Chapter 192 You are the best medicine. Hold me and I won’t feel any pain.
Their eyes met, and Xing Yu stared at her eyes in a trance.
He saw the sadness that only appeared in Lin Yan's eyes.
"Ayan...?"
Lin Yan hugged him again, leaning quietly on his chest, smelling the scent that belonged only to him, her tears soaking his shirt.
"Xing Yu... I must have done a lot of bad things in my previous life..."
Xing Yu stroked her back cautiously, fearing that she would disappear again in the next second.
"Ayan...why do you say that?"
Lin Yan was powerless to continue: "I just... feel so tired... Xing Yu... I'm so tired of living..."
She looked up at him blankly, her voice very soft and faint: "Is it true that some people... come to this world... just to experience pain..."
She appeared calm on the surface, but Xing Yu could see that her soul was already sobbing...
Xing Yu's heart was in a knot as he wiped the tears from her face: "Ayan, were you and Shulun going to talk?"
Lin Yan nodded: "Well... Qi Yue discussed a lot of things with me before we entered the hotel... She told me... that meeting my biological father was something I had to deal with on my own... Whatever I wanted to ask or say was up to me..."
"But I didn't expect... that my biological mother is no longer in this world..."
The weather was hot and humid, but Lin Yan's hands were very cold.
"Ayan... let's go back to the car and talk slowly..."
After getting in the car, Lin Yan told Xing Yu everything she had talked about with Shu Lun.
Xing Yu was surprised: "Shu En is an adopted daughter?"
"Yes, an adopted daughter." Lin Yan formed a guess based on the previous events: "Could it be that Shu En bullied me back then because she already knew my true identity and was afraid that I would return to the Shu family and take everything from her? So she was so cruel to me?"
Xing Yu held her hand tightly and never let go: "Ayan, no reason can constitute a reason for her to bully you. Shu En, she must pay the price."
"But she's missing now. Where can we find her?"
Xing Yu touched her head, brushed his fingertips across her hair, and said with a focused look, "Leave it to me. I'll take care of it."
Lin Yan raised her lips bitterly, unwilling to take her eyes off his face.
"Xing Yu... Qi Yue said... you run around everywhere every day for my affairs... it must be very tiring... thank you..."
The affection in Xing Yu's eyes almost turned into tears: "Not tired."
On the way home, Xing Yu drove the car with one hand, holding her hand with his right hand and refusing to let go.
He turned to look at her from time to time.
Lin Yan smiled and said, "Coach Xing, drive carefully and then take a closer look at it when you get home."
Xing Yu didn't respond, and tightened his grip on her hand again...
From getting off the car to getting into the elevator and then entering the house, Xing Yu's hands were like super glue sticking to her, not letting go.
She had just changed her shoes when he pressed her into his arms. Xing Yu lowered his head to the side of her neck and said in a deep voice, "Ayan, hold me for a while and recharge."
Lin Yan hugged him back and put her arm around his waist.
"Xing Yu, you didn't eat well and you lost weight..."
Xing Yu nuzzled her neck: "I missed you so much..."
Every time I hug him, my heart becomes inexplicably at peace.
Lin Yan responded softly: "I miss you too..."
The kiss moved from her neck to her earlobe, then gently to her cheek, and finally stopped at her lips.
He didn't use much force, just pecked her lightly, kissing her lightly: "Ayan..."
"Um……"
"I...only love you...I only love you..."
"I know……"
The two closed their eyes and expressed their longing for each other...
After being affectionate for a long time, Xing Yu took the initiative to let go of her, picked her up and walked into the bathroom.
But after he adjusted the water temperature, he walked out by himself. Lin Yan felt that he was too honest today and joked.
"Coach Xing, didn't you beg me to take a shower with you before?"
"Ayan." Xing Yu raised his eyebrows and said, "Don't seduce me. If I make you cry, you'll be unhappy again."
Lin Yan: "Show off."
…
When Lin Yan came out of the shower, she found that Xing Yu had already returned to the room and was leaning against the head of the bed wearing a black T-shirt.
Seeing her come out, he walked over, took the towel from her hand and wiped her hair.
Lin Yan looked at his clothes and felt strange.
Every time Xing Yu takes a shower, he is shirtless and doesn't put on any clothes.
