But I have to continue on my journey, stepping on their corpses and an empty body.
Over time, I've forgotten who I really am. This isn't supposed to be the case, for me or for the world.
Yue, do you understand?
Our journey together was intertwined with too many interests from the very beginning. When we first met, I was trying hard to smile at you and rely on you, because you were my only voice and my only hope in this strange world.
However, the first time we talked, the first time you truly looked me in the eye, the first time you truly held my hand, the first time you made the vow of a spiritual cultivator to me, all happened after you discovered I was a Five Elements spiritualist.
So, for you, I am your hope for a hundred years. That's why you are willing to truly look me in the eye. Is that so? It was never because of Su Yin, but also because of Su Luoyin, a Five Elements Spiritualist.
What you want is always that person. Not this silly, dull person who keeps saying stupid things that you don't care about. Not the person who will tell you her little thoughts, her fears, her fears and her fearlessness.
So, after you escaped from Shenghan, I, who had already lost my memory, looked at you high in the clouds and left without mercy.
Is everything that happens in the future just because I am useful?
I've never dared to ask this question. Yue, today, who is the person you want to marry, the one you want to be by your side forever? And what kind of appearance should she have when she appears before you?
If it had been just Su Yin back then, a girl who knew nothing, could do nothing, had no spiritual power, and was nothing special. Just a simple lost child, would you still treat her like this?
I've thought about this question countless times, but never once have I dared to ask it. It's been so long. Ever since arriving here, learning the rules of survival here, and being forced to come to the foot of Shenghan Mountain alone, I've been secretly terrified every day. I'm afraid that this unexpected Five Elements spiritual power, which came from nowhere, will suddenly disappear. Then, Su Yin will be a completely abandoned waste, and in this world, waste has only one fate.
And there seemed to be quite a few people who envied and hated her. She was only 20 years old, she had not yet returned home, she had not yet seen her relatives and friends again, so she must not die like this!
So, she wants to live, and live desperately!
And you, what do you want, Su Yin or the world?
Looking at the pair of golden eyes that were filled with murderous intent, which was as familiar to her as ever, how could she not see that he was probably really angry with her, and the reason why he couldn't bring himself to kill her in the end was probably because of the unknown amount of affection left between the two of them.
Finally, this day finally came.
Facing that pair of familiar yet unfamiliar pupils, Su Yin suddenly slowly smiled, so faintly yet so affectionately. Qian Yue was actually a little obsessed for a moment. It had been a long time since she chose to be Su Luoyin and stay by his side. Such smiles had become less and less frequent, and more and more vague. Now, even such a smile seemed beautiful and precious to him.
Qian Yue couldn't get enough of it. He found that he couldn't even take his eyes off the woman in front of him. But when he realized what she was going to do the next second, his heartbeat slowed down a few beats...
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