Chapter 153 I Deserve It



No one knew that today was not Yan Zixiu's birthday, only Jing Shaoci knew it.

But that's why he was so furious.

These people knew clearly what day it was, but they chose to use such despicable means to hurt Yan Zixiu on this day.

They wanted to make him sad, to make him sad, and even made Yan Zixiu say something like "I'm not likable."

Perhaps some people would think that Jing Shaoci's reaction was a bit extreme, and even have a mentality that it's not that serious.

But Jing Shaoci couldn't control himself at that moment. As long as he thought of Yan Zixiu facing such naked malice, his anger kept surging in his heart like magma.

But fundamentally, the crux of his loss of reason was Yan Zixiu.

Yan Zixiu is undoubtedly powerful. As long as he wants, there seems to be nothing in this world that he cannot get.

He is extremely powerful, handsome, and kind-hearted. Even if Xiaohong has been reincarnated, he will send her a longevity lock to keep her safe.

But such a good person is the only one who is unwilling to treat himself well.

He endures when he is hurt, and does not explain when he is misunderstood. He thinks those words are said by fans, so he puts all the blame on himself.

Jing Shaoci doesn't understand why Yan Zixiu is like this. He doesn't even dare to ask, because he is afraid that his exploration will eventually become a sharp blade that pierces Yan Zixiu's old wounds.

After Li Fengzhi left the study on the second floor, he took all the staff away from the Jing family.

These people got in the car, and the moment the car door was closed, the atmosphere became stagnant.

The assistants had been following Li Fengzhi for quite some time. They knew that although Brother Li had a good temper, his requirements were almost harsh when it came to Brother Yan. He did not allow any bargaining, let alone mistakes.

"Brother Li." Assistant Li Shuo spoke first, because he was in charge of the fan site cards.

"I checked, I really checked carefully, and I looked at every card before going to bed last night. I don't know those..."

"I don't care what the reason is." Li Fengzhi interrupted his explanation and said in a cold tone: "You are responsible for this matter from beginning to end, so you must take responsibility."

Li Shuo's fingers on his legs trembled. He knew that he had an unshirkable responsibility in this matter, but he was really wronged.

Li Fengzhi knew that the first issue now was not to find someone responsible, so he said, "Li Shuo, think about it carefully. Apart from you, who else touched the card box during this period?"

Xie Wanxin was also watching the live broadcast at the time. When she and Jing Fengyi walked to the door of the study, they saw Yan Zixiu holding Jing Shaoci and comforting him softly.

Jing Fengyi held her hand and whispered, "Let the children calm down. Let's go back to the room first."

After the live broadcast was interrupted, [Yan Zixiu reads the comments of black fans] quickly became the number one hot search.

Ironically, the topic of [Yan Zixiu's birthday live broadcast] was ranked second, and even the opening screen of Weibo that day was a birthday blessing jointly sent by the Hoparfa brand.

Fans were completely outraged by what happened. Yan Zixiu had been gently sharing food with them, showing them the trophy, and saying things he rarely said, but this happened the next moment. They

not only condemned those unscrupulous black fans, but also accused Xingyi Entertainment of inaction.

Because all the live broadcast equipment was smashed by Jing Shaoci, in an emergency, Xingyi's public relations department first released a Weibo post stating that the equipment had a malfunction and Yan Zixiu's birthday live broadcast had to be interrupted. As for why the black fan comments appeared in the fan station card, they would definitely investigate overnight.

After Yan Zixiu temporarily calmed Jing Shaoci's anger, he went downstairs to meet Li Fengzhi.

"Zixiu, I'm sorry."

Regardless of who was the culprit in this matter, as Yan Zixiu's agent, he was the first person responsible for the whole incident.

Yan Zixiu smiled and patted his arm, "It's okay, who wouldn't be scolded if they were a star."

Li Fengzhi knew that it was useless to say more now, and Yan Zixiu would not blame him, so he said: "Don't worry, I will definitely find out the truth about this matter."

After that, he turned around and got in the car and took people away directly.

Jing Shaoci was in a bad mood, but he didn't show it, just pretending that the matter was over.

After Yan Zixiu came back, he handed him the blue bag.

At Jing Shaoci's signal, Yan Zixiu took out a box from the bag and asked: "What is this?"

