When Nan Sheng first entered university, she didn't have any good friends. Even when someone approached her or wanted to be her friend, she couldn't muster any interest.
Friend, she doesn't want it either.
In college, she, who was always alone, discovered something: ever since she met Yin Han, he accompanied her almost every time she went out, going to school together, leaving school together, and going out to play together...
For some reason, Nan Sheng's longing for Yin Han gradually intensified at night. She wanted to find him, to know where he was, and to know what he was doing.
But she didn't dare, and she didn't have the courage to go to him. Did he hate her to death?
From then on, Nan Sheng became even more aloof in the eyes of outsiders.
Back home, Nan Sheng looked at every corner of the house and was reminded of Yin Han, making her feel even more distressed.
Nan Lingtian and Yang Silin noticed Nan Sheng's mood. Every time they tried to bring up Yin Han, Nan Sheng would subconsciously avoid the topic.
Therefore, Nan Sheng devoted herself to studying and working, spending all her time studying except for eating, drinking, and using the restroom.
She tried to numb herself by studying so that she wouldn't think about anything else.
Gradually, Nan Sheng got used to being alone on campus.
One day, Nan Sheng was in PE class when she suddenly felt a pain in her lower abdomen. Realizing what was happening, she immediately ran to the toilet.
Just as expected, due to the irregular rest schedule during this period, the date was delayed, and now she didn't have any bread with her.
Nan Sheng felt somewhat lost in the restroom, and in desperation, she called Yang Silin.
However, this would require Nan Sheng to wait a while, as Yang Silin would take too long to arrive, so she called for help.
And so, Nan Sheng waited inside.
Suddenly there was a knock on the door. Before Nan Sheng could react, a pair of slender hands reached in through the crack in the bathroom door. It was a piece of bread with a sticky note on it: "Do you need this?"
Nan Sheng was startled. She didn't want to accept it at first, but seeing the situation beneath her, she took it anyway and politely said to the door, "Thank you, Miss!"
Nan Sheng didn't hear a response, so she patiently repeated it, and then heard a very low "hmm" in response.
Nan Sheng didn't understand why she would suddenly dream about her past life. Just as she was wondering, the scene changed.
Nan Sheng was in the restroom, while a man dressed in black and wearing a baseball cap stood at the door looking around.
In her dream, Nan Sheng was watching from the perspective of a third party. When she looked at the man, she had a guess in her mind and called out with a trembling voice: Yin Han?
Unfortunately, the man did not answer her.
In her dream, Nan Sheng realized he couldn't hear her, so she slowly walked over to him, lowered her head, and saw his face under the hat.
Sure enough, it was Yin Han.
Nan Sheng watched as Yin Han walked to the toilet door and handed him a piece of bread.
Then he left before she came out.
Later, Nan Sheng witnessed firsthand that she wasn't alone in college in her past life.
Yin Han was always present wherever she appeared.
Without exception, he did not approach her; he always kept a distance. If Nan Sheng hadn't recognized him and known him, no one would have known that he was looking at her.
Nan Sheng thought Yin Han was also studying at this school, but the more she learned about it, the more she realized that wasn't the case.
On this day, in her dream, she followed Nan Sheng to the school cafeteria.
However, she did not see the figure following Nan Sheng here.
Until she saw the window where Nan Sheng was getting her food.
She recognized the person inside, dressed in white, wearing a chef's hat and mask, even though their face wasn't visible, just by looking at their eyes. It was Yin Han.
What's more, Nan Sheng doesn't go to the cafeteria very often, but every time she does, she goes to that particular window.
Every time Yin Han served her food, the plate was always full, but Yin Han never looked at Nan Sheng.
And so, Yin Han spent almost every day with Nan Sheng during her university years.
Except for every time Nan Sheng returned to the Nan family.
Nan Sheng was still crying; she hadn't woken up, and the dream continued.
It turns out that every year before New Year's Day, they would eat various fruit-shaped glutinous rice balls in their dormitory. Yin Han would give them to the dormitory supervisor, who would then deliver them to their dormitory.
They thought they were lucky, that they were chosen by the dormitory supervisor every year.
Those glutinous rice balls didn't contain peanuts.
It turns out that the reason she always subconsciously went to the same window to get her food was because that window always had the most food, and the taste was her favorite.
It turns out that she always had an empty seat in the classroom or library, no matter how crowded it was, because Yin Han would reserve a seat before her. As soon as she arrived, he would stand up and leave.
It turns out that during her New Year's Day performance that year, her violin broke down somehow, and Yin Han secretly placed a new one in the waiting room without anyone knowing.
It turned out that in her final year, when she gave a speech on behalf of all the teachers and students as an outstanding graduate, Yin Han watched her from the very back corner. After the speech, he presented her with a very small and unassuming gardenia amidst a bouquet of flowers...
But she never noticed him, much less discovered him.
Every time, Nan Sheng thought she was very lucky, that no matter what happened or what difficulties she encountered, she could overcome them. It turned out that he was the one silently protecting her.
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The dream grew longer and longer, and Nan Sheng's tears soaked the blanket. Suddenly, she opened her eyes abruptly, without surprise or any extreme emotions. She simply stared silently at the dark ceiling, letting her tears fall.
Nan Sheng reached for her phone next to the bedside table, turned it on, and saw that it was only a little past four in the morning.
She got out of bed quietly, put on her pajamas, and went out silently.
As Nan Sheng walked, she recalled the scenes from her dream, and she was 100% certain that they were real.
The things in her dreams were all things she had personally experienced.
In her previous life, Yin Han did not go to university; instead, he silently stood behind her and accompanied her.
Nan Sheng didn't know how he could do that. He felt terrible just watching him leave, and he had watched him like that for so many years.
At this moment, Nan Sheng thought that perhaps in her previous life, Yin Han had never left her side. When he saw her and Lu Zhicheng get engaged, was his heart torn apart?
Nan Sheng also realized that Yin Han's love for her was truly deep-rooted, far more profound than her own.
I can't imagine what would have happened if she hadn't been reborn, or if she hadn't seen those scenes after her death. Even if she had been reborn, if she hadn't chosen to go find him, would the Yin Han in that parallel universe have gone through those torments again...?
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