That night, Shi Jin had a long-awaited dream. The content of the dream was very monotonous. It was all about him, from the perspective of the original owner, holding a mobile phone and repeatedly calling and texting Fei Yujing, but never getting a response.
At the end of the dream, he put down the phone and walked out of the door numbly.
The eldest brother hated him, the third brother hated him, the fourth brother ignored him, the fifth brother, the fifth brother always looked at him with murderous eyes... Only the second brother had not expressed his attitude to him directly. The second brother must be busy, and he certainly didn't ignore him on purpose. He certainly didn't want to change his appearance like the other brothers.
The people around him were all pointing at his already disfigured face. The buildings on the street were unfamiliar. He seemed to have walked for a long time and didn't know where he was. Suddenly, he saw Fei Yujing outside a building. He was stunned, and then, as if he had grabbed the last straw, he chased after him madly. However, after hearing his call, he turned around and looked at him coldly, then said something to the people around him, asking them to stop him, got into a car parked on the side of the road, and left without looking back.
[I don't know him, chase him away.]
The last bit of luck was shattered, and he watched the car leave with his eyes dry, and he couldn't shed a single tear.
This was the last sentence that the original owner heard Fei Yujing say, and it was also the last time the original owner and Fei Yujing met.
Why, why? A voice was asking in pain.
Shi Jin opened his eyes and stared at the ceiling of the ward for a while, then sat up and wiped the cold sweat from his forehead, frowned and patted his forehead - why are you asking, don't you already know why? The target is that profit-oriented guy, what can you get out of asking? Besides, they don't remember, don't remember! It's a new life, is there any point in holding on to these things!
He suddenly felt a little angry, but he didn't know who he was angry with. Finally, he took out his mobile phone, found Fei Yujing's number, and sent him more than a dozen meaningless harassing text messages!
Even if you ask Fei Yujing, he will definitely say: I didn't treat you as my brother before; Isn't it right to say that we are destined to have no intersection in the future if we don't know each other; I admit that I did something wrong, you can hate me or take revenge, and I won't force your forgiveness; If you want to use me again next time, I will be happy to do so, as a way for me to repay you... and other words that are completely unacceptable. Facing such a guy, it is a waste to be angry and hate him, you should annoy him to death! Use him to death! Bully him to death! Vent all your emotions to him, and then ignore him again -
buzz.
The phone vibrates, and a text message comes in, from Fei Yujing: Are you having a nightmare? Or are you thinking about me?
Shi Jin's chaotic emotions were all stuck. He looked at the text message that Fei Yujing replied to almost immediately, and then looked at the time, which was more than three o'clock in the morning. He remembered the way Fei Yujing leaned against the captain's room in a wolfish state when he was at sea. He raised his hand to cover his forehead for a long time, put his hand down and replied expressionlessly: I would miss you more than a pig, go to sleep!
After sending the message, he threw the phone away, looked sideways at Lian Jun who was sleeping soundly on the bed, got up and walked over, sat on the bedside and looked at him for a while, reached out and grabbed his hand, leaned over and put his forehead against the back of his hand.
Get well soon, baby.
...
When Shi Jin woke up in the morning, he found that he had been lying on Lian Jun's bed without knowing when, and Lian Jun had disappeared. This scene was too familiar, giving people the illusion of time going backwards. He sat up in a flash, threw off the quilt and got out of bed, ran outside without even putting on his shoes, his face pale.
The bathroom door suddenly opened, and Lian Jun came out in a wheelchair. Seeing Shi Jin trying to run out in a panic, he frowned and called out, "Shi Jin, what are you doing?" Shi Jin
stopped abruptly, turned his head and looked at him, froze for a few seconds, and finally his mind really came to its senses. He breathed a sigh of relief, relaxed his body, turned around and squatted in front of him, pressed his knees, and said weakly, "I'm glad you're okay, I thought... I was confused, when did you wake up? Wait a minute, I'll get you breakfast." As he said that, he was about to get up.
