Chapter 140 Scars
◎Dad doesn't love me, mom doesn't care about me◎
"Ha ha ha ha..."
Seeing that Zhao Xiangwan did not respond, Luo Yihui thought he had found Zhao Xiangwan's weakness and burst into laughter.
Zhao Xiangwan looked at Luo Yihui quietly.
After she and Ji Zhao got together, countless people were complaining in their hearts. There were jealous people, people who were disgusted, people who cursed with ill intentions, people who were malicious and resentful... Zhao Xiangwan had heard worse even words.
Luo Yihui's curse was nothing to Zhao Xiangwan.
The reason why Zhao Xiangwan didn't say anything was because she discovered that Luo Yihui's knees, which were tightly pressed together before, were unconsciously opened because of laughing, and his right leg was shaking slightly - this was a relaxed and comfortable state.
This means that his psychological defenses have been relaxed.
Zhao Xiangwan suddenly had a bold guess.
——Luo Yihui has always wanted to be a naughty, noisy and willful child.
Since Luo Yihui could remember, he had been living in an unhappy family atmosphere. Whenever he made a noise, he would be scolded and ignored by his parents. From the moment his parents abandoned him, he suddenly grew up, became sensible and well-behaved, and tried hard to please everyone around him.
Luo Yihui has been forcing himself to grow up and mature, and has never been a real child. He is childish and naive. He cries when he is angry and laughs when he is happy. If someone makes him unhappy, he will act like a spoiled child and quarrel with others. He is a child who gives adults a lot of headaches and takes a long time to coax.
Because of his premature maturity, Luo Yihui has accumulated a lot of negative energy in his heart.
But today in the interrogation room, Zhao Xiangwan forced him to face his scars, and his true nature began to show, his inner dissatisfaction was vented, and his defenses began to lower.
Zhao Xiangwan made up his mind, so he could just be a kid with him for once.
"Is it funny?"
Zhao Xiangwan curled his lips.
"First, medical research shows that autism is not a single gene genetic disease, but is related to multiple factors. There is no record of a high incidence of autism in the Ji family's ancestors. Therefore, the possibility that Ji Zhao and I's child will have autistic symptoms is not high."
Luo Yihui certainly knew that autism was not a dominant genetic disease like albinism and hemophilia, but he had to say that on purpose, wasn't it just to attack the other party's soft spot? This was the same as some people scolding the other party for having a son without anus when they were arguing. He opened his mouth to retort: "Then what..."
Before he could finish, Zhao Xiangwan's second sentence came out.
"Second, even if my child has autism, so what? She is still Ji Zhao's and my baby, the most pampered baby of the Ji family. Unlike you, who is not loved by your father and mother..."
Zhao Xiangwan's words were like a sharp arrow.
puff--
A sharp arrow pierced his chest.
Luo Yihui suddenly stood up from his chair, raised his hand and pointed at Zhao Xiangwan, his fingers trembling: "Zhao Xiangwan! Who are you to dare to curse me! Shouldn't the saying "father doesn't love you, mother doesn't care about you" be given to you? Your biological parents don't want you, your adoptive parents abuse you, and you yourself are full of wounds, yet you dare to say that to me!"
Everyone has some degree of childhood trauma and harm from their original family.
——In a poor family, every item is extremely precious. When a child accidentally breaks a kettle and gets his hand burned, his parents not only do not comfort him, but they beat and scold him, scolding him for being a spendthrift and being clumsy. From then on, a thorn will be planted in the child's mind, making him feel that he is not cherished.
——In a family where the father is absent for a long time, the mother is busy and tired every day, nagging incessantly, constantly telling her grievances, and blaming the children for bringing her endless housework and hard work. Children who grow up in such an environment will have a strong sense of guilt and feel that they are not worthy of love.
For some people, these pains will accompany them throughout their lives, and even if they grow up and start a new family, they still cannot let go.
However, for some people, these wounds gradually heal.
As they grow older and gain more experience, the injured children will gradually understand that all parents are first-time parents and they are not perfect. No one taught them how to treat their children properly, and no one told them how to love another person, so they will make mistakes.
Children don't have to bear the consequences of their parents' mistakes for the rest of their lives.
Luo Yihui is the former, unable to let go of the past.
