In the days to come.
I witnessed a miracle.
A miracle achieved through technological advancement.
Selling at a premium has always been a concern for us.
Because we sell resources to others, those resources are slightly processed and then sold back to us. This resale increases the price significantly.
This scumbag is arguably the first and only person in China capable of selling things abroad at a premium.
The value he brought was not just foreign exchange, but a sense of national self-confidence.
We now have a brand that's going international.
Only now do I understand what was going on in that book-obsessed guy's head.
I couldn't help but find it a little funny. Yes, someone like him probably wouldn't care about my admiration.
I originally thought that if I focused all my energy on my work, I would probably stop thinking about other things.
The motorcycle factory is very busy.
The so-called secretary is not as leisurely as one might imagine.
He assigned me a lot of tasks, and it was the first time I had ever experienced what it meant to "proceed in an orderly manner".
Before he does something, he thinks through almost every possible possibility, and then he assigns it to others. We are the ones who carry it out.
If problems arise during the execution process, he will curse.
Even Qin Jingru...
Okay, Qin Jingru is an exception.
I've been getting yelled at constantly, it just hasn't stopped.
He seemed eager to get rid of me.
On what grounds?!
Why do I have to give up when I'm about to give up?
He wanted to exterminate them all!
I'm not convinced!
I'm going to go against him.
Even if it means staying up all night, I'll keep up!
Those who truly endure hardship don't have many other thoughts.
There's only one word to describe it: "tired".
However, I won; he eventually softened.
Hahahaha!
I know what he's thinking.
Yes, this is the first time I've known what he was thinking!
I've never been able to understand what this person is thinking.
But what he did made me understand his thoughts for the first time.
He wanted to use high pressure to discourage me, and even if I persevered, I probably wouldn't have the energy to focus on him anymore.
However, he never expected that Qin Jingru would join him in his rebellion.
Seeing his helpless expression, I felt a strange sense of satisfaction.
In the end, my affair couldn't be kept secret from those women of his.
Qin Jingru didn't care.
Lou Xiao'e came to see me.
This is the first time I've seen her; she's a very bright and beautiful woman.
It is as elegant as a white lotus, a white lotus that rises from the mud unsullied.
However, her first words surprised me; she told me to leave Wang Shouren.
She displayed an extremely aggressive attitude towards me.
Later, I learned that this didn't apply to other women.
Because I didn't receive the love that belonged to Wang Shouren. To her, I was just an ungrateful woman who clung to her.
She could understand that Wang Shouren had Qin Jingru and Qin Huairu by his side, but she would not allow me to be one of them.
I laughed at that moment. Who is Lou Xiao'e? Do you think I don't know?
She's just a divorced widow!
We had a very unpleasant falling out.
Oh no, or rather, it's just my unhappiness.
She coldly said that I was only by his side to take the opportunity to get into his bed, which was a very harsh statement.
I do not accept it.
Yes, I absolutely do not accept it.
However, what she said next made me fall into deep thought.
She told me that I know my own purpose, and I wonder if I will still hold onto my current ideas when I reach middle age. Even if I don't have those ideas, the world will force me to do something else.
For example, getting married and having children.
This is an inevitable process. Because, without offspring, the person's lineage ends.
I knew this was something I had to face sooner or later. She laid these things bare before me, leaving me no choice but to confront them. Yes, there was no way to avoid it, was there?
I'll stay here and not leave unless I really want to go to his bed.
Yes, I don't want to.
Lou Xiao'e told me with a smile that she knew I was the same kind of person as her. She wouldn't allow her lover to have another lover.
How could she say something like that so calmly?
I asked her in return, "And what about herself?"
She said she had no choice because Wang Shouren liked both of them, so she couldn't stop him. Even if she did, she didn't think her schemes could fool him.
So she gave up struggling.
However, she thought I wasn't on Wang Shouren's list of favorites.
Oh……
Why should I?!
I rejected her suggestion. Why should I run away just because someone says a few words to me?
From childhood to adulthood, my most prominent trait has been stubbornness.
No matter how eloquently she speaks, I have no intention of leaving.
My stubbornness ultimately earned me his charity.
Yes, it is charity, and I stubbornly believe it is charity.
That night, even though it was my first time, I was going to be on top. In this lifetime, I was determined to beat him...
After that, I thought he would hate me and leave. I don't know what came over me; I hated him, and I hated myself. I even started to hate Qin Jingru.
But he did not leave.
They stayed with me in the United States.
No matter how vicious my words were, he didn't leave.
I know he doesn't like me. He just feels it's a responsibility, and since he has it, he needs to be responsible for it.
Just like his first woman was Qin Huairu, he didn't love that woman either.
He stayed with me in the US for eight months, and I complained about him for those eight months. He was always smiling and extremely patient. Sometimes I think, if... if he only had me, how wonderful that would be.
I know this is impossible.
He left.
I feel empty inside.
Lou Xiao'e's house is very nice and big. This is my first time in the United States, and also my first time seeing what a so-called developed country looks like and smelling the so-called fresh air.
Originally, I probably would have been very interested in these things.
However, during my time in the United States, my interest was not in this area at all; my heart was entirely devoted to him.
I only started paying attention to these things after he left.
Lou Xiao'e's ambiguous smile annoyed me.
I asked her what she was laughing at.
She shook her head and said it was nothing.
I asked her, "Now that I've achieved my wish and am just like her, how does she feel?"
She laughed again; she always did, with that disgusting, all-knowing look that was irritating.
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