Chapter 195 He dared not face her



Nan Sheng thought that only she and Su Chuanlin knew what had happened tonight.

When I got home, I went in through the back door again and then pretended that nothing had happened and went to sleep.

Unbeknownst to her, her beloved witnessed everything that happened that night.

Inside a tall building in the southern part of the city.

The office was pitch black, with only the moonlight streaming in through the floor-to-ceiling windows.

The light just happened to fall on a certain spot, and you could see a figure leaning against the sofa.

His expression was hidden, and the soft moonlight enveloped him, making his lonely figure appear even more desolate in the quiet night.

In front of the man were empty wine bottles, one after another.

The most obvious thing was the small knife next to the wine bottle, which was extremely glaring under the moonlight.

There were faint traces of blood on the blade.

The man was Yin Han, who had gone to the warehouse with Nan Sheng tonight.

Yin Han held the wine bottle in one hand and kept gulping it down, his eyes red and filled with unbearable sorrow, tears streaming silently from the corners of his eyes.

Seeing the tiny scar on his wrist, Yin Han's eyes flickered, but thankfully he held back.

Shengbao said he couldn't hurt himself, and he listened.

But she knew everything tonight, and he knew everything too.

Rebirth?

At this moment, Yin Han finally understood why Nan Sheng had suddenly gone to Beicheng to find him; it turned out that everything had a reason.

He couldn't understand why Nan Sheng's attitude towards Lu Zhicheng had changed, and why she went to him to express her feelings, because of her past life.

Yin Han didn't blame Nan Sheng. Whether it was because she genuinely liked her or to make amends, he could accept it, because he and Nan Sheng were already inextricably linked in this life.

Even if it were truly just about making amends, he would spend the rest of his life gradually trying to win her heart until it was completely filled.

He just couldn't accept that the person he had always cherished had suffered so much pain.

It's all because of him.

If he hadn't been so cowardly, if he hadn't been so insecure, if he hadn't compromised, his precious child wouldn't have suffered so much.

Betrayal, hurt, death in a car accident, reincarnation...

His baby is so delicate, was she in a lot of pain when she was hit by the car?

Is it even more frightening to be reincarnated on the road to the underworld?

The car accident he dreamed about was actually real. He thought it was just a dream, but he was afraid of experiencing it himself, so he painstakingly sought out amulets for protection.

As Yin Han thought of this, his heart felt as if it were being gripped tightly by a pair of invisible hands, making it almost unbearable for him. The feeling of despair was like a sharp knife, piercing deep into his heart.

If he had been braver back then, even if she didn't love him, he could have stayed by her side to protect her and guard her forever. Wouldn't she have been spared all that pain?

Yin Han is that kind of person. He never complained about Nan Sheng from beginning to end. Protecting her and loving her was a mission that ran deep in his bones the moment he met her.

After hearing everything, his first reaction was to feel sorry for her, and then he fell into deep self-blame.

He loves Nan Sheng, but if he had to explain what love is, he couldn't.

Because love is something that cannot be explained in words. Love has no precise definition; it can only be defined in layers upon layers to make people feel it.

If the moon could hear Yin Han's heartache, it would surely be heartbroken too.

******

the next day.

Yin Han walked out of the building as if nothing had happened.

At the very top of this building hang three enormous characters: "Moon in the Sky".

After leaving, Yin Han did not go to find Nan Sheng. He was conflicted and didn't know how to face her.

It was already nine o'clock when he got home. He took out his phone and sent a message to Nan Sheng, his tone no different from usual.

"Sweetie, something came up today and I'm late. How about Butler Pang takes you to school?"

On the other side, the Nan family.

Nan Sheng woke up early because of what happened last night and had been waiting for Yin Han's message.

If she weren't afraid of arousing his suspicion, Nan Sheng would have gone straight to him after dealing with things last night. In the end, she held back.

When she saw the message, she felt a little disappointed, but she could understand that Yin Han must have had some unavoidable reason for not coming to pick her up.

I quickly sent a video.

Yin Han, who had just arrived home and was sitting on the sofa, saw Nan Sheng's video call but did not answer it immediately.

He had been waiting for her reply ever since he sent her the message.

Because he had promised her yesterday that he would pick her up, and he hadn't kept his promise.

After a few seconds, Yin Han answered the phone.

As soon as the video call connected, both of their faces appeared on the screen.

"Good morning, sweetie."

"Good morning, Hanbao! *kiss*"

Nan Sheng pouted at the screen.

Yin Han's eyes darkened as he looked at her.

Isn't this a way for her to make amends?

"Are you too busy with work? Or has something happened?"

"Yes, there's a project I need to handle."

Yin Han still smiled slightly, gazing affectionately at Nan Sheng on the screen.

Nan Sheng saw him like this and didn't notice anything unusual at all.

"Okay, then take a nap after you're done. I'll go to school later. We can meet again when you get there, okay?"

Nan Sheng felt sorry for him. Even though he was smiling, she could see his dark circles and bloodshot eyes.

If she wasn't mistaken, he probably hadn't slept all night.

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