As soon as Bai Ruanruan's idea came out, it was "disrespecting the teacher and destroying the ancestors"!
I don't know if that's how the word is used though.
But she was really afraid that a bolt of lightning would suddenly strike her. How could she possibly have such thoughts about her master?
It’s all Xie Xu’s fault. What a mess he said!
Bai Ruanruan became even angrier.
But she was really sure that to Xie Yu she was just a master and a relative.
This is probably similar to the human story, "The Tadpole Looking for Its Mother", right?
The master is a very important person.
As for liking?
I like this kind of emotion in Bairuanruan's blind spot.
It’s okay for her relatives and friends to like her, but is it the same kind of love relationship as on TV?
For some reason, Xie Xu's face flashed through Bai Ruanruan's mind.
The young man's eyes are really bright.
But Bai Runrun pouted in disdain, saying, "This is a fool."
And why should I think of him?
Is it because he is the only person of the opposite sex he has met?
Yes, in Bai Runrun's eyes, Huang Hao and the others are not considered the opposite sex. They can only be described as the same kind, that is, they are all monsters, so how can there be any difference in gender?
Bairuanruan only distinguishes between genders when it comes to humans.
A big part of the reason for this is that she grew up with Xie Yu, and she sees herself more as a human being.
It was just that after Xie Yu disappeared, she developed a disgust towards humans, so she no longer approached humans.
Even hate them from the bottom of my heart.
It's a bit childish. If it weren't for human beings, the master might not have disappeared.
Even though Mr. Bai has said it many times, if the way of heaven is reopened, not to mention humans, all of them will disappear.
But Bai Runrun didn't believe it. Her master was so powerful that he would never disappear.
But none of this matters anymore. Bai Ruanruan realized belatedly why her emotions were affected by Xie Xu.
You know, her emotions haven't been affected by anyone for a long time.
But it seemed like things became different since I met Xie Xu.
Bairuanruan is a very smart fox.
Although she is still unfamiliar with love and affection.
But she was very perceptive and sensed that something was wrong with her.
Especially when she finally stood up from the bench in the park and prepared to go back, she saw Xie Xu rushing to the park in a wheelchair in a somewhat embarrassed manner.
Bairuanruan's heart suddenly softened.
He was sweating and looked a bit embarrassed, but Bai Runrun's heart was inexplicably moved.
Xie Xu’s electric wheelchair is not as light as the previous one, so it would be a bit troublesome for him to go out without anyone to help.
Xie Xu didn’t want to change before, because he was used to that kind of convenience.
But Bai Ruanruan saw on TV that day that an electric wheelchair could carry people, so she insisted on trying it.
Finally, Xie Xu changed.
Moreover, Bai Ruanruan promised him that she would push him wherever he went.
But at this time, Xie Xu was not far away from her in a disheveled state.
It's not summer anymore, and the weather in early winter is still cold.
But he didn't wear a coat, and sweat soaked his back and forehead. But when he saw Bai Ruanruan, he seemed relieved.
The anxiety in his eyes slowly dissipated.
There was a familiar smile on Bairuanruan's face, "I came to see you, go home for dinner."
Bai Runrun's heart suddenly twitched. She walked over and squatted in front of Xie Xu.
He lowered his eyes and looked at her quietly, as if he wanted to raise his head and touch her head, but he noticed that his hands were a little dirty so he didn't touch her.
But Bai Ruanruan took the initiative to reach out and hold his hand, and she put her face in Xie Xu's palm.
His hands were a little cold and sweaty, probably because of his anxiety.
Bai Ruanruan heard her own heartbeat, which was a different feeling from when her master touched her.
Bai Ruanruan was a little confused.
Xie Xu's hands were a little stiff, and he still said, "My hands are dirty..."
"Xie Xu, I am a monster." Bai Ruanruan suddenly spoke.
Xie Xu was stunned for a moment, "I know."
"Monsters have a long lifespan, and I'm a vixen who hasn't yet awakened." Bai Ruanruan looked up at him seriously, "And if I do awaken, I don't know if I'll become a playboy."
"You are a human being, so you don't like me."
It's not a good thing for a human to fall in love with a monster.
It is very likely that your life is just an insignificant fragment of their long life.
This is not a fair relationship.
Bai Ruanruan is a very smart person, so just because she is unwilling to speak out many times doesn’t mean she can’t see it.
But Bai Ruanruan realized that Xie Xu liked her in just a moment.
Seeing the disheveled person appearing in front of her, Bai Ruanruan remembered every detail of their time together.
Xie Xu's kindness to her was too obvious, but she hadn't noticed it before because she had never thought about it that way.
It’s different now, everything has a traceable path.
Thank you for your kindness to her and the inexplicable conversation.
It seems like everyone knows why.
Bai Ruanruan still can't figure out her own feelings.
But she didn't want Xie Xu to fall in love with her, a monster.
What can an unenlightened monster give him?
His life is hard enough, why does he want to make it harder on himself?
Xie Xu's body was stiff. A cold wind blew and chilled his heart as well.
But he still spoke softly, "Am I causing you trouble?"
Bai Ruanruan didn't expect that he wouldn't even deny it.
She sighed, "I'm probably almost a thousand years old now. I'm not really a little girl anymore."
Xie Xu also sighed, "But you can't even take care of yourself, you're just a little girl."
Bai Ruanruan looked at him. The wind was too strong and humans were too fragile to bear it.
She stood up and said, "Let's go back first."
Bai Ruanruan walked behind him and pushed the wheelchair back.
She didn't see Xie Xu lowering his eyes and didn't know what he was thinking.
Neither of them spoke along the way.
It wasn't until they entered the community elevator that Xie Xu spoke, "I know, I won't like you anymore, please don't leave."
Bai Ruanruan only then realized that Xie Xu actually knew her so well.
I was actually thinking about leaving just now.
Xie Xu, an ordinary human being, shouldn't have any feelings for me.
Throughout history, no human who liked monsters had a good ending.
And I stayed long enough...
Xie Xu suddenly turned to look at Bai Ruanruan as if waiting for her answer, "I know the difference between us, and I won't think about these things anymore. Please don't leave, okay?"
He pulled a stiff smile from the corner of his mouth, "I know that human life is short, and it is just an episode for you, but you are my only friend..."
Bai Ruanruan originally thought that she would reject him coldly, but at this moment she saw the stiff smile on his lips.
Finally, she looked away first, her voice a little unnatural, "I won't leave for the time being."
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