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Liu Muzhe recalled what happened tonight. Ye Jing'an started to act strange when he came out of the bathtub. He suddenly pressed him like a madman.
Liu Muze thought about what he had said before. They were all about their daily conversations. There shouldn't be anything that could drive him crazy, right? Liu Muze remembered that the last question Ye Jing'an asked was whether Ye Chen would be with him when he came back.
Liu Muze thought about it and decided that this sentence was the most suspicious, but he didn't understand why Ye Jing'an was so mad at this sentence. Ye Chenyi had already left, and their fate had ended since then. It was just that he couldn't let go for so many years.
He only now understood what Senior Shu Ling had advised him: the people and events of the past are in the past, and clinging to the past is really meaningless, but will only make him miss the people around him now.
Although he understood all these principles and had thought them through, after being with Ye Jing'an, he still couldn't help but feel that he was being unfair to Ye Chenyi. But on second thought, Ye Chenyi had set up such a big scheme back then, and left without saying anything. Didn't Ye Chenyi expect that he would ascend to heaven and have eternal life? Although he usually pretended to be very good, he was really stupid when it came to love. Ye Chenyi could guess it after a few more tries. Liu Muze didn't believe that Ye Chenyi didn't know what he was thinking.
Couldn't Ye Chenyi understand the pain of losing his beloved? Moreover, he only had Ye Chenyi in this world. Yet, Ye Chenyi actually let him watch his only relative and lover die in his arms, leaving him alone in this world.
Liu Muze smiled bitterly. Ye Chenyi had given him ten years of kindness, but he had to repay it with hundreds and thousands of days and months. Is it really good to be alive? Is this life really important? If he had the opportunity to choose, he would not let Ye Chenyi save him. Living in this world with the debt and guilt he owed to Ye Chenyi would be worse than dying. Calculated this way, did he really owe Ye Chenyi a lot?
When Liu Muze made his feelings clear, he did feel that he had done something wrong to Ye Chenyi and almost abandoned Ye Jingan to give his life back to him. But if he had to choose between Ye Chenyi and Ye Jingan, he would choose Ye Jingan. Although he had always been entangled in doubts about whether being with Ye Jingan was wrong, he was more concerned about Ye Jingan's future life and his family's views and attitudes. Liu Muze thought Ye Jingan knew it.
Liu Muze held Ye Jing'an's face and said softly, "Don't be afraid. I will never leave you in dreams or in reality. Even if Ye Chenyi really comes back, I will not leave you. I will not leave you alone in this world like he did to me, unless you have another lover..."
Ye Jingan grabbed Liu Muze's hand: "I won't, I only like Brother Liu in this life, I only want Brother Liu!"
"I'm going to take what you said seriously." Liu Muzhe said with a smile.
"I will die a miserable death if I lie to you!" Ye Jing'an said firmly.
"What nonsense are you talking about?" Liu Muze patted his mouth, "You can't die."
"Hehe... After I die, I will become a ghost and come back to haunt you." Ye Jing'an laughed strangely.
"Okay." Liu Muze took Ye Jing'an down and said, "Let's go to sleep."
"Brother Liu, are you okay? Is it really you? Are you possessed by a monster?" Ye Jing'an asked.
"What do you think? Which ignorant monster dares to possess me? Stop thinking about inexplicable things every day." Liu Muzhe said.
Ye Jingan thought about it and realized that Brother Liu seemed to have a unique sense of oppression. All the demons and ghosts were afraid of Brother Liu. His mother also said that Brother Liu's aura was so strong that they almost knelt down before him. Ye Jingan asked again: "So you just... seduced me?"
"How did I seduce you? I just wanted to tease you." Liu Muzhe said speechlessly.
"Isn't this seduction? You are usually serious, how could you tease me like this?" Ye Jing'an asked back.
"Yes, you may not know me very well. After all, we have only been together for less than a year." Liu Muzhe smiled.
"Really? Then let me take a good look at you." Ye Jing'an turned over and pressed the man under him and said, "Brother Liu just suffered. Tonight I will serve you until you are satisfied."
After tossing and turning until the second half of the night, Ye Jingan's hands were tired, and he fell on the bed and hugged Liu Muze: "The quilt is all messed up. Go take a shower and I'll change the quilt."
Liu Muze was completely exhausted now. The energy he had just felt was still there. He really didn't want to move anymore and just wanted to lie down comfortably. After taking a break, Liu Muze suddenly remembered something and asked Ye Jing'an, "Why... don't you continue?"
"How many times have you done this and you still want to continue? Have you indulged yourself too much?" To be honest, Ye Jingan really couldn't bear it today. He sighed lightly and said, "Okay, I'll continue."
Liu Muze lifted Ye Jingan's chin: "I don't need that, I'm talking about you..."
"I'll continue?" Ye Jing'an was stunned for a moment before suddenly realizing, "Do you know what I'm going to do?"
Liu Muzhe hummed lightly.
"Have you thought it through? Don't you regret it?" Ye Jing'an asked.
"Aren't you feeling uncomfortable?" Liu Muzhe asked back.
"It was quite uncomfortable. I couldn't help myself and ended up on the bed." Ye Jing'an said.
"Then...why not?" Liu Muzhe stuttered.
