Chapter 115: My Own World (2) Let’s Begin
The sun and moon were dark, and all that was left was a voice mocking him in his ears. With his helpless and deep breathing, the mockery slowly turned into a circle.
His embrace was very warm, and there was also the sound of crying.
She didn't know what this hug meant, but she was willing to be hugged by him.
She asked him, do you like me?
He was very frank: I don’t know, but I shouldn’t hate it.
She was quite happy, and it would have been pathetically hypocritical for him to say something like he loved her very much.
She asked him again, then why did you hug me.
He added: I don’t know either, I just suddenly wanted to hug you.
A tear flowed down her cold and beautiful face, as if flapping the wings of a butterfly.
He lived outside the city gate for a whole year.
This year they lived like an ordinary couple, peaceful and harmonious. His leg injury often hurt, and she changed the dressing for him and relieved his muscles and bones. He stayed here for a year to recuperate from his injury.
A year later, he suddenly disappeared.
Looking at the empty hut, she smiled indifferently. He finally left, recovered from his leg injury, and returned to his hometown.
It's nothing, it's all within her expectations, it's nothing.
She was waiting for the day when he would invade again with a big knife in hand, and she would fight him honestly as before.
She said this to herself.
She continued to work as her escort in Dazhong City.
However, as she grew older, her physical fitness was not as good as before, but her cultivation level improved in Dazhong City.
The cultivation level in Dazhongcheng is divided into the big sixth level and the small sixth level. She broke through the small sixth level in less than a year, and then Chen De came and left. Two years after he left, although her body was not as good as before, she still cultivated to the big sixth level. Her fighting power was off the charts, and no one in Dazhongcheng could match her.
She knew that he would come one day in military uniform.
When she saw him with a broken leg, standing among the black butterfly and white butterfly tribes, blending into one, and running towards her, she smiled indifferently, and the tear that had once fallen on her eyelashes when the butterfly flapped its wings melted again.
It fell to the ground, stepping on the frost and rain and galloping like a Pegasus, and she fought with him just as she did in the past.
But she lost.
This time, without the crown's blessing, she fell from her horse, and the hilt of the sword in her hand fell into the hands of her enemy. The Black Butterfly tribe snatched the handle and turned the sword's heart against her.
Thousands of swords were flying and horses were galloping. She was beaten to pieces and half of her life was lost. She almost died in the city. Fortunately, the guards who arrived tried their best to rescue her and saved half of the city.
From then on, half of Dazhong City fell into the hands of bandits, and she was no longer a hero with half her life left.
She only has half her life left.
But she still has to live.
It’s not that she wants to live, but she has no habit of committing suicide. She will live as long as God has given her. The wounds on her body are as densely packed as knife marks, and she can never lick them all.
She stayed in Dazhong City to recuperate.
She didn't know whether she was sad or not, but before she was beaten, she saw him looking at her from a distance with a dull expression.
It's nothing, she told herself.
It's just that each of them is operating their own camp and serving their own master.
A year later, her injuries were half healed, and she no longer loved him. However, she didn't understand why she, who had reached the sixth level of cultivation, had lost and fallen. Moreover, the healing process of this difficult-to-heal wound was so slow that it was sickening.
She stayed in Dazhong City looking for answers and herbs that could heal her scars. She often thought of the first time she met Chen De, the old people on the farm and the ancient tombs, but compared to her own scars, those were no longer important.
It is normal that I was born with an "ominous" sign and have experienced hardships.
Dazhong City is divided into two halves, one half is the territory of the original city lord, and the other half is the territory of the Black Butterfly and White Butterfly tribes.
She didn't know if the black and white tribes would continue to fight, but now she just wanted to heal her wounds.
The former city lord treated her well. Although her fighting power had declined a lot, he still took good care of her and arranged for a doctor to treat her.
She was just an "ominous figure" on the farm, but in another place, she would be a traveler and a hero. This world is truly magical.
I don’t know if it was because things changed so quickly or what, but the former city lord actually developed feelings for her.
He wanted to take her as his concubine, so he let her recuperate in the city.
