When Su He woke up, it was already dark. The dormitory was quiet and empty. She thought that Yan Cuo was here before she fell asleep, but now she thought he had left.
She sat up and looked at her phone. It was already evening. Her stomach growled, and she quickly got up, ready to reward her stomach first.
As soon as she got out of bed, she saw Yan Cuo walk in with dinner in his hand, obviously going to get her food.
Su He smelled the fragrance of spareribs and felt her appetite was whetted. She opened the lunch box and found that it was indeed braised spareribs and a few vegetarian dishes. She looked up at Yan Cuo and smiled gratefully, "You really understand me. I just woke up and I'm starving now. I really want to eat spareribs."
Yan Cuo thought of how he had just grabbed the last portion of braised pork ribs for her in the cafeteria. Looking at her wolfing it down, he felt a little helpless, but he still turned around to get her a bottle of water and opened it for her.
"Eat slowly, no one will snatch it from you."
Although he said this, he was already used to her, so he always got her water to prevent her from choking.
Su He ate very quickly and finished all the ribs in no time. He burped with satisfaction, touched his round belly, stood up and turned around a few times.
After dinner, the two girls went to the playground together. The winter breeze blew gently, bringing a cool breeze. Yan Cuo wrapped herself tightly in her clothes and walked slowly on the playground. She looked at every flower, grass, and tree on this campus, and they were all deeply engraved in her mind.
Whether it was the original Ancheng No. 1 Middle School, the later Yanfen Middle School, or the current Ancheng University, they have left too many marks of their own in this city and carried too many of their memories.
"New Year's Day is coming again." Yan Cuo suddenly said, and then Su He saw that her face had a blank expression, her eyes looking ahead, wondering what she was thinking.
"Yes, we are about to grow one year older. In the blink of an eye, we will become adults." Su He said slowly, as if he was recalling interesting childhood events, as if he was recalling his past self.
Yan Cuo looked at her and nodded, then looked a little lost. After a long while, he asked, "Su He, my mother said she hopes I can forgive her and call her mom, but I can't do it. What should I do? Am I too cruel?"
Looking at her like this, Su He knew what kind of torment she was in. She was such a kind person and the last thing she wanted was to hurt others, but her parents were really too unreasonable. Even though Su He lacked maternal love in her childhood, Su Changsheng had been kind to her for more than ten years and never let her lack anything.
But her parents had ignored her since she was a child and watched her suffering coldly. Su He could not imagine how desperate Yan Cuo was at that time.
No matter how you think about it, they are not worthy of forgiveness. Yan Cuo's choice is the right one. If Su He were to make the choice, he might not be able to mention them so calmly.
She patted her shoulder and soothed her, "Don't feel pressured. Follow your heart. I can't give you any advice because this is your family. If you want to recognize them, then do so. If you still feel uncomfortable, then don't. Don't let other people's affairs easily influence your emotions."
Yan Cuo's eyes were a little blank, and it was unclear whether she had heard anything. After a while, her words came slowly with a gust of wind and fell into Su He's ears.
"I like that child very much. He is my younger brother. Although he and I do not have the same father, we are still related by blood. When I saw him, I wanted to be close to him, to treat him well, and to protect him well."
Yan Cuo's voice was very soft, but if you listened carefully, you could hear it was firm and full of joy.
Su He had thought before that Yan Cuo would probably feel repulsive when facing his half-brother, the child who had been the apple of everyone's eye since birth.
It was as if, when Yan Cuo saw him, he would think of himself who was neglected and ignored in his childhood.
You will hate it and feel unwilling.
But she didn't, instead she only had good intentions.
"Since you like him, then treat him well. I believe when he grows up, he will be proud to have a sister like you." Su He's encouraging words rang in Yan Cuo's ears, and she smiled slightly.
"I hope so."
"Then I'll accompany you to see her during the Spring Festival." Su He hooked her hand. She knew her concerns. She liked the child, but didn't want to face Yu Hui.
Yan Cuo looked at her with gratitude in his eyes, his eyes were red, as if he was about to cry in the next second.
"Su He, thank you."
Su He deliberately exaggerated his long jump, looked at her with some disgust and said: "Don't fall in love with me, I am already taken, and I don't want to be torn apart by Yu Muyang."
Yancuo was amused by her, "What nonsense are you talking about."
"Look at your eyes, they are all red. Are you so moved by me that you want to cry?" Su He said it in an exaggerated manner, then looked at Yan Cuo and wiped her eyes unnaturally, and patted her hand as if to act coquettishly.
"I was just blown by the wind, I didn't cry."
"That's good, otherwise I would be scared to death by my own charm. Although I am a fairy that everyone loves, I am very loyal." Su He continued to show off, watching Yan Cuo's smile slowly deepen, and the melancholy aura just now disappeared.
"Tsk, I also have someone in my heart, okay?" Yan Cuo couldn't help but retort when he saw her like this. Thinking of that boy, the corners of his mouth slowly curled up.
Thinking about how he pulled her out today, thinking about how extremely happy he looked at her, thinking about seeing grandpa and the others surrounding her and praising her, she was the happiest person at that moment.
I am so lucky to have such a group of lovely people around me. They all love me in different ways, regardless of the depth or method.
It was also because of them that she wanted to become better, wanted to let go of that obsession, and wanted to try to accept that person. However, there were still many grudges in her heart, like a thorn stuck in her throat, making her uncomfortable.
Now, seeing Su He trying hard to comfort himself, he suddenly felt relieved. Since he couldn't let it go, he would just follow his heart. He was not a saint.
I am just an ordinary person, so why should I have so many demands on myself? It is better to live a relaxed and free life.
But I still think of that lovely child from time to time. I haven't seen him for several months. I went back several times, but I didn't go to see him. I have to admit that I am still a little afraid.
I'll go see him during the Spring Festival, Yan Cuo thought. He didn't know if he would cry when he saw him, if he would feel that he had deceived him, or if he would stop being close to him.
I felt a little nervous, but I still wanted to go see him. I wanted to look at that cute boy and see his surprised look when he saw me.
When he smiled, it seemed as if the whole world was filled with sunshine.
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