Shi Jin woke up in a dark room. He opened his eyes hard and found that his eye sockets were very sore. He wanted to move his body, but his limbs were too soft to use any strength.
There was no smell of disinfectant in the air, but instead there was a light scent of shower gel.
He blinked, trying to adapt his eyes to the dark environment. He turned his head to look around and confirm where he was. As a result, as soon as he turned his head, a face that couldn't be more familiar appeared in front of him.
Lian Jun? !
His eyes widened, and the movement of turning his head froze. It took him a long time to digest the fact that Lian Jun and he were lying on the same bed. He kept twisting his neck to look at Lian Jun, and poked Xiao Si in his heart: "What's going on? Why is Lian Jun lying with me? Where are we now?"
Xiao Si's voice was light and greasy, and he replied happily: "You are on the boat, this is the baby's bedroom, don't you recognize it, you have slept for half a night and a day, and it has been the baby who has been taking care of you, Jin Jin, you have to get better soon, the baby is worried about you~" Shi
Jin was stimulated by Xiao Si's greasy tone and his body had a little strength. He looked at Lian Jun's face carefully again, He could vaguely see a layer of shadow under Lian Jun's eyes. He remembered that before he fell asleep, Lian Jun was sweating in pain, but he insisted on coming down to pick up the baby himself. His heart softened. He couldn't help but carefully move his soft body, turned over and lay on his side to look at Lian Jun. His eyes slid from his hair to his chin, and he felt strangely satisfied.
"Your baby is really good-looking..." He couldn't help but sigh in his heart.
Xiaosi corrected him seriously and sweetly: "It's not from my family, it's our baby."
Our family... Shi
Jin paused, chewing on the word, and a smile appeared on his face unconsciously, but he froze in the middle of the smile, raised his hand and touched the corners of his raised mouth, and was stunned for a long time. His eyes became complicated, looking at Lian Jun's sleeping face, closed his eyes and rubbed his face with the quilt.
"Jinjin, what's wrong with you, are you feeling uncomfortable?" Xiaosi's high spirits immediately fell back when he saw this, and he asked worriedly.
Shi Jin shook his head, pulled the quilt down, and was silent for a long time before saying, "What if I didn't save Long Shi yesterday, then I, who provoked Zuo Yang to throw Long Shi into the sea, would be a murderer, wouldn't I?"
Xiao Si was stuck for a moment, groaning for a long time before replying unconvincingly, "But didn't you save Long Shi? Don't think too much, Jin Jin, you've done a great job. If Long Shi stayed in Zuo Yang's hands, he would definitely be in danger."
"But Long Shi's death at Zuo Yang's hands is not the same as his death at my instigation." Shi Jin sighed deeply, looked at his hands, and continued, "Yesterday, without even thinking about it, I did something to provoke Zuo Yang to throw Long Shi into the sea. At that time, I was not 100% sure that I could save Long Shi, but I did it anyway, without hesitation, because my instinct told me that if we had left like that, the mother copy might never be retrieved."
"Jin Jin..." Xiao Si couldn't help but call him, trying to stop him from continuing.
Shi Jin was unwilling to let this go. His lowered eyes were clear and full of self-reflection: "When I was in the police academy, my instructor told me that although I was capable, I was too unstable and not suitable for this job. I argued back, saying that police officers are just ordinary people and you can't expect all trainees to be stable. Later, I joined the police force. In the whole district, I was still the one who looked the least like a police officer. My colleagues and superiors all said that I had chosen the wrong job, but I I don't think so. I think I'm doing a pretty good job as a police officer... But now I have to admit that I did make a mistake and I'm sorry for the oath I swore. Long Shi is indeed bad, but I shouldn't have gambled his life on a plan that can't guarantee 100% success. Xiao Si, the worst thing a police officer should do is to despise life. This is the bottom line and it can't be touched. I was ridiculously wrong this time."
Xiao Si was almost crying because of what he said, and said palely: "Jin Jin, it's not your fault..."