He is extremely lacking in love and security, so he demands endless care and love. His heart is like a bottomless pit, and no matter how much love and dedication others give him, it cannot fill the big hole.
Zhao Xiangwan is the latter, coming to terms with the past.
She once longed for the love of her parents, once cared a lot about the six words "daddy doesn't love me, mom doesn't care about me", once was afraid of contacting people, and once thought she was a very bad person.
But as he grew older, his career progressed, and more and more outstanding people appeared around him, Zhao Xiangwan, who was becoming more and more content, no longer cared.
To Zhao Xiangwan, Luo Yihui's attack was weak and powerless.
"It doesn't matter if my father doesn't love me or my mother doesn't care about me. I can still live a beautiful life. It doesn't matter if they love me or not. I love myself, and that's enough."
"But what about you?"
"Envy? Jealousy? Hate?"
"I envy my integration into the Ji family, I envy Ji Zhao for having selfless parental love, and I hate that the future child of Ji Zhao and I will become the happiest baby in the world."
Envy, jealousy and hatred?
Luo Yihui's face turned pale, and his whole body began to tremble like a pendulum.
Cao Guang couldn't stand it anymore, so he walked forward and put his hand on Luo Yihui's shoulder: "Sit down, don't get excited." What on earth were these two people doing? The content of the quarrel had nothing to do with the case.
Luo Yihui felt heavy pressure on his shoulders and sat back in his chair.
The fire of anger burned in his brain, spreading like wildfire, burning away all his rationality and calmness.
Luo Yihui raised his head and stared at Zhao Xiangwan fiercely. There was only one thought in his mind: to defeat and crush this hateful woman in front of him!
"I'm jealous of you? Don't you think too highly of yourself? You were played around by Zhao Chenyang, your adoptive parents schemed to swap your identity, and you were thrown into the countryside to live for eighteen years. You were abused like this, but you let off easily. You even treated Zhaojiagou as your hometown and were intimate with your two cheap brothers. You are incompetent and ridiculous! Coward! Fake Virgin!"
This was the first time someone had exposed Zhao Xiangwan's scars to his face.
The interrogation room fell silent again.
Cao Guang thought: How could the wise and brave Officer Zhao have such a miserable childhood?
Li Mingyang thought: I never knew that Officer Zhao had such a miserable childhood.
Officer Zhou wiped his sweat while taking notes: Ah, can you write this down? Officer Zhao won't come after me later, right?
Luo Yihui stared at Zhao Xiangwan closely, expecting to see her broken and sad.
【Hurry up, cry, cry. 】
[I just don't believe that you can truly forgive those who have hurt you.]
[We are all people abandoned by our parents. I don't believe that you don't have hatred, jealousy, or reluctance in your heart! ]
However, Zhao Xiangwan did not cry.
She smiled.
Finally, I heard Luo Yihui's complete thoughts, and my goal was achieved.
"It seems that idiot Zhao Chenyang told you a lot about me."
Zhao Xiangwan leaned back against the table. She was not nervous at all, but rather relaxed.
Luo Yihui's eyebrows moved.
The word "idiot" is really unkind.
[We were both abandoned by our parents, why is she so happy while I always feel unhappy? ]
[After I was abandoned by my parents, at least my aunt was willing to raise and educate me. Zhao Xiangwan was like a maid in the countryside and had to work hard to study. I obviously got more than her, so why was I the one who was angry and she was the one who was happy? ]
Zhao Xiangwan frowned, his amber eyes reflected bright light under the light.
"We are all children abandoned by our parents, right?"
Luo Yihui was attracted by her gaze and nodded, "Yes." Perhaps because they shared the same suffering, at this moment Luo Yihui had the illusion that he and Zhao Xiangwan were on the same side.
"Whose fault is it that my parents abandoned me?"
"It's their fault!"
"Is it our fault?"
"no."
"Very good. Then why are you using my parents' mistakes to attack me?"
Luo Yihui was speechless.
After a while, Luo Yihui suddenly came to his senses: "It was you who attacked me first, and you were the first to scold my father for not caring for me and my mother for not loving me!"
Zhao Xiangwan said calmly: "But the person I care about is you."
Luo Yihui was a little confused by Zhao Xiangwan's tricks: "Is there any difference?"
