The phone call was hung up. In the hot summer, I was shivering from head to toe, and I was so heartbroken that I could hardly breathe.
The bell for class rang again, and the surroundings were still in chaos. I felt that I needed to find a place to be quiet, so I stood up with the help of the table, but my legs became weak, I stumbled, and fell to the ground. "Brother Hao!" Li Xiaojie ran over. The class became quiet, and everyone looked at me curiously. Li Xiaojie helped me up, and I held his shoulders, breathing heavily, and when I felt that it was enough, I continued to walk forward. "Brother Hao, where are you going?" Li Xiaojie followed behind me.
"No need to follow me." I waved my hand: "I'm going out for a while, no need to follow me."
I left the classroom alone, and every time I walked for a while, I had to rest against the wall. It turns out that when I am extremely depressed, even my physical strength will be affected. It took me a long time to leave the teaching building, the vocational college, and walk along the road. I didn't know where I was going. I came to the gates of Chenggao and Beiqi High School, looked at the two schools on the left and right, and my mind was in chaos.
What on earth do I want to do? Do I want to go in and find Xia Xue? What's the point of finding Xia Xue? Tell her what happened just now? She will definitely be determined to be with me, and even elope with me immediately. But can I do this? Xia Xue is an only child. How can I bear to see her parents sad? Xia Xue's mother is now extremely disappointed in me, or extremely scared. In her world, she can't understand the existence of someone like me. We are not from the same world at all.
I held onto a willow tree by the roadside, feeling extremely uncomfortable all over, even the whole world seemed a bit hazy. I shook my head and saw a red sports car on the opposite side of the road. I staggered over and threw my whole body on the car, gasping for breath from time to time. I took out my cell phone and called Zhou Mo, with only two words: "Come out."
While waiting for Zhou Mo, my feet could no longer stand, so I slowly sat down on the ground against the car body. I felt cold before, but now I felt hot. The shade of the tree above my head did not help at all. A lot of sweat came out of my body and even flowed to the ground next to me. I don't know how long it has been. There is only the endless sound of cicadas in my ears. This sound makes me more and more irritated. I am holding back a lot of anger in my body, but I don't know how to vent it.
"Wang Hao, what's wrong with you?!" Zhou Mo's voice rang out. The girl with short wine-red hair rushed to me and squatted down. "Are you sick?" She stroked my forehead and my cheek. I opened my eyes in a daze, and Zhou Mo was a little blurry in my eyes. I thought it was an illusion, so I reached out and touched Zhou Mo's hair and cheek. I found that the touch was still very real, so I said, "You are here."
"Well, I'm here. What's wrong with you?" Zhou Mo looked anxious. He grabbed my hand and said, "It's so cold. Are you sick?"
I shook my head, trying to clear my mind, and the world in front of me became much clearer. Zhou Mo was dressed very coolly, wearing a light green T-shirt on the upper body and a pair of denim shorts on the lower body, revealing his arms and legs as white as lotus roots.
"Take me away." I said, "Take me away, anywhere."
Zhou Mo opened the car door without saying anything and helped me into the passenger seat. Then she started the car and left quickly.
I sat in the car, not saying a word, staring blankly ahead. Zhou Mo drove aimlessly, weaving through the streets and alleys of Beiyuan City, and finally drove to the deserted suburbs. Zhou Mo asked me several times in the car what was wrong, but I didn't answer. Zhou Mo's car drove faster and faster, speeding on the asphalt road in the suburbs.
After a long while, I finally said, "Let's find a place and have a drink."
The person playing the zither said:
The weather has become... Everyone, please take care of yourselves.
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