Is Master finally going to abandon me?
At this moment, this idea was infinitely magnified in my mind.
I am a disciple of the master, I want to be a disciple of the master, but why did the master abandon me?
I couldn't believe the rumors in the sect. It was obvious that Master always came back on time every time he went out. As long as I greeted him on time like a good wife, everything would go on as usual.
Even if he doesn't like to talk to me much, even if he is often busy, as long as I can be with him, even if it's just standing by and watching him silently, I will be very satisfied...
If this doesn't work, why did he save me in the first place?
I am his disciple, I should not be abandoned by him, I should not be abandoned by him.
How could he have the heart to abandon me? He's the only one I have...
"Ranran, Ranran?"
The young girl sitting next to me interrupted my trance. Her name was Li Xinling. She was one of my few friends and she often accompanied me.
"Elder Yun said that the sect wants to make you a saint!
Anyway, I heard he's still alive, so let's not think about that cold-faced, foul-mouthed man anymore."
Xinling said excitedly, holding my hand and looking at me tentatively.
Why are you looking at me like that?
...Ah, that's right. My expression right now must be very ugly.
I think a big part of it is because of the woman who is now sitting in the seat in the hall that originally belonged to Master. She actually said that from now on this hall belongs to her?
The tone of voice also revealed that he had a good relationship with the master. Who was she? Who was she?
I am the only person closest to Master!
My heart was in turmoil, which was completely different from the way I appeared to others.
I know that I am hypocritical, but Master likes well-behaved disciples.
To do this, I have to be perfect.
But Master is going to abandon me. I knew this would happen. I have nothing left. Perhaps I should die in that nightmarish massacre, alongside my family...
"Tong Ranran, the sect means that if you can't accept it right away, you can first become my disciple and transition for a while."
The woman sitting in the master's position spoke. I lowered my head, not wanting to listen to her. I just wanted to leave this place where I was abandoned by my master.
"Ranran, becoming the sect's Saint is a great opportunity, we can't give up."
Xinling held my hand tightly, her tone full of anxiety. Why did she care so much about me? I obviously didn't care about anything.
The sect's saintly maiden sounds like an identity that can be recognized by many people.
But without Master, what is the meaning of this?
I killed my enemy long ago, but I didn't tell Master so that I could occasionally ask for Master's care.
But now even that little bit of care is gone.
Looking back, that was the first time I killed someone, while my master was traveling as usual.
I hacked the demons who were deeply scarred into pieces, and the place was a sea of blood. I tried to recall many times, but I still couldn't remember how terrifying I was at that time.
I only remember that after I came back that day, I hid in Master's room, curled up on his bed, retching and sobbing non-stop. I looked like I would definitely embarrass him.
He must not be allowed to see it.
He must never be told this.
I hid it from him. Anyway, I had already hidden a lot of things from him, my cultivation, some of the things I did, I often hid in his room when he was not around...
I lied to him. I had already deceived him so many times by pretending to be someone I was in front of. I lied to him that I couldn't learn those spells that others thought were difficult, and asked him to teach me personally. I lied to him about how sad I was, pretending that I couldn't hold on any longer, and took the opportunity to collapse into his arms...
But no matter what, my enemy has been killed, and my only motivation to live is my master.
What does it mean to have met with misfortune, to have left the sect forever, and to be in doubt about whether he will live or die?
The immortal tablet of life was broken, but someone clearly saw the master coming a month ago.
So... Master escaped?
Why don't you take me with you? As expected, I am still...
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