Chapter 51 Let Me Go, I Didn’t Allow You to Sleep in My Bed
After hearing what Xing Yu said, Lin Yan felt a little more at ease.
She wrapped herself in a blanket and sat cross-legged on the bed, with only her head exposed.
With a defensive and tentative tone, she confirmed with him again: "Are you... sure you didn't see anything?"
Xing Yu deliberately raised his eyebrows: "What do you want me to see?"
Lin Yan lowered her eyelids in relief and said calmly, "You can go out. Just put my clothes and hair dryer by the bed. I won't eat anymore. I want to lie down for a while."
There was a hint of gloom in her voice.
Xing Yu could tell that she was in a bad mood.
"Okay, call me if you need anything."
After Xing Yu left, she put on her clothes and then mechanically blew her hair.
The hot air from the hair dryer gently brushed against her scalp, accompanied by a buzzing sound.
Those clear, cruel and bloody images were like surging waves of air, rushing wildly through her mind.
I was stripped naked by those people and mercilessly pressed to the ground...
It was like a scalding iron pressing hard against her back...
It was the skin and flesh that made the sizzling sound under the raging heat...
It was white mist that squeezed out from between her skin and the iron, slowly floating in front of her eyes...
Like a poisonous gas, it stung her eyes and turned them scarlet...
Every scene was clearly churning in her skull.
The hair dryer in her hand began to tremble uncontrollably at some point, and she felt as if all the strength in her body had been drained away at that moment.
She used up her last bit of strength and struggled to turn off the switch.
She hurriedly curled up in the quilt, like a seriously injured civet cat in the severe winter, wrapping herself tightly into a ball.
However, the more I curled up, the colder I felt.
It was a deep cold that penetrated deep into the bone marrow...
In a trance, she seemed to hear a knock on the door, and she was still a little conscious.
It was as if it had sensed someone entering the room.
"Lin Yan, what's wrong with you?"
The quilt was suddenly lifted up, and she seemed to have lost all her protective barriers in an instant.
She screamed in panic: "I was wrong! I was wrong! Go away! All of you go away..."
Xing Yu was frightened by Lin Yan's appearance at the moment.
She turned sideways and covered her ears tightly, still curled up in a ball, her face as pale as paper, and beads of sweat on her forehead.
The whole person is completely out of control.
It was a look he had never seen before.
He was panicked and very anxious, but there was nothing he could do.
Suppressing the dull pain in his heart, Xing Yu tried several times before he finally picked up the broken girl and held her in his arms.
The person in his arms struggled hard, feeling deeply panicked as if he was in danger, and kept shouting with a trembling voice.
"Let me go... please... let me go... I was wrong... please let me go..."
Xing Yu kept stroking her back, his voice hoarse and painful: "Ayan, it's me. I'm here... Don't be afraid... Be good... Don't be afraid..."
This comfort lasted for a long time.
She finally calmed down in my arms.
The crying stopped and the hands that were beating him fell to his sides.
Only the shirt on his chest was soaked by her sweat and tears...
He lowered his eyes to look at her. Although he was asleep, his eyeballs moved from time to time under his eyelids.
It seemed as if a nightmare was still haunting her.
Xing Yu gently laid her down and covered her with a quilt.
He frowned and sat on the edge of the bed, staring at her for a long time before leaving the bedroom.
The wind from the balcony was very cold, and it felt like a scimitar cutting his face, causing him great pain.
He held the cigarette in his mouth and lit it with a lighter.
Looking at the scarlet stain on the cigarette butt, he remembered An Chunfang saying that she didn't like men who smoked.
The next second, he put out the cigarette and threw the remaining half pack into the trash can in the corner.
Her deep gaze gazed into the distance, her thoughts entangled with the scar on her back and her recent loss of control...
What happened to her?
After thinking about it, he took out his cell phone and made a call.
"Old Xing, what's the matter?"
"I need you for something."
Wang Yixun on the other end of the phone was very sensitive to Xing Yu's voice being a little heavy, so he didn't hesitate and asked, "Go ahead."
"Help me check Lin Yan."
"Cha Linyan?"
"Yes." Xing Yu's tone was eerily steady. "From the time she started school to the time she started working, we'll investigate everything, big and small, that she's experienced."
Wang Yixun wanted to ask something else, but he could tell through the receiver that Xing Yu was in a very bad mood, so he gave up.
"Well, I'll find someone to help you check now."
"Especially check if anyone has bullied her in the past."
"Got it, wait for my call."
…
When she woke up, it was already evening, and the familiar feeling of confusion dominated her like a trapped beast.
When she opened her eyelids, under the silver light, Xing Yu was lying beside her, looking at her quietly.
When their eyes met, some fragments suddenly flashed through Lin Yan's mind.
She quickly turned over and subconsciously escaped.
Inwardly, I begged him not to ask.
Don't ask her what's wrong.
That was a past she didn't want to talk about.
It was also her self-esteem that she tried so hard to hide and carefully protect.
She didn't want anyone to know.
No one can do it.
"Wife." He poked her head gently: "Are you hungry? I carefully cooked the porridge, but you didn't even eat a single bite."
Lin Yan gathered the quilt closer. Her throat felt dry, as if something was stuck in it. She whispered, "I'm not hungry."
An arm passed under her waist, and the irresistible force pulled her into his arms. "Starve or be held by me, it's your choice."
Their eyes met again at close range, but Lin Yan didn't dare look him in the eye.
I was afraid that he would see through the cowardice in my eyes.
"Let me go, I didn't agree to let you sleep in my bed." Lin Yan struggled.
"This is my bed, I don't need your consent."
"Xing Yu." Lin Yan closed her eyes weakly, and after a moment she slowly opened them again: "I really don't want to eat. I'm too tired..."
"Lin Yan." Xing Yu said in a deep voice, "Look at me."
Lin Yan seemed not to hear it, her eyes fixed on his Adam's apple, as if that was her only focus at the moment.
The next second, her cheek was held and she lifted it slightly, but she still couldn't escape his eyes as deep as the ocean.
"Lin Yan, if you don't eat and your body breaks down, what will you do if you get stuck with me? I beg you to eat well, drink well, and sleep well, so that you can divorce me in good health when the time comes."
In the end, she compromised and reluctantly drank half a bowl of porridge.
My head still felt heavy and my heart rate still hadn't stabilized.
If I don't take the medicine, I will definitely be tortured to death tonight.
While Xing Yu was busy in the kitchen, Lin Yan unzipped the pillowcase, took out a bottle of medicine she had hidden, and swallowed two pills.
In the middle of the night, the other side of the bed sank deeper, and she felt her body falling into a solid embrace.
Her mind was already confused after taking the medicine, and she could no longer tell whether it was reality or a dream.
I just felt like I was floating in a deep sea with no end in sight.
She suddenly saw a piece of driftwood, swam desperately towards it, and finally held on to it tightly...
No matter how hard the waves hit her, she refused to let go.
When she woke up the next day, Lin Yan was stunned.
She found that she was not sleeping on the bed, but lying on Xing Yu.
The most outrageous thing was that at this moment she was hanging on his body like a sloth.
Posture, too intimate.
She jumped up from his chest, but he pushed her back down.
"What? You're not admitting it now that you woke up?"
Lin Yan: "Why are you sleeping here?"
"I don't know either." Xing Yu raised his eyebrows innocently: "Maybe, I was sleepwalking last night?"
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