"How can I not blame you? I dare not even think about what kind of mental state I would be in if Long Shi had not been rescued." Shi Jin raised his hand to wipe his face, a trace of fatigue between his brows. "To be honest, I don't regret doing that yesterday. It's just that when I think about it now, I feel like I was simply crazy at the time... Xiao Si, I'm not saying this to dwell on the past and make you worry about it with me. It's not that I can't admit my mistakes... I just suddenly realized that in my heart, Lian Jun's life and death have become more important than my principles and bottom line... Xiao Si, is this world really just a book?"
Xiao Si remained silent and did not give an answer.
Shi Jin smiled bitterly and looked at Lian Jun's sleeping face. He couldn't help but lean towards him and even raised his hand to touch his face. After confirming that the person lying in front of him was indeed a living person with warmth, he changed the way he asked: "Then Xiao Si, tell me, does Lian Jun really exist? Is he really just a few lines of ink writing in a book? No, it doesn't seem right. To be precise, in the original plot, Lian Jun doesn't exist at all... Xiao Si, is he real?"
"He is real." Xiao Si gave the answer this time, very affirmatively, "Jinjin, you will live well with the baby, I promise." "
...Then that's enough." Shi Jin sighed and touched Lian Jun's face again. Just as he was about to withdraw his hand, the person in front of him who had his eyes closed suddenly opened his eyes.
It only took Lian Jun a few seconds to change his eyes from hazy to clear. He blinked, his long eyelashes forming a beautiful arc. His voice was a little lazy and hoarse, and he called softly, "Shi Jin?" Shi Jin
froze, and the rare sentimentality in his mind flew away all at once. He looked at his hand still on Lian Jun's face, and then at the distance between them. He remembered his obvious body movement leaning towards Lian Jun, and his mind was stuck.
There is nothing more embarrassing than taking advantage of someone and being caught on the spot.
"Uh, my..." He tried to explain, but found that unlike talking in his mind, his voice in reality was very hoarse, and the sound was like a stone scraping across concrete. Not only was it unpleasant, but it was also very harsh. He was so scared that he shut his mouth immediately, and hurriedly began to retract his hand on Lian Jun's face.
But Lian Jun quickly raised his hand to hold down his hand on his face, and then naturally leaned close to him and put his forehead against his forehead.
Shi Jin became even more stiff, holding his breath unconsciously, looking at Lian Jun's face so close, smelling Lian Jun's breath, and suddenly his mind flashed through the conclusion he had just reached in his heart - the life and death of the person in front of him has become more important than his principles and bottom line.
For this person, he did something he would never have done before. Even after realizing this, although he reflected on himself, he did not regret it too much.
If he were given another chance, he would probably still choose to use Long Shi's life to gamble on a chance for Lian Jun to recover.
I am a selfish and despicable person... He thought so, and the other hand under him couldn't help but reach out, groping and hugging the waist of the person in front of him, tightly, and lowered his head to bury it in the other's chest.
Something was definitely wrong. Yesterday, after listening to Long Shi's story, he felt pain and cold, but he was full of heartache for the past Lian Jun. He wanted to hug the present Lian Jun to comfort him. Something had changed, and it could never go back.
Lian Jun was stunned by the hug, and then he hugged him back naturally, touched his back, and asked, "Are you feeling uncomfortable? Uncle Long said that although the fever has subsided, your muscles are all strained to varying degrees, and you need to rest for a while."
How gentle, she didn't even push away this hooligan who took advantage of him.
Shi Jin felt that he was probably finished, shook his head, hugged him tighter, and forced himself to fall asleep again in his arms.
Just think of it as a dream.
"Good night." He whispered, with a hint of self-deception.
Lian Jun paused while touching his back, looked down at his head buried in his arms, lowered his head and rubbed his head with his chin, and replied in a gentle voice: "Good night... get well soon."
...
