Twenty-nine years old (ten)
The room fell into silence after Bian Senlin said that.
Bian Senlin closed his eyes. He didn't like quarreling, and he didn't want to quarrel with the fat man.
He felt that they both needed to calm down for a while: "We're out of dishwashing liquid at home. I'll go out and buy some. You can continue eating."
After saying that, Bian Senlin opened the door and left the rental house.
The fat man silently watched Bian Senlin's back as he walked out the door. He had a lot of words on his lips but couldn't say them.
How should he tell him that many things cannot be easily accomplished by just shouting slogans and thinking that he can do it.
How should he tell him that what he needs to learn is not just the knowledge in books.
Indeed, just as Bian Senlin thought, he was only twenty years old and had been in school for only fourteen or fifteen years.
Even if he is an illiterate idiot, can't he use the remaining forty years to learn and practice?
But he overlooked one thing - habit.
Habit is a good thing and a terrible thing.
When he was young, he should have developed many habits, such as perseverance, concentration, and learning how to learn.
Many people do not know what their goals are and are confused about their future during their most precious and short teenage years.
If you don't have anything particularly clear that you want, then there's no motivation to speak of.
Even studying is completed step by step under the requirements of the outside world, school or parents, without knowing why they are studying.
As a result, the forced learning becomes boring and uninteresting, and there are so many interesting things in the outside world that just one or two of them can grab all their attention.
Human nature is to be lazy and hate work. Over time, many bad habits will be developed.
For example, you cannot concentrate on doing one thing for a long time, and you cannot resist any temptation that can stimulate your dopamine.
If you encounter something that requires long-term effort and sweat, your uncultivated perseverance will be defeated and you will soon surrender.
Not to mention the learning ability that can only be developed through continuous learning?
To learn the same thing, one person only needs three hours, while another needs three days. This is the difference in learning ability.
Learning ability sounds very vague, and many people think it is innate, but it is not.
When a person is in a long-term learning environment with a large number of learning tasks, it is the best time to exercise learning ability.
When people want to learn something well but find that the effect is not good, as long as they don’t give up easily, they will develop a learning method that suits them in the process.
This is often the time when learning efficiency improves dramatically, but many people often cannot persist to this step.
The fat man thought of Bian Senlin’s resounding “learn” and smiled, but his smile was inexplicably sad.
What determines whether a person can succeed will never be the acquired written knowledge. It is never too late to make up for these things.
The real decisive factor is habit, which some people also call character. Good habits can make you soar to the sky, but bad habits are enough to drag you into the abyss.
Think about it, when one day you have something you want to do, your brain and your body are accustomed to your past rhythm and resist your instructions.
You clearly want to work and study hard today, but the procrastination habit you have developed tells you that it’s okay, there’s still time tomorrow.
This is a person’s biggest obstacle!
The fat man looked at the closed door and listened to the footsteps coming down the stairs gradually fading away in Bian Senlin.
Think silently: Your opponent is not the prejudice of the outside world, but your past self of the past twenty years. You need to put in ten or twenty times the effort to fight against your past self!
The biggest trouble with being your own rival is that as you get older, your rival becomes stronger, and every year that passes becomes nourishment for him.
With each year of age, the chance of winning decreases.
After all, as we age, our living environment changes.
From school to society, you will be faced with the ubiquitous pressure of survival, and your time will be compressed to the extreme.
In this situation, it is almost impossible to break down your past self and reshape it.
The fat man sighed, took out his mobile phone, opened the cloud document, looked at a file, hesitated for a while, and finally clicked delete.
This is what he compiled in the past few days, some big and small things he has experienced in the past nine years.
For example, some choices that made him so painful that he wished he could turn back time and make them again, some regrets from the past, and some memorable events that could have helped him avoid pitfalls.
Being able to meet your past self is as bizarre as the rebirth in novels.
It's human nature. He also has regrets that he wants to make up for, and he has also wondered if there would have been a different outcome if things had gone differently.
So he made such a document, intending to improve it before handing it over to Bian Senlin.
If he could go back and know what would happen in the future, would he be able to avoid a lot of regrets?
Even if I can't go back, it would be good to look at my younger self who is like a shadow clone and take fewer detours.
But today, looking at the young Bian Senlin who was persistent, stubborn and full of faith, his eyes told him that he was the same person he used to be.
He had never had such a profound understanding since the young Bian Senlin appeared before him.
If the same thing were faced by my past self, I would still make the same choice.
Therefore, this file is unnecessary.
