It was a wonderful night for Fang Zheng.
When he woke up from his deep sleep again, he looked at the girl in his arms, and raised the corner of his mouth slightly, revealing a smile. Then he reached out and gently stroked Tilia's smooth golden hair.
Fang Zheng had no shortage of women in his previous life. He had dated two girlfriends. As a wealthy man in a high position, women were never a problem for Fang Zheng as long as he wanted them. But this time it was completely different. From Tilia, Fang Zheng felt a complete fusion of soul and body. It was as if when he entered Tilia's petite body, the souls of both people merged together. It was a feeling of complete relaxation, physical and mental pleasure and happiness.
In comparison, Fang Zheng felt that the women he slept with in his previous life were like sex dolls. Maybe they brought him some physical pleasure, but he had never felt this kind of joy and enjoyment from the depths of his soul.
Maybe... I have never loved anyone?
Lying on the bed, Fang Zheng caressed Tilia who was sleeping in his arms while thinking about this question. Thinking carefully, he had two girlfriends, one in college and the other after he entered the society. The two girls had nothing in common. The former had the immaturity and innocence of student days, and some feminine cunning. The latter was mature, steady, and very capable.
But... thinking back carefully, Fang Zheng found that he didn't seem to love them.
In fact, neither of these two relationships was initiated by Fang Zheng. The first time was when he joined the basketball team in college, and then he led the school team to play a few games and won a trophy, and then the little girl came to confess her love to him. At that time, Fang Zheng just felt that he was familiar with her, and the girl was good-looking and had a gentle personality, so he nodded and agreed without any reason to refuse.
After that, they did many things that boyfriends and girlfriends should do. At that time, Fang Zheng was neither opposed to these things nor did he care much about them. Finally, before he graduated, the girl broke up with him.
"I'm a very cunning person. I love you very much, so I want to work very hard to make you fall in love with me. But no matter how hard I try, I find that you don't fall in love with me... I think we should break up."
Fang Zheng was a little surprised at the time, but soon he realized that he seemed to be just as she said, he didn't love her at all. Because according to reason, most men who break up will cry and scream, or find a place to get drunk. But Fang Zheng felt like he had completed a task, and didn't feel any sadness, just a little lost and a sense of relief that a long-term task was finally completed.
In fact, for Fang Zheng, the end of this relationship did not seem to make him feel nostalgic, just like a redundant error code, which he deleted without any other feelings. Even that night, he did not even have time to shed a single tear, but just went back to drink a can of beer and went straight to bed.
It's that simple.
The process with his second girlfriend was even simpler. She was a rookie who had just joined the company, and he was a senior executive at the time. What happened between the two at first was very similar to the plot of most urban romance dramas. The rookie employee who had just joined the company was clumsy, and then Fang Zheng helped and instructed her. Then the two developed a liking for each other - no, or rather, it was only one-sided.
The following process was no different from the previous one. She proposed to Fang Zheng for a relationship, and Fang Zheng had no reason to refuse. However, the ending of this urban love drama was not very good. The girl resigned under the instigation of her mother and wanted to go to a big city to find a higher-paying job. Fang Zheng shrugged his shoulders and nodded in agreement. He certainly understood why the other party did this. A rookie might be able to tolerate doing odd jobs when she first entered the company, but this did not mean that she could always accept such a job.
Fang Zheng gave her a chance, but unfortunately, she didn't have the talent.
The biggest shortcoming of people without talent is that they lack self-awareness.
Giving up the company and industry for the woman he likes is something that only the overbearing CEOs in TV dramas would do, but Fang Zheng couldn't see the value of his girlfriend compared to his company. So when the other party proposed to resign, he nodded in agreement very readily, and the other party stared at him quietly for several minutes before turning around and leaving without saying a word.
Frankly speaking, Fang Zheng still didn't understand what she was thinking during those few minutes. Did she really think that he would be like those idiots in the TV series and give her an illusory promise to express his love?
Fang Zheng really couldn't understand love. He used to think he could feel love, but now he wasn't so sure. Because Tilia gave him a completely different feeling from his two girlfriends before his rebirth. But comparing it with the movies, TV shows and novels he had watched, Fang Zheng found that this kind of feeling couldn't be clearly expressed as love.
Of course he liked Tilia and had a crush on her, but Fang Zheng didn't think his crush would exceed that of the little angel, because she was the first life he summoned in the main world and had followed him the longest. However, his feelings towards the two were different.
Forget it, just let it be.
Thinking of this, Fang Zheng shook his head and then sat up. He has always been very Buddhist in his attitude towards relationships and never forced anything. Just like when he was dating his first girlfriend, many people tried to give them advice, such as asking Fang Zheng to go on a romantic date or buy small gifts for his girlfriend to please her. But Fang Zheng never took it seriously. He would only do it when he wanted to. If he didn't want to, then he wouldn't do it.
Not only that, Fang Zheng also received an unexpected surprise...
Thinking of this, Fang Zheng flipped his right hand, and soon, a sheepskin-covered magic book appeared in Fang Zheng's hand. This was the "Book of Thousands of Magic" given to him by his cheap teacher. According to the prophetic teacher, as long as Fang Zheng's power breaks through the limit, then the types of magic he can learn will appear on it. And now, under Fang Zheng's gaze, he can clearly see that on the blank page that originally recorded the fifth-level spell, a new magic spell has emerged.
This means that Fang Zheng has finally broken through the level 5 barrier and can now learn level 6 spells!
"Brother..."
Feeling Fang Zheng's movements, Tilia, who was originally asleep, opened her eyes and looked at him. Looking at the girl in front of him, Fang Zheng smiled and reached out his hand, gently stroking her head.
"How are you? Are you okay?"
"It's okay... it's just that you, my brother... are too awesome."
As she spoke, Tilia blushed and pulled the quilt over her face, looking a little embarrassed. It wasn't that she was innocent and shy, but Tilia didn't expect Fang Zheng to be so powerful that he tortured her almost the entire night. Although it was Tilia who took the initiative to rape Fang Zheng, it was just out of her instinctive desire as a Red World disciple. Besides that, Tilia herself was not very familiar with all this.
Until last night, she was taught a good lesson by Fang Zhenghao.
Although the physique of the Red World's people is definitely much stronger than that of humans, Tilia has been teasing Fang Zheng for more than a day or two, and the NP she has accumulated has been used up.
As a result, she was confused by the series of "critical hits" yesterday. Thinking of everything that happened to her before, even Tilia felt a little embarrassed. Even the Red World followers who followed their desires still had some shame.
"There will be more powerful ones in the future."
Seeing Tilia's embarrassed look, Fang Zheng recalled the scene yesterday when the girl's delicate body begged for mercy under him. Well... the little girl has teased me for so many days, and I have only collected the interest, but I haven't even returned the principal yet.
We still have a long time to live.
“Woo…”
Hearing Fang Zheng's answer, Tilia couldn't help but tremble. Although her nature was to devote everything to Fang Zheng, she also had her limits. After last night, Tilia had already understood that relying on herself alone was definitely not enough to satisfy her elder brother.
It seems that we must bring a few people along on the journey?
Thinking of this, Tilia's brain started working rapidly.
Should I look for the little girl who stayed in the palace all day playing with stars? Or the fire mist warrior with a chest as flat as a washboard? Or should I look for the maid?