Chapter 96 Chapter 96 The thrill of a wall
Qin Sizhao pressed her shoulders a little roughly, forced her to sit on the bed, and said with a frown:
"No, why should he listen to it?"
He bit his lower lip, his eyes full of gloom. If Gu Shi really heard it, he might do something obscene while listening to her voice.
It's just disgusting.
He let her lie on the bed and covered her with the quilt again:
"That kind of thing isn't good for your health, after all. You can't do it every night. Just go to sleep."
He covered her eyes from behind and forced her to sleep.
"Sleep, don't make a fuss, and don't be naughty with your hands!"
Tao Jinrong arched his back like a fish and asked:
"We're still a few days away from home. Can we just hold it in?"
"sleep!"
Qin Sizhao held down her restless hand and acted as if he would rather die than obey. Tao Jinrong had no choice but to obey him and went to sleep obediently.
The next day, Qin Sizhao woke up earlier than her. After she washed and changed her clothes, Qin Sizhao picked up a comb and combed her hair.
There was a knock on the door.
"Come in."
She thought it was a servant, so she let the person in without thinking. However, the face reflected in the dressing mirror was Gu Shi's.
She glanced at him in the mirror. He looked a little better, and the bruises under his eyes were gone, but he was still thin and haggard, and looked like a coat rack, with his expensive clothes hanging loosely on his body. He looked much uglier than before.
But even if he was good-looking, she was too lazy to look at him.
Qin Sizhao said nothing, but his hands did not stop moving.
Tao Jinrong asked first:
"Gu Shi, what's wrong?"
"You usually sleep until noon, why are you up so early today?"
What's going on again... buzzing around, just as annoying as a fly lingering around a red rose.
Qin Sizhao frowned in disgust and continued to comb her hair. He lifted her chin and picked up indigo to draw thin and curved eyebrows for her. His hands were steady and the lines he drew were very symmetrical.
"I didn't expect Mr. Qin could draw eyebrows for women. I wonder where he learned this skill?"
Sowing discord... hinting at something shameful? As expected, big flies should be swatted.
Qin Sizhao didn't respond at all, and his hands continued to move without stopping.
Tao Jinrong couldn't help laughing and said:
"I didn't know how to draw at first, but I taught me everything. Now I can draw pretty well."
This statement was quite ambiguous, and Gu Shi couldn't help but grit his teeth.
Just thinking of that scene made him feel heartbroken. It was not the anger he felt after his things were taken away by others, but the helplessness he felt after being completely abandoned.
She had indeed abandoned him completely. Now, she no longer needed him, either physically or mentally. He could not give her anything. He originally thought that Lingchuan had nothing but him, but he did not expect that they had never been in a mutually dependent relationship. He was the only one who could not live without each other from the beginning to the end.
Why didn't anyone in this world really need him?
When he saw her red handkerchief, he suddenly thought of the horrible blood.
If that child had survived, would everything have been different?
Qin Sizhao picked out a necklace from the hairpins and jewelry that Gu Shi had given her and put it neatly around her neck.
Even if the necklace was given by Gu Shi, it doesn’t matter, because he was the one who put the necklace on her.
He glanced at him coldly out of the corner of his eye. He just kept trying to attract his wife's attention all day long, so let him suffer the consequences himself.
It is despicable to covet other people's wives.
Tao Jinrong was his fiancée, and he was just trying to find a way to rescue his wife from the bully. It was completely aboveboard. Gu Shi was simply self-righteous and self-indulgent.
"Let's go, let's get on the road."
Tao Jinrong sighed, took Qin Sizhao's hand and got into the car together.
Gu Shi couldn't find a chance to talk to her alone, so he thought he had to think of a better way to get Qin Sizhao out of the way.
Qin Sizhao had built a thick wall around Tao Jinrong, wrapping her up tightly and making sure no one could get through.
Gu Shi leaned against the carriage window, thinking, in these six years, she had never mentioned that she had a fiancé. He naively thought that she could only rely on him to survive...
Even if she told him, he would wishfully think that her fiancé would definitely not accept her.
I was too willful and bullied her.
He thought it through and realized that it was actually Tao Jinrong who had been unilaterally tolerating him all along. Now that she was fed up with him, she proposed to break up with him. It was understandable. She could marry whoever she liked, and he had no right to be dissatisfied with her remarriage.
It was he who unilaterally misunderstood that she was dead, and she was not aware of it, so it cannot be said that she deliberately pretended to be dead in revenge.
Although he was just afraid that he had entrusted his life to the wrong person and wanted to test whether she was sincere to him, after all, it was he who first suggested finding another spouse for her, and her contact with Qin Sizhao could not be regarded as a betrayal of his feelings.
