Chapter 586: Is it fair?
"What?"
Xie Nancheng looked at Tu Ran in disbelief, and for a moment, he was stunned.
Tu Ran didn't repeat herself, she knew he heard it clearly.
The two just looked at each other, and even if they had thousands of words to say, they all vanished into thin air at this moment.
After about a minute or two, Xie Nancheng took a deep breath and spoke patiently and gently, "Wife, why?"
"Because I don't want children."
With a clang, the phone fell to the ground.
It was as if it was a deliberate stab to his heart, which made Xie Nancheng extremely difficult to accept.
"Wife, why don't you want our child?"
Tu Ran said calmly, "Because children have never been part of my life plan."
"Then when I said I wanted a child, you..." Xie Nancheng was a little excited.
"Think carefully, when did you ask for a child and I gave you a clear answer?"
"Hehe... So, I was just being sentimental and acting too much, right?" Xie Nancheng felt very uncomfortable.
He really hoped that Tu Ran would say that what Lu Xuan'er said was not true.
He hoped that Tu Ran would deny everything. Even if she was lying to him, he was willing to believe her.
But she didn't...
He said these words so calmly and indifferently.
"Wife, am I not good enough for you?"
"no."
"Then do you hold a grudge against me for what I did to you before?"
“Not really.”
"So you don't love me?"
"no."
"So you did this because my mother has a big opinion of you?"
"No, what I did has nothing to do with anyone else. It was my own conscious choice."
"Nancheng, I can tell you the truth today."
"I never planned on having kids, ever."
"It has nothing to do with how your mother treats me, or your Xie family."
"But why? Why don't you want to give birth to my child?" Xie Nancheng's voice was a little choked. He was actually very shocked.
Such a proud person, someone with such a strong self-esteem, now knows that someone has been using contraception.
Now that I think about it, my recent crazy behavior of wanting a child is really ridiculous.
"I just said, my life plan is different."
"I am not ready to be a mother. I don't have the confidence to bring a child into the world and give her a good life or protect her. I don't want to give birth to a hostage." Tu Ran said word by word.
"I will protect our children." Xie Nancheng was a little anxious.
"You can't even protect yourself. Wasn't it you who was careless and underestimated your enemy when you first got married that got poisoned and blinded?"
Xie Nancheng was suddenly speechless.
"I don't want to say you're not good enough, Nanjo."
"Everyone has flaws. I don't care what others think, but I really don't want children. I've asked you about this tactfully before, and now I can tell you. I really don't plan to have children. If you want children, you can use IVF, surrogacy, adoption, or we can divorce..."
Before she could finish her last sentence, Xie Nancheng got angry and interrupted her.
"That's enough. Stop talking."
"I just think it's ridiculous. If Lu Xuan'er hadn't told me today, I might still be kept in the dark."
"It was indeed my fault for hiding it from you."
"But you've been telling everyone that we're trying to get pregnant, and that makes me feel uncomfortable." Tu Ran also spoke out her true feelings. Every time Xie Nancheng talked about trying to get pregnant in front of the whole family, she actually felt uncomfortable.
It’s inappropriate to refute it in person.
If I don't refute it, I really don't know how long this idea will last?
Now, everything has been revealed and there is no need to hide it anymore.
"When did you start taking the medicine?"
"It started when I had close contact with you." Tu Ran answered calmly.
"All of this was planned at that time." Xie Nancheng was extremely heartbroken.
"It's because I don't have any plans that I don't plan to have children. I think I have the right to choose whether to have children or not."
"Yes, you are right. I am stupid and can't tell the right timing." After saying this, Xie Nancheng laughed at himself.
Tu Ran just felt a tightness in his chest. If it were before, he might not have cared much about Xie Nancheng's emotions.
But now, since she has fallen in love with him and he has entered her heart, how can she remain indifferent?
"What medicine are you taking?"
"I heard that taking birth control pills for a long time is harmful to your health."
"The Chinese medicine I prescribed myself has no side effects," said Tu Ran.
Xie Nancheng smiled again, "I almost forgot, you are such a good doctor, how could you go out to buy medicine? It turns out you make your own medicine."
"Xie Nancheng, I was wrong to keep this from you. I'm sorry."
Tu Ran felt a little guilty, but he still apologized sincerely.
"I don't need an apology."
"I just feel like I'm in such a mess that even the woman I love doesn't want to give birth to a child for me. Honey, if you don't want one now, it's okay. You're still young, so you can have one in ten years..."
Xie Nancheng didn't want to fall out, so he planned to suppress his anger and continue to ease their relationship.
Tu Ran is only 23 years old this year. Even in ten years, she will only be 33 years old. It is not too late to have a child.
"I'm sorry, I never planned to have children, whether it was ten years ago or ten years later."
"I don't want to lie to you or paint you a rosy picture."
"Nancheng, you are very good. We like each other and we are sincere to each other."
"But regarding the matter of children, I do think differently from you."
"I can't be so selfish as to deceive you and wait for me for ten years."
"I can tell you right now that in 10 years, I still don't plan to have kids."
Clang, it was like a silver needle falling to the ground, and it seemed to pierce the heart.
How rational must she be to say that she will not give birth to your child even after ten years?
Xie Nancheng couldn't hold it in any longer and asked, "Do you not want to have a child for me, or do you not want to have a child for anyone else?"
"What do you mean?" Tu Ran's face darkened.
"If it was Gu Xixing, or someone more worthy, would you change your mind?"
"Xie Nancheng, do you miss me so much?" Tu Ran was also angry.
Unexpectedly, another man was involved. How could she tolerate this?
"Answer me, yes or no." Xie Nancheng looked straight into her eyes.
"I'm really disappointed that you could say that," Tu Ran said.
"Wouldn't I be disappointed if you took birth control pills behind my back?" Xie Nancheng almost roared out these words.
He really never wanted to speak loudly to her and always lowered his voice deliberately.
He was even laughed at by Feng Yao, who said that in front of his sister-in-law, he was like a Tibetan mastiff turning into a Teddy.
"Tu Ran, do you have a heart?"
"You know in your heart how I treat you."
"So coaxing, praising."
"Because of you, my mother and I are about to break up and move out of the old house, leaving grandma alone."
"I didn't even let you get involved in my dad's affair, for fear of dirtying your hands."
"You say now that you never intended to bear me a child."
"Do you think this is fair to me?"
"ah?"
"Tell me, is this fair to me?" After yelling this, Xie Nancheng's handsome face was already covered with tears.
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