The classmates were running around, chasing each other, playing and chatting. It was the first time I saw Xia Xue in so many days. Xia Xue didn't look very happy. When a boy went to talk to her, she impatiently sent him away and lay on the table doing nothing.
Xia Xue turned her head and looked at me several times, but finally couldn't help herself and walked over to me, "What's wrong? Why is it so hot?"
"It's your first love, Su Xiaobai!" I was furious: "You want to sow discord between me and Ye Zhan!"
"He's my shitty first love. I was young and ignorant, okay? How many times are you going to bring it up?" Xia Xue said helplessly, "What did he do to you? Besides, can he sow discord between you and Ye Zhan? I'm not saying, Wang Hao, you should get along better with Su Xiaobai. Although he's a bit fickle, he's still a good person, enthusiastic, and likes to help others..."
Even Xia Xue said so, even Xia Xue said so!
I was about to explode with anger, and I slammed the table and said, "I just want to have a falling out with Su Xiaobai, so what? I just don't plan to have a good relationship with him, so what? If he has the guts, he can really incite all the hooligans in the school to deal with me. If I frown, I'm not Wang Hao! Let's see who has the last laugh!"
Xia Xue stared at me blankly, tears streaming down her face: "Why are you so angry at me..."
I realized that what I said was a bit harsh, and hurriedly wiped the tears from Xia Xue's face, "Okay, okay, don't cry, I was wrong, I shouldn't have lost my temper with you. Hey, there are a lot of things here that you don't know, and I don't want to say it..."
"What can't you tell me?" Xia Xue continued crying, "Even if she's not your girlfriend anymore, can't you tell me?"
"No." I was so anxious that I asked the girl next to me for a tissue and went to wipe Xia Xue's tears. Seeing Xia Xue crying, I felt so distressed. "There are many things that I can't say to you girls..." The conflict with Su Xiaobai was because of Taozi. I definitely can't mention Taozi in front of Xia Xue. I still know this basic thing.
"Then you can't yell at me." Xia Xue continued crying: "Do you know how scary it is when you yell..."
"I just yelled at you, but I have to coax you a lot." I think I need to control my temper.
"Go and yell at Taozi if you have the guts." Xia Xue cried, "You just can't bear to yell at her because she's so gentle, right?"
"What are you talking about?" I said, "I won't yell at either of you. I won't yell at anyone. I'm not a lion, why do I keep yelling?"
In fact, I did yell at Taozi. When I was about to meet Su Xiaobai and Xia Xue in the small garden, Taozi didn't let me hold her hand. I yelled at her, "What's wrong with holding your hand? Aren't you my girlfriend?" Taozi was scared and didn't dare to say a word. But every time I yelled, I regretted it. Why lose your temper with a girl? It's obviously not mature enough. I should learn from it in the future.
"Forget it." Xia Xue sniffed, "When you get angry, you're really scary. I'm the only one who can stand you. Try another girl. She won't even give you a chance to coax her. She'll just run away."
I chuckled and said casually, "Yeah, yeah, you're still the best."
Xia Xue also burst into laughter: "I'm fine, I'm fine, why don't you come after me? If you have the guts, you can do it like last time, drag me out of class by the hand, pull me to the artificial lake and confess your love to me. You wouldn't be romantic just once, would you?"
Thinking about that time, I also feel that it was pretty awesome. That day the sun was shining on the shore, the breeze was blowing on my face, the lake was rippling, I held Xia Xue's hand and confessed to her, this should have been a beautiful story, but unfortunately the ending was not so good. It was there that Xia Xue rejected me and claimed that she did not regret being one of Su Xiaobai's many girlfriends. Thinking about it still makes me angry.
But when Xia Xue mentioned it now, her mood was different from that time. Memories are always beautiful. We can forget the unhappy ending and only remember that we once walked out of the campus hand in hand, the sun was bright, the air was fragrant, and even the doorman was looking at us with a smile.
I am a sentimental person, and I was immediately moved by the beautiful memories of the past. I suddenly pulled Xia Xue's hand and said, "Let's go to the lake again, and let me confess my love to you again!"
Bad Youth
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