When he woke up, the cruel reality hit him. Shi Jin was paralyzed in bed, thirsty, hungry, and wanted to go to the toilet. He was in pain all over his body, and he felt like he had no desire to live.
"Your baby is so cruel that he left me, a patient, alone in the room." He complained sadly, with tears in his eyes.
Xiao Si defended himself aggrievedly: "Baby just went out to talk to Uncle Long and was away for less than a minute." Shi Jin
hit the pillow with the back of his head, feeling uncomfortable: "I want to go to the toilet!"
Xiao Si wanted to cry: "Then you go."
"I can't sit up! I'm paralyzed!" Shi Jin continued to hit the pillow with the back of his head.
Xiao Si suggested: "Just call him baby and let him help you!"
"How can I do that?" Shi Jin shouted in his heart, his voice was as strange as a chicken with its neck pinched. "Tell me about your baby's face, hands, eyes, they are so beautiful! Can you bear to let him help me go to the toilet! Can you bear it! Can you bear to let his beautiful eyes see my...my place!"
Xiao Si felt a headache and was happy at the same time. His mood was very complicated. He shouted in a broken voice: "How can I bear it! Just call him baby, call him! Baby loves you so much, he won't dislike you!" Baby might be happy to see your little Jin Jin!
“I can’t bear it!” Shi Jin yelled back. He heard the door closing and the wheelchair sliding. His energy to yell at Xiao Si quickly disappeared. He looked at the ceiling with a calm expression, saying “I’m not in a hurry to pee, not at all.”
Lian Jun slid his wheelchair to the bedside and looked at Shi Jin without saying a word.
Shi Jin’s eyes began to roll. He wanted to look at Lian Jun, but he felt a little embarrassed for some reason. In addition, he was holding his pee so tightly that a very distorted expression slowly appeared on his face. It
was particularly ugly.
Lian Jun admired Shi Jin’s now very ugly face for a while, then stood up holding the wheelchair armrests, walked forward and lifted Shi Jin’s quilt, bent down, put one hand into the gap between Shi Jin’s neck and the pillow, and held his shoulders, and put the other hand under his legs. Shi Jin
was startled and quickly stretched out his hand to stop him: "No, I don't want to be carried like a princess!" That would be too embarrassing!
"You're too heavy, I can't carry you." Lian Jun spoke very honestly. As he spoke, he lifted his body slightly, helped him sit up, and then gestured to the wheelchair, "Let's use that one." Shi Jin's
expression froze and he became honest - it turned out that he was sitting in a wheelchair... Suddenly he was a little disappointed.
Lian Jun pushed Shi Jin to the bathroom, then opened the toilet lid, helped Shi Jin up, and faced the toilet. Shi
Jin was very weak from holding his urine, but he forced himself not to move.
Lian Jun gently touched his lower back and coaxed him: "Don't hold it in, pee, I won't look at you." After that, he turned his head to look at the bathroom door, and really didn't look at Shi Jin.
Shi Jin never thought that he would hear the words "pee" from Lian Jun one day. He suddenly felt mixed emotions in his heart. He knew that he had no face this time. He struggled desperately: "Can you go out? I can do it myself."
"You can't stand alone." Lian Jun ruthlessly refused. Shi
Jin felt his soft body and sadly found that Lian Jun was telling the truth. He raised his hand to his belt and struggled again and again, but couldn't help but said: "Then can you cover your ears?"
"I changed your pajamas, including your underwear." Lian Jun ruthlessly revealed a fact that Shi Jin had suspected before.
Oh my god.
Shi Jin really couldn't hold it anymore. He gritted his teeth, untied his belt, and pulled it down!
Blah la la... la la... la la...
time seemed to become especially long, and when everything was over, when Shi Jin had washed his hands and was pushed out of the bathroom by Lian Jun, Shi Jin no longer knew what day it was. The only thought in his mind was to die.