"It seems I really enjoyed serving you today, and you actually want to continue." Ye Jing'an's eyebrows curved, "Don't I know you? I gave you a good time today, and when we're done and you're sober tomorrow, you'll start thinking about all sorts of things, recalling the noises and movements you made tonight, and you'll be so embarrassed that you'll squat in the dirt and disappear. Then you'll think about how you could actually do this to me, how you could do this to me, how you can't be worthy of my parents, how you can't be worthy of the Ye family. Then I'll come to coax you, and after a few days, if something happens that reminds you of tonight, you'll start to think about it again, making yourself feel aggrieved, and I'll come to coax you again. And you have a good little ear, and if you hear others talking about this one day, you'll remember it again. What if you don't think it through this time, you might do something bad, and I dare not continue."
"Get out!" Liu Muzhe pushed the man away. He was just concerned about Ye Jingan because he was worried that he might feel uncomfortable, but Ye Jingan actually scolded him. It was simply unreasonable!
"Oh, alright." Ye Jing'an shamelessly pressed forward, "I know Brother Liu is thinking about me, but I don't want you to have any concerns. Brother Liu, please wait for me. I will definitely make up for all the time I owe you in the future."
"Stay away!" Liu Muzhe said.
"I just had enough fun, and now you're asking me to stay away. Brother Liu is too ruthless." Ye Jing'an got up and went to the bathroom. "Then I'll stay away..."
Liu Muze thought Ye Jing'an was angry, so he sat up and wanted to call him, but then he immediately shut up. This was Ye Jing'an's routine. As long as you were soft-hearted, Ye Jing'an would go all out. Liu Muze huddled under the quilt, not wanting to be fooled by him.
There was a sound of running water coming from the toilet. Liu Muzhe felt uncomfortable because of the sticky feeling made by Ye Jingan, so he wrapped himself in a bath towel and planned to go in immediately after Ye Jingan finished washing.
Just after the bandage was done, Ye Jingan came out and said with a smile, "You're quite good at calculating time. You're all ready. Should I carry you in?"
"No need." Liu Muzhe said.
Hot water was already in the bathtub, and the water temperature was just right. Seeing Ye Jing'an standing at the door staring at him, Liu Muzhe was reluctant to get into the bathtub.
"What's wrong? Is the water too hot?" Ye Jingan asked me.
"Get out." Liu Muzhe said.
"What are you embarrassed about?" Ye Jingan sneered, "Okay, you can soak for a while, I'll go change the quilt first."
Without Ye Jing'an around, Liu Muzhe felt much more at ease. He lay comfortably in the bathtub. After soaking for a while, the water temperature dropped a little. He wanted to continue soaking, so he added some hot water. Just as he lay down, the lights suddenly went out, even the bedroom lights went out. It was pitch black and he couldn't see a thing.
Liu Muze sat up straight with a slight sense of caution. Although he had yin-yang eyes, he still couldn't see in the dark. The bathroom door unlocked, and Liu Muze called out, "Ye Jing'an?"
Liu Muze always felt that someone or something was walking towards him in the dark. Liu Muze didn't take it seriously. No one else would do this except Ye Jingan. After a while, a hand touched his shoulder, and Ye Jingan's voice rang out from his ear: "Hey, I caught you!"
"..." Liu Muze said, "Didn't you just take a shower?"
"No, I just came in to mix the water for you. Otherwise, if you wash yourself and change the quilt, you'll get it on yourself again." Ye Jing'an got into the bathtub and pushed Liu Muze aside, "Come lie on me."
"I'm done washing, you can soak yourself." Liu Muzhe said.
Ye Jingan pulled him back: "You stay with me."
Liu Muze discovered that Ye Jingan was a bit of a psychopath, always enjoying squeezing others down and using him as a cushion. Liu Muze was also a bit tired, so if Ye Jingan wanted to do that, then he could do it. He could lie down anywhere, and soaking in the water would be more comfortable, with Ye Jingan as a cushion underneath.
Liu Muze closed his eyes and slept, but Ye Jingan's hands were not honest again. He climbed up his stomach and touched his abdominal muscles. Liu Muze grabbed his hand and said, "Don't touch me."
"Let me give you a bath." Ye Jing'an said.
"No need, I just washed it." Liu Muzhe took his hand away.
Ye Jingan chuckled softly and whispered in his ear, "Brother Liu, did you enjoy it just now?"
Liu Muzhe suddenly felt embarrassed when he thought of what he had just done with Ye Jingan. Fortunately, it was pitch black now, and any light could see his red face. Liu Muzhe liked dark environments, where no one could see his embarrassment and shame.
Liu Muze silently sighed in his heart that Ye Jing'an was indeed too servile. Although he was an earthly immortal, he had not cut off the seven emotions and six desires. He was still a normal man within the scope of being a human being. After all, he could not escape lust. However, he had always been pure and abstaining from lust. The number of times he was overwhelmed by lust was rare. He would just take a bath and it would be fine. He never thought that relieving lust was a very comfortable thing. He just felt that the swelling made him uncomfortable and taking a bath could restore him to normal. It was not until he met Ye Jing'an that he realized that this was not the case. The lust he had felt today alone was equivalent to several years before. This feeling was something he had never experienced before.
"Why don't you say anything? Do you agree?" Ye Jing'an asked with a smile.
"Don't disturb me if you're sleepy." Liu Muzhe muttered softly, took a deep breath and relaxed his body on Ye Jing'an's shoulder. He was really sleepy after tossing and turning for half the night, and fell asleep on Ye Jing'an in a short while.
Ye Jing'an carried the person back to the bed and smiled contentedly. As long as Brother Liu was by his side, he would feel that any kind of life was good.
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