Sima Yan was stiff and confused.
He suddenly remembered what Gu Zheng had said——
The eagle tried his best to feed the kitten, but after the kitten changed its hair for the first time, the eagle would take the kitten to the edge of the cliff, and then push the kitten down. If the kitten wanted to live, he could only try to flap his wings and learn to fly alone.
Gu Zheng is like an eagle. In a cold-blooded way, he forces Sima to grow up as soon as possible.
The young eagle can't survive in the whirlpool of power. Only when he grows into an eagle can he have a foothold.
Sima is tired of thinking that Gu Zheng is a treacherous minister greedy for power, but in fact, Gu Zheng is well intentioned.
He is like a real old father. He secretly plans for his son's future. For this reason, he does not hesitate to sacrifice himself and make himself a stepping stone on his son's way forward.
No one has ever thought so much about Sima. Even his own parents have never done this for him.
Sima Yan's eyes grew red.
The person he once hated was the best person in the world.
……
Ah fan.
When you read this letter, I must be dead.
I'm very happy that you defeated me. You proved to everyone with your strength that you are qualified to sit on the throne.
Those hatred and disgust for me will be transformed into worship and support for you.
But you should be careful. Among these supporters, there are some people with evil intentions. They will put on the mask of hypocrisy and hide around you, encroach on your power a little and make you a puppet in their hands.
For example, Xu Yizhi.
He is my mentor. I know him very well. He is rich in learning and a good teacher, but he is also selfish. Don't trust him too much.
You can leave a small part of the team I left before. In addition, you can open more Enke exams to select talents and try to choose students from poor backgrounds. Their backgrounds are clean and better attracted.
As for the power of aristocratic families in the imperial court, you only need to suppress them a little. Don't worry too much. The king's way is the first to weigh. He can provoke the contradiction between aristocratic families and poor families and let them fight with each other. You just need to keep the balance between them, and they can be used by you.
Don't trust civil servants too much, let alone let them interfere in the decision-making of military generals. When you can't give consideration to both civil and military affairs at the same time, I suggest you divide civil and military affairs. When you are mature enough, you can consider specific job changes.
Also, be careful of a man, the eldest son of the fire Lord.
I only met him once. Although he was still young, I saw his burning ambition in his eyes. My intuition told me that he would be a dangerous figure threatening the South Chu border in the future. I wanted to get rid of him when he was young, but the plan was noticed by Xu Yizhi, blocked by him, and the assassination plan was forced to give up.
Huoluo King took his eldest son back. Maybe ten years later, there will be unrest on the border between Xisha and southern Chu.
I hope you can pay more attention to the movement of Xisha. If you have a chance, you must kill the eldest son of King Huoluo and don't give him a chance to grow up.
……
The more Sima tired looked down, the more blurred his sight was.
Gu Zhengming knew he would be killed by him, but he left so many instructions before he died.
Every word in it is for his sake.
Gu Zheng really thought of everything for him.
If he had read this letter ten years ago, maybe he would not have let Xu Yizhi become the first auxiliary, nor would he have the opportunity to grow up.
Unfortunately, he didn't see the letter until ten years later.
God made a joke on him and made him take many detours for nothing.
Sima Yan couldn't get angry.
Because there was only endless regret left in his heart.
He misunderstood Gu Zheng.
Misunderstood for ten years.
……
Ah fan.
Your future still has a long way to go, but my road has come to an end.
I don't regret what I did. I just regret that I didn't see the day when you were a weak adult, married and had children.
Don't feel sorry for my leaving.
I'm just an insignificant stone in your life. When you step over me, it means you've grown up.
There are thousands of rivers and mountains waiting for you.
Please go ahead and don't look back.
Gu Zheng, the last pen.
……
Sima tired of holding the letter paper, his fingers trembled violently. Because of too much force, the letter paper was almost crushed.
Anger and remorse were constantly biting in his chest. His reason had long been torn to pieces, and all the dusty memories poured out and competed in his brain.
He wants to tear up all those memories.
He doesn't want to face reality.
Perhaps Xie Miao is right. This letter is actually a trap set by Gu Zheng. Gu Zheng deliberately uses this letter to shake his faith.
He's not wrong. He didn't kill the wrong person.
Sima wearily crumpled the letter paper into a ball and threw it out with his resentment.
The paper ball hit the wall, fell to the ground and rolled to the door.
Sima wearily hugged his head in pain and pretended that he didn't know anything and that nothing had happened.
After a while.
He looked up again. His eyes were red.
He stared at the paper ball on the ground for a long time.
Gu Zheng's voice seemed to ring out in his ear——
"The third prince is a smart and sensible child."
"If you don't want to be bullied, you have to try to make yourself stronger."
"This is the foal I gave you. You can give him a name."
"From today on, you are the son of heaven. I can't protect you as before. You have to learn to be alone."
"Don't cry, this is the way you choose!"
……
Sima fan stood up, walked over and bent down to pick up the paper ball.
He returned to his seat, carefully unfolded the paper ball and tried to smooth every wrinkle on the paper.
Those familiar handwriting came into view again.
They were like red soldering irons, scalding Sima fan's eyes.
He told himself again and again that he could not cry, absolutely not cry!
But the tears spilled out, slid down his cheeks and hit the back of his hand.
Sima Yan's upper and lower teeth collided with each other, and his voice trembled.
"Why lie to me?"
"Since you want to cheat me, why can't you cheat to the end?"
"Why let me know the truth?"
"Damn it! Who do you think you are? You are not my father. Why do you do so much for me! "
Outside the meditation room, Xie Miao stood with his back against the door. Across the thin wooden door, he heard the low cry in the room.
The suppressed cry made his scalp numb.
He subconsciously wanted to push the door in to see what was going on, but after hesitation, he put down his knock.
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