"Uncle Long will come to check on you in a while. You can eat only after the checkup. Just be patient." Lian Jun helped Shi Jin lie back on the bed. Instead of sitting back in the wheelchair, he sat beside the bed and reached out to smooth Shi Jin's hair. "The ship will dock tonight. Your current condition is too strange. It's best to go to a big hospital for a detailed check-up. The place to go ashore is still in Country M. If you want, when you are well, I can accompany you to visit the place where you grew up."
Shi Jin felt very comfortable with his hair stroked. He turned his head to look at him. Seeing his gentle eyes, his heart itched and he couldn't help asking, "Why are you so nice to me?"
Lian Jun met his gaze and replied, "Because you treat me better than I treat you." Then he withdrew his hand that was smoothing Shi Jin's hair. Shi
Jin felt like he had received a good guy card. He felt sour and tired in his heart. He said weakly, "Mr. Jun, where is my tablet? I want to play mahjong..." At this moment, only mahjong could soothe his heart that was hit by reality.
Xiao Si groaned in pain, and suddenly felt a little disappointed - some people seem to have become smarter, but in fact they haven't, not at all!
Lian Jun looked at his pale and pitiful face, pulled down the corners of his lips, and was silent for a while before saying, "You can play, but not for too long. You need to rest well." Shi Jin
nodded quickly. His mind was already occupied by mahjong, and he could no longer care about anything else.
...
Mahjong was particularly fun. Shi Jin was addicted to it. He temporarily forgot the physical pain and mental instability, and successfully survived until the ship docked.
He was pushed off the ship on a mobile bed, and then he was taken to an ambulance. After arriving at the hospital, he was examined in detail. When he was safely admitted to the ward, it was already midnight.
Lian Jun followed him around, staying up all night. After he was settled in, he went to the bathroom in the ward to wash up. After coming out, he went directly to the accompanying bed not far from the bedside and lay down on it, holding the edge of the bed.
Shi Jin was almost falling asleep, but he woke up suddenly when he saw this. He frowned and said, "Mr. Jun, you go to the hotel and get some rest. I'm fine. I don't need anyone to watch over me."
"Go to sleep." Lian Jun didn't respond. He turned sideways to face him. His voice seemed especially gentle against the backdrop of the night. "Call me if you need anything. Good night." After that, he closed his eyes.
Shi Jin shut up when he saw this. He looked at Lian Jun's face, which had turned a little pale after being tormented, with mixed feelings. He couldn't help but sigh in his heart and said resignedly, "Xiao Si, your baby is so good."
Xiao Si said in a stiff tone, "Oh." Shi Jin
was lost in his own thoughts and didn't notice that Xiao Si was wrong. He felt a little embarrassed, a little uncomfortable, and a little self-doubting and uncertain. He continued, "I seem to be good to your baby..."
Xiao Si didn't learn his lesson and couldn't help but answer with expectation, "To what baby?"
“Ah, that’s it, that’s it…” It was the first time that Shi Jin had different thoughts about someone. His emotions kept changing. One second he thought that he was having an “unfaithful” relationship with someone, so he just said it out loud. What was there to be afraid of? The next second he was scared again. He was a little worried that saying it out loud would ruin something. In the end, he just kept saying “that’s it” for a long time, closed his eyes, and fell asleep.
Xiao Si: “…”
Ahhhhh! Ahhhhhhh! — Xiao Si said in his heart.
…
After the examination results came out, the doctor gave the same conclusion as Uncle Long—Shi Jin’s muscles were strained to varying degrees, probably due to excessive exercise and irregular exercise movements, and he needed to rest for a while.
Lian Jun frowned when he heard this, and after sending the doctor away, he came to Shi Jin's bedside.
Shi Jin's nerves tensed up when he saw him coming, fearing that he would ask him why his muscles were strained. He made up his mind that if Lian Jun really asked, he would adopt an attitude of not knowing anything and get away with it if he could.
"It should be caused by improper swimming posture and sudden high-intensity exercise." Lian Jun suddenly spoke, and as soon as he spoke, he found an excuse for Shi Jin. He stepped forward and pinched Shi Jin's arm exposed outside the quilt, and asked, "Does it hurt?"