Zhao Xiangwan nodded: "You care, so you are angry; I don't care, so I am not angry. The same words have completely different effects, so I win."
Luo Yihui looked up at Zhao Xiangwan and sneered: "You won, so what?"
Zhao Xiangwan laughed: "I won, I'm happy."
Zhao Xiangwan smiled, her eyebrows curved, and she looked lively and smart. Luo Yihui subconsciously shifted his gaze, not daring to meet her gaze.
For some reason, Luo Yihui seemed to have returned to his childhood. He was wronged, and he got angry, threw his toys on the ground, and yelled at the top of his lungs.
Even though it's childish and ridiculous, but... it's really fun!
Some scars are too painful to be touched, so one dares not to open them. The more one dares not to open them, the more untouchable they become, as they bleed when touched. However, today, Zhao Xiangwan opened his scars again and again, and he used the most vicious words to poke at her pain points. They went back and forth, and the pain gradually became numb.
They argued like little kids, and later on Luo Yihui suddenly realized that he was not the worst person.
Zhao Xiangwan's childhood was much worse than his, yet she was able to become a police officer and stand here to interrogate him. Why must he become a suspect and accept her judgment?
Inexplicably, Zhao Xiangwan aroused Luo Yihui's desire to win.
——You won? Not necessarily!
Luo Yihui took the initiative to speak: "Zhao Xiangwan, you guessed wrong."
This is exactly what Zhao Xiangwan was waiting for.
She deliberately raised her eyebrows and snorted coldly: "You are not the murderer?"
Luo Yihui nodded: "Yes, I didn't kill Wei Lan, nor did I hire a killer to kill anyone."
Zhao Xiangwan shook his head: "Impossible! Even Zhao Chenyang said that you have seen her correspondence with Wei Lan and you don't want her to cooperate with Wei Lan. You want to clip her wings and keep her by your side forever. You have never really owned a person or a thing, right? So you want to keep Zhao Chenyang firmly under your control."
The more Zhao Xiangwan disbelieved it, the happier Luo Yihui felt.
He was fascinated by the "children's quarrel" scene that Zhao Xiangwan had just created, and at this moment Luo Yihui wanted to win the game.
Luo Yihui looked at Zhao Xiangwan: "I clip her wings and keep her by my side forever? No, no, no, Chen Yang thinks too highly of himself."
If Zhao Chenyang heard what Luo Yihui said in person, he would probably go crazy.
Zhao Xiangwan pretended to be shocked.
Luo Yihui was very satisfied with Zhao Xiangwan's reaction: "You all think that I love Chen Yang very much, right? Actually... not really."
What is love?
How to love someone?
If this was an exam, neither Luo Yihui nor Zhao Chenyang would pass.
To Luo Yihui, Zhao Chenyang is a similar person.
Zhao Chenyang was jealous of Zhao Xiangwan, and Luo Yihui was jealous of Ji Zhao.
Both of them are jealous people. They both think that the world is unfair and that they are not wrong and that it is all others' fault.
Both of them are constantly asking for things from the outside world.
At first, Luo Yihui found Zhao Chenyang very interesting.
Listening to her scolding Zhao Xiangwan, blaming her parents for their incompetence and hating social injustice, everything she said hit home.
However, he got tired after a while.
He wanted selfless, devoted love, which Zhao Chenyang couldn't give him.
Luo Yihui couldn't give Zhao Chenyang the kind of tolerance and love that he wanted.
How can two equally greedy and selfish people live happily together?
However, Zhao Chenyang is still useful.
When Zhao Chenyang showed his judgment of the future, Luo Yihui quickly discovered the clue. With Zhao Chenyang's knowledge, vision, and IQ, it is impossible for him to have such accurate prediction ability, nor can he come up with such brilliant ideas.
unless……
Zhao Chenyang came from the future.
Compared to Luo Yihui, Zhao Chenyang's little tricks are nothing. She wrote to Weilan, wanting to collaborate on writing novels, publishing, and filming TV series, all of which Luo Yihui knew. Previously, he just thought Zhao Chenyang was fun and did whatever he wanted, but after Weilan wrote back, Luo Yihui realized that Zhao Chenyang's story outlines were very valuable.
Since she has value, we should squeeze out all her value.
Luo Yihui proposed marriage, and Zhao Chenyang happily agreed.