"Gift." Jing Shaoci said expressionlessly. Yan

Zixiu reacted immediately and said to him: "What I said this morning was just an excuse, you don't have to take it seriously."

After that, he was about to return the box in his hand to him.

Jing Shaoci would of course not accept it, and just looked at him and said: "I don't need a reason to give you a gift. If possible, I want to give you everything I have."

He raised his hand and hugged Yan Zixiu in his arms, gently touched his neck and said: "Yan Yan, you deserve all the beauty in this world."

Yan Zixiu didn't say anything, but just rested his forehead on his shoulder.

After Jing Shaoci went into the bathroom to take a shower, he opened the gift box and found a white flower with green stamens inside.

Jing Shaoci asked people to study for a long time before turning this ordinary shepherd's purse flower into an everlasting flower.

And the flower language of shepherd's purse is: I give you all of me.

But Yan Zixiu didn't know the meaning of this. Even if he didn't know, he looked at the gift again and again, and was even very careful when touching it with his fingertips.

The next day, after arriving at the company, the administrative secretary was called into the office by Jing Shaoci.

"President."

Jing Shaoci looked at the plan on the table with his dark eyes slightly lowered. After a few seconds, he said in a slightly cold voice: "Help me make an appointment with the top psychological counselor in the country."

"Okay, I'll do it right away."

That afternoon, Jing Shaoci met Liao Tinghe, who was the chairman of the Chinese Psychological Association and the director of the Institute of Psychology of the Chinese Academy of Sciences.

After signing a strict confidentiality agreement, Liao Tinghe was invited into the office by the special assistant.

"Hello, Mr. Jing, I'm Liao Tinghe."

After shaking hands, the two sat down face to face.

"I wonder what kind of psychological problem Mr. Jing wants to consult about this time?" he said straight to the point.

Jing Shaoci was silent for a few seconds before he spoke: "It's not me, it's my lover."

Seeing that he was the only one present, Liao Tinghe immediately understood the reason and smiled and said: "Okay, go ahead."

The conversation lasted for nearly half an hour. After Liao Tinghe learned the basic information, he took out a pen and a black leather book from his briefcase and quickly wrote down five key words on it.

After closing the book in his hand, Liao Tinghe crossed his fingers and silently began to organize the language in his mind.

After a while, he spoke: "Martin Luther King once said a very famous saying. He said that enduring undeserved pain is often a kind of atonement."

He paused, then looked at Jing Shaoci and continued: "A deep sense of atonement is generally accompanied by a tendency towards self-destruction, but your lover usually does not realize this when he is suffering."

Liao Tinghe made a gesture of spreading his hands, "To put it bluntly, whether it is physical injury or psychological torture, when these things happen, whether the person himself realizes it or not, he will only have one thought in his heart." "

What is it." Jing Shaoci said expressionlessly.

Liao Tinghe sat up straighter and said, "This thought is: I deserve it."

These three words hit Jing Shaoci's heart hard, and even made his pupils tremble for a moment.

Liao Tinghe looked at his expression, took a breath and said, "Of course, without a face-to-face conversation with him, I can't guarantee the accuracy of what I said, nor can I analyze what caused him to have this mentality." After

the psychologist left, Jing Shaoci sat alone for a long time. It

was not until the sky got dark that the special assistant dared to knock on the door.

"Come in."

After the special assistant came in, he said in a tentative tone: "President, it's almost seven o'clock, you see..."

"You go out first." Jing Shaoci said indifferently.

After the assistant left, he picked up the phone in front of him and made a call.

When the phone was connected, he said, "Yan Yan."

Yan Zixiu on the other end responded, "Yeah."

After a while, he whispered, "I want to eat... sweet potato shreds."

After Jing Shaoci got home, Yan Zixiu immediately put the fried sweet potato cubes into the sugar solution, and after hanging the sugar shreds, he took them out of the pot and put them on a plate. Yan

Zixiu had already eaten dinner, so he sat across from him at the table and watched him eat.

Jing Shaoci picked up the chopsticks and ate one bite after another, without saying a word from beginning to end.

When there were only three pieces left, Yan Zixiu suddenly held his hand, "Jing Shaoci, what's wrong with you?"

Jing Shaoci's eyes were still looking at the plate of sweet potatoes, and he said, "Nothing, just a little tired."

