After a long time, he heard his master's puzzled voice in his ears.
In an instant, Hua Yanyue's heart was beating like thunder. She was shocked by the question asked by her master, but she was also wary and uneasy.
Why would Master say such a thing?
Could it be that Master has fallen in love with someone?
Or does Master already have someone else in his heart?
But you didn’t know it yourself?
If Master really fell in love with someone...
That...
Just find a way to make him disappear.
Hua Yanyue's mind raced in a thousand directions for a moment, but a gentle smile appeared on her face as she asked, "Master, why do you ask that?"
Shen Yushu turned to look at him, her eyes somewhat confused. Her words were muffled by the alcohol, "Yue'er, I have never regretted anything in my life, but... I always feel guilty towards him."
If I had known that bringing him back would mean I would owe him a life, I would have rather let him live out his life in loneliness.
At least... he wouldn't die trying to save himself.
At least still alive.
Hua Yanyue's heart tightened, and she slowly clenched her hands in her sleeves. She only heard him ask softly, "Who is he?"
It is very important to Master, right?
Otherwise, why would Master be so sad?
"Your fifth uncle, Cang Ming." Shen Yushu said calmly.
However, Hua Yanyue could hear the complicated emotions hidden in these words, and she couldn't tell whether it was really guilt or something else.
"Fifth Uncle? Then where is he? Why has Yue'er never seen him?" he asked, with a subtle tentativeness in his words.
Guilt?
Is it really guilt?
Will Master like him?
If I really like him, what about me?
what do I do?
Hua Yanyue's eyes were confused for a moment. When he thought that his master would belong to someone in the future, he felt so heartbroken that he couldn't breathe.
He couldn't accept it. From the first moment he saw his master, that striking sight, he fell in love with him.
When I was young, I didn’t understand what happiness was.
But until now, no one knows what the Master means to them.
That was the only light that illuminated his dark life. If he couldn't have it, he would rather die with the light in his arms, which was also a kind of happiness.
If I don't have Master's love...
Flower banquet and moon thoughts.
He will die.
"He died to save me. His soul dissipated and he will not be reincarnated." Shen Yushu said softly, a trace of sadness flashing in his eyes.
Hua Yanyue was stunned for a moment. After a moment, he lowered his eyes and asked in a hoarse voice, "Does Master like Fifth Uncle?"
When he asked this question, his eyelashes were trembling, just like when he was a child, his hands were nervously clasped together out of fear.
Shen Yushu shook his head, his eyes confused. "I don't like him, so I feel guilty because I can't understand his feelings and can't respond to him."
Hua Yanyue breathed a sigh of relief, but she also felt that since her master had been thinking about her for so long, she must have felt more than just guilty. At least she must have liked him a little, but her master just didn't know it.
It doesn’t matter. She’s already dead anyway. So what if I really liked her a little?
Since Master doesn’t know, then he will never need to know.
They say the living cannot compete with the dead, but I think the dead are at least obedient, aren't they?
From now on, the only person who can stay by Master’s side is me, and only me.
"It's okay, Master. Yue'er thinks that Fifth Uncle must be happy with what he did. For the person he loves, what does it matter if he sacrifices his life? If I were Fifth Uncle, I would do the same." Hua Yanyue held her hand and said seriously.
So Master, don’t be sad for others, Yue’er can do it too.
Can you look at me?
"Nonsense." Shen Yushu gave him a reproachful look, flicked his forehead with a finger, and then looked at him seriously and said, "Master doesn't need you to be like this. Loving yourself is more important than anything else."
After all, this is the 'heroine' he raised, and she is also his own disciple.
Even before, it was for the so-called system tasks.
By now, she has already raised the heroine as half a daughter.
She didn't want the child she had raised so carefully to give up his life for himself or for someone else.
Hua Yanyue shook her head, her expression becoming more stubborn. "No, if anything happens to Master, Yue'er will never live alone. But as long as I can find Master, I will be willing to do it no matter the cost."
Master will never understand what she means to him.
As long as I can be with my master, it doesn’t matter if I have to go through mountains of swords and seas of fire.
Life, follow.
Death is also going.
Hua Yanyue is fearless.
After Shen Yushu heard what he said, the look in his eyes became a little strange when he looked at him, and his head, which was already a little dizzy from drinking, became even more dizzy.
It's over.
What should I do if the good heroine is raised by her to be her master's treasure girl?
No, I have to save it.
"Yue'er, it's time for you to go down the mountain to gain some experience. You can take this opportunity to make more friends. When the sect competition comes in half a year, Yue'er will be famous all over the world." Shen Yushu touched his head and smiled, like ice and snow melting and spring returning to life.
This rare smile made Hua Yanyue dumbfounded. She nodded dazedly without even hearing the words clearly.
Until the next day, when he was standing at the mountain gate with the disciples who were training together, carrying the bag prepared for him by his master, he had a cold look on his face.
I couldn't help but think silently in my heart.
Could it be that Master is tired of me and kicked me out?
"Oh, man... I'm so sad. It's the twentieth day since the heroine is away. I miss him." Sanba sighed, and a crying expression appeared on his tiger face.
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