"It wasn't until many years later, when I left home and started working with strangers, that things got better because people stopped scolding me for no reason."
“That’s when I began to understand the world as it really is.”
"But I still struggle to find happiness. Even if a good-looking boy confesses his love to me, I'll be terrified. If things get a little smoother, I'll become anxious and restless."
"Because to me, this is abnormal, this is very strange. There should be more suffering. How can someone as lowly as me be so happy? There must be something wrong. Maybe someone is deceiving me, or there are loopholes and oversights that I haven't noticed."
"During this time, some friends also enlightened me, and I gradually realized that this idea was wrong."
"But the pain of life has already been formed and cannot be healed. I can only live in the world with this incompleteness."
"After that, I gradually converted to the church and came here to help others to heal the gap in my heart."
"I have to do more than others, and work harder, to ease my anxiety a little."
“It is precisely because we understand the imperfections and regrets in our hearts that we particularly yearn for and admire that kind of purity and flawlessness.”
"If you put it that way, you might understand why these people convert to the church."
"There are many among us who possess extraordinary powers, and we understand that God may be merely a more powerful being. However, within the order of angels, that pure light and thought is the distant utopia we pursue."
The nun stopped talking and turned to look at the silver-haired girl behind her.
"Sorry, I said too much. Actually, Luo Xier, there is no need to feel uneasy about this."
“Lack of understanding is the norm in life, while understanding is a rare and blessed thing.”
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