"I'm sorry, Yin Han." Even after all this time, I still haven't been able to give you enough of a sense of security.
Nan Sheng spoke with difficulty, her throat feeling bitter.
She thought for a moment, then looked at Yin Han, her eyes beginning to redden.
"Sweetie, don't cry..."
"I won't cry."
After speaking, tears and words contradicted each other, and a single tear fell onto the back of Yin Han's hand.
When Yin Han saw Nan Sheng crying again, he felt so heartbroken that he couldn't breathe, and he couldn't hold back his own tears either.
This suddenly made Nan Sheng both amused and exasperated. She tilted her head slightly and gently kissed away Yin Han's salty tears.
"Little Hanbao, how about I call you Little Crybaby from now on?"
Yin Han rubbed her face against Nan Sheng's, making a sound of resistance: "No, call me baby!"
"Okay, okay, baby..."
"Now, baby, please listen to me carefully, okay?"
Nan Sheng considers herself impatient, but with Yin Han, her patience seems inexhaustible.
"Okay, then tell me you love me first." Knowing that Nan Sheng wouldn't be angry, Yin Han simply pulled her onto his lap again and snuggled against her.
“…” Nan Sheng strongly suspected that he was taking advantage of her, but she didn’t say anything because she was willing to do so herself.
"Okay, I, Nan Sheng, love Yin Han, I love him so much..."
As he wished, Nan Sheng paused for a moment before continuing, "Yes, you're right. I did this because I went through some things."
Upon hearing this, Yin Han immediately lifted his head from the gentle embrace, his pupils filled with panic and pain, as if to say that it was really because of something else, not because he liked him?
Nan Sheng gently covered his mouth.
"Listen to me, okay?"
"But because of this experience, I have come to understand my own heart. Just like I said before, I know what I want and what I want to do. It was this experience that gave me the courage to go to you without hesitation."
"Hanbao, you know me. If it weren't for liking someone, if it weren't for love, I wouldn't sacrifice my happiness for anything. Even if I wanted to, Mom and Dad wouldn't allow it."
Nan Sheng noticed Yin Han's expression and spoke up decisively: "It's not because of guilt. There are many ways to make up for guilt. If it were someone else, I might use a large sum of money to make up for it, but you are not someone else."
Nan Sheng pointed out all of Yin Han's concerns, and then, as if thinking of something, her tone became somewhat low: "Han Baobao, as for that matter, I don't know how to tell you. I haven't thought it through yet, and I can't bring myself to say it right now. But I can promise you that I will tell you. Can you give me some time?"
He then kissed Yin Han's lips with a hint of mockery.
"I remember what you said, I'll wait for you."
Hearing Yin Han's answer, Nan Sheng breathed a sigh of relief.
"Can you tell me where this is? Have you told me about this place before? It feels strangely familiar."
Especially when I just saw that big lawn.
"Yes, you said that when you watched the TV series before, you thought it was very romantic for the male and female leads to fly kites on the lawn in the suburbs, and there was also a small wooden house next to them."
"Oh right, but I didn't tell you, did I?" Nan Sheng remembered that she hadn't told anyone either.
"Butler Pang told me that you were angry with me during that time. At first, you often stayed on the sofa watching TV. Butler Pang noticed and told me, gave me some advice, and then I found this place. At that time, there was no such cabin. I paid someone to build it."
I had planned to bring you here on the weekend, to fly kites together and gaze at the stars at night, hoping to make you happy, but you didn't come.
Yin Han felt a little sad when he thought about that time. He didn't want to have any conflicts with her anymore, nor did he want to make her angry. That feeling was no different from being in an abyss.
He never told her that when she wasn't there, or when she didn't want to see him at home, he would secretly come here alone and stay for a whole day, gazing at the boundless lawn and the grass swaying in the wind, silently expressing the sadness in his heart.
He also accidentally discovered the most beautiful side of this place at night, and tonight, she will finally be able to see it.
"So, whenever you're not home, you come here alone, right?"
Nan Sheng remembered that when she and Yin Han had just broken up, he had spent almost all his time trying to appease her. That Saturday, he sent her a message saying he would take her to a fun place, and he also included a picture of a large green lawn.
She was really unreasonable back then; she ignored him and didn't even click on the pictures.
It turns out, she missed out on a lot.
Yin Han nodded in agreement.
"After I came back from the North City, I came here again and renovated this place. The soil you see now is because I wanted to plant your favorite flowers, so that you could see a sea of flowers when you stand on the wooden house in the future. But it's not finished yet, so I couldn't wait to bring you here first."
How could anyone not love a man like that?
Because of her romantic remark, he created a romantic real world for her.
After Yin Han finished speaking, fearing that Nan Sheng would bring up the previous incident again, she was about to speak when she heard Nan Sheng's words: "Thank you, Han Baobao. From now on, this will be our secret base, okay? Every weekend when we have free time, we'll plant our favorite flowers here ourselves, okay?"
“Okay, let’s go fly kites,” Yin Han agreed.
Why not? He had been waiting for this answer for a long time.
As he helped Nan Sheng up, a single tear, the size of a bean, shed where she couldn't see it, falling silently to the floor.
Yin Han had already prepared a kite for Nan Sheng. Holding her hand in one hand and the kite in the other, he walked into the lawn.
Today, Nan Sheng wore a white halter dress that Yin Han had prepared for her. The two of them, one in black and one in white, looked exceptionally beautiful and harmonious as the wind blew and Nan Sheng's dress was gently lifted.
This was Nan Sheng's first time flying a kite. She had only ever tried flying in the sky like a kite before, so she was extremely excited about this moment.
Yin Han embraced her, resting his head on Nan Sheng's shoulder and holding her hands. Together, they held the kite string and slowly rose into the sky.
"Baby Han! It's rising!!"
"Yes, it can go even higher. No matter how high it goes, as long as you don't let go of the string, it will always belong to you, and so will I."
He is like this kite, able to fly freely in Nan Sheng's world, reaching any height she desires. As long as the string in her hand is long, he can fly as high as she wants. As long as she holds the string tightly and doesn't let go, he will always be hers.
P.S.: Stop talking, I'm going to go fantasize about Yin Han in my own world, I cried while writing this, sob sob sob.
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