Chapter 36 Don't Want to Look Back

Xie You hugged Xie Anci's waist, and the refreshing fragrance of gardenia made Xie You unable to stop.

Xie You's voice was low and hoarse, "Godfather, you forced me to do

this..." "Why are you so naughty? Godfather, I can't stand it, Godfather, you are mine!" Xie You's voice was filled with tears.

The boy was in agony at this time. He really didn't know what to do with Xie Anci?

He wanted Xie Anci, he wanted Xie Anci to look back at him.

Tears slid down his cheeks and dripped onto Xie Anci's beautiful face.

Xie You wiped Xie Anci's face devoutly and kissed him on the face.

At night,

the night was particularly dark, perhaps because of the weather, it was damp and cold, so cold that it made people shiver.

When Xie Anci woke up again, his eyes were covered, and all he saw was darkness.

His hands were tied with ropes.

"Hmm..." Xie Anci moaned, and suddenly remembered what happened before he fell into a coma.

"Xie You!" Xie Anci roared.

"..." However, no one responded.

"Xie You! I know you are here, what do you want to do? Let me go!" Xie Anci struggled, and his fair wrist was rubbed with red marks.

Xie You stroked his wrist with heartache, his voice gentle, "Godfather, I'm here."

"What are you going to do? Let me go!" Xie Anci hated the feeling of being controlled by others.

He recalled the feeling of being suppressed by Zhou Yunqing before, which made him almost vomit.

"Godfather, stop struggling. Look, you're all injured." Xie You stroked the scars on his wrists, and said something that made Xie Anci very angry.

"What do you want to do?" Xie Anci questioned.

"What do you think, godfather?" Xie You said as his fingertips slowly slid down from Xie Anci's Adam's apple to his waist.

Xie Anci shuddered, "What are you doing? What do you mean? Who instigated you?"

Xie Anci couldn't believe that a teenager like Xie You could do such a big thing. There must be someone else who instructed him.

"No one instigated me, godfather, I like you... I like you so much that I'm going crazy, godfather, why do you only have Li Jinchen in your eyes!" Xie You roared, holding his fists tightly against Xie Anci's face.

Xie Anci was shocked.

Xie You likes me?

Likes him?

Impossible. Does

he know what love is?

"Calm down, You'er, you may just have a brothel feeling towards me, don't be impulsive." Xie Anci wanted to coax Xie You first, otherwise it would be disadvantageous for him in his current situation.

"Let me go first, I won't hold you accountable, can you let me go?" Xie Anci felt that he had never been so humble before.

"No! I just like you! I like my godfather, and I like you."

A kiss like a rainstorm fell on Xie Anci's face.

Xie Anci wanted to hide but there was nowhere to hide, his body was pressed tightly by Xie You.

Xie Anci: "..."

Xie Anci didn't expect that Xie You, who had always been well-behaved, would do such a thing. Xie You's touch reminded him of bad things.

"If you let me go, I can forgive you. If you insist on your own way, don't blame me for hating you." Xie Anci's tone was full of frost, warning Xie You.

Xie You didn't dare to let go of Xie Anci at all, and he didn't want to.

Although Xie Anci said that he would let him go, Xie You knew that he would be in trouble.

Only at this moment could Xie Anci be controlled and tamed.

"Godfather, I can't turn back, and I don't want to turn back. I want you to remember me forever." Xie You blocked Xie Anci's mouth. He didn't want to hear Xie Anci's refusal anymore.

Xie You covered Xie Anci's mouth, his eyes full of pain and struggle.

Xie Anci was shaking all over. He was almost collapsed by anger and fear.

He couldn't let Xie You do this. If Li Jinchen knew about it, he would never touch him again.

No!

Please, someone come and save him.

No one could hear Xie Anci's inner voice. He knew there were secret guards in the palace, but he didn't want anyone to see him like this.

Godfather and godson...

Xie Anci, who had always been strong, couldn't help but shed tears at this moment, and his slightly red eyes looked very pitiful.

Xie You stopped and panicked.

"Godfather, don't cry, don't cry..." Xie You hurriedly wiped his tears, and Xie Anci turned his face away from his hand.

Xie You smiled bitterly and said, "Godfather, do you hate me so much?"

"Well..." The tears on Xie Anci's face sank into his ink-like long hair, and the whole person looked like an ink painting.

"Godfather, I was wrong, don't cry, it hurts me when you cry..." Xie You lowered his head and rested it on Xie Anci's forehead, his eyes full of pain and struggle.

"Just this time, godfather, we may never see each other again." Xie You's face was full of sadness and despair.

He really liked Xie Anci very much.

Xie Anci was also confused at this moment, the pain in his body was not as great as the pain in his heart.

Not only was he going to lose a loyal godson, he was also going to lose Li Jinchen completely.

He was already dirty, and Li Jinchen would never touch him again.

Tears streamed down his cheeks, and Xie Anci looked at the heavy rain outside the window with empty eyes.

After an unknown amount of time, Xie Anci fainted.

When he woke up again, it was already morning.

The warm golden sun shone on Xie Anci's shaking body, and he looked like a rabbit that had fallen into the water, and he looked very pitiful.

Xie Anci slowly opened his eyes, and what he saw was the familiar bed curtains.

His body was also very dry. If he hadn't felt the pain in his body, Xie Anci would have no idea what happened last night.

Unfortunately, the memory could not disappear. Xie Anci covered his face, and a line of tears flowed across his beautiful face. The tear mole at the end of his eye seemed to be stained with gloom.

Knock, knock, knock...

There was a knock on the door.

Xie Anci was startled, and the whole person was like a frightened rabbit.

"Who is it!?" Xie Anci asked vigilantly.

"Your Majesty, it's me. It's already three quarters past four."

Butler Zhang's voice came from outside the door. Xie Anci stood up suddenly, and he gasped in pain as if his body was run over.

"Why didn't you call me earlier?" The morning court was over, and he was late again today.

"Young Master said you worked too hard last night, so he asked you to sleep a little longer." Xie Anci was angry when Butler Zhang mentioned Xie You.

"Where is he?" Xie Anci asked.

"He went out."

"Where did he go?" Xie Anci wanted to catch Xie You right now and give him a good beating.

He said all kinds of good and bad things yesterday but still failed to stop Xie You.

"No." Butler Zhang heard that Xie Anci was in a bad mood and thought that the two had quarreled again.

"Got it, get up immediately." Xie Anci got up and found several bite marks on his neck when he passed the bronze mirror, which was very conspicuous.

Xie Anci kicked the bed angrily, and the bed creaked and almost broke.

Xie Anci changed into a high-necked dress and got on the carriage and hurried to the palace.

Li Jinchen in the study had a gloomy face and looked unhappy.