Chapter 19 How can I get close to you?
Lin Yan clearly felt the changes in him.
She has never eaten pork, but she has seen pigs run.
It will be dangerous if this continues.
Her mind gradually regained clarity, and she repeated, "Get out of the way."
Xing Yu pressed her down, his eyes like the mist on a winter morning, dark and deep: "How do you feel about going on a blind date with Su Mingjun?"
“No feeling.”
"Compared with me?"
"No different."
Xing Yu sensed the indifference and resistance in her eyes, stared at her for a moment, and then let her go.
"Okay, let's eat hot pot."
Lin Yan sat up, pushed her messy hair behind her ears, and said in a low mood: "I don't want to eat anymore."
After saying that, Lin Yan went to the kitchen to get her cell phone and prepared to leave.
Xing Yu blocked the door first.
Eyes collide, hot and cold confront each other.
Lin Yan said tiredly, "Xing Yu."
Xing Yu lowered his eyes: "Are you angry?"
Lin Yan looked at him without saying a word.
Xing Yu took the initiative to move his face closer: "Go ahead and hit me. Give me a few more slaps. Let me cool down."
Lin Yan looked at him quietly and peacefully.
At first, she thought Xing Yu was just being lustful towards her out of manliness.
But after getting to know each other for so long, she found that some of Xing Yu's subtle actions were like a flame in the cold winter, slowly warming her dusty heartstrings.
She wasn't stupid. What was Xing Yu deliberately hiding behind his frivolous words and actions?
She has been trapped in the darkness of winter since she was a child. She will immediately feel it as long as someone shows her a little warmth.
How could she, who is so sensitive to love, not know what Xing Yu is thinking?
But she no longer had the energy to accept his sincerity.
The more serious he was, the more frightened she became.
The feeling of avoidance that came naturally was like a parasite living in her body.
Biting warnings in her ears all the time—
No man who approaches you actively is here to love you.
It was as if Song Yanzheng's appearance at that time rebuilt and repaired her broken self, and she regarded him as everything to her.
But in the end, it was broken again, leaving her alone to pick up the fallen fragments in the dark.
There is no such thing as forever in any relationship in this world.
They will gradually deteriorate over time.
All cities.
Lin Yan sorted out her thoughts and spoke deeply to Xing Yu.
"Xing Yu, I won't cook for you anymore. I hope we can maintain the proper distance between men and women."
"From the time I went on a blind date with you until now, and after getting to know you, I can honestly say that you're a good person. But I need to tell you that right now, I have no time to think about anything else except work. I won't stay in the county forever. I'll return to Beijing North and continue to work hard on my career."
"I'm exhausted from work every day, and even have to work overtime when I get home. I just want to have a good night's sleep, work hard to earn money, and live a peaceful and stable life."
"Thank you for your care during this period. But I hope you won't bother me again in the future."
A very sincere and direct rejection.
Xing Yu just stared at him calmly, unable to detect any emotion.
After half a minute, he smiled loosely: "Well, I'll listen to you."
He stood at the door for a long time watching Lin Yan leave.
A lighter cut through the silence, and cigarette smoke lingered.
He walked towards the balcony with a cigarette between his teeth, and every puff of smoke he exhaled was filled with melancholy.
The night was very dark, with no stars or moon, like an endless black hole that had been hollowed out.
He half tilted his head back and stared into the darkness, nicotine paralyzing his nerves.
Ke Xin was still feeling suffocated.
The cigarette burned out and he murmured in silence.
"Lin Yan, how can I get close to you..."
…
In the following days, Lin Yan went to and from work every day.
Xing Yu did not come to bother her again, but she ran into him twice by chance.
The two of them didn't say hello to each other. They looked so strange and distant, as if their previous acquaintance was just a dream.
But her life was still not peaceful.
After eating hot pot with Su Mingjun that day, although she rejected him, he began to pursue her relentlessly with an attitude of leaving no regrets.
