Chapter 93 What to do? I really can't ignore you
After being distant from Xing Yu for several days, I suddenly came into close contact with him.
Very uncomfortable.
She shrank her fingers slightly, and a fleeting confusion flashed through her mind.
"nothing……"
"Are you sure it's nothing?"
Lin Yan: “Yeah.”
Xing Yu didn't ask any further questions. He just looked up at her, the light in his eyes gradually softening, and he felt a little helpless.
"Ayan, you win."
Lin Yan was a little confused: "What?"
Xing Yu's hand fell to her face, and his thumb stroked it very lightly.
It feels like touching a precious and unattainable treasure.
"What should I do? I really can't ignore you." I couldn't even pretend.
Playing hard to get, failed.
The warmth from his fingertips seeped from her face into her heart. Her heart felt inexplicably at peace as he simply caressed her.
After a long period of staring at each other, Lin Yan suddenly understood.
It turns out that he did this on purpose these two days.
Deliberately indifferent.
Deliberate alienation.
Deliberately not talking to her.
She couldn't bear to see Xing Yu's eyes that were filled with her, so she took the initiative to cut off the sight and buried her gaze.
The moment she fell, she saw a layer of gauze casually wrapped around the back of Xing Yu's hand.
The blood that oozed out of the gauze had already dried up, and the hand looked a little red and swollen.
Although she had an attack last night, she still had sporadic memories of Xing Yu smashing the car window with his fists.
She suddenly felt angry: "Xing Yu, do you really think you are Iron Fist?"
Xing Yu turned his wrist disapprovingly: "After so many years of practice, it's not bad."
"I'm not kidding you."
Xing Yu raised his lips: "Ayan, it really doesn't hurt."
Lin Yan's face was stiff as she stood up and went to get the medicine box.
"Give me your hand."
Xing Yu handed her his hand: "It's already been bandaged."
"It's wrapped too ugly." The gauze is wet and needs to be changed.
Xing Yu didn't say anything else, just stared at her quietly.
Lin Yan used scissors to cut open the gauze, and saw that the joints on the back of his hand were covered in blood and flesh. The wound was slightly white because it had come into contact with water.
Her nose suddenly felt sore, and she couldn't help but throw a slightly annoyed tone at him: "Why are you cooking porridge with an injured hand? The wound should not touch water. Don't you know this basic common sense?"
My hands hurt, but my heart was filled with joy.
He smiled and said, "I'm a rough guy, not that particular."
Lin Yan held her breath and didn't want to break up with him.
She lowered her head to disinfect and apply medicine to him, and only after she had re-bandaged him did she look up at him seriously.
"Xing Yu, don't do this again next time."
It hurts when you get hurt. It obviously hurts a lot.
Xing Yu also responded seriously: "Yeah, I understand."
Lin Yan lowered her head to put away the medicine box, hiding her emotions: "Then I'll go back to my room to rest."
"Um."
When Lin Yan turned around, she accidentally caught his complicated gaze, and her heart trembled at the tenderness and forbearance in his eyes.
She could see that Xing Yu had a lot to say to her, but he still asked nothing and said nothing.
She noticed his caution.
He was a man of steel, but she had seen hidden humility in his eyes more than once.
Feel sorry for him.
At the same time, I hate myself for being indecisive.
A voice in her heart suddenly ordered her to stop, and after a few seconds she retracted her hands hanging at her sides.
She stayed there for nearly a minute before mustering up the courage to turn around and walk back to him.
"Xing Yu, get up..."
Xing Yu raised his eyebrows and stood up from his chair: "Hmm?"
"You...close your eyes."
Xing Yu did as he was told: "Ayan, what are you doing?"
As soon as he finished speaking, a pair of arms reached around his waist and hugged him.
Under the tight stitching, the heartbeats gradually overlapped.
He could feel the hands on her waist constantly exerting force and tightening, and that simple action seemed to have drained all her strength.
The head on his chest moved, and a light and slightly embarrassed voice reached his ears.
"Xing Yu...thank you..."
He opened his eyes and looked down at her, not daring to reveal his excitement for fear of scaring her away.
He teased in a relaxed tone, "Ayan, I thought you were going to kiss me."
Lin Yan raised her eyes, clearly looking at his eyes, then moved them to his nose, and finally fell on his lips for some unknown reason.
My mind was blank, and in those few seconds of silence, I suddenly had the urge to do something drastic.
I've already hugged you, so what if I gave you a kiss?
Her thoughts came to an end. She pinched Xing Yu's shirt at his waist and tiptoed towards his lips.
She landed as quickly as a dragonfly skimming the water and then turned and fled.
But she didn't escape and was pulled back into Xing Yu's arms.
His deep pupils cast a glance at her: "What does this mean?"
She saw through the bloodshot in his eyes, the dryness rolling in his Adam's apple, and the blazing fire hidden in his bones.
This time, she did not avoid his gaze, forcing herself to meet his burning gaze.
Her throat felt as if it had been burned by high temperature, and she spoke slowly to him in a hoarse voice: "Xing Yu, my heart... seems to have fallen out..."
The second after the words fell, her body was deeply kneaded by him: "It's okay... I'll continue..."
The chin was lifted, and the hot breath came down...
"Ayan... last night... what did you want to talk to me about..."
Lin Yan carefully considered her words, and after a while she slowly spoke, "Xing Yu...can we...take it slow? What I mean is, I'm willing to try to understand you..."
There was an undercurrent in Xing Yu's eyes.
He stared into her red eyes and rubbed his lips against the mole at the corner of her eye.
"Okay... take your time... learn as you go... I'll listen to you..."
"And Ah Yan, I hope...when you're sad, you can cry in front of me quietly and freely without any scruples..."
"After all, what's more intimate than exposing one's body is exposing one's vulnerability..."
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