Shi Jin suddenly had a strange impulse in his heart. He leaned closer to Fei Yujing and asked for confirmation: "Don't you want me to be too polite to you?"
Fei Yujing actually didn't like to get so close to people, but when he found that Shi Jin's mood seemed to have subtly improved, he wanted Shi Jin to get closer.
"Yes, Xiao Jin, I am also your brother." He answered gently.
Yes, you are also my brother.
Afraid of becoming the only "polite friend", anxious about not being able to get closer, so stupid, and so helpless, only his brother.
Shi Jin no longer restrained his thoughts and suddenly reached out to hold Fei Yujing's face.
Fei Yujing was stunned, then frowned, wanted to lean back but restrained himself, his body stiff, and asked: "What's wrong?" Shi
Jin looked at him steadily, and suddenly rubbed his face hard, asking: "Are
you angry?" "Wait... Xiao Jin, let go first." Fei Yujing had never been "offended" like this before, and hurriedly raised his hand to pull his hand. Shi
Jin flexibly dodged, put his hand on his head again, rubbed his hair wildly, and asked: "Are you angry?"
When had the always calm and self-controlled lawyer Fei been so fierce? He hurriedly raised his hand to hold Shi Jin's arm and asked: "Xiao Jin, what's wrong with you? Don't play a prank." Shi
Jin didn't say anything, relying on his good skills, rubbed his hair, pinched his ears, pulled arrogantly, and even wanted to pinch his nose.
"Xiao...Xiao Jin!" Fei Yujing raised his voice and finally grabbed his hand, frowning and looking at him. His hair was messy and his face was a little red from being rubbed. It was probably because of the wound he got during the struggle. His forehead was a little sweaty. In short,
he looked very fierce. Shi Jin was held by him obediently. He looked at him carefully and asked, "Are you angry? Are you tired of me?"
Fei Yujing looked at him in complete confusion and said, "Xiao Jin, what's wrong with you--"
Click.
Shi Jin suddenly broke away from his hand, took out his mobile phone and took a picture of him.
"I want to spread this photo to everyone in the world." Shi Jin said seriously.
Fei Yujing finally couldn't help it and asked uncertainly: "Xiao Jin, what are you doing? Do you... do you hate me? Are you teasing me?"
"I don't hate you." Shi Jin put the phone back in his pocket and said, "I am not so polite to you, even bullying you, do you hate it?"
Fei Yujing was stunned, took a look at the phone in his hand, and said, "Not so polite..."
"You are really not a robot." Shi Jin moved closer to him, looked at his face carefully, and suddenly reached out, pinched his ear again, and pulled it out.
How wonderful, the always strong and rational Fei Yujing, unexpectedly, was so flattened by someone, but he didn't get angry. He was indeed too polite to Fei Yujing before, no, it can even be said that he used to label and deify Fei Yujing too much.
This man was indeed rational, but not as cold-blooded as he imagined.
"Politeness and distance are often caused by not knowing the other person well or being afraid of someone. I am bullying you now to get closer to you and eliminate the sense of distance." Shi Jin said seriously, with a sincere expression and tone. "Second brother, you were too high and unapproachable in my heart before. We need a little intimacy."
Is that right?
Fei Yujing stopped pulling his hand, trying to understand his logic, and asked: "Do you feel happy doing this?"
"Happy." Shi Jin nodded.
Fei Yujing stopped talking, trying to suppress his discomfort and trying to enjoy his "closeness".
Seeing his serious look, Shi Jin couldn't help laughing. As he laughed, he felt a little sad. He looked at the distance between them that was close enough to be described as intimate, let go of his ear, and said, "That's good... You are not a real robot. Many of the things I want are possible to get." No, it should be said that some of them have already been obtained.
The Fei Yujing, who he thought was high above him, was actually always on an equal footing with him.
Although Fei Yujing couldn't quite understand what Shi Jin said, he could feel his emotions. Listening to Shi Jin's murmurs of relief and satisfaction, he felt a sudden pang in his heart. He tentatively raised his hand to touch Shi Jin's head and said, "I'm not a robot... I don't understand why, but I didn't get angry when you weren't so polite to me just now. Xiao Jin, I want to be close to you, too."
"...I know." Shi Jin replied, lowering his head to let him touch him, feeling his unskilled soothing and concern for a while, then suddenly raised his head and said to him, "Second brother, if you're afraid that I'm on guard against you, just come over and break my defense. I just told you what I want."
Fei Yujing actually didn't quite know how to break Shi Jin's defense, otherwise he wouldn't have made Shi Jin angry before. He looked at Shi Jin's trust and closeness to him, and was afraid that he would say something wrong again and ruin the warm atmosphere between the two of them. After weighing it, he said in a proper manner: "You said you wanted me to care about you, and I will do it." Shi
Jin saw through his confusion and cautiousness hidden under his calmness and stability. He felt a little helpless, and also a little soft-hearted as he finally saw through Fei Yujing's true nature. He resigned himself to giving up this more "conscious flow" communication, stood up and retreated to a position three steps away from the bed, and said to Fei Yujing, "Second brother, let's have a brotherly hug."