After thinking about it, he simply couldn't find any fault with her.
In the end, she could only blame him for being so incompetent that he couldn't give her anything.
When he was with her, he was always worried about losing her, but after losing her completely, he became much more stable. Even if he was hysterical again, no one would indulge him now.
Distress, resentment, passion... He always poured all these huge emotions into her all at once. She had patiently soothed his emotions too many times and must have been very fed up with it.
They were on the road for several days. Two days later, Gu Shi was in the bedroom of the restaurant and could hardly fall asleep.
In the middle of the night he heard a very shrill sound, almost like a cat's meow.
At first he didn't realize what it was, thinking there was a cat outside, but his body remembered better than his brain and reacted first, and he suddenly realized that it was her voice.
Qin Sizhao and Tao Jinrong's bedrooms were right next to his.
She lowered her voice, as if afraid that he would hear her, and did not dare to make any loud noise. She only hummed softly, making vague whimpering sounds.
As if possessed by some strange force, he put his ear closer and heard her say many explicit love words in a hoarse voice, which sounded like a nagging monologue.
All these sweet words were originally meant for him! Not a single word was left out!
Those lustful memories surged up like a tide. He had clearly not experienced any warmth or beauty during those six years that had passed so quickly, but now the memories had turned into golden knives, stabbing him continuously.
Gu Shi felt dizzy, the dam of rationality in his mind completely collapsed, and he looked down at his belt.
At least tonight, he would just treat her love words as if they were all meant for him.
He bit the silver nail that pierced his tongue, and reached down amid the suffocating pain on the tip of his tongue.
His eyes were completely red, and he was shedding tears. He was secretly exerting force with his palms, clenching his teeth, and his lips were trembling.
After his eyes were completely lost in desire, he woke up from the dream and looked back to find that he was sleeping in an ice cave, and the land of tenderness belonged to someone else.
He threw away the dirty straw paper wrapped in disgust, and a disgusting smell wafted through the air.
When did he become so despicable?
Gu Shi fell straight to the ground, his injured shoulder slamming into the cold ground. He felt numb all over, his limbs almost out of control. He stretched his neck, sobbing, and trying his best to press his body close to the cold wall so that he could hear her voice.
She has compensated all her unfulfilled expectations on another person.
He could only quietly steal a little bit of the love she gave to others.
“I’m sorry… I’m sorry…”
Gu Shi sobbed, making small, unclear apology sounds from his throat. He knew that he shouldn't destroy her hard-earned happy life, but he had no idea how to leave her and survive on his own.
Except for her, no one can control his emotions, not even himself. He can only belong to her and cling to her. His life has been shaped and there is no other possibility.
He had long been a vine that was trying its best to parasitize on her, but was unable to take root.
He knew that he looked extremely ugly and embarrassed.
Who in the world would truly like someone like him?
He doesn't deserve it at all.
He bit his tongue stud hard with his teeth, the pain was the punishment he inflicted on himself.
He wanted to punish himself on her behalf and settle his sins for her. He felt the pain and a cold sweat broke out on his forehead, but his eyes were fixed on the blank ceiling. His legs exerted force uncontrollably and his back bent into a ridiculous arc.
He didn't know how he got through the night, but time would not wait for him. No matter how painful or happy he was, the sun would still rise in the east and set in the west.
When the roosters crowed, he got up and put on his clothes, regardless of whether he was severely sleep-deprived.
His face looked very ugly today, with bloodshot eyes. He didn't want her to see him in such a miserable state.
But what you fear will come true. Tao Jinrong stood in front of him like a judge without any concealment, and scanned him from head to toe with his eyes.
She wasn't exactly aggressive. After all, her legs were a little weak, she looked sleep deprived, and her waist was limp, as if she was about to fall on someone at any moment.
But the way she looked at him was extremely terrifying.
He felt very ashamed by that look. He lowered his head and didn't know how to face her. His eyes were evasive. He could only beg her in his heart to let him go.
Her tenderness was definitely not for him.
Tao Jinrong said coldly:
"Gu Shi, there are some things I want to ask you alone."
She had a cold face, and Gu Shi followed her into the room blankly like a rabbit, waiting for a harsh trial.
Tao Jinrong suddenly pulled his collar and pushed him against the cold wall with one hand. This was the wall where he had lingered alone last night.
Shame defeated Gu Shi, his self-esteem was shattered, he lost all desire to resist and survive, and slammed his head against the wall with a bang.
She no longer had that thin, half-crying voice, but instead asked in a deep, almost harsh voice:
"Gu Shi, what did you hear last night?"
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