"Come on, come on." The girls pushed me and said, "You won't understand even if I tell you. Just be nice to our Taozi in the future!" They pushed me out of the door in a few words. I got angry and grabbed one of the girls and said, "Tell me what's going on." The girl said mysteriously, "No, I can't tell you. You can't tell this to boys."
The door slammed shut. I had no choice but to leave the girls' dormitory. Thinking of Xia Xue again, I ran out of the school and ran to Xia Xue's house without stopping. I saw that the lights were still on in her house, but after standing there for a long time, I didn't have the courage to ring the doorbell. I sat on the stone bench downstairs, my mind was in a mess, and I didn't know what I was thinking. I took out a cigarette and smoked one after another. After a while, I finished a box and the ground was full of cigarette butts.
I felt that Xia Xue must know that I was downstairs. She could see me just by looking at me. But she was indifferent and didn't care about me. It was getting colder and colder. I hunched my neck and finished a pack of cigarettes. I didn't know what to do. I looked stupidly at the bedroom upstairs with the lights on, hoping that Xia Xue would stick her head out. Then the lights went out, and my hope died.
I planned to wait all night to let Xia Xue see my determination. I sat on the stone bench and fell asleep unknowingly. I was woken up by the cold several times in the middle of the night. When it was daybreak, a cleaner came to clean up and swept away the cigarette butts under my feet. The aunt was kind-hearted and showed concern for me. While I was talking to the aunt, the security door of Xia Xue's unit rang. I was startled and saw Xia Xue coming out. I was so excited that I quickly went to greet her: "Xia Xue, listen to my explanation."
Xia Xue stopped and looked at me from head to toe: "Okay, you explain, I'll listen."
I was speechless again, not knowing what to explain. Should I say that Taozi and I were just discussing Shakespeare? "Anyway, things are not what you think." I could only say this after repeating it over and over again.
"I asked you to explain, but you didn't." Xia Xue ignored me and kept walking forward.
I followed her, scratching my head, not knowing what to say. I tried to hold her hand secretly, but she dodged me again. We walked all the way to the classroom for the morning self-study. Xia Xue did not sit next to me, but sat back in her original seat. I quickly discussed with the student next to her to change seats, but Xia Xue said, "You are not allowed to change seats. If you do, I will tell the teacher." The student did not dare to change seats, and could only say apologetically, "Brother Hao, I'm sorry, I want to change seats too..."
I looked at Xia Xue's heartless expression and knew that she was angry now, so I thought I would wait until she calmed down before talking to her, and then I returned to my seat. I had been freezing all night and didn't sleep well, so I lay on the table to rest. After a while, someone touched me, and when I looked up, a note jumped into my arms. I opened it and saw that it was Xia Xue's handwriting: "Wang Hao, let's break up."
My eyes immediately became wet and my nose felt sore. I quickly held the note in my hand and lowered my head, fearing that my tears would fall and be seen by others. Liu Zihong next to me moved me and said, "Brother Hao, what's wrong with you?"
"Don't worry about it." I said impatiently, taking a deep breath. I didn't know what to do. Should I rush over to beg Xia Xue for mercy? But what could I say? I couldn't explain anything. I thought about it for a while, and my mind became clearer and clearer. I made up my mind, whatever you want, kill Maizi first. Kill Maizi, and I won't have any worries in Chenggao, and I don't have to worry about bricks. You can hit me with a few bricks if you want. In short, I must win back Xia Xue's heart.
Thinking of this, I felt more relaxed. After class, I did what I had to do. I went to eat with Liu Zihong and the others, and played around. It seemed that Xia Xue was not affected at all. Xia Xue was quite ruthless. She also seemed to be not affected at all. She played around with other boys and deliberately went against me. The more I watched, the angrier I got. I had to hold it back so that I didn't get angry.
So I decided to speed up the "flour plan". Once the wheat problem was solved as soon as possible, all the troubles would be solved.
Bad Youth
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