Fei Yujing: "...Ah?"
"I hope you will take the initiative to come over." Shi Jin asked.
Fei Yujing looked at Shi Jin and did not move. It's not that he doesn't want to have a hug with Shi Jin to make peace with the past, but... he felt the touch of being kneaded on his ear, which seemed to still remain, and he felt a little uncomfortable.
If he moved closer now, would Shi Jin knead him again? He always felt that... it would be very challenging in his heart. But he couldn't help but go. This was Shi Jin's way of expressing closeness. Shi Jin tried so hard to eliminate the sense of distance between the two of them. If he didn't respond, it would be too hurtful.
"If you don't come, then I have to leave." Shi Jin suddenly took a step back and headed towards the door of the ward.
"Wait." Fei Yujing instinctively stopped him. He didn't care about thinking about those messes anymore. He threw off the quilt and got out of bed, and took a step closer to Shi Jin.
Shi Jin stopped moving back and stood there looking at him, his hands hanging at his sides, with no intention of raising his arms to greet the hug.
Fei Yujing looked at him like this, and suddenly remembered how he took the initiative and was friendly when he hugged his other brothers. He frowned slightly, and without thinking any more, he walked towards him and opened his arms.
Forget it, just rub it, you will get used to it.
The distance between the two was not far to begin with, and Fei Yujing had long legs, so after only two steps, he had already stopped in front of Shi Jin. He lowered his eyes to look at Shi Jin's face, and after a slight pause, he slowly leaned over, awkwardly and awkwardly wrapped his arms around Shi Jin's body, and hugged him gently.
This was a hug with a slight sense of distance, and the two were only touching above the shoulders. One of them didn't even react at all, standing straight with his arms hanging down, with no intention of responding.
In Fei Yujing's imagination, this hug that Shi Jin took the initiative to ask for should be intimate and full of reconciliation. But when Fei Yujing hugged Shi Jin, he felt that the distance between the two was not shortened by this hug. He smelled Shi Jin's scent and felt his body temperature. After a brief excitement, his heart slowly calmed down.
Shi Jin...didn't hug him back. This was a one-sided hug, completely different from the hugs Shi Jin gave to other brothers. He was different from the other brothers.
He lowered his eyes, his body hesitated, and slowly let go of Shi Jin.
Shi Jin suddenly spoke and asked, "Second brother, what are you thinking about now?"
Fei Yujing paused, thinking that he wanted to change the topic, and quickly calmed down his emotions. He stood up and replied, "Nothing, it's late, you should--" Shi
Jin suddenly leaned over, took the initiative to hug him, and rested his head on his shoulder.
Fei Yujing's body froze, and his eyes widened slightly.
"Brother, if you were depressed because I didn't hug you back, or if you were happy because I took the initiative at this time, then I would be very satisfied."
The warm breath sprayed on his neck, and the soft hair brushed against his earlobes. Fei Yujing's heartbeat accelerated instantly. After a brief stiffness, he instinctively raised his hands and hugged Shi Jin back, saying, "Yes, I have everything you said."
Although he could never keep up with Shi Jin's thoughts and couldn't understand what he was thinking, he had learned one thing now - when Shi Jin asked him about his emotions, he should tell Shi Jin what he was thinking honestly. His younger brother liked to hear these things very much.
This was the only thing he was sure of now, which could instantly bring the two closer.
They both fell silent and hugged each other quietly.
This was the first time that Fei Yujing had such an intimate hug with someone. He frowned and carefully analyzed his feelings at the moment, remembering bit by bit the touch of his chest pressed against someone's, his arms locked around each other's body, and a sense of satisfaction emerged in his mind.
It turned out that a hug with a response was like this, and it turned out that a close hug was like this. It was indeed as appropriate as he imagined.
Shi Jin noticed the strength of his arm, curled his lips in a relaxed manner, patted his back, and said, "Second brother, that's it. I hope you will always want me to respond to your hug and continue to get along with me. In the past, our relationship was like the first hug. You hugged me but didn't want me to respond. I didn't feel warm in this hug, but felt constrained, and you felt that I was not intimate enough to you. , and you feel that I am on guard against you. But if you want my response, I may not be used to it at first, but in the end, it will definitely end up like this with us hugging each other. Second brother, if you want to build a healthy relationship, there must be give and take, and communication is also indispensable. One-sided efforts and self-satisfaction are the most undesirable."
Fei Yujing vaguely understood what he meant and looked at him sideways.