People always have to experience things on their own. Only through personal experience can they gain insights. The words of others are generally not as real as a movie.
The fat man looked at the successful deletion prompt and murmured, "Perhaps, I shouldn't say this to him..."
There is nothing wrong with youthful ambition. If he hadn't had this belief back then, he might not have come this far, and it might have been even worse.
However, the choices made in the past may not be applicable now.
In the past, as long as you kept going, even if you didn't achieve your goals, you could still make a living with your technical skills.
But now...
The fat man smiled and sighed, his eyes revealing a deep helplessness.
After all, this is something I have been pursuing for many years. Even if I leave this industry one day in the future, my eyes will surely stop at it, not to mention that I haven't left yet.
The development of AI in the past two years has been an advancement in the history of human science and technology. The breakthrough in large-scale model technology has led many people to compare it to the industrial revolution of the new era.
The fat man had complicated feelings about it, both excited and worried.
For technology practitioners, there is endless interest in this type of emerging technology, but there is also worry that their jobs will one day be replaced.
The fat man rubbed his face. His skills had been stuck in a bottleneck for a year or two. If he continued like this, it would only be a matter of time before he was eliminated.
In order to survive, it is inevitable to consider looking for other ways out...
Bian Senlin questioned him for deviating from his original intention and losing his original pure enthusiasm.
He understood Bian Senlin's anger because he had once asked himself the same question.
But as he said, he is Bian Forest and Bian Forest is him.
All of Bian Senlin’s passion and motivation today, as well as his enthusiasm for coding late into the night, all stem from the positive feedback he receives after repeated successes.
But what if, one day he encountered a bottleneck like him, and couldn't get out no matter how hard he tried?
One or two blows don’t matter, but what about one or two years?
By then, seeing your enthusiasm consumed, extinguished, and even shattered day by day will only make you more desperate than your current anger.
The fat man seemed to hear Bian Senlin’s solemn words again: There are still forty years left to live, so use the remaining forty years to learn and do!
The fat man looked at his bloated reflection in the glass and laughed at himself, "When did I become so decadent when I'm not even thirty?"
The fat man suddenly found that he began to have the shadow of his parents. Perhaps he had always had it but never noticed it.
He remembered that some changes happened in his family that year, and the whole family was in a bad mood. At that time, he stubbornly wanted to leave his hometown of Nanchuan and come to Donghai, thousands of miles away, to live alone.
His mother was very worried and couldn't persuade him no matter what she did.
Even the day before he was leaving, when we were having dinner together, he was still saying, "Do you know the kid from the auntie next door?"
"At first, I wanted to go out and explore the world, but when I came back, I still felt that home was the best place.
After all, although the salary is high outside, food and shelter cost money, and even drinking water costs money.
Although the salary at home is lower, you can eat and live at home, and the money you save may be higher than what you would earn outside."
At that time, he was stubborn and didn't say anything, thinking that people should go out and see the world.
Besides, his dad might not be happy with him eating and drinking at home, so he should run away!
My father was in a bad mood during that period and was always frowning and absent-minded.
When she learned of his idea, she still smiled and patted his shoulder and told him that the young eagle should fly outside, fly higher and farther.
Then his father, who only earned two thousand yuan a month, raised ten thousand yuan for him and sent him on the train.
Now that I think about it, I have never regretted leaving home all these years.
But now I no longer have the same ambition as before.
Looking at the road ahead hesitantly, and worrying that the road behind is a cliff, the look of hesitating and looking back is really pitiful and ridiculous.
It's really not as good as what the young people said, if ten years doesn't work, then twenty years! Thirty years!
When I think of Bian Senlin, I think of today's farce.
What did you start talking about?
It seems to be the Xuanxing Cup... Come to think of it, the biggest improvement in my skills before I hit a bottleneck seemed to be the enlightenment I made in the Xuanxing Cup.
Thinking that Bian Senlin seemed to have something left unsaid at that time, the fat man smiled as if he suddenly understood something.
First, I scrolled through the contact list and sent a message to someone.
Then he thought about it again, clicked on Bian Senlin's chat interface, and muttered to himself while typing: "ε=(ο｀*))) Alas, arguing with myself is also a strange thing..."
After doing all this, the fat man looked at the table full of pots and bowls in front of him and felt a little worried.
The rental house was not very spacious to begin with, so we had to pull out a folding table to eat hot pot.
If you don’t collect it, there will be no space for passing.
Put it away, the fat man looked at his half-broken foot.
Finally, the fat man sighed, took the crutch, and decided to rely on himself.
What a sin...
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