A bouquet of flowers every day is the norm, and waiting for her to get off work downstairs in the company every day is also inevitable.
Everyone in the company knows everything.
As soon as I got to work, I heard words like "Su Mingjun sent you flowers again!" "Su Mingjun is a good man with good conditions, you should consider it!" "Don't be too picky, you are already 28! Try to talk to him!" lingering in my ears.
Although he talked to Su Xin several times, Su Xin was helpless.
She said her cousin was stubborn and wouldn't listen to advice.
She had no choice but to ignore it and turn a deaf ear to it.
Time goes by every day, and that sensitive day is clearly counting down in her heart.
This day also marked Song Yanzheng's wedding day.
When the plane landed on the Beijing North apron, her heart also suddenly skipped a beat.
She made the decision to attend Song Yanzheng's wedding last night.
The young man in a white shirt who had comforted her countless times in the dark was once a gentle man.
It's time to say goodbye.
She had been so miserable, embarrassed, and cowardly. If it hadn't been for Song Yanzheng's company and encouragement, she might have turned into a speck of flying dust long ago.
We each have our own paths, and this wedding is a good opportunity to make things clear with him.
It was already evening when she arrived in Beijing North. She put her luggage in the hotel and then set off for the wedding.
The wedding was held in a super five-star hotel in Beijing. It was grand and lively.
Although she didn't know Xing Yingxue, after hearing this scene, she had a concrete idea of her wealthy family background.
The wedding was at 7pm and she arrived an hour early.
From a distance, she saw Song Yanzheng, dressed in a white suit, standing at the door with a smile on his face, welcoming guests. Next to him stood Xing Yingxue, dressed in a custom-made dress.
A beautiful woman matches a talented man.
Very well-matched.
Lin Yan straightened her coat and walked forward in high heels.
When Song Yanzheng saw her, his eyes glowed softly behind his lenses, and his expression was filled with excitement.
"Yan Yan!"
Lin Yan stood in front of him and Xing Yingyuxue, not looking at him, nor avoiding him deliberately, and smiled and said blessing.
"Brother Yanzheng, Sister Yingxue, I wish you a happy wedding."
Xing Yingxue gave her a gentle smile in return, took her hand in a friendly manner, and hid the hostility deep in her eyes.
"Yan Yan is here, welcome. You must have come all the way to attend our wedding. You must eat and drink well tonight, understand?"
Lin Yan withdrew her hand calmly and nodded.
Xing Yingxue took Song Yanzheng's arm and deliberately mentioned: "By the way, I heard from Yanzheng that you have a boyfriend? Why didn't you bring him with you?"
Lin Yan responded: "He's busy with work and has no time."
"That's a shame. If we could come with you, Yan Zheng and I could check on you and see if your boyfriend is worthy of your trust." Xing Yingxue smiled and turned her head: "Don't you agree, Yan Zheng?"
"Um."
Song Yanzheng's eyes kept wandering on Lin Yan's face, waiting expectantly for her to look at him.
But before he could arrive, Lin Yan had already walked towards the banquet hall.
"Yan Yan." Her attitude made Song Yanzheng feel indescribably calm. He tried his best to keep his voice steady: "Go in and sit down first. I'll talk to you later."
Lin Yan hummed, leaving him with an indifferent back.
The banquet hall was beautifully and luxuriously decorated in her favorite blue theme.
Looking at the wedding photos scrolling on the huge screen, Lin Yan's thoughts came to a standstill.
Suddenly, she felt as if there was a pair of eyes staring at her from behind.
Subconsciously turning around, she saw a back that looked familiar yet unfamiliar.
He has broad shoulders, a broad body and a tall stature.
A well-tailored black suit made him look tall and noble.
She stared intently and frowned, but the man had disappeared.
Thinking in my mind.
Why does that back figure look so much like Xing Yu...
Continue read on readnovelmtl.com