"It doesn't matter if you can't understand my thoughts, and it doesn't matter if you don't understand what I say, you just need to remember this hug." Shi Jin let go of him and gave him a relaxing smile, "Try hard, and the next time you have this feeling of wanting me to respond to your hug, don't digest it with your mind, tell me, and I will respond to you. Second brother, remember your mood at this moment, and please need me badly in this sense."
Wow.
It was like the barrier that had been shrouded in front of him was torn apart. Fei Yujing finally understood what Shi Jin wanted. It was just a hug with interaction. It was such a simple thing. But even such a simple thing, he never gave it to Shi Jin. No, it should be said that he never thought of asking Shi Jin for it.
He would only stand in his own safe territory, saying nothing, guarding his heart tightly, and then hoping that Shi Jin would come over on his own initiative.
"I'm sorry." He finally understood what an arrogant and cruel thing he had done to Shi Jin. Looking at Shi Jin's smiling face, he couldn't help but reach out and pull him into his arms. "Thank you." Thank you for being willing to teach him these patiently even now.
...
Rong Zhouzhong woke up from a nap and was horrified to find that Shi Jin, who was sleeping in the room next to him, was gone. He hurriedly got up and rushed to the hospital, and then he was even more shocked to find that Shi Jin was sleeping in Fei Yujing's ward.
"What did you do to Xiao Jin?" He stood in front of the accompanying bed, looking at Fei Yujing leaning on the bed with fear and caution, as if he was looking at the big bad wolf coveting Little Red Riding Hood.
Fei Yujing turned a page of the document and said without raising his head: "Speak softly, don't wake Xiao Jin."
Rong Zhouzhong glared at him, then turned around and looked at Shi Jin, who was sleeping with messy hair on the accompanying bed. His expression became a little weird, and he suddenly took out his mobile phone secretly.
"Third brother." Fei Yujing warned.
"Look at your documents, workaholic!" Rong Zhouzhong hit back his warning, turned on the camera of his mobile phone, aimed it at Shi Jin's face, found an angle with the best light, and slowly pressed the camera button.
Click.
Shi Jin was startled by the action of being photographed and opened his eyes.
Rong Zhouzhong froze, his hand slipped, and the phone hit Shi Jin's face with a snap.
"Ouch!" Shi Jin's nose was hit directly, and he immediately turned his head to cover his face in pain, with a painful expression.
Rong Zhouzhong was greatly shocked, and hurriedly leaned over to look at him, and said anxiously: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry! Where did you hit? Don't cover it, let me see! Are you bleeding from the nose, let me see."
Shi Jin rubbed his nose while inhaling, looked at Rong Zhouzhong, gritted his teeth and called: "Third brother."
Rong Zhouzhong looked at the red nose, and couldn't help but curled up the corners of his mouth slightly: "Xiao Jin, you... cough, are you okay?"
"Do I look like I'm okay." Shi Jin's tone was grim, and he suddenly jumped up, rushed over to strangle him, grabbed his face and pulled it hard, gritted his teeth and said, "You just smiled, right? You see you smiled. The person who did something wrong actually has the nerve to smile, die!"
"No, I didn't..." Rong Zhouzhong struggled, raised his hand to press his face and pushed him out, turned his head to avoid his hand, "Don't hit me in the face, I still have to film, Xiaojin, calm down!"
"I can't calm down!" Shi Jin pushed him to the bed, and also reached for his phone, "You voyeur, take a picture of me, right? Wait, I want to take a picture too--"
Click, click, click.
The sound of taking pictures rang out, and the two people who were noisy together were both stunned and turned their heads to look at the place where the sound of taking pictures came from.
Fei Yujing handed the phone to Shi Jin and said, "Here, I took the photo for you." Then he stepped forward, tore Rong Zhouzhong from Shi Jin's hand and threw him away, then leaned over to hug Shi Jin and said, "Good morning."
Shi Jin was stunned by the hug.
Rong Zhouzhong's eyes widened, looking at Fei Yujing hugging Shi Jin, his expression was as if he saw the end of the world.
"Um... Good morning, second brother." Shi Jin came back to his senses and responded to Fei Yujing's good morning greeting. He felt a little embarrassed for some reason - he felt that Fei Yujing had become much more friendly. But he quickly suppressed his embarrassment, tried to push him away as if nothing had happened, and asked, "How is the wound on your chest, does it still hurt?"
"A little bit." Fei Yujing replied, raised his hand and touched his nose, and asked, "Does it hurt?" Shi Jin
shook his head, coughed softly, and tried to calm himself down, and replied, "It doesn't hurt much, Third Brother's mobile phone is lighter... Well, I'll go wash up, and have breakfast together later."
"Well, go ahead." Fei Yujing helped him straighten the collar of his pajamas and watched him go to the bathroom. Shi Jin
went into the bathroom, and when he passed by Rong Zhouzhong, he didn't even look at him, as if he had forgotten his existence.