He planned to negotiate with Wei Lan in person. If Wei Lan agreed to cooperate, they would set up a studio together. Zhao Chenyang would come up with ideas, Wei Lan would write the articles, publish them, and adapt them into TV series. The money earned would be divided according to a certain ratio.
Anyway, Zhao Chenyang and he are married, so what she earns belongs to him, right?
Zhao Xiangwan's eyes were sharp as she kept observing the changes in Luo Yihui's expression. The moment he fell into deep thought, she also began to quickly analyze the situation in front of her.
In order to monopolize Zhao Chenyang, Luo Yihui killed Wei Lan - this motive was a bit far-fetched.
As long as they get married, the couple's property will be shared. The better Zhao Chenyang is, the more benefits Luo Yihui will benefit. Why kill people?
Thinking of this, Zhao Xiangwan took out the letter he had searched out of Wei Lan's briefcase and waved it in front of Luo Yihui.
"This is the letter that Wei Lan brought with her. It was written by Zhao Chenyang. In this letter, Zhao Chenyang told Wei Lan a story and expressed his willingness to cooperate. Wei Lan fully recognized Zhao Chenyang's creativity and proposed a meeting."
Luo Yihui nodded: "I know this."
Zhao Xiangwan: "Wei Lan is willing to take the initiative to meet Zhao Chenyang. Do you know what this means?"
Without waiting for Luo Yihui to answer, Zhao Xiangwan gave the answer directly.
"This shows that Zhao Chenyang is very valuable in Wei Lan's eyes. As long as they meet successfully this time and reach an agreement on the terms of cooperation, Zhao Chenyang will be successful in the future. Her name will be written in the same book as Wei Lan's and appear in the opening credits of the same TV series. Zhao Chenyang will become a rising star in the literary world, shining brightly."
If Zhao Chenyang heard these words, he would probably be moved to tears.
However, if Luo Yihui wanted to stop Zhao Chenyang's progress and keep Zhao Chenyang firmly under his control as Zhao Xiangwan had initially expected, then these words would be a stimulation to him.
Zhao Xiangwan began to challenge Luo Yihui's patience: "By then, Zhao Chenyang will be out of your control..."
Luo Yihui interrupted her: "No, no, no, Officer Zhao, you are clearly making an empiricist mistake. You have a prejudice against me and always think that I will kill people."
Luo Yihui's eyes flashed with pride: "I admit that I want to keep Chen Yang firmly in my hands, but I don't have to kill for her. Even if I want to kill someone, I must do it flawlessly and will never challenge the bottom line of the law."
Zhao Xiangwan frowned but did not refute Luo Yihui's words.
Luo Yihui planned to have Ji Zhao climb up the billboard and then fall in full view of everyone. If Zhao Xiangwan had not been able to read minds, no one would have been able to identify him as the instigator, let alone convict him.
The person who told the story to stimulate Ji Zhao was Feng Ma, the housekeeper; the person who secretly dated and left his post was the bodyguard; the person who climbed up the billboard was Ji Zhao. What did Luo Yihui do? At most, he was a little too hasty when he let Ji Zhao walk back.
Therefore, hiring a killer to kill Wei Lan is indeed not in line with Luo Yihui's usual style.
Even if Luo Yihui didn't kill the person, he must be an insider.
Zhao Xiangwan picked up the portrait painted by Ji Zhao and said, "You know the killer. You can't deny it, right?"
Luo Yihui didn't say anything.
Zhao Xiangwan nodded: "Very good, you acquiesced."
Luo Yihui remained silent.
Zhao Xiangwan narrowed his eyes slightly: "Who is he?"
Luo Yihui shook his head.
[Who this person is, I cannot say.]
All the police officers in the interrogation room perked up.
Li Mingyang wanted to rush up and shake Luo Yihui's head to force him to tell the whereabouts of the killer.
Cao Guang clenched his teeth and stared at Luo Yihui.
Officer Zhou, who was in charge of taking the statement, wrote quickly, fearing that he would miss a single word.
Zhao Xiangwan did not urge him, but Luo Yihui's heart had already been pried open, and Zhao Xiangwan could hear his inner struggle clearly.
[If I say that, the nightclub won’t be able to continue operating. ]
[Every industry has its own rules, and so do assassin organizations. If I break the rules of the underworld, I will die.]