Today, I didn't take a shower with her and I also put on some clothes.
Something is wrong.
"Xing Yu."
"Um?"
"Why are you wearing clothes?"
Xing Yu paused, then raised his lips casually: "I'm afraid you can't control yourself."
Lin Yan took advantage of his inattention and lifted up his clothes.
I saw the wound on his chest at a glance.
It looked like a knife wound and required more than a dozen stitches.
The stitches haven't been removed yet.
Lin Yan's heart twitched: "Why are you injured again?"
Xing Yu gently took her hand away, lowered his skirt, and smiled nonchalantly, "It doesn't hurt."
He has always been like this. No matter how injured he is, he will never cry out in pain in front of her.
Last time it was a gunshot wound, this time it was a knife wound.
Probably because of all these bad things she did...
An indescribable heartache surged from the depths of my heart, like a surging tide, rushing to my throat, getting stuck in my throat, and making it impossible to utter a word.
Xing Yu hooked her nose and said, "Ayan, I have thick skin, it really doesn't hurt."
Lin Yan turned her face away: "I just hugged you, leaned on your chest, and moved around in your arms. It would be strange if it didn't hurt."
Xing Yu: "You are the best medicine. Hold me and I won't feel any pain."
Lin Yan was slightly annoyed. She walked past him, lifted the quilt, and lay on the bed with her back to him.
Xing Yu walked to the edge of the bed and sat down: "Ayan, your hair is still wet, get up and I'll blow dry it for you before you go to sleep."
"It's okay again."
"It's easy to catch a cold."
Lin Yan turned over and stared at him angrily, imitating his words: "I'm strong and healthy, and I'm not afraid."
"..." Xing Yu collected his thoughts and said, "Okay, I was wrong. I won't hide it from you anymore, and try not to get hurt, okay?"
Lin Yan was easy to coax. She sat up and put her head closer to him: "Blow it."
Xing Yu suddenly moved closer to her, his eyes wandering to her lips, and asked nonchalantly: "What are you blowing? Help me blow it?"
Lin Yan was stunned for several seconds before she reacted.
How did she understand...
Lin Yan pointed at his mouth with her index finger: "Full, mouth, yellow, cavity."
Xing Yu put his arm around her waist and said with a deep gaze, "Food, sex, and nature."
"Alright, sir." Lin Yan glanced at the hair dryer on the bedside table and said, "Hurry up and blow dry my hair."
Xing Yu slid his hand towards her pajamas on her shoulders and pulled them off.
“Do it first, then blow it.”
As soon as she finished speaking, she was overwhelmed...
…
The moonlight outside the window is bright, and the dazzling night view outside the floor-to-ceiling window cannot compare to the beauty in the room...
It was almost ten o'clock when we finished.
Lin Yan rested her head on his arm, her eyelids heavy and she looked very tired.
Xing Yu looked at her without blinking, stroking her face: "Ayan."
Lin Yan was very sleepy: "Hmm..."
Xing Yu stared at him for a long time, until his eyes felt sore and painful, then he slowed down his voice.
"Ayan... everything will be fine... your illness will be cured... we will get married... and have a child... the child will grow up... and we will grow old together..."
"There will be no more pain in the days ahead... only happiness... Ah Yan... I love you... I love you so much..."
Later, Xing Yu said something else, but she didn't hear it anymore.
I just felt like he kissed my forehead again.
When she woke up the next day, Lin Yan was shocked.
When I opened my eyes, I found Xing Yu standing by the bed, neatly dressed, as expressionless as a piece of ice.
Lin Yan rubbed her eyes and sat up: "Xing Yu...what are you doing?"
Hearing Lin Yan speak, his expression relaxed a little.
He leaned over and hugged her: "Ayan, I'm afraid... you will become Qi Yue again..."
Lin Yan: "No, she said that she would only appear when I need her in the future."
Xing Yuxin calmed down: "Well, then I'll go make breakfast for you."
"I want to eat... tomato and egg noodles."
"Okay, you sleep a little longer."
Lin Yan had just laid down when the phone beside her pillow rang.
She picked up her phone and saw it was an unfamiliar text message.
After reading it, she froze.
Xing Yu: "What's wrong?"
Lin Yan handed him the phone.
A text message caught his eye.
[Shu Lun is not your biological father, don't trust him.]
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