She found it ridiculous that she treated him like a king, yet he wanted to sleep with her.
She politely turned him down.
However, the news that she was admired by the former city lord spread, and everyone around her treated her better, and the doctor who treated her injuries also became closer to her.
The doctor was an old man who discovered a brown star symbol on her body that was considered an ominous sign.
He was stunned for a long time.
This is not an ordinary mark. People with brown star symbols have blood that is different from others. They are the leaders in practicing martial arts. Others can restore their martial arts strength by smelling their blood.
The sentence that one can restore his fighting power by smelling her blood made her pause.
She was stunned for three days and asked the doctor whether her blood would be beneficial to the Black Butterfly people.
The doctor doesn't know.
He is a doctor in Dazhong City. He is loyal and dares not have anything to do with the black and white clans.
She asked again if she knew how Chen De was doing now.
The doctor had never seen Chen De.
But he heard that the descendant of the Black Butterfly tribe's chief, a girl named Tiantian, was accompanied by a handsome young man. It was said that the young man had made great military achievements and was a hero of the tribe. There was no legend about whether the two were married, but the young man was a cripple, which was his only flaw.
He had been beaten crippled by her before, and now she was crippled by him. She could never forget him without even thinking about it, and she accepted it all.
But, the words he said and the days he spent with her while holding her in the hut were ultimately lies.
She put away the knife handle, concentrated on healing her wounds, and stopped thinking about him. However, she couldn't help crying every day.
When the doctor was applying medicine to her, he asked her if it was too painful. She said it was painful, and it really was.
The doctor was gentle, but she still felt pain.
She no longer knew whether it was her confusion about love or about the world.
She just knew that she had no choice.
Two years later, she finally recovered from all her injuries. She returned to the former city lord's side and took good care of herself, using patches to cover her brown star mark.
In this world, some people say you are ominous, some people say you are precious, some people treat you hypocritically, some people are sincere but want to sleep with you, everything is fake, nothing can be seen clearly, then money is always real.
She gave up her feelings for the original city lord, became his bodyguard, held the military power alone, and was irreconcilable with the city lord of the other half of the city.
Sooner or later, she would want that half of the city to return to the hands of its original owner.
Her ambition grew bigger and bigger. She demanded twice as much money from the city lord every month. There were many small cities outside the city. If she captured a city, she would ask for as much money as a coffin.
She worked hard to recover her martial arts strength and used various small tricks to improve it.
Sometimes when they were fighting outside the city, they would run into his people, her ruthless energy bursting out into the universe, grabbing what she wanted without mercy, sometimes he won, sometimes she won, and the small towns outside the city, nameless and ownerless, were becoming fewer and fewer.
If he wins, he can take it, and she will get even more.
However, it would take her several years to recover the strength she lost due to that injury.
For the past five years, she has lived a life of excruciating pain.
The scars from the wounds fell off one by one, leaving a mark each time. In the summer, these marks would make the whole body itchy, and in the winter, they would let in cold wind.
But this is also a good time for her to practice.
Loneliness and coldness made her a stronger person.
She was not sad or heartbroken, she just wanted that city.
Five years later, she put on a red battle robe and rushed towards the other half of the city.
Tiantian was already the city princess there. When she broke into the castle, Tiantian was still eating the black cake with relish. Her and Chen De's child was lying in the crib beside her. There was also a black butterfly mark on the child's face, symbolizing victory and peace. As long as the black butterfly is there, the black butterfly people will not die, and the spirit of Laihua Township will live on.
She once asked Chen De in that hut what the black butterfly represented.
He said it represented a skill, a black, incorruptible offensive force.
She also asked what the spirit of Laihua Township was.
He said that it was probably about unifying the world and occupying the entire city.
She didn't know if he had lied to her, but she wanted to say, you have no chance.
The flames of war were raging, and the screams every day caused half of the originally peaceful city to suddenly explode with all the tribesmen. She knew that black and white would not always be in harmony. In this battle, whether black killed white or white killed black was up to them, but she just wanted to stab to death this disgusting woman with the black butterfly mark.
The baby in her arms cried continuously.
