Chapter 252: Never Loved Before, Chu Yunxi's Mentality Collapses



As Gu Zhi said, the moment Shen Jinghong projected his Dharma body, he actually saw Chu Yunxi in the Ten Thousand Souls Banner.

But Shen Jinghong pretended not to see Chu Yunxi and didn't want to have any contact with Chu Yunxi.

But now, Gu Zhi threw Chu Yunxi out of the Ten Thousand Souls Banner, and he could no longer pretend not to see it.

"Jinghong!"

Gu Zhi unsealed Chu Yunxi, allowing her to speak.

"I'm sorry, it's all my fault. If it weren't for me, you wouldn't be tortured like this!"

Chu Yunxi was crying. If she could cry, she would definitely cry like rain and become a tearful person.

This is just one of Shen Jinghong's Dharma bodies. If Shen Jinghong's real body comes and is abused and tortured, how heartbroken would Chu Yunxi be?

Gu Zhi couldn't help but start to look forward to it. Seeing Chu Yunxi crying bitterly, he felt a little happier.

"Say a few words, old friends will exchange pleasantries when they meet again. You two have such a deep friendship, so you must have a lot to say, right?"

Gu Zhi looked at Shen Jinghong playfully and said.

He had some guesses about Shen Jinghong's experience and identity, and now he was trying to confirm it.

If it could not only break down Chu Yunxi's defenses but also confirm his guess, allowing him to understand more about Shen Jinghong and making it easier for him to make targeted preparations for Shen Jinghong later, then that would naturally be the best of both worlds.

"I have nothing to say to her."

Shen Jinghong turned his face away, unwilling to look at Chu Yunxi.

“Jinghong…???”

Chu Yunxi was stunned.

Originally, she wanted to tell Shen Jinghong that she didn’t need to say anything to her.

Because Shen Jinghong was suffering, it would definitely be more uncomfortable if she continued to talk to her.

She didn't want to see Shen Jinghong so upset, so although she actually wanted to talk to Shen Jinghong and wanted to know what Shen Jinghong had experienced over the years, she still considered Shen Jinghong to show her consideration.

But she hadn't said those words yet!

Shen Jinghong said that there was nothing to talk about with her?

Chu Yunxi just felt a chill in his heart.

She could be considerate of Shen Jinghong and ask Shen Jinghong not to speak.

But Shen Jinghong said directly that there was nothing to say to her...

Chu Yunxi felt mixed emotions, and suddenly felt that the familiar face in the furnace of pain became unfamiliar.

It was obvious that she had always dreamed of Shen Jinghong over the years, and Shen Jinghong's appearance in her dreams was extremely clear.

Because she would return to the holy land of Yaochi every year, and take out Shen Jinghong's portrait in front of Shen Jinghong's grave to recall the past.

Shen Jinghong's face was deeply imprinted in her memory, never blurry, never unfamiliar.

But now, Shen Jinghong really appeared in front of her, but she suddenly felt that Shen Jinghong was a stranger.

"Jinghong, do you have any unspeakable secrets?"

Chu Yunxi bit her lip. She didn't believe that Shen Jinghong would suddenly treat her like this.

"There must be some reason why you are so cold to me, right?"

Gu Zhi slightly reduced the intensity of the furnace of pain, allowing Shen Jinghong to have more energy to talk to Chu Yunxi.

"You think too much."

Shen Jinghong's figure was now light and he no longer had the sense of being detached from the world that he had before. His "divinity" disappeared and he became more like a "human".

"Silly woman, don't be so self-righteous."

Shen Jinghong stared at Chu Yunxi indifferently, his words were very direct and quite cold:

"I just simply don't want to bother with you, and I have something to hide. How can you be so self-consoling?"

Chu Yunxi's body shook for a while.

She seemed to be struck by lightning, her whole body trembling violently, her eyes wide open, unable to accept the harsh words spoken by Shen Jinghong.

"Jinghong, what's wrong with you? You weren't like this before!"

Chu Yunxi rushed into the furnace of pain, grabbing Shen Jinghong's arm. She was in a state of madness, shaking Shen Jinghong's body and yelling like a shrew:

"Tell me, what you just said wasn't from your heart. You actually want to hug me, and you actually have a lot to say to me, right?"

Gu Zhi completely stopped the Furnace of Pain.

Silently enjoying this big show.

"That's enough!"

Shen Jinghong pushed Chu Yunxi away and patted his arm with a look of disgust, as if he thought Chu Yunxi was too dirty:

"You'd better get out of here as soon as possible and don't force me to slap you!"

Just now, Shen Jinghong had an ethereal aura, as if he were a true immortal, like a god descending to the mortal world.

But now, he is quite "down-to-earth", his words are very "down-to-earth", and give people a more lively feeling.

However, this feeling was a huge disaster for Chu Yunxi.

She would rather admire Shen Jinghong's ethereal beauty from afar as she did just now, rather than have Shen Jinghong be "down-to-earth" and indifferent to her.

"Jinghong, what on earth have you been through? Why do you treat me like this?"

Chu Yunxi wanted to get to the bottom of this.

Shen Jinghong is her white moonlight, her beloved, her spiritual pillar, and her motivation to live!

What should she do if Shen Jinghong hates her and despises her?

Her world will become completely dark, her spirit will collapse, and she will become confused and like a walking corpse.

"I've been through a lot, but they were all good experiences, so don't think I was coerced into doing this to you."

"Chu Yunxi, you'd better stop pestering me and stop fantasizing about me. You're disgusting. I'm so unlucky that you've fallen for me!"

The disgust in Shen Jinghong's eyes when he looked at Chu Yunxi became more and more intense.

Chu Yunxi collapsed to the ground, she felt like the sky was falling!

She imagined that Shen Jinghong was not dead. After learning that Shen Jinghong was really not dead and seeing the projection of Shen Jinghong's Dharma body, she was extremely excited. She felt that all the suffering she had suffered in the past could be ignored.

Seeing Chen Jinghong again made her feel relieved as if she had sailed through thousands of mountains. As long as she could wait for Chen Jinghong, it didn't matter how much suffering she had to endure.

But I didn’t expect…

The light boat has not passed through thousands of mountains.

The boat crashed into the mountain and was smashed to pieces.

"Look at me! Shen Jinghong, look at me!"

Chu Yunxi still didn't believe it:

"I don't believe you can be empty-eyed!"

Shen Jinghong sneered, and as Chu Yunxi wished, he turned his head and stared at Chu Yunxi straightly, his eyes full of disgust:

"I feel sick when I look at you for even one more moment!"

Chu Yunxi felt disheartened.

She really didn't see a trace of pity, a trace of heartache, or a trace of love in Shen Jinghong's eyes...

Shen Jinghong to her...

Is it really just disgust?

"You...why...why don't you love me anymore..."

Chu Yunxi choked, collapsed, and burst into tears.

"Why don't you love me anymore?"

Shen Jinghong curled his lips indifferently:

"Chu Yunxi, you seem to have made a mistake."

"It's not that I don't love you now, but... I've never loved you!"

This one sentence was like a bolt from the blue, completely destroying Chu Yunxi's mentality.

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