"Shi Jin." Lian Jun held his arm, looked into his eyes, and asked, "Why do you think?" Why was he so scared? Shi Jin
stopped and looked at him. He wanted to say something to fool him, but when he met his serious gaze, he opened his mouth and chose to tell the truth: "It was the same last time. I woke up from your hospital bed and you were gone... I just woke up and hadn't reacted yet. When I saw the familiar scene, I thought I was dreaming again. I misunderstood. Don't worry."
Last time... It should be the time when he took the medicine in advance while Shi Jin was asleep. Did Shi Jin rush out like this after waking up that time? And he said he was dreaming again. Could it be that this scene has become a nightmare for Shi Jin?
Lian Jun thought a lot in an instant. Looking at Shi Jin's pretending to be relaxed expression and the cold sweat on his forehead, he couldn't help but hold his arm tightly and pull him towards him. Shi Jin
was puzzled, but still leaned over obediently.
Lian Jun hugged him and listened to his heartbeat with his head tilted.
It was too fast. This was the tachycardia caused by fear.
So that day, Shi Jin was in this mood. After waking up from a sleep, he saw himself in the isolation ward, not knowing whether he was alive or dead? Obviously, I didn't want to worry him, so I deliberately didn't wake him up and went to take the medicine in advance, but it turned out to be his nightmare. It's terrible
. It turns out that I hid something from the other party for fear that he would worry, but it made the other party more worried. He was the first to do this. It was because he didn't give Shi Jin peace of mind, so Shi Jin didn't subconsciously give him peace of mind. He taught Shi Jin a bad lesson.
"I'm sorry." He touched Shi Jin's hair and apologized sincerely, "I'm sorry that I didn't wake you up to take the medicine that day." He was obviously the older one, how could he make the mistake first.
"Don't be afraid." He hugged Shi Jin and patted him soothingly, "I'm fine now, don't be afraid." Shi
Jin was stunned, then suddenly stretched out his arms to hug him, buried his head and rubbed it hard on his shoulder, trying to say in a relaxed tone: "What are you talking about again... I don't blame you, it was obviously me who overslept that day."
Lian Jun touched the back of his head again and said: "I'm not a qualified lover, I'm sorry to make you worry." Shi Jin
felt that he was a little useless. He had lived for two lifetimes, but he suddenly wanted to cry because the person he liked said a few non-sentimental words. Was it because he suppressed it too much some time ago? He found reasons for himself, took a deep breath to adjust his mood, then stepped back, smiled and kissed Lian Jun on the cheek, and said, "If you must apologize, then I forgive you!"
Lian Jun touched the corners of his mouth that he tried to raise, and said nothing.
"So don't think too much, if you really feel sorry for me, then try to take care of your body and try to get better soon." Shi Jin held his hand, kissed his fingers that touched him, leaned over and rubbed his face happily, and sighed from the bottom of his heart, "It's great, you finally made it through, I feel like I can eat an extra bowl of rice today!"
Lian Jun tilted his head closer to him, his eyelids drooped slightly - why do you always say forgiveness so quickly...
"Idiot." Shi
Jin was stunned, frowned and wanted to step away, saying unhappily: "What did you just say? Why did I hear you scolding me?"
Lian Jun pressed his head back, sighed, and finally raised the corners of his mouth for the first time in a long time, saying: "Shi Jin, I won't teach you how to be a good deputy leader, because it's not necessary, but I will learn to rely on you, and I hope you can become more dependent on me. In the future, let's not hide each other and take risks, okay?"
Shi Jin's frown loosened, pursed his lips, reached out and hugged him back, and said: "Okay, I will tell you everything in the future... but you are not allowed to sleep so long again, you know, if you don't stare at me, I might mess around again."
"Yeah, I know." Lian Jun turned his head and kissed him, and said again, "I was wrong this time, I'm sorry."
Why keep apologizing, who is the idiot.
Shi Jin murmured in his heart, then kissed him with satisfaction, and smiled with crooked eyes.
His baby is really the best.
