Chapter 282 Baby Boy
Su's House
My fourth sister gave birth to a baby at full term. At that time, she was busy working in the disaster area and her family did not tell her.
The fourth sister struggled for a whole day and night before giving birth to a baby boy.
Today is a full moon.
But because they didn't want to cause any more trouble, they didn't make it public.
After all, this is the fourth sister's child. No matter what his background is, the family still held a full moon banquet.
Su Shengsheng and Xie Xuan also arrived early.
When her aunt took out the baby to show her, Su Shengsheng's heart skipped a beat.
Because this child's eyebrows and eyes really look like Fan Wenchang.
The eldest aunt also looked a little melancholy, patting the baby who had just eaten. "I don't know where Fan Shan got the letter from, and he sent people to send a lot of gifts, but I told me to throw them all away."
After hearing this, Su Shengsheng frowned slightly.
But there is no hospital here, so women need to hire a midwife to come to their homes when they give birth.
Fan Shan found out after a little inquiry.
She carefully took the baby from her aunt's hands, demonstrated to her how to use a soft diaper, and burped the baby.
This made my aunt sigh, wondering how she, who had never given birth, knew more than the wet nurse.
Looking at the way she held the baby, anyone who didn't know would have thought that she had given birth before.
The speaker may not mean anything, but the listener should take it seriously.
Su Shengsheng, who had worked in an orphanage, taken care of children with the director, and established a special charity fund channel for abandoned babies, couldn't help but stop.
This dynasty was too backward, especially for women.
In all matters concerning life and death, people are bound by etiquette and morality, which almost shows a disregard for life.
If there was a controversy of choosing between the two in the previous life, then in this dynasty, it was almost one-sided and women were oppressed.
When it comes to childbirth, a matter as risky as stepping into the gates of hell, one can only hire an unprofessional midwife. If anything goes wrong, the woman can only leave it to fate.
Fortunately, I got through this stage.
Su Shengsheng wrapped the baby in a small blanket again and held the baby in her arms. "Everything will be fine."
She touched the little one's cheek with her finger.
Xie Xuan did not enter the house and stayed with his parents.
The eldest aunt looked worried and finally pulled her aside. "Ling'er has been...very worried these days, and even her milk is gone. She's in confinement after giving birth, and I can't bear to bring up the past and upset her..."
"It's just that this child looks too much like Fan... I'm afraid she'll be upset. If you can help me persuade her, she'll listen to you."
When Su Shengsheng saw the baby's appearance, she became a little worried. After hearing this, she gently put the baby back into her aunt's arms.
After the eldest aunt called the wet nurse out, she gently walked to the fourth sister's bed.
"You're here." Su Yuanling moved her body, but leaned on the pillow without any strength.
Su Shengsheng gently helped her up and said, "Let me talk to you."
The corners of the fourth sister's eyes were red, and it was obvious that she had been crying secretly.
After giving birth, women are easily affected by estrogen. If they have too many worries, it will cause postpartum depression.
The fourth sister looked at her and suddenly couldn't help but burst into tears.
Su Shengsheng didn't say anything about not being able to cry right after coming out of confinement. She let Fourth Sister vent for a while before she began to guide her.
"I... Sixth sister, I don't know if I can love him. I really don't know."
It’s about ability, not whether you love or not.
"Who asked you to love him?" Su Shengsheng hugged her and patted her trembling shoulders.
When Su Yuanling heard this, she raised her eyes sadly and asked, "How can I not love him?"
"How could you not love him? It's because you love him that you took on so much pressure to give him the opportunity to come into this world. It's because you love him that you worry that you don't love him enough. And it's because you love him that you're afraid of hating him."
The series of affirmative words instantly hit Su Yuanling's heart, "But I...what should I do?"
"When he came, you had no choice. He chose you. And you also made a choice. Although we don't know what the future will be like, we shouldn't force ourselves to make choices just for the sake of a fantasy future."
Su Shengsheng said softly, "We can have emotions, we can be imperfect mothers, we can have a moment of frightening emotions, but you didn't put them into practice, right?"
When everyone is unable to attack others, they can only attack themselves.
If the girl in her heart is not treated well, she will have a tendency to self-destruct.
At this moment, it is not her responsibility to be responsible for the child, but to protect herself.
"You've already walked a very difficult path, and every step forward will be carefully considered. No matter what you choose, I believe you've done your best.
Moreover, you don’t have to worry about your child’s future.
If you don't want him to know his background and want to send him away so that he can have a normal life, we will support you.
If you feel that if even his biological mother can't love him, how can anyone else love him, and you want to keep him, we support you. In fact, you don't need to force yourself to make a choice, nor do you need to be ashamed of your hatred.
You've done well, and you're incredibly brave. Loving him isn't betraying yourself, and hating him doesn't mean you're unworthy of being a mother. There may be times in life when you can't figure things out, when you feel like giving up. We'll just have to wait and see.
Don't force yourself to love, and don't force yourself not to love. Love when you love, hate when you hate, and don't think about it when you can't figure it out. Maybe as you walk along, you will find the answer.
Su Yuanling burst into tears. "Thank you... I'm really about to collapse. I'm afraid I can't be a good mother. I want to give the baby to someone else to raise, to someone who wanted a child but didn't get one. I want to give them some money so they can have peace of mind."
Su Shengsheng heard it without any judgment, "Okay, I'll arrange it."
Fourth sister, I guess you've been thinking about this for a long, long time...
She didn't want the hatred to pass on to the child.
With the heavy burden lifted from her heart, Su Yuanling, who had been suffering continuously, fell into a deep sleep with tears in her eyes.
Su Shengsheng put her down gently and went outside.
After hearing this decision, the eldest aunt hesitated again and again and asked her, "Do you want to...give the child to the Fan family...Feng was divorced, and Fan Shan has remarried, but she has never gotten pregnant..."
After all, he is also a member of the Fan family.
only……
Su Shengsheng looked at her struggling aunt and shook her head slightly. "Fourth sister means to sever the entanglement between the two families and give the child a normal life."
If the child is sent to the Fan family, there will always be constant entanglement when the child learns about his life experience or wants maternal love.
But, Fan Shan actually married again?
It wasn't that she thought Fan Shan should mourn for his son for a few years, or remain loyal to Feng for a few years, but that there were still women willing to marry him.
This is obviously for the purpose of continuing the family line...
In fact, Jiao was just hesitant for a moment, knowing that the feud between the two families was too deep.
After listening to Su Shengsheng, he nodded quickly.
"Just listen to Ling'er on this matter."
In many cases, no one can know whether their decision is right or not.
But there are many things that require decisions to be made.
On the way back home, Su Shengsheng was in a trance.
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