Yan Zixiu saw that he was worried, but the other party was unwilling to say it, and with his personality, he would not force it.

After Jing Shaoci finished eating, the two went upstairs.

Yan Zixiu thought that he would take a bath and change clothes as usual, and then the two would sleep together, but Jing Shaoci went to the gym downstairs after changing clothes.

The other party clearly said that he was tired, but he went to exercise late at night. Yan Zixiu felt that something was wrong.

Is there something wrong with the company?

He thought for a while, got up and took out the purple gold cinnabar.

Yan Zixiu cut his index finger and dripped three drops of blood into cinnabar. Then he took the things to the courtyard and began to tell fortunes with the stars.

When Jing Shaoci returned to the room and found that Yan Zixiu was gone, he immediately rushed downstairs to check the surveillance. After finding Yan Zixiu's figure, he ran out immediately.

When Jing Shaoci came, Yan Zixiu had just withdrawn.

He was wearing very thin clothes, and Jing Shaoci felt a chill as soon as he held his hand.

"You..."

Before he could finish his words, Yan Zixiu looked at him with shining eyes and said, "Jing Shaoci, I have calculated for you. The Purple Star has descended to your wealth palace, and you are still prosperous."

Jing Shaoci's throat was sour, and it even began to hurt when he was trying hard to hold it back.

Yan Zixiu thought that he would be happier after hearing this, but it seemed to have the opposite effect.

He held Jing Shaoci's hand and said, "If you have any difficulties, you can tell me. Although I can't see your fate clearly, I also have other ways to see your fate, which can always help you a little." As

soon as he finished speaking, Jing Shaoci suddenly hugged him.

His breathing was intermittent, as if he was trying hard to suppress something.

"Yan Yan, I don't want anything, I just want you to live a happier life."

Yan Zixiu had no idea what was going on. He slowly raised his arms and hugged Jing Shaoci's waist.

"It is a great joy to be able to understand each other's hearts."

Yan Zixiu never said anything passionate, because his love was much heavier than what he said.

——Regarding

the matter of black fans, Li Fengzhi quickly found out the cause.

Li Shuozu installed surveillance in the house he rented because he and his girlfriend had raised cats in the past.

The day before the live broadcast, as he said, he carefully checked the card, but after that, another person touched the box.

It was Li Shuo's sister, Li Yue.

At this time, Li Yue was sitting in Li Fengzhi's office, crying very sadly.

"I didn't, I didn't know that things would be so serious. I just told my classmate that my brother was Yan Zixiu's assistant. She invited me to dinner, and then asked me about the live broadcast."

Li Yue sobbed and told the whole process of the incident, from her classmate repeatedly asking about Yan Zixiu, to the other party tempting her to steal the card box.

"I just wanted to prove that I'm not bragging, that my brother is really Yan Zixiu's assistant, and that I didn't mean it."

Li Fengzhi looked at her calmly and said, "So you didn't know about her changing the card."

"I really didn't know. If I knew she would do such a thing, I wouldn't have dared."

Li Shuo sat next to her, closing his eyes with guilt and despair.

"If that's the case, call your classmates and confront them."

Li Yue suddenly panicked. She looked at Li Fengzhi and said, "We are in the same dormitory. If, if I drag her out, she will definitely hate me. Besides, this thing may not be done by Mengmeng. Maybe she was deceived."

Li Fengzhi ignored her plea and said in a cold voice, "If you don't cooperate, then your brother Li Shuo will bear all the responsibility for this incident."

Li Yue started crying again after hearing this, and finally had to take out her mobile phone to call her roommate Zhu Mengmeng.

——That

night, Yan Zixiu, who was lying on the bed, said, "I have always wanted to ask you something."

Jing Shaoci turned to the side and said, "Go ahead."

Yan Zixiu stared into his eyes without blinking, and said seriously, "You know I am a heavenly master, but why have you never asked me to use mystical arts to help you do things?"

Jing Shaoci looked at him, raised the corners of his lips slightly and said, "Do you mean to let me eat gigolo?"

"Not really." Yan Zixiu was afraid that he would misunderstand, so he immediately explained, "It's just that you should know that if I take action, many troubles can be solved."

The smile in Jing Shaoci's eyes deepened, and suddenly he held his wrist and pressed it down.

"Why don't you use your hands now to help me solve the problem."


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