...
Shi Jin returned to his previous unstable appearance. Lian Jun didn't want him to care about work, so he stopped caring. Every day, he concentrated on arguing with Lian Jun about his three meals a day. Looking at the list given by Uncle Long, he tried his best to make Lian Jun drink more milk or eat more rice.
Lian Jun seemed to have let go of the heavy stone in his heart. His breath became relaxed and gentle. He began to follow the plan listed by Uncle Long to slowly recuperate his body and stopped playing radical games.
Uncle Long was very relieved about his self-awareness. After this voyage, Lian Jun's physical condition has been damaged. Although he is not in a coma, he sleeps a lot every day and has little energy. If he plays more aggressively, his body may collapse. He was originally worried about how to stop Lian Jun if he continued to mess around. Now that Lian Jun is willing to take it slow, he almost wakes up with laughter in his dreams.
In view of Lian Jun's active cooperation, Uncle Long chose to turn a blind eye to Lian Jun's behavior of handling work from time to time when he is awake, and then secretly went to Shi Jin to "complain" in the hope that Shi Jin could control Lian Jun.
Of course Shi Jin didn't want Lian Jun to start working again so soon, but...people who made mistakes were not qualified to point fingers. Faced with Lian Jun's insistent gaze, he could only compromise, and then settle for the next best thing and set Lian Jun's daily working hours, staring at Lian Jun firmly and not allowing him to work for one more second.
Fortunately, there are no big things on the road that require Lian Jun to be busy now. Gua Five and Gua Nine are keeping an eye on the waterway affairs, Zhang Zhuoyuan has Gua Three to contact him, Wumen and other organizations are busy dealing with the aftermath, and there is no time to worry about it, so Lian Jun only needs to follow up on the business integration. It is not too busy.
Everything is getting better. The outside world is facing various storms because of the waterway incident. Shi Jin, the planner of this incident, lives a leisurely life like a hermit under the intentional isolation of Lian Jun. His biggest worry every day is how to let Lian Jun rest more.
Time flies. A week later, Gua Yi and Gua Er came back after being punished. They didn't know what torture they suffered. When they came back, they all looked pale and had a strong fishy smell on their bodies. Shi Jin
saw their state and felt very guilty. He wanted to say something but hesitated.
"No, don't apologize, and don't ask us what we did. I just managed to hold back from vomiting." Gua Er stopped Shi Jin from saying anything and asked, "How is Jun Shao?"
Shi Jin's expression became better when Lian Jun was mentioned. He smiled and replied, "He can eat normally and is in much better spirits. Uncle Long said that if the toxin doesn't suddenly become active again, he can start rehabilitation in about a month." Rehabilitation
, doesn't that mean Jun Shao will stand up?
Gua Er's eyes lit up and he confirmed, "Is it the rehabilitation I know?"
Gua Yi also looked at Shi Jin, with a rare excitement on his face.
"Yes." Shi Jin nodded, and couldn't stop laughing when he mentioned this. "After the active period of the toxin is over, Lian Jun no longer feels pain in his legs when he walks. He is now sitting in a wheelchair only because his body is still very weak. After a while, when his body is better, he should be able to walk normally."
Gua Er shouted excitedly, and couldn't help but punch Gua Yi hard.
Gua Yi's face turned black after being punched, and he frowned and rubbed his shoulders. He punched him back without giving in, then looked at Shi Jin, with a smile on his face, and said: "Thank you, thank you."
"No." Shi Jin replied, suddenly feeling a sense of sweetness after suffering, "Thank you to everyone."
...
After Gua Yi and Gua Er came back, Lian Jun had less work to deal with, and he was finally able to rest in peace. Shi Jin was very happy and clung to Lian Jun even more, trying to coax him to eat more and carefully watching every aspect of his treatment.
In late April, after the game between all parties, the result of the handling of the channel incident came out - all organizations suspected of attacking Shi Jin were removed from the list and entered the elimination process; the next six months entered a warning period, and if any organization was found to disregard the binding treaty and fire at inappropriate places without regard for the consequences, the authorities would directly deal with it by force.