Rong Zhouzhong couldn't believe it, he was dumbfounded. After the bathroom door was closed, he turned his head back to look at Fei Yujing, rushed over and put his hand on his forehead, frowned and said: "Are you possessed? Are you possessed by a ghost? Such a disgusting smile can be hung on this coffin face, damn, my hair is standing on end. Who are you? You are not Fei Yujing! Definitely not!"
Fei Yujing's slightly raised mouth corners flattened in a second, looked at him lightly, threw away his hand, and said: "You are very annoying, go back to film."
It was still a familiar formula!
Rong Zhouzhong immediately determined that he was not possessed, took back his hand and looked him up and down, then looked back at the bathroom door, crossed his arms and said: "What did you do to Xiaojin, why did the atmosphere change so much?"
"We had a friendly and in-depth conversation last night and got to know each other's ideas." Fei Yujing leaned back on the bed and picked up the file again. "Xiao Jin said he wanted me to pay attention to him, and I decided to follow his will."
Rong Zhouzhong's expression twisted instantly, and he rushed to him and grabbed his collar: "What did you say? Xiao Jin said he wanted you to pay attention to him? Xiao Jin said? He wants? Are you sure that this is what Xiao Jin said to you, and you are not daydreaming?"
Fei Yujing smiled and said, "I never daydream." Rong
Zhouzhong was so amused by his laughter that he had a myocardial infarction. Thinking of Xiao Jin's disregard for him just now, he couldn't help but scold: "Did you deliberately divert Xiao Jin's attention just now? You are despicable!"
"Thank you for giving me this despicable opportunity." Fei Yujing raised his hand and patted his shoulder, his sincerity was hateful, "You said something to Xiaojin yesterday, and he suddenly took the initiative to take a big step towards me. I am very happy, thank you for helping me."
Rong Zhouzhong took a breath and stretched out his hand to strangle him: "...I want to kill you!"
"Thank you." Fei Yujing was still thanking him.
Rong Zhouzhong really wanted to kill him. His fingers moved and he looked back at the bathroom door. Finally, he reluctantly withdrew his hand and looked at Fei Yujing with a frown. He scratched his hair a little irritably, dragged a chair and sat down, and said, "Second brother, I hope you don't take Xiaojin's initiative for granted. He let go of a lot and gave up a lot to stand in front of us again. When he reconciled with me last year, there was a moment when I almost thought he had gone crazy... Anyway, don't abandon him again."
Fei Yujing's expression was restrained, and he asked, "Even you think I will abandon Xiaojin again?"
"How else can you feel? You're involved in everything, but you're just wandering around, like an NPC playing a role-playing game with us." Rong Zhouzhong frowned and muttered, looking at him with disdain, got up and walked to the accompanying bed, picked up his mobile phone, and waved it gently at him, "I just hope that Xiaojin can sleep like he did just now, peacefully and sweetly, without dreaming, and even if he does, there won't be us in the past in his dreams." Hearing this,
Fei Yujing looked at the bed where Shi Jin had slept, and lowered his eyes when he remembered that Shi Jin's sleep was obviously not very peaceful in the second half of the night.
...
After breakfast, Rong Zhouzhong said goodbye - he had been on duty for too long and had to go back to catch up on filming.
Shi Jin sent him to the airport, and before getting off the car, he carefully put on a mask and sunglasses.
"What are you doing?" Rong Zhouzhong raised his hand and pulled the sunglasses he gave him on his nose, asking in confusion. Shi Jin
quickly put the sunglasses back on and explained, "Second brother's accident this time was entirely caused by me. Now those bad guys are likely to be watching me. We'd better be careful not to let others find out about the relationship, so as not to implicate you again."
"I don't care about these." Rong Zhouzhong actually laughed when he heard this, reached out and took off the sunglasses on his face, and rubbed his head, "If those people dare to come, I will let all the front pages of the online news be printed with their photos and information, exposing them to the whole world."
Shi Jin frowned and said, "Third brother, I'm not kidding, those people are very dangerous."
"I'm not joking either. I'm also very dangerous." Rong Zhouzhong raised his chin and suddenly became cocky. "I have more than just acting skills and influence. I can control more things than you can imagine. Xiaojin, we are a family. Please rely on me more." Shi Jin
was stunned: "What?"
"What you ask of your second brother is also what I ask of you." Rong Zhouzhong pinched his face and changed to a serious tone. "I can do more than just quarrel with you and entertain you. I also want to help you. I can help you too."
"Third brother..."
"Sit in the car." Rong Zhouzhong took off the sunglasses from his face and put them on his own face, pushed open the car door, stepped out of the car with his long legs, turned around and held the car door, and said to him, "This one is worn out by me. I will buy you a new one next time and contact you later." After saying that, he closed the door, turned around and walked towards the airport with his long legs in a particularly chic and handsome manner.
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