This is the confidence my family gives me.
But ever since I left school, I've never been able to see him again.
Everything has changed.
In my imagination, there is no one better than him.
I went to a factory.
That's understandable, since the results of my hard work are still there.
Once I entered the factory, I went to the technical department.
I was secretly comparing them, and I couldn't find any of the people in the technical department to my liking.
It's not that there aren't any good-looking ones, it's just that they lack that certain charisma.
That would be fine; if they were humorous or talented, I could accept it. But unfortunately, there wasn't a single reliable person among this group.
In just two short years, I thought he would disappear from my life.
But to my utter surprise, he not only didn't disappear, but instead became a curse in my heart.
Whenever I look at those men, I can't help but compare them to him, and I'm surprised to find that none of them can compare to him.
I'm not convinced. I think I can find it...
To my dismay, I searched for two years and still couldn't find anyone better than him.
My standards are clearly getting lower and lower.
But I still can't find it.
I miss him...
Two years have passed, but my memories of him haven't faded. I still miss him.
The fat guy in my class gave me some news.
I'm planning to invite everyone over for a small get-together.
He will come too.
God knows how excited I was when I heard the news. After two years, I could see him again!
The fat guy is a nice person! He's a good friend. There's just one downside: Xu Jiaguo came too. I don't like him, and my best friend became his wife. But I heard they're doing quite well.
Later I found out that this guy had learned a lot of good things from him and was doing very well in the Ministry of Industry.
That's why I dislike him. He used Wang Shouren's fame to advance his career without ever showing any gratitude. All he knew was how to take; such a person has no conscience.
However, Yunmeng said that Xu Jiaguo was a good match for her, as they both came from poor families and would cherish their good life.
It turned out that Yunmeng was wrong and I was right. But that didn't mean much to me. What really mattered to me was that I could see him again.
I walked with a light, cheerful gait, applying light makeup, and looked at myself in the mirror again and again. I wanted him to see how beautiful I looked now. I wanted him to regret his decision.
if……
If he's willing to admit his mistake...
It's not that I can't give him a chance.
But when he arrived, I realized I was wrong.
He made such a ridiculous mistake that a woman appeared beside him.
The woman's belly was slightly protruding, and she leaned happily against him. When he came in, he didn't even need to introduce her; anyone with a brain would know who the woman was.
My mind went completely blank.
I realized something: I really like him, and I also hate him. What right does he have?
That night, that meal lasted a very long time, maybe only an hour or half an hour?
I don't know, and I'm not sure.
After I finished eating, I went home and cried.
She cried very sadly.
I have never cried. I have never cried since I was a child.
When I was a child, if I was bullied, I would go home and think about why I couldn't beat them. The next day, I would go and fight back.
Even if I can't outperform others in exams, I will still work hard silently.
In short, I want to do everything to the best of my ability.
This is the only time I can't do it. I can't do anything. My upbringing won't allow me to do such a thing.
The difference is, I'm grown up now. I don't want my parents to know, so I just silently go home and hide under the covers, sobbing. No one knows what's going on with me.
After that, I didn't see him for a long time.
During that dark decade, our family was affected to some extent. In the end, my father took me to the south.
A year passed, two years passed, three years passed...
Ten years have passed...
Even after we returned to Beijing, I was still alone.
Because in my eyes, he was the best, no one could compare to him. I was annoyed, fed up, and didn't want to compare anymore; it was pointless and didn't resonate with me. I worked myself to the bone every day, just to try and forget him better.
My parents are very worried.
I know they still hope I can find a good home.
In any case, I'm getting old, so I won't talk about descendants anymore. If they pass away one day, I might be all alone in this world. They're afraid of me being lonely.
But I can't do it. I can't accept that the person isn't him. I can't stand this feeling.
I explicitly refused my parents' request.
I just want to be alone and be well.
I kept him hidden in the deepest part of my heart.
Back in Beijing.
He's not as hard to find as he used to be.
Everyone knows that there is a real genius in the Ministry of Industry.
Wang Da Mi is practically the designated successor.
I'm not surprised by his success; he's always been this kind of person since school. A guy who plans his future with extreme detail.
I didn't go to see him; I just watched him from afar.
I'm already very content to be able to see him occasionally.
In the end, this matter could not be kept from my parents and brother.
That night, I secretly went to see him. When I got home, they were sitting in the middle of the living room, seemingly waiting for an explanation from me.
I don't know why, but I suddenly felt a sense of relief.
My father was very angry, but he didn't scold me. His love for me prevented him from saying anything too harsh.
He earnestly tried to persuade me, telling me that he was already married.
I told my dad that I liked him, it had nothing to do with him, I just liked him. All those years of unspoken words seemed to burst forth in that one night.
I shared my feelings of the past ten years with my family.
I'm laughing.
My mother's eyes were red.
Dad and brother smoked one cigarette after another.
I wiped away my tears and told them that I had tried, but I couldn't accept that it wasn't him. I hoped they wouldn't pressure me anymore, and if possible, I would adopt a child in a few years. That would be fine too.
Originally, I thought my life was over.
But I never expected that damned bastard! Bastard! Bastard!
He once again brought me news that surprised me.
He cheated on me!
I still remember that girl whose eyes were only for him!
How could he do this!
At this moment, my feelings were complicated: resentment, anger, and... a little bit of relief.
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