Chapter 284: Something Not to Regret
"What does this have to do with them?" Su Shengsheng was extremely confused.
"Who does that have to do with?" Xie Xuan's voice was as cold as ice. "Don't you think I've killed so many people that you don't want to have a child with me?"
Su Shengsheng's body trembled, and she looked at his deeply traumatized phoenix eyes.
How could he think that?
The air seemed to be frozen. Even though the heat in the pool rose, it was still difficult to resist the freezing for a moment.
Su Shengsheng moved her lips, but the excuses she made were powerless in the face of his accusing gaze.
How should she put it? She and he were not from the same dynasty at all...
But the hurt and suffocating trauma in his eyes at this moment showed that she had caused him great harm.
No matter how much she thinks, a child is a matter for two people.
But his emotions were placed on her.
Her unwillingness to bear children for him was a denial to him.
Thinking of this, Su Shengsheng pried open the hands that were restraining the back of his neck, and stepped into the pool when his eyes suddenly became extremely sad.
Even though there was still blood floating on it, and even though there was still a strong smell lingering.
But she still slowly approached him, and kissed his lips gently in his trembling eyes.
He clenched his fist in the water and put it on her waist, but it pushed her away...
"You want to fool me again? How long do you want to avoid me?" Xie Xuanfeng's eyes were full of ice.
Su Shengsheng sighed helplessly, leaned against his chest, and listened to his unstable heartbeat.
How could she enjoy his protection and at the same time despise his blood armor?
Without him, the Su family would not be as stable as it is today.
Without the bloody battles of the revolutionary martyrs, there would be no prosperity and peace.
She just...
"I was wrong, can you let me think about it?"
She raised her eyes and looked at him in his arms.
At the full moon banquet, her mother kept urging her, after all, she and Xie Xuan had been married for eight months.
For ordinary people, if they haven’t had any medicine for half a year, they would have to seek medical treatment.
He had indeed done everything he could for her.
But it seems that in this marriage, she only benefits, without any responsibility or contribution.
If he had not intervened, how could the people of the three states have been resettled and rescued so smoothly.
Behind her back, where she couldn't see, he was building an airtight protective net for her.
Let the soldiers of the fourteen states unite, so that the Northern Rong soldiers occupying the other two states will not dare to snatch the relief food distributed to the two states.
She was very afraid that he would kill someone, but that was a different matter.
She also shouldn't let him have the illusion that she was criticizing his record.
It even made him think that he was not worthy of having children.
Perhaps sensing her sincerity, Xie Xuan's tense expression relaxed slightly.
But his tone was still heavy, "Do you really think so?"
He surrounded her in the water and lifted her up to his eyes.
Su Shengsheng: “…”
The embarrassing situation made her face blush.
But under his gaze, she nodded.
"only……"
But before she could say anything else, he impatiently sealed her lips.
In a flash, he pushed her against the pool wall.
It seemed as if he wanted to vent all the confusion, dissatisfaction and uneasiness that had been suppressed in his heart for a long time.
He bit harder and harder, almost sucking her lips until they bled.
Su Shengsheng struggled for a while but to no avail, so she could only let him go.
I watched his eyes change from hesitation to half-belief and half-doubt, until he felt a little relieved.
As the temperature in the pool rose, her slender fingers reached into the inky hair.
As the redness spread across the jade-like skin, Xie Xuan choked up slightly, "Shengsheng, please don't lie to me..."
"Um……"
…
The autumn breeze brings coolness
When Su Shengsheng woke up, it was already past noon.
When Qing Ran heard that Xie Xuan went to the camp and left a message to pick her up in the evening, she was so angry that her teeth were itching.
He was happy, but it was her turn to be unhappy.
When the kitchen brought the contraceptive soup, Su Shengsheng hesitated for a long time and did not pick it up.
Undoubtedly, their biggest disagreement lies in the issue of children.
But her reasons didn't make sense to him at all.
Unless she...
But how can she explain all the derivative problems that this brings?
After much thought, she had to face reality.
She is now in this dynasty...
The medicine in the jade bowl gradually cooled down.
Su Shengsheng was still wavering in her decision.
But she had to accept the reality before her.
Xie Xuan only has her and only wants to have children with her.
Now, they were about to go to Beirong... The road ahead was unpredictable, and this might be something they couldn't regret...
Ever since she started soaking in ice water, her periods have been irregular.
Even with the best medical treatment, the condition would be sometimes better and sometimes worse.
Of course, there was also the reason that she was under too much pressure.
But now, if I really want to make him a promise...
Her body...
If you want to get pregnant before they leave, you must absolutely not drink this contraceptive soup anymore.
Su Shengsheng slowly picked up the medicine bowl and poured the cold medicine into the flowerpot.
The biggest reason why she doesn't want children is because of this turbulent and chaotic world.
It made her lack the courage to bring a child into this world.
Because she thinks that is irresponsible to the child.
Bringing children into this world...
However, this time, the people's united support for the disaster area made her see something different.
Maybe this dynasty has its imperfections, but the world is still warm.
This gave her courage.
If she chooses the child and the child chooses her, then she will just accept it.
Thinking of this, she asked someone to call a medical officer.
Recently, her foundation has indeed been a bit overdrawn.
If you really want to have a child, you may have to ask a medical officer whether you need to take care of yourself.
While Su Shengsheng was dealing with the accumulated trivial matters in the mansion and waiting for the arrival of the medical officer, she unexpectedly discovered that the flowers and leaves in the flowerpots that had been filled with the medicinal soup seemed to be a little wilted.
The roots are also very dark in color.
Just then, the medical officer arrived.
Su Shengsheng was a little worried that she was suffering from indigestion like the flower, so she asked the medical officer indirectly.
But who would have thought that after the medical officer looked at the flowers and leaves and found out that she had just poured the medicine into them, his expression suddenly changed.
Seeing his expression suddenly become serious, Su Shengsheng was inexplicably shocked.
At this time, there were only her, the medical officer and Qing Ran in the inner room.
Seeing that he looked unhappy, Su Shengsheng couldn't help but ask, "Doctor Wang, is there something wrong with this medicine?"
It's not that she didn't think it was inappropriate to pour the medicine into the flowerpot.
But this medicinal soup and residue contain a lot of plant essences.
There are also people who use herbs to make flower fertilizer.
She only uses it to repel mosquito bites in autumn.
Who would have thought that after taking this dose, the petals and leaves would curl up.
But seeing Doctor Wang holding the medicine bowl and the residue, smelling and checking it, it was obviously not the case.
Doctor Wang bowed, his expression solemn, "Princess, is the prince in the palace?"
Su Shengsheng's eyebrows tightened. "The prince has gone to the barracks. If you have any questions, Doctor Wang will explain them to me."
Doctor Wang hesitated for a moment after hearing this, probably because he felt that she was not as fragile as other women.
"Princess, I'm afraid this medicine has been tampered with."
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