[Yu Huimin and A Jin's private transaction must not be revealed.]
Yu Huimin and Ajin?
Zhao Xiangwan clenched his fists, took a half step forward with his right foot, toes pointing towards Luo Yihui, slightly bent his left knee, and sank his body forward, like a bow, ready to strike.
Luo Yihui felt a chill on his face and was startled.
This is no longer a quarrel between children; this is a fighting posture.
Zhao Xiangwan raised his lips slightly, his eyes sparkling: "How many years have you been running a nightclub?"
Luo Yihui was frightened by her aura and could not help but answer her question: "Three years."
"There are all kinds of people in nightclubs. How do you usually handle these relationships?"
"I just provide a place for fun, I don't care about the rest."
"When you encounter criminal behavior, do you do nothing about it?"
"We are operating in compliance with regulations. How can there be any criminal behavior?"
Luo Yihui pursed his lips tightly into a straight line, which meant he was resisting.
[Although nightclubs make money, they are inevitably involved in pornography, gambling, and drugs. I can guarantee that I stay clean, and it is already good enough that I don’t touch these things. I can’t control others, and I don’t want to control them.]
[In nightclubs, there are always princesses and young masters. They are looking for customers inside and are taken out to spend the night. What does it have to do with me? When drug addicts have a good time, drug transactions are inevitable. Nightclubs want to make money, so should they drive these people out? ]
[Some shady transactions were taking place in the private room on the second floor. All my men kept their mouths shut. This is the industry rule.]
Zhao Xiangwan continued to ask: "Is there a killer organization?"
Luo Yihui's gaze wandered.
Zhao Xiangwan: "Let me guess?"
Hearing the word "guess", Li Mingyang became inexplicably excited. Ah, Officer Zhao is about to start her micro-expression interrogation technique!
"He's a killer, doing the deal in your nightclub."
[Ah Jin is at the top of the organization and demands a high price.]
"The person who is looking for him is from Kyoto?"
[There are too many people who hate Wei Lan. ]
"Yu Huimin? Jun Cheng? Or Wei Qingfang?"
[The one who hates her the most is her husband, how ridiculous! ]
"Very good, it looks like Yu Huimin."
Luo Yihui began to tense up.
[How did she know? I didn't say anything! ]
Seeing that Luo Yihui was becoming alert, Zhao Xiangwan quickened the pace of his questioning.
"Yu Huimin came here because of your reputation?"
"He came to your nightclub?"
"Did you meet the killer in private?"
"Was it Yu Huimin who called Zhushi? To confirm the time?"
"You acted as a bridge for them? Oh, not you, but Manager Yang."
Zhao Xiangwan suddenly raised his voice: "Where is the killer? Which hospital?"
Seeing Zhao Xiangwan forcing out the truth step by step, Luo Yihui broke out in a cold sweat, but he knew the answer clearly in his heart.
【Ah Jin is a filial son. His mother stayed in Tzu Chi Hospital for half a year and the cost was very high.】
Zhao Xiangwan continued to ask, "Is it a public or private hospital? Very good, it looks like a private hospital."
Luo Yihui didn't dare to look at Zhao Xiangwan anymore and moved his gaze to the lower right.
Zhao Xiangwan sneered: "How many private hospitals are there in Zhuhai? The famous ones are only three hospitals with names starting with the word Ci. Ci Xin, Ci He, and Tzu Chi. Very good, it looks like Tzu Chi Hospital."
Zhao Xiangwan turned around and looked at Cao Guang. "Captain Cao, please send someone to Tzu Chi Hospital immediately to arrest the killer. Yu Huimin is on his way, right? As soon as he lands, subdue him immediately."
Cao Guang was dazzled by what he saw and stood up immediately: "Okay."
Luo Yihui felt as if his throat was being strangled by something. He couldn't utter a word. He sat down suddenly, breaking out in a cold sweat.
Zhao Xiangwan looked at him and said calmly, "I advise you to cooperate with the police as soon as possible. Otherwise, when the killer organization finds out that it was you who leaked the secret, your life will be in danger."
Luo Yihui slowly raised his head, stared at Zhao Xiangwan in a daze, and said hoarsely: "I, I will confess." Only by wiping out the killer organization can he survive.
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