He Jiarui came back just to hear the answer from Gu Huaiwei.
She came with answers, looking for answers.
"You came to me before moving, so you must have an answer in your mind, right?" Gu Huaiwei was just following her preference at the time. "At that time, you didn't have any better options."
If he had said it at that time, He Jiarui would have reached his current state earlier.
No, maybe I will age faster than I do now.
He Jiarui's lips trembled slightly, and he forced a smile, but that smile was also a bit self-deprecating. "Yes, I had already made my choice at that time. Don't doubt it. Ji Xuan will take care of me for the rest of my life anyway."
Her drooping eyelashes trembled slightly, hiding the bitterness in her eyes.
"But when I actually left him, I found that it was impossible for me not to care about these things."
He Jiarui clung to those details.
"You want everything. No matter which option you choose, you will regret it." Gu Huaiwei looked at her quietly, her tone gentle, "Silly girl, no matter whether that option is good or bad, as long as you make a choice, you should hold on to it tightly and not let go."
"I just hope Ji Xuan can take me away with a clean conscience." A trace of struggle flashed across He Jiarui's face. "Why can't he do this?"
The smile on Gu Huaiwei's lips turned cold, and her tone was slow and steady: "Why? Why can Chen Liuxiang only give you magnetism value, but not give you meticulous care? Why does Ji Xuan provide you with emotional value, but use dirty tricks to make you return to him?"
"Yes, why?" He Jiarui sat forward, leaning forward, eager to know Gu Huaiwei's answer.
Gu Huaiwei didn't answer her directly, but asked another question: "Why did you come back to find me?"
He Jiarui paused: "Because... I think we are friends."
Gu Huaiwei shook her head and said with some disappointment: "You don't treat me as a friend, and you didn't come to me to reminisce about the past."
"I'm not..." He Jiarui wanted to explain.
Gu Huaiwei raised her hand and interrupted her: "You are accustomed to wanting to get two attitudes from me. You want me to help you open up to the cruel truth, but you also expect me to give you some placebo.
Ms. He, my answer is not important to you, and the options are not important to you. You are just repeating yourself out of habit. No matter what choice you make, you will eventually jump back to another path that you did not choose.
This is too twisted. I'm sorry, I'm busy with work and can't play this jumping game with you."
After getting to know He Jiarui for so long, Gu Huaiwei discovered that she had a very fatal weakness, which was that she would repeatedly regret a choice she made.
She could never be steadfast in her choices and was always held back by another possibility.
When she chose Ji Xuan, she would suspect whether Ji Xuan used dirty means to get her back.
If she stayed with Chen Liuxiang, she would be trapped in the confusion of lovelessness and unable to extricate herself.
This repeated pulling kept pushing her into the abyss, but she was completely unaware of it.
Gu Huaiwei was being too blunt.
He Jiarui wilted completely, his eyes dimmed, and he was not willing to admit what Gu Huaiwei said.
"It's not like that..."
He Jiarui is Gu Huaiwei's first guest, and Gu Huaiwei sincerely hopes that she lives a good life.
But He Jiarui messed up a good hand.
Now he came to ask her what she thought.
"My idea is that whether you choose to pretend to be blind and move to another city with Ji Xuan, or stay in Chen Liuxiang's manor, you can at least have one of the emotional value and magnetic value.
Only if you keep choosing one thing and then wanting another, then choosing another and then deciding that option is not good, will you put yourself in this situation.
Gu Huaiwei has told He Jiarui a lot of true words.
Originally, He Jiarui could have become the external publicity advertisement for Oasis Marriage Agency, but because she kept jumping around, she became a negative example.
He Jiarui was unable to sense Gu Huaiwei's emotional changes.
She said to herself, "Ms. Gu, I feel now that I can no longer rely on the alien. I want to stay in your shop and work, and live a life that relies on myself."
It's really hard to change one's nature.
"..." Gu Huaiwei leaned back on the sofa and covered her eyes with her hands. "Sorry, the branch is already full."
"Can't you give me a chance?" He Jiarui felt that if she could have a job, she would definitely be able to live a better life.
"In a few days, my last branch will open. We'll still be short of a few clerical positions. You can apply normally. If you meet the recruitment requirements, I won't stop the branch from hiring you. If you're not hired, I won't help you find a job through the back door."
There is no point in saying more, Gu Huaiwei has said all.
He Jiarui still left.
When she left, she folded the towel Gu Huaiwei had given her and placed it on the sofa, then soaked the teacup she had used in the sink and washed it clean.
Her back is no longer young.
Constantly changing options cost her a heavy price.
He Jiarui stood by the ladder and looked back at the Oasis Dating Agency. Gu Huaiwei only sent her to the door and did not chase her out.
She thought back to the way she had come and felt that she had really missed a lot of good opportunities.
She turned around and looked for Chen Liuxiang.
Chen Liuxiang didn't see her.
She turned back and went to look for Ji Xuan.
After she left, Ji Xuan turned himself in.
He Jiarui tried to apply for a job at a branch of Oasis Dating Agency, but her interview performance was not good and she was not accepted.
She turned around, wanting to see Gu Huaiwei again.
But at that time, Gu Huaiwei had already set off for the Dawn Alliance.
He Jiarui came a long way.
This winter is unusually cold, and the world is filled with desolate and gloomy weather.
He Jiarui dragged her old body due to lack of magnetism, curled up in an alley, and died alone in the cold winter. She had no alien to accompany her, and no human to light a lamp for her.
Before she died, she mailed one last gift to Gu Huaiwei.
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