This was the first time since the relationship between the authorities and violent organizations eased that the authorities handled the problem with such a tough attitude, and the leaders of all organizations smelled something bad - this channel incident almost caused diplomatic problems, and the authorities might have a trick up their sleeves with such a good knife.
As expected, not long after the results were announced, Zhang Zhuoyuan used this incident as an excuse to prevent similar incidents from happening again and demanded that all legally listed organizations accept official inspections. The leaders of the major organizations complained bitterly, and they wanted to confront them but no one was there to help. They simply hated those organizations that caused the trouble and the people behind them.
As a person related to the channel incident, Mie was naturally "taken care of" by the official. Gua Er flipped through the "condolence" document that Zhang Zhuoyuan sent on the opportunity, and said with a sneer: "This Zhang Zhuoyuan really only remembers to eat and not to be beaten. He actually wants to use this as an excuse to find out the movements of Mie's assets. He's dreaming." Shi Jin
frowned when he heard this and asked: "Is it easy to handle?"
"Easy to handle." Gua Er replied with a sarcastic smile, "Zhang Zhuoyuan probably forgot what his position is now."
...
After dinner, Gua Er reported to Lian Junhui about Zhang Zhuoyuan's attempt to send someone to "inspect" Mie's internal affairs.
Lian Jun's eyes turned cold after hearing this. He took out his cell phone and called Zhang Zhuoyuan. He said straight to the point, "I'm sorry, I don't accept this 'inspection'."
Zhang Zhuoyuan knew it was not good as soon as he saw him calling. Hearing this, he said, "This is a task issued by the higher-ups. All organizations must accept the inspection. I can't make an exception for Mie."
"I don't want to hear your excuses." Lian Jun's tone was cold, and every sentence was on the verge of breaking up. "Director Zhang, this time Shi Jin has won such a big advantage for you. I don't expect you to be grateful, but I hope you won't repay kindness with grievances. I can tell you the truth. Mie has indeed used Ruixing to transfer some of the industries that have been completely transformed and whitewashed. Those are the future guarantees I gave to Shi Jin, and I don't want you to touch them. If you insist on making this little calculation, then if you don't give me a way out, I can only go and kill myself immediately." After saying that, he hung up the phone directly.
Zhang Zhuoyuan was slapped in the face, looked at his phone with a pale face, and rubbed his forehead with a headache.
...
Three days later, Zhang Zhuoyuan sent a message saying that the higher-ups had decided to cancel the inspection of Mie. Lian Jun finally calmed down and took the initiative to call Zhang Zhuoyuan and said a few soothing words.
At the end of April, Uncle Long and Shao Jianping found Lian Jun together and said, "The treatment is about to enter the next stage. There is no suitable equipment on the island, so we must leave."
Lian Jun looked sideways at Shi Jin, who was nestled in the corner of the study and was painfully taking extra classes with Mr. Feng. He nodded and said, "Then arrange it as soon as possible, don't worry about me."
In early May, everyone boarded the plane back to City B.
After arriving in City B, everyone did not return to the club, but went straight to the sanatorium in the university town - if there were no accidents, Lian Jun's next treatment would be completed here.
Long-distance flights are too exhausting, and Lian Jun fell asleep as soon as he arrived at the nursing home. After Shi Jin settled him down, he walked out of the building where the ward was located, sat on the flowerbed outside, looked at the unknown flowers blooming brilliantly in the flowerbed, and asked without turning his head: "Fifth brother, do you have something to tell me?"
Li Jiuzheng walked out from behind the flowerbed, sat next to him, and said: "Xiao Jin, I have to go back to the hospital. There is a critically ill patient there, and I have to go see him." Shi Jin
looked at him sideways and asked: "Are you leaving now?"
