35. The person she cares about most is Fu Rongshen
Chu Yanhui didn't answer him, but just stared blankly at her phone, tears streaming down her face. She didn't know where she was looking, and her focus was off.
Like a broken glass doll with all its energy drained away.
"To prevent you from explaining to Fu Rongshen, I'll put the SIM card away for you."
"But if you really want to tell him, he might not be able to believe it... Ha!"
After saying this, he opened the door and left.
"Bang!"
The hotel room door slammed loudly, but the girl seemed not to hear it and sat on the sofa in a daze.
After a long time, her hand holding the phone moved.
Looking down at the crack on the screen, it seemed as if it was cracking on her heart.
It was not until tonight that she finally understood that the person she cared about most at this moment was not Gu He, but Fu Rongshen.
When did the change begin?
Perhaps, it started when she discovered that Gu He actually loved Huo Sisi...
Gu He was like a plate of rotten food, no one knew when it started to rot and spoil. Perhaps it was full of maggots from the very root, but the shiny and bright appearance concealed the rot.
The young man in white clothes with the scent of roses in her memory is now unrecognizable.
As for Fu Rongshen… Actually, she hated him at first. What he did was worse than that of an animal and shameful! But if she were to say the three words "I hate you" to him, she would reject and resist it in her heart.
Because I had already forgiven him subconsciously, and forgiven all the threats and inducements I had used in the past.
Perhaps it was because he completely met her standards that she was particularly tolerant of him.
He has a handsome appearance, a good figure, a stable mood, and treats her humbly. As long as it does not involve Gu He, he can treat her gently.
In daily life, his conversation is very comfortable and refreshing.
In him, she could find the word "gentle", which Gu He did not have.
Like her father, Gu He was a domineering, strict person who always had his way. When he was in a good mood, he would praise you to the skies and treat you very well. But when he was in a bad mood, if you did something wrong, he would immediately turn hostile and criticize you.
She really doesn't like this kind of personality, but because the other person is someone she has been secretly in love with for a long time, she always looks at him with a layer of doting filter, making him perfect and impeccable in her eyes.
I’ve heard a saying before: “It’s your love that makes the other person unattainable.”
In the past, she didn't think that her doting was so valuable, but today, Gu He's intrusion, what he said and did shattered the filter in front of her eyes. Suddenly, she seemed to be able to use the word empathy.
How could I have loved a scumbag for so many years?
How much youth has been wasted just for something like this!
The hatred and regret were so extreme that I couldn't stop feeling sick.
Fu Rongshen's personality is different from Gu He's. She has known him since childhood and this is very clear to her.
If a child dares to force his uncle, who is ten years older than him, to play with him, it is enough to show that the uncle has a mild temper, or at least is not a violent and indifferent person.
Even when she quarreled with him over premature love during adolescence, found out that he firmly disagreed with her dating, and realized that the relationship between them was not friends but that of elder and junior, she was only disappointed and decided not to be friends with him anymore, but did not feel extremely disgusted with him.
So much so that in the past two years, she has been unable to clearly see her feelings for Fu Rongshen.
If she hated his threats and temptations, and hated the guilt and fear he caused her when facing Gu He, then what did it matter if she fell into his arms?
Whenever she looked at the small mole at the corner of his mouth, she had a vague feeling that this was a trap set for her. Otherwise, how could someone meet her aesthetic standards in this way?
But if she liked him...
She is a normal person with clear cognition and knows that their relationship is improper and should be condemned by morality.
She can't do it.
Keep pulling, swaying left and right, unable to make a decision.
Until just now, she was forced by Gu He to say the three words "I hate you" into the phone. The unspeakable heartache at that moment made her realize that she had fallen in love with him in this long struggle.
Unlike the pursuit and sweet and sour crush on Gu He in her youth, being with Fu Rongshen was bitter, sad and complicated.
She was constantly repenting for being with her uncle behind Gu He's back, and she was constantly hating him for dragging her into this quagmire where she couldn't get out...
A brief period of decline will lead to deep moral self-condemnation.
This goes on and on, causing great suffering.
In the past, her love for Gu He would drive her to run towards him; but her secret love for Fu Rongshen made her try every possible means to stay away from him.
Regardless of whether it was because she was forced to cheat by him at the beginning, or because their social status was uncle and niece, they absolutely could not be together.
——Because it is immoral.
Chu Yan collected his thoughts and squeezed his phone tightly.
He smiled sadly: "I can't stay in Hong Kong for even a minute longer..."
Fu Qiulei's warning and Gu He's threats attacked her from both sides and almost forced her to death.
I had originally planned to wait until my father got better before suggesting sending him back to Haicheng, but it seems that’s no longer possible now.
Her whereabouts were being monitored by countless people, and she had no choice but to leave her hometown again.
The girl wiped away her tears, packed her luggage and left the hotel overnight.
We went to the hospital and completed the discharge procedures for Chu Pingyou.
"Why did you suddenly come to the decision to go back to Haicheng with me?"
Chu Pingyou had a heart condition and couldn't fly, so they took the high-speed rail. He put the drinks provided by the business class seat aside, suddenly remembered something, and asked his daughter who was looking out the window next to him.
The girl turned around and whispered, "I'm sending you back. I won't stay in Haicheng... I'm going to hide somewhere else for a while."
"Didn't you already send the person who spread the rumor to jail? Why are you still hiding like a criminal?"
"Dad, this matter is very complicated. I will explain it to you later. Anyway, I have to leave for a while."
"Tell Mom that no matter what rumors you hear outside, as long as I don't call you and explain it in person, it's all false."
Chu Pingyou's face was gloomy: "Is it that kid Gu He?"
Chu Yan was silent and said "hmm" as a response.
The man was immediately furious:
"I told you not to be with him, but you refused! He's such a cruel and ruthless person. How can a little girl like you deal with him?"
Under her father's blaming and distressed gaze, she said with a complicated tone: "Not only him...but also Fu Rongshen."
"Fu—you have no grudge against him, what's going on?"
"Gu He had financial dealings with him, and I interviewed him several times. Then...something happened, and now I've completely offended him."
"Didn't Fu Qiulei just help you clarify the rumors a few days ago? Doesn't he know that you've offended his son?"
Men are a little anxious about these relationships.
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