again, Shulun held her in his arms. That was the only time she saw Shulun cry.
It was also those tears that made her feel that Shulun and Jinglan were different.
Perhaps twelve years of love doesn't need to be measured by blood?
At least Shu Lun wouldn't hit or scold her for no reason, and would even help her occasionally...
She grabbed Shuren's fingers, not wanting to be abandoned: "Dad... I'm not your daughter... You only love your sister, right?"
She remembered that Shu Lun touched her head, his voice choked with sobs, and said gently: "Xiao En... Daddy only has you... From now on, as long as you are obedient... I will always love you..."
From then on, she kept the word "obedient" in mind.
As long as she obeyed, Shulun would definitely forget her sister and pour all his love on her...
But the shadow that Jinglan brought to her in the past twelve years has become a nightmare that lingers in her mind.
She began to have nightmares all day and all night, her temper became increasingly violent, and she could no longer control some of her violent behavior.
Until one day Shu Lun bought her a little hamster and brought it home. She happily carried the cage back to her room, but the little hamster just struggled and twisted in her hands, so she couldn't help but pick up a pair of scissors and cut off its limbs.
At that moment, she suddenly felt so refreshed.
I felt an unprecedented sense of release in my heart.
So, I continued to move the scissors towards its ears, eyes, tail, and finally cut open its back, imitating Jinglan's movements and rubbing the tip of the knife back and forth...
That night, she was taken to the hospital by Shulen.
The doctor said she had a tendency to be violent, in short, sadistic.
After that, in Shulen's eyes, she was defined as a disobedient and crazy child.
Although he would still buy her little rabbits, kittens, and hamsters, she would never again see the gentle and loving look in Shulun's eyes when he held her in the hospital that day.
She wanted to please Shulun and she didn't want to be disliked by Shulun.
Even though she often felt Shulun's disgust and indifference towards her, she still put her face close to him and called him dad with a smile.
She wanted to prove to Shulun that they could become biological father and daughter even without a blood relationship, and that she would love him and respect him more than her own daughter...
Also, she just wanted to truly feel what it felt like to be loved...
The disease is getting more and more serious.
She began to feel dissatisfied with abusing animals. After going to school, she couldn't help but beat anyone who made her unhappy.
But every time, Shu Lun would help her to settle the matter. At that time, she felt that Shu Lun seemed to care about her as a daughter.
Otherwise, I wouldn't have gone to so much trouble to do so much for her.
When she was in the third grade of junior high school, she abused a classmate in her class. Shu Lun spent a lot of money and energy to settle the matter.
After she was expelled, Shu Lun sent her to Qingyang to attend high school, hiding her identity and changing her name to Mo Jiaozi.
But I didn’t expect that God would be so wise.
Here, she met Lin Yan.
So when Cheng Qing begged her for mercy, she thought it was time for Lin Yan to "take over".
Even if Cheng Qing didn't push her out, she would have already set her sights on Lin Yan.
On the first day of bullying Lin Yan, she stripped her clothes off to check whether she had the red birthmark on her back.
Sure enough, it really exists.
When she confirmed that Lin Yan was Shulun and Jinglan's daughter, she was excited for a long time.
She could finally vent her anger on her own daughter for everything Jinglan had done to her.
Karma, she won't let Lin Yan have an easy time...
She wanted Jinglan to watch from the underworld how she destroyed Lin Yan step by step, while she was powerless and could do nothing...
Now, she would never let Lin Yan and Shu Lun recognize each other.
Shulun can only be her father.
Shu Lun could only love her wholeheartedly.
Shuren's daughter can only be Shuen.
His thoughts gradually came back to him, Shu En chuckled, and a few cold thoughts flashed in his eyes.
She took out her cell phone and casually typed a text message to Lin Yan.
[Did you watch the press conference? Now, you're the bully! I told you not to fight me. It doesn't matter if you can't beat me, but you're dragging yourself into it, idiot.]
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