Su He didn't move in his arms, but her body was a little stiff, and his words kept echoing in her ears.
Love? It seems to be something heavier and stronger than liking. I used to think that the liking of youth was everything. Now when I hear this word from his mouth, I am surprised and delighted.
Surprises filled her with joy, and she felt like the happiest person in the world. She buried her head deep in his chest, feeling his violently beating heartbeat.
Her heart was surging, and her face was also uneasy. She slowly raised her head and looked at him intently: "Gu Xuran."
He hummed, his voice gentle and low, so pleasant to the ear.
"I love you too, very much. Besides my dad, I love you the most in this world." Su He hugged him so tightly, as if she wanted to embed herself into his body, and tears flowed unconsciously on her face.
Gu Xuran gently wiped away her tears with his fingertips, his voice unnaturally soft, "Don't cry, I can't bear to see you cry, smile with me, I like the way you smile."
Su He wiped the corners of her eyes casually, which had become dry. She looked up at the handsome boy, and a warm current slowly came over her heart until her whole body became warm.
Her eyes were still a little moist, which was so distressing in Gu Xuran's eyes. He lowered his head and wanted to kiss the corner of her eyes. He liked to see her eyebrows curved when she smiled, and liked the way she was always free of worries.
Su He watched his movements and suddenly became bolder. Taking advantage of the moment when he lowered his head, she stood on tiptoe and kissed him. His lips were moist and soft. She held them carefully and kissed them slowly.
Gu Xuran couldn't resist such temptation, so he immediately took the initiative and bent down to make the two bodies stick together.
Su He could feel his burning chest at this moment, his heartbeat was so fast that it seemed as if it was about to rush out of that body. Su He responded to him clumsily, only to feel her waist being pressed lower and lower, until she felt like she was about to fall, but he pulled her back up.
Kissing in this empty ginkgo forest was something she had never thought of before. She thought she would be shy and push him away, but now she thought, as long as that person was him, it didn't matter where they were.
Another gust of wind blew, and a ginkgo leaf blew into the corner of Su He's eyes, blocking Su He's sight. Su He wanted to brush it away, but Gu Xuran stopped her.
"Concentrate." He put his arms around her waist to prevent her from falling, and kissed her eyes carefully, watching her eyelashes tremble, casting a layer of shadow at the corners of her eyes.
"Susu, your eyes are so beautiful." He said involuntarily, and then saw her expression change slightly.
Gu Xuran was so attentive that he caught her expression clearly in just a fleeting moment. He helped her up and let her stand steadily, then asked with some concern, "What's wrong, Susu?"
Su He looked at him and suddenly smiled, but the smile was a little bitter, which made him feel distressed.
"My eyes are most like that woman's. Everyone who has seen me says that they are very similar to hers. But I don't want eyes that are so similar to hers. I would rather not be like her at all."
Gu Xuran hugged her, patted her back gently, and comforted her, "Forget the past, look forward, and don't let unimportant people affect your emotions. She hasn't come back to see you for so many years, you don't have to miss her anymore."
"I know, but I often think of her and the days when we were a family of three when I was a kid." Su He's voice was very soft, as if she was lost in memories of the past, as if she saw again the warm and cozy appearance of the family of three when they were together.
She looked at the falling ginkgo trees around her, and suddenly a feeling of sadness welled up in her heart. Family affection, perhaps, was the most insignificant thing to that woman.
She gathered her thoughts, not wanting the man in front of her to worry too much about her, and smiled at him again, "It's okay, it's all over. Shall we go back now?"
Gu Xuran felt a little distressed when he saw her forcing a smile, but he couldn't bear to expose her, so he let her keep this little stubbornness, which was also good.
There are some things that I cannot interfere with and cannot help her make decisions, just like everyone cannot decide their own origins or their own parents.
Gu Xuran hated his father, but so what? He was a man with whom he was closely connected by blood. No matter how much he hated him, he could not let go of the bond of family affection.
Both he and Su He came from unfortunate families, and both lacked some love from their loved ones in their childhood. Fortunately, they have always been themselves, without indulging in self-pity or self-blame.
He put his arm around her small shoulders, which looked a little funny from behind, but they didn't care much. They just walked slowly, got in the car and headed towards the school.
Su He looked around but couldn't find Yan Cuo, so he returned to the dormitory alone, playing with his mobile phone, feeling a little bored.
Gu Xuran has returned to the company. He seems to be always busy and can come to school very rarely. When he comes, he leaves very quickly. Su He feels that even in college, they still have so little time to meet. She wishes she could see him every day and stick to him.
Su He hung his head, looking a little depressed, his eyes fixed on the door.
When Yan Cuo came in, he saw this scene. Seeing Su He showing such a rare sadness, he quickly came to her bedside and asked softly, "What's wrong with you?"
Su He turned over and said in a muffled voice: "It's okay, I just feel a little sentimental all of a sudden."
Seeing her listless appearance, Yan Cuo climbed onto her bed and got under her covers. "Then let me talk to you. Maybe you'll feel better."
Su He looked at Yan Cuo lying beside her, and suddenly she felt at ease. All the chaotic worries in her heart seemed to disappear. She felt her eyelids a little heavy, and after a while she closed her eyes and fell into a deep sleep.
Yan Cuo looked at Su He who was already sleeping peacefully, tucked the quilt in for her, quietly got out of bed, and considerately closed the door when he walked out.
Su He, no matter what makes you sad, I still hope you can always smile and be that happy and carefree woman.
You never know how much I envied you in the past. You were the person I tried so hard to become.
I want to be as brave as you, as confident as you, and as resolute and generous as you.
You have never been just a friend to me, you are an extremely important person in my life.
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