Chapter 230: Deep Love
After taking the contraceptive pills, Su Shengsheng, feeling a little tired, closed her eyes and felt drowsy.
Although she had dinner before taking the medicine, she still felt a burning sensation.
But since that person was there, she didn't want to talk to him anymore.
I can only go to bed with my clothes on and fight again after I have regained my energy.
Having achieved her goal, she didn't bother to pay attention to him.
However, Xie Xuan lost his usual obedience and insisted on sleeping in the same bed with her.
Su Shengsheng was so angry that she wanted to throw him out, but she knew it was a waste of effort.
Her ban has not been lifted yet, and she has not been given any chance to regret.
I just received a report that the assassination attempt on Jun Yao failed.
It goes without saying that when Jun Yao revealed the letter, she naturally knew that they would suspect her.
Xie Xuan's methods were about the same as hers.
She knew that Xie Xuan would not let her go, so how could she not be on guard?
She did make some mistakes.
Because Xie Xuan was too angry, and because of last night...
She didn't even stop him from assassinating Jun Yao.
Although she had told him not to interfere in the Su family's affairs anymore, Xie Xuan thought she was just saying it in anger and would not listen to her.
But this will only alert the enemy.
She wanted to use the same trick again to expose Jun Yao, but she was afraid it would be difficult.
Why.
Su Shengsheng sighed silently in her heart.
As for Xie Xuan, she now just wished she could disappear right where she was.
Although she agreed to give him a chance, she really couldn't let it go.
Even though she would not take this as a woman too seriously.
But the way he treated her made it difficult for her to treat him as a benefactor.
Now that I'm entangled with him, I'm afraid that in the future...
She was closing her eyes and turning her back to him with a cold face.
I felt him approaching from behind.
No matter how she resisted, he still held her in his arms.
When his lips touched her skin, Su Shengsheng couldn't help but feel a chill.
"Last night...I didn't control myself..."
Xie Xuan looked at her fair little face and trembling eyelashes, and carefully stroked her soft cheek.
Jun Yao’s words flashed through my mind.
He said he didn't even dare to tell her his feelings...
Xie Xuan found it hard to deny.
He was indeed afraid that day...
But seeing her getting further and further away from him, Xie Xuan couldn't accept it, and she had more and more misunderstandings about him.
He had to tell her some of the things that had been suppressed for a long time.
"That day, the rain was pouring down, the sky and earth were dark, and everything before my eyes was a blur. When I first saw you, I was instantly captivated by you..."
Xie Xuan's voice was very low, as if he was lost in memories.
Su Shengsheng thought he was going to tell her a story, but who knew he was talking about their first meeting?
Did he see her that day?
He must not tell her that he fell in love with her at first sight that day, because she really couldn't believe it.
"In this turbid world, you are like a pure white champaca, isolated and detached from the world..."
In the thunder and rainstorm, the image of the dark mountain with misty features is still clearly imprinted in his mind.
Although it was just a quick glance, it captivated him.
Just like the rainbow that appeared in the sky that day, although it only appeared briefly, it is hard to forget its shocking beauty.
That day, he ordered his men to escort him all the way.
A thought also flashed through my mind.
If a woman like this were exiled three thousand miles away, would she be...
This kind of thing has happened before.
Although he only needed to send troops to escort the imperial teacher.
But he still let Mu Ze go with him...
Xie Xuan silently hugged her in his arms and sighed softly.
"After that, my eyes couldn't help but be drawn to you. I don't know why... until I saw you and him together under the moon, I finally understood what I wanted..."
Su Shengsheng listened to him quietly without looking at him.
"When I learned about your engagement with him, I struggled, but you shouldn't have come to the Red Mansion."
Having said that, he locked his eyes with her and stroked her cheek with his hand.
"He shouldn't have failed to protect you... Do you know what I thought when I saw you hanging upstairs?"
Su Shengsheng didn't answer, but at this moment she already understood what was brewing in his eyes that night...
"I thought it would be best if you didn't hurt yourself, but I still couldn't bear to see you get hurt. The moment I held you in my arms, I made up my mind. If you want to blame someone, blame it on you going to the Red Mansion that night..."
Su Shengsheng's heart tightened and she couldn't help but tremble.
He had put the bracelet back on his wrist.
Each icy tourmaline seems to be declaring sovereignty...
No wonder that day... he rushed all the way, as if he was holding back his anger.
Xie Xuan seemed to sigh, and then kissed her forehead with a look of triumph.
He gave her a bracelet to express his feelings, but she was frightened and engaged...
"...That day, when I saw you teasing Li Xiang, I knew you didn't care about him..."
Even if she liked that person, he couldn't let go...
Su Shengsheng paused for breath.
No wonder since then, she always saw Ning Jie on the ice rink with him.
It turns out that he was to her...
It seemed like there was a period of time when Mu Ze always had a weird look on his face and spoke much less. She even thought it was Qing Ning and him... She even created opportunities for them.
Having said this, Xie Xuan seemed to be unable to control himself.
"I've never experienced this feeling before. Every time I see you getting close to others, I can't help myself."
His father died early, his mother worshipped Buddha all year round, and he was raised in the army since he was a child. No one ever taught him this kind of emotion.
When his kiss touched her eyebrows, Su Shengsheng couldn't help but avoid his demands.
He is the king of this city. How can he care about what others want when he wants it?
Although he understood that women in this era all obeyed their parents' orders, since their wedding was already a done deal, he didn't need to ask her.
But what happened last night still made her feel uncomfortable.
He was a very good person and saved the Su family.
But on the road of exile, she gradually became herself again and no longer wanted to be caged and become a canary.
Besides, there was a line between him and her, a line she absolutely did not want to cross.
Now, she just wants to control her own destiny.
Traveling around the world, seeing the vastness of the world...
Xie Xuan's voice continued, "I once fell under the ice, and was rescued by General Zhang. Since then, I have not dared to step into the ice."
When she dropped the mechanism, he followed without a second thought.
Unexpectedly, Tuoba Ye did not go far.
He had experienced even more dangerous situations, such as boulders rolling down and even more dangerous situations.
He had never been afraid of death, but that day, he was really afraid.
Not fearing death means having no worries.
But she was already all in his heart.
"Under the water, you... allowed me to catch the ray of sunlight shining towards me amidst uncontrollable fear..."
Thinking about how they were almost...
Su Shengsheng felt a little uncomfortable and wanted to push him away, but he hugged her even tighter.
It seems like he is struggling in that desperate situation and has not yet escaped.
"On the snowy mountain..." Xie Xuan uttered everything softly and buried his head in her neck.
The reason why he didn't confess his love to her on the snowy mountain and leave a suicide note was that he didn't want to disturb her mind at that time.
That was also when the body temperature was lost and there was no time at all.
There had never been a day when he wanted to live as much as he did that day.
A black panther was poised at the side of her neck, ready to strike, leaving her unable to muster the energy to resist.
The word "roll" circled around my tongue twice, but I didn't have the courage to say it out loud.
I could only let his lips roll all the way to the corner of my lips.
"I told you, not today." When his hand reached out to her, Su Shengsheng frowned and tried her best to stop him.
"Madam, it's the third day now..." Following the sound of a night watchman on the street, Xie Xuan came forward.
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