It definitely hurt, especially the waist and legs that were most severely twisted by the buff. It hurt so much that he wanted to cry, but facing Lian Jun's concerned gaze, Shi Jin felt that it didn't hurt anymore. Instead, all the bones in his body were itchy, and he wanted to rub against him.
Thinking of this, he reflexively held Lian Jun's hand on his arm. After holding it, he realized that he had actually had the idea of "molesting the boss", and his body froze again.
"The doctor said that he would bandage you for two days to see the situation, and also cooperate with hot compress and massage treatment. It might be a bit uncomfortable." Lian Jun let him hold his hand, and with the other hand, he pulled the quilt for him. The movement was very natural, and then asked, "Do you still want to play mahjong? I brought you a tablet, and it's charged."
Being treated so gently, Shi Jin's mind became active again. He took a look at the two people's hands holding together, and leaned slightly towards Lian Jun, and asked: "Um, Jun Shao, do you have someone you like?"
Lian Jun paused when he pulled the quilt, raised his eyes to meet his gaze, and nodded softly after a long time.
Shi Jin's lively heart was thrown into the ice cellar. He looked at him in disbelief and asked stutteringly, "Yes, yes? Do you mean yes? Who is it! Could it be Long Shi?!" His voice changed after that. "Nonsense
." Lian Jun frowned, pulled out his hand, knocked him on the head, and said, "Think about it again."
What the hell! Shi
Jin felt bitter in his heart, and reluctantly forced himself to think about it, and asked with difficulty, "Could it be Gua Er? He looks good, he's a nice guy, and he's humorous..." As he was talking, he felt that Lian Jun must like Gua Er, and he was immediately depressed.
Gua Er was so good, he was afraid that he had no hope.
Lian Jun noticed the change in his expression, and the slight unhappiness in his heart because of his wild guesses and exaggerations faded away. He said, "Shi Jin, you are really stupid."
Yes, yes, of course I can't compare to the excellent Gua Er... Shi Jin thought in self-destruction.
Lian Jun finally couldn't stand his stupid and pitiful look anymore, so he stood up, bent down, held his face, tilted his head and kissed his lips directly, and bit it as if to vent his anger.
Xiao Si: "...Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! Baby, I love you!" Shi Jin
's eyes widened, and he reflexively raised his hand to grab Lian Jun's clothes.
Lian Jun stepped back after the kiss, gently pinched his stiff face, and said coldly: "Shi Jin, if you want to fool me again this time, then we will go back to China tomorrow." Shi Jin
was dazed, his eyes glued to his lips, and asked: "What are you going back to China for?"
"To register at the Civil Affairs Bureau." Lian Jun replied, rubbing his lips, sitting back on the bed, picking up an apple and peeling it slowly. Shi Jin's
powerful brain circuit once again made him deviate from the point of the conversation. He covered his kissed lips, frowned and asked: "Can same-sex registration be allowed in the country?"
Xiao Si: "..."
Happiness is always so short-lived, and some people's brain waves are never on the right track.
Lian Jun paused while peeling the apple, looked up at Shi Jin's confused and stupid look, and replied: "It has been possible for a long time."
In this world, China has actually allowed same-sex registration for a long time?
Shi Jin was surprised, and pink bubbles rose in his heart, but his brain circuit pulled him back, and he continued: "But no, I'm not even 19 years old. Even if you want to take me back to the country to register, I'm not of legal marriage age, and we can't register." Click
.
Lian Jun inserted the knife in his hand directly into the apple. After a while, he continued the action, accurately cut out a bite-sized piece of flesh and stuffed it into Shi Jin's mouth, and said expressionlessly: "Shut up, eat and rest."
"But..." Shi Jin wanted to speak while wrapping the apple.
Lian Jun directly reached out and pinched his mouth, and kissed him again.
Then the world was quiet, and the pink bubbles in the air were finally able to fly freely.
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