Chapter 127 I will accompany you to treat the disease, everything will be fine
That night, Lin Yan lay in Xing Yu's arms and revealed to him for the first time the past that was buried deep in her heart.
The light in the bedroom was cold white, shining brightly on her, but she felt very warm.
Xing Yu didn't ask her too much about the bullying, and she didn't want to recall those bloody memories.
She and Xing Yu chatted tacitly like a normal couple and planned their future.
He leaned against the head of the bed and she leaned on his shoulder.
She traced lightly on his chest with her fingers, joking with him.
"Xing Yu, I'm what others call a mental patient. I'm very scary when I'm sick. Aren't you afraid of me?"
"Don't be afraid." Xing Yu: "Ayan, in fact, many people in life are 'mentally ill', but they can take care of themselves so they are not discovered."
"Nonsense."
Xing Yu stroked her head and continued, "Emotional psychologists have said that everyone carries a genetic predisposition to mental illness. It's just that everyone's experiences and ability to control themselves are different, or perhaps they haven't been stimulated by major events, so the seed within them hasn't been stimulated."
"Ayan, normal people have two sides, an angel and a devil, and their personalities will gradually change depending on the environment and experiences they encounter."
"So, don't think that you are different from others just because you are sick. In my eyes, you are no different from a normal person."
Even though she knew that these were Xing Yu's words to comfort her, she still felt satisfied and happy.
Lin Yan looked up at him, with twinkling lights in her eyes: "Xing Yu, thank you."
Xing Yu raised his lips: "You're welcome, Ayan."
Lin Yan snuggled back into his arms, closed her eyes, and whispered, "Xing Yu, I've been drowning for twenty-eight years, and only now... do I feel like I've finally grabbed a piece of driftwood..."
Xing Yu tightened his grip on his arms and pulled her closer to him.
"From now on, I will be your boat. I will carry you and support you. You just sit on the boat, feel the breeze, watch the sun, and move forward happily..."
Eyes slightly moist, Lin Yan sniffed: "No, you will be tired. If you are the boat, then I will be the oar. We will complement each other, lean on each other, rely on each other, and move forward together."
"Okay, I'll listen to you." Xing Yu was silent for a moment, then said, "Ayan, don't go out of town. Stay in Beijing North. I'll accompany you to treat your illness, and everything will be fine."
Lin Yan nodded and imitated his tone: "Okay, I'll listen to you."
Xing Yu smiled.
It was the only time in this period of time that he laughed without any distractions and from the heart.
"Xing Yu." Lin Yan didn't want to keep some words in her heart, so she teased him in a relaxed tone: "I can't seem to get past your grandfather and your family. It seems marrying into your Xing family is going to be difficult..."
"You're not marrying into the Xing family, you're marrying me. Ah Yan, I won't go back to the Xing family, not before and not in the future. Let's live our lives well and manage our little home well. If you get tired of staying in Jingbei in the future, we'll return to town and find a quiet and leisurely place to retire."
Lin Yan had to admit that Xing Yu always gave her enough sense of security when she was feeling uncertain.
All she could give him in return was her unwavering sincerity.
"Xing Yu, then we have to work hard in the future."
"Um?"
"Make good money, buy a house in Beijing North as soon as possible, and then get married."
Xing Yu chuckled quietly without saying anything.
"What are you laughing at? You can't stay at your comrade's house forever, right? We can just buy a small three-bedroom apartment. If that doesn't work, a two-bedroom apartment will also be fine."
Xing Yu looked at her serious expression and didn't think about telling the truth: "Okay, then I will work harder to make money and buy a wedding house for us as soon as possible."
Lin Yan looked up, met his gaze and looked at him.
She always felt that looking into each other's eyes was a spiritual kiss without lust.
Staring into his eyes, it seemed as if all the pain had turned into dust and dissipated...
At least at this moment, she no longer felt pain.
The night was very dark and it was already early morning when we finished chatting.
Before going to bed, she took the initiative to kiss Xing Yu.
Then it started to roll uncontrollably.
At the last step, Xing Yu restrained himself.
He rested his forehead on her chest and panted, "Ayan...you can't do this..."
Lin Yan's chest rose and fell, floating: "Hmm..."
Xing Yu turned over and got off her, then stretched out his arms to hold her.
"If you don't buy a condom, I can't let you take birth control pills..."
Well, sex may be love, and hugging and kissing may also be love.
But true love is when you are sad and upset, you can hear each other's inner voice and find ways to dispel each other's haze...
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the next day.
On the way to work, Su Xin clasped her hands together and looked up to the sky and bowed all the way.
He squinted his eyes and kept repeating the words "Please bless her to pass the test"...
Lin Yan couldn't bear to watch: "Su Xin, you're almost driving the gods away."
"Pooh, pooh, pooh!" Su Xin frowned and quickly reminded her: "Sister Lin Yan, pooh, pooh, pooh!"
Lin Yan was in a rare good mood, so she let her do what she wanted and spat on the floor.
Su Xin was amused by her: "Hahaha! Sister Lin Yan, you doing this is just like Mr. Zhang picking his nose in front of everyone!"
"..." Lin Yan: "I thank you on behalf of Mr. Zhang."
The next second, Su Xin became listless, like a vegetable leaf wilted by the sun.
"Sister Lin Yan, why? Why do we have to take the test in advance? Isn't there still more than half a month left? This is too sudden."
"Maybe...since you're doing well?"
"Really?" After twenty-four years of fishing, she has paid off all her laziness in the past few months in Beijing North.
Every day is very tiring, but also very fulfilling.
"Well, I see all your efforts." Lin Yan rarely praised her, but this time she finally gave her a thumbs up: "Xiao Su, you are great."
Su Xin couldn't help but praise, with the corners of her lips raised high: "Sister Lin Yan, don't praise me yet, wait until I pass the test before you praise me!"
Lin Yan became serious: "Did you remember the assessment items I told you about? And did you carefully read the assessment points I marked for you?"
"Of course! I can't let you down!"
"Come on, I'll wait for your good news."
Talking and chatting all the way, the two arrived at Yishuo.
As she walked into the lobby on the first floor, the front desk clerk called her.
"Director Lin, someone's looking for you."
Lin Yan asked Su Xin to go upstairs first, then walked up and asked, "Who is it?"
The receptionist looked at the sofa on the left side of the hall and stretched out his arm: "That gentleman."
Lin Yan looked in the direction of her hand, and the face of a strange man came into her eyes.
After a quick look, I saw that the man was wearing loose jeans and a dark short-sleeved T-shirt, and his skin was dark.
He has a handsome face. Although his eyes are sharp and his nose is high, his eyes are not aggressive at all, and are even very kind.
He doesn't look like a bad guy, but he doesn't look like a customer either.
Lin Yan walked towards him, and the man stood up from the sofa. He was much taller than her.
Probably about the same height as Xing Yu.
Lin Yan glanced at the sparkling diamond earring on his left ear and the Thai Buddha amulet hanging on his chest, and took the initiative to speak.
"Hello, are you looking for me?"
The man raised an eyebrow and extended his hand towards her.
"Hello. Let me introduce myself, Qin Yuan."
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