Chapter 28 Where did your cat go? Just keep existing...
"Gu Zhi, am I particularly useless like this?" On the way back, Jiang Ziyi leaned drowsily on Gu Zhi's shoulder and murmured to ask.
When Jiang Ziyi's depression first broke out, she was filming on the set.
It was a movie directed by the famous director Yang Hongguang, focusing on the "growing pains" of adolescent boys and girls.
Jiang Ziyi plays a young mother with an extremely strong control desire. She pathologically monitors her daughter's whereabouts, restricts her social circle, and even forces her to drop out of school and locks her in the room all day.
When Jiang Ziyi first got the script, he was somewhat happy. Because this is a role that is very easy for her to "get into the role". She doesn't need to figure out the emotions and psychology, she just needs to act like Lin Shuyao.
But when she tore up the yearbook that she had worked so hard to compile before graduation in front of her "daughter", Jiang Ziyi suddenly collapsed.
The shadow of those memories that she thought could become a joke, like a wandering soul that never really left, once again strangled her throat.
This feeling of suffocation reached its peak the moment the psychiatrist told her the diagnosis.
She had tried her best to escape and resist, but everything still ended up back where it started.
"Hello?" Gu Zhi answered her call within 5 seconds.
"When can you come back home this month?" Jiang Ziyi hugged her knees tightly on the bay window in her bedroom.
She turned on the speakerphone and held the phone away to avoid the intermittent breathing sounds reaching his ears.
"When do you need me to come back?" Gu Zhi still heard that something was wrong with her.
"I... I just missed you a little bit, just asking casually." Jiang Ziyi used his remaining sanity to cut off the distress signal that was about to come out of his mouth.
She can't ruin Gu Zhi's life anymore.
"If I can finish the notice normally, I will be able to fly over to see you on the morning of the 14th," Gu Zhi's voice was a little distorted on the other end of the phone, "I miss you too." After confirming again and again that she didn't need him to rush back immediately, his tone returned to normal.
Jiang Ziyi's last glimmer of hope after being diagnosed with bipolar disorder was shattered when Gu Zhi returned home.
During the manic outburst, she felt her consciousness completely pulled out of her body, and she could only watch herself swearing at Gu Zhi, clear-headed but powerless.
He never got angry, but just became more cautious.
"Yiyi, what's wrong with you?" Gu Zhi wrapped her thin shoulders with a blanket and brought her back from the cold wind on the balcony.
His fingers trembled slightly, as if he was trying to hide his uneasiness.
Jiang Ziyi heard himself say "get out" clearly.
"Then can you please stop hurting yourself?" Gu Zhi slowly loosened his hand, but still stood between her and the glass sliding door.
"As long as you tell me what happened, I promise you there will be a way to solve it." His expression was so sincere that it seemed fake to her.
"Let's get a divorce." Jiang Ziyi struggled to regain consciousness.
She can't ruin Gu Zhi's life anymore.
After this final decision was made, Jiang Yi mechanically accelerated everything.
Move, contact a lawyer, draw up an agreement, cut off contact...get out of Gu Zhi's repeated attempts to win him back.
She didn't dare leave herself any time to regret.
However, when she broke into their old home in the dark and unexpectedly heard the voice she had been thinking about day and night; when she stared at the clock on the wall for six full hours and saw Gu Zhi who had somehow managed to get to her side -
——Jiang Ziyi decided to leave himself one last thought.
However, this momentary weakness and inappropriate hope still derailed everything she had planned with reason.
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"Jiang Ziyi, why do you want to be 'useful'?" Gu Zhi asked back.
"Your existence itself can make people happy." He held her cold fingers in his palm and pleaded almost devoutly:
“…You just need to continue to exist.”
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[Why did the live broadcast room of "Zhi Zi Zhi Shou" suddenly close? ]
[Is there another emergency?]
[God, please let this young couple go 555]
[Report! It seems that Gu Zhi has started a live broadcast! ]
[Shit, is this really him? ]
[Yes, in the original live studio]
[What about willfulness? What about willfulness? ]
[I didn’t see it]
"The camera... has been adjusted. Next, let's turn off the gift-giving function... It doesn't matter if the beauty function is not turned on, right?" Gu Zhi finally adjusted the equipment.
According to the agreement reached with the director team, Jiang Ziyi will temporarily host the live broadcast when he is on sick leave.
He put on blue light blocking lenses, squinted his eyes, and read the comments one by one.
[Ahhh, brother, you look so handsome in glasses! ]
[Where is Jiang Ziyi?] ]
[How come Yiyi is gone?]
[Where is such an old wife? ]
[Hold your hand, hold your hand, hold your hand]
Where did your cat go? Urgent, urgent, urgent]
"Ziyi should go back to the room and rest first," Gu Zhi cleverly changed the subject, "We both went to bed late last night."
[Sleeping so late~~What did you do? ]
[You got the point above! ]
[It is confirmed that the couple slept in the same bed…]
[As soon as I entered the live broadcast room, the host fed me a big mouthful of candy ah ah ah]
[Let me elaborate, I don’t lack this traffic]
The CP fans' imagination was out of control. Gu Zhi realized that there was ambiguity in his words, but he didn't really want to correct it.
"My cat... this is also referring to Jiang Ziyi, right?" He quickly understood, "I also like the cat sculpture of her, it's very tasteful."
[Wow, you also know cat sculpture! ]
He praised us for our good taste! ]
[Uh ah ah (speechless)]
"Robert still lives in our house. Yiyi's agent and I will take turns to take care of him." Gu Zhi randomly answered another question from a netizen.
"Why do we have to take turns like this...Ziyi was actually fighting with me for the custody of Robert some time ago," he sighed slightly, "It's not that I don't want the dog to meet her, I just hope to use this as an excuse to let her come home more often."
"Isn't this a bit bad?" he asked the commentator seriously.
[Why is it a bit pitiful]
[I don't feel bad, I just feel miserable]
[Trying to keep my wife with a dog...]
[Caring for the lonely and elderly Gu Zhi]
[It’s also a good idea]
[I've learned this. Next time I quarrel with my boyfriend, I will steal the dog first.]
[It’s so funny, this is not a good thing to learn!] ]
[Did Jiang Ziyi get fooled?] ]
"I got fooled," Gu Zhi raised his lips happily, "so I can see her almost every weekend."
Although he always curses.
"What if Jiang Ziyi finally plans to divorce..." His eyes darkened when he read this.
"There will always be a way," Gu Zhi said calmly, folding his fingers on his lips, "but you'd better not know what the way is."
[? ? ? ]
[Why do I smell a hint of danger...]
[Brother, what are you thinking about? I'm scared.]
[This posture... looks like a strong desire for control...]
"What are you thinking about?" Gu Zhi smiled gently, hiding the darkness in his eyes, "I'm just worried that you will tell Zi Yi."
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