Chapter 61: How can he compare with Lin Shiqi?
Zhou Dongmeng's breathing stagnated slightly.
The scene in the morning came to his mind.
The little girl got up early in the morning, rode her tricycle, and carried so many things on it, and rode all alone to the county town.
I dare not stop to take a rest even when I am thirsty or tired.
I’m afraid to miss the time when those students go to school. If I miss it, I won’t be able to sell the sweet potatoes.
That's why she tried so hard, so hard...
Rushing forward so desperately!
When Zhou Dongmeng thought of that scene, his eyelids suddenly tightened, his back teeth clenched tightly, and the muscles on his cheeks bulged and became hard, but his heart now almost shrank into a ball.
So fragile.
He felt uncomfortable with the soreness and swelling in his eyes.
It wasn't until today that Zhou Dongmeng realized how ridiculous he was.
A few days ago, he stood by Chen Xiang's bed and swore to her that he would let her live a good life in just three years...
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The man sat by while he thought about this.
With his legs spread apart, his elbows resting on one knee, his shoulders lowered, his head focused on the area in front of him.
The tip of his tongue always hooked the corner of his cheek.
After a while, a low chuckle escaped from his nose and his face was full of self-mockery.
Zhou Dongmeng thought gloomily.
How naive must he be to say something like that!
He always believed that sooner or later he would be able to let Chen Xiang live a good life, not in five years, let alone a lifetime, but only in three years!
In three years, he will definitely make enough money to let the girl eat well and dress well.
Buy whatever you want!
He always thinks about the future and forgets the present.
at the moment……
He is nothing!
Zhou Dong bit the soft flesh in his mouth fiercely, with a bit of viciousness on his face!
He always looks down on Lin Shiqi!
Look at yourself, then look at Lin Shiqi, how can you compare?
The other party is good at his job and is the village accountant.
She is good-looking, fair-skinned, speaks softly and has the demeanor of a leader.
As for him, his mother was working as a laborer at the construction site!
After years of fighting in the army, not a single spot of his skin is not rough.
Just like that, what grounds does he have to look down on Lin Shiqi?
Why does he think he can take good care of Chen Xiang now...
cannot……
Can’t…
He would just make her jump from another fire pit into his fire pit.
If she were with Lin Shiqi, she wouldn't have to worry about her livelihood and wouldn't have to get up early and work late like she does now!
Lin Shiqi's father is the village party secretary. Even if Dai Jinhua wants to cause trouble for her, she will do it less for the sake of the village party secretary.
The more Zhou Dongmeng thought about it, the gloomier his expression became.
The more he compared himself with Lin Shiqi, the more his pitiful little self-esteem would fall to the ground and be crushed by the sad reality.
Not only was he shattered into pieces, but he was also nearly crushed to dust...
"Mengzi!"
"Mengzi——!"
When talking about the old days, Lao Zhang couldn't help feeling a little sad. Since there was someone listening to him, he spoke more.
But as I was talking, I suddenly noticed that there was no sound around me.
Old Zhang turned his head and saw Zhou Dongmeng supporting his sturdy upper body with his arms, his head buried, his face cold and gloomy.
He couldn't help but say something in his mind.
Even after this, you still say it’s okay!
Old Zhang called out several times in a row before Zhou Dong suddenly came to his senses. He straightened his back and turned to look at him.
The man said nothing, but raised one eyebrow slightly.
It seemed like she was asking him silently.
What's wrong?
"Brother, what on earth are you..."
When Lao Zhang saw this, he just opened his mouth to say something when someone shouted at them from a distance behind him.
"Hey, Mengzi, the foreman wants you to come over."
They both turned around at the same time following the sound.