Chapter 405 Aqing, you are crying
Lin Zhiqing paused, then pursed his lips slightly:
"Lu Huai, I shouldn't doubt your motives."
"We shouldn't use the science of judging minds to make a conclusion and deny our feelings."
"But Dasheng is too unfamiliar and too dangerous for me. I'm afraid I might die here or leave here at any time."
She revealed her true feelings and also showed her vulnerability to Lu Huai.
From Lu Huai helping her at the villa to Lu Huai using evidence of the Ministry of War's grain and fodder issue to help the Lin family during the trial, all of this was shaking Lin Zhiqing's heart.
She believed in Lu Huai.
So I am willing to release the fragile emotions in my heart.
But Lu Huai still shook his head slightly and sighed softly:
"Aqing, I know your difficulties. I have never blamed you for these things."
Lin Zhiqing was stunned. When he looked up again, Lu Huai had already silently gone to collect firewood and rekindled the fire.
She was a little confused. What exactly was the thing that Lu Huai was talking about apologizing for?
She was about to go over and ask, but when the firelight came on and she saw the corpses all over the ground, she felt a chill.
So she rolled up her sleeves, raised her hand, grabbed the corpse closest to her, dragged it to the entrance of the cave with difficulty, and threw the person down.
It's not that she is cruel.
If someone followed the smell of the corpse and came here first, she and Lu Huai would be exposed.
Besides, she couldn't bear to be in the same room with a corpse.
However, after struggling for a long time, she had little strength left.
She rubbed her sore wrist and was about to continue moving when Lu Huai walked up to her and quickly dealt with the remaining people.
However, from beginning to end, he never looked at Lin Zhiqing.
An inexplicable emotion surged in Lin Zhiqing's heart. Her nose felt sore and she shrank to the side, staring at Lu Huai.
By now, she was sure that Lu Huai was angry.
But what exactly did he want him to apologize for?
Lin Zhiqing couldn't think of the answer and felt very upset.
She only knew that she cared a lot about Lu Huai's silent attitude.
The crackling sound of sparks drowned out her sobs.
But in a flash, Lu Huai's figure stopped in front of her.
Lin Zhiqing moved her head slightly, not wanting Lu Huai to see her red eyes.
Lu Huai sighed softly and squatted in front of Lin Zhiqing:
"Aqing, you're crying."
"No." Lin Zhiqing shook his head stubbornly.
Lu Huai reached out and touched Lin Zhiqing's face. Feeling the wetness, he looked a little flustered.
Lin Zhiqing wanted to avoid his hand, but felt that this action would definitely hurt Lu Huai.
She saw Lu Huai's eyes, thought of her words, and her emotions became unbearable:
"Lu Huai, I really don't know. I really don't know what else I can apologize to you for."
"You, please don't ignore me, talk to me, please."
She didn't want to cry, but when she thought of Lu Huai's angry look just now, she couldn't control herself.
At the end of her speech, tears began to flow and her words became unclear.
In the end, she realized that her emotions were wrong and buried her face in her knees:
"I'm sorry, I did something wrong. I shouldn't cry. I don't know why my tears are always uncontrollable when I'm with you..."
When Lu Huai heard this, his originally helpless mood disappeared all of a sudden, and he raised the corners of his mouth.
Lin Zhiqing's words clearly meant that he was special to her.
This was the first time he truly understood Lin Zhiqing's heart and felt that Lin Zhiqing's heart was moving closer to him.
He couldn't help but feel a little annoyed and wondered why he was angry at Lin Zhiqing just now.
He gently held up Lin Zhiqing's face, and seeing the tears on her face, his heart ached. He reached out and wiped away her tears one by one.
But for some reason, the more Lu Huai wiped her tears, the more tears appeared on her face.
"Aqing..." Lu Huai was about to speak, but the next moment, Lin Zhiqing rushed forward and hugged him.
He didn't react immediately, but Lin Zhiqing's voice suddenly rang out:
"Lu Huai, please talk to me, tell me everything, don't ignore me."
These words were quite childish. Lu Huai hugged Lin Zhiqing back:
"Aqing, listen to me."
"I was a little unhappy just now, but the root of my unhappiness is that you always want to keep me out of danger."
"Whether you're hypnotizing me into amnesia or trying to lure them away to protect me, you're always putting yourself in an unsafe situation."
"I hope you can put your own safety first before considering mine."
Lu Huai's voice was very soft, but Lin Zhiqing heard it clearly.
Her crying stopped suddenly, and the bitterness in her heart gradually turned into surprise.
She never expected that Lu Huai was angry about this matter.
Lu Huai touched Lin Zhiqing's head:
"I just thought you were smart, but I never jumped. You're used to holding back the people you care about. It's normal that you didn't think of this."
"Ah Qing, if you want to protect the Lin family, I will help you. If you want to protect the people around you, I will also help you."
"But I only want you to promise me one thing: protect yourself first."
He held Lin Zhiqing's shoulders and looked at him seriously:
"Also, you must not get rid of me."
Lin Zhiqing didn't know what was going on in his mind.
This was the first time someone told her that she didn't have to handle everything on her own.
Lin Zhiqing was used to acting cautiously and had never thought of putting his life in the hands of others.
Therefore, before doing anything, she habitually assumes the situation is the worst.
This also directly led to her putting others in an uncertain position in her heart.
In other words, she has always been on guard.
Besides, Dasheng was always a stranger to her.
Sometimes she even wondered if she had had a very long dream.
When you wake up from the dream, everything in Dasheng will disappear.
She herself will also lose Lu Huai and others.
This is an extremely painful thing.
Her own defense mechanism wrapped her up, and as long as there was no contact, the loss would not be so painful.
It is precisely because of these uneasy thoughts that she is somewhat out of touch with the world.
But Lu Huai was right in front of her, and his words went deep into her heart.
Not only Lu Huai, she also has a cousin, cousin, and Chao Yan.
They were all waiting for her to come back.
Thinking of this, Lin Zhiqing sniffed and looked at Lu Huai with a different kind of trust:
"Then you have to promise me one thing."
"A gentleman's word is as good as gold. I promise you." Lu Huai nodded.
Lin Zhiqing was amused by him: "You agreed to it before I even told you what it was."
"I will always affirm Lin Zhiqing's words." Lu Huai said this very seriously.
"Okay!" Lin Zhiqing smiled.
"Promise me you won't talk to me without saying anything, just like you did just now."
Lu Huai touched Lin Zhiqing's head and said, "I promise, I won't do it again."
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