"Well, the car that picked me up is parked at the university next door." Li Jiuzheng replied, clenched his palms, mustered up the courage to turn his head, met his eyes, and asked, "When I'm done, can I come to see you again?" Shi Jin
carefully studied his expression, then looked deeply into his eyes, until he was sure that he could no longer see any shadow of the past "Dr. Li" on this face. Then he smiled and nodded, and replied, "Of course, next time you come to see me, remember to bring me Chengdu's specialties."
Li Jiuzheng's expression brightened up little by little, visibly, and he pursed his lips and smiled slightly. He responded happily, and then asked tentatively, "Then can I hug you?" Shi Jin
took the initiative to lean over and hug him, patting his back gently.
Li Jiuzheng immediately hugged him back, took a good feel of his breath, then restrained himself from letting go, stood up reluctantly, took out his luggage from behind the flowerbed, and said, "Then... I'm leaving."
"Goodbye, Fifth Brother." Shi Jin smiled and waved his hand.
Seeing that he didn't offer to see him off like he did to Fei Yujing, Li Jiuzheng's eyes dimmed for a moment, but he quickly regained his spirits, smiled and waved to Shi Jin, picked up his luggage and turned to walk out - at least when leaving, he had to act like a brother and not be too out of control.
"Fifth Brother." Shi Jin suddenly called him.
Li Jiuzheng immediately turned around and looked at him, his eyes full of expectation: "What's wrong?"
"When you rushed over on the boat, what did you want to do?" Shi Jin asked with a serious expression.
Li Jiuzheng was stunned for a moment, opened his mouth, but didn't say anything.
"Fifth brother, I want to know why." Shi Jin emphasized.
Li Jiuzheng met his gaze, was silent for a long time, and said: "I am a doctor, if... maybe I can save you, no, I can definitely save you, I must save you."
[I won't let you die, and you will never think about dying. ]
Shi Jin suddenly remembered this sentence that Li Jiuzheng had said in the original owner's memory. If we understand this sentence from another level, isn't it what Li Jiuzheng is saying now-I can definitely save you.
I will save you and give you everything I have to save you, so please don't die, please.
He seemed to hear the painful plea of Li Jiuzheng who was in despair in his previous life, trapped in his heart.
...Forget it. Whether it's self-deception or excessive brain filling, forget it.
"Fifth brother, I forgive you." He smiled at Li Jiuzheng and finally said these words frankly without any grudge, "I forgive you for wanting to kill me. I am not afraid of you anymore, and I don't blame you anymore, so let's celebrate the New Year together next year. You don't have a mother, and I don't have a mother either. It's just right for us to be together."
Li Jiuzheng looked at him in a daze, his eyes turning red little by little. Suddenly, he lowered his head and rubbed his eyes hard, and said, "Thank you... Thank you, Xiaojin, I'm sorry... I, I will come to see you, next year... Not only for the New Year, I will also come to celebrate your birthday next year, and for many years to come... I'm sorry, I..."
He suddenly stopped talking, turned around, and quickened his pace to leave here.
Shi Jin did not chase him. He sat there and watched him disappear behind the shadows of trees and flowers. He looked up at the sky, took a deep breath, and exhaled lightly. He sat up, patted the dust off his butt, turned around and trotted back to Lian Jun's ward. After making sure that Lian Jun was still asleep, he took off his coat and shoes, carefully lifted Lian Jun's quilt, and squeezed in.
"Where have you been? It smells like pollen." Lian Jun suddenly opened his eyes and reached out to hug him. Shi Jin
froze, lowered his head and smothered himself in his arms, not letting him see his face.
"You only come to me to act coquettishly at times like this." Lian Jun held the back of his head and rubbed it gently, then lowered his head and kissed the top of his head, "Go to sleep. If you can't bear to leave him, we can ask him out to play next time." Shi Jin
hugged his waist tightly, smelled his scent, and said nothing.
Xiao Si suddenly said, "Jin Jin, your progress bar has dropped to 40." Shi
Jin's heart trembled, and he quickly closed his eyes, feeling the body temperature coming from Lian Jun, and letting himself fall asleep in this warm afternoon.
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