Half the city was filled with the sound of killing.
However, Tiantian is protected by the black butterfly.
Her sword couldn't even get close to the woman.
As long as she got close, the opponent would create a barrier that would rebound, and her sword would suddenly become powerless, forcing her to retreat.
This was completely unexpected.
Despite this, she still tried her best to kill those people.
She stared at the baby in Tiantian's arms and gritted her teeth.
The butterfly power in the baby's body had not yet formed. When she stabbed it with her sword, it could touch his head. It was a boy. If he grew up, he would probably be the leader of the tribe.
But that was a child.
It's his child.
Her hand stopped in mid-air and couldn't move. She never bullied the weak, but she hesitated in her little head. She saw Tiantian's face becoming more and more hideous and desperate.
Chen De finally arrived.
Just when she had been dealing with Tiantian for a while and was finally about to pierce the child's head.
He first kicked her away, and then protected the mother and child behind him.
After not seeing him for many years, his strength has increased a lot, and he has a lame leg, but what remains unchanged is his eternal ruthlessness and indifference.
He was eager to protect his wife and was indifferent to her, but that was nothing, she still told herself.
She wants this city.
She and Chen Desha flew out of the castle.
It was bloody beyond words.
She stepped on the corpses and looked forward. The arms of the soldiers on both sides were full of swords, and they fell in the blood in agony. The loud roars of her brothers came from afar. The roars made her more sober. She wanted to take back this city that originally belonged to them.
She had set her sights on him and was determined to fight him. They went on for countless rounds, from dawn to dusk. No one could stop her, and no one could stop the war. To catch a thief, one must first catch the leader. He was the only one she wanted to kill.
There was a loud rumble and thunder in the sky, and rain poured down, stinging her old wounds.
Her arms were covered in blood, and her tears and rain were indistinguishable from each other.
The war lasted for half a year.
Within half a year, there were countless casualties. Her hand was broken twice, and she also pierced his tendons. Half a year later, she rode her warhorse again, thousands of swords flew, and she even heard a roar, which was the sound of artillery fire.
She captured the city.
She actually took the city.
But she was already covered in bruises.
It took her more than five years to return the city to its original owner.
During these five years, her body was like a broken building, covered with wounds, and she was barely able to survive and could only lie on the ground to breathe.
She is no longer young, but the heavy mountain in her heart has never faded away.
It was her momentary "compassion" that caused the disaster and caused the city lord to lose half of the city. She wanted to take it back.
One of her hands and both of her feet were chopped off, and she was still thinking about the ancient tomb on the farm that had not been occupied yet. Her blood was all over the ground, but her forehead was smooth. He gave up on his own initiative, as if he didn't want to see her life wasted in this half of the city.
He doesn't need the immortal spirit in the back mountain.
As long as his wife and children are safe, it's fine.
Hearing him say this, a cold and self-deprecating smile slowly crept onto her face.
His wife and children are safe, but is there any love in his heart?
She directed a contemptuous and sarcastic smile at him and questioned him.
He asked her in return, "Liu Binghai, have you ever loved again?"
The ends of her angry hair hit her face. How could she not have loved him? Ten years ago, she took him to hide in the ancient tomb. She danced for him the farm custom of the clothes-touching dance, which was a dance that only the bride would dance for the groom. She had entrusted herself to him for life, but he had never even looked at her.
She held back, kept her mouth shut, and asked him, "Have you ever loved again?"
He didn't say anything, his eyes were indifferent.
I'm not worthy of love, he said.
So he took off his battle robe. On his back was a green birthmark. He was not a black butterfly and did not have the mark of a black butterfly, but he was from Laihua Township. In Laihua Township, he was the only remaining descendant who was not protected by the butterfly tribe.
His ancestor made a mistake in Laihua Township and was thrown into the underground net. Since then, there has been a green mark on his back.
As long as he was alive, he would escape. He escaped from Laihua Township and fled to the farm. He just wanted to find a place to hide. How could he hope to be noticed by two girls?
Is he qualified to love? He is not.
But he has the right to choose his own path.
He was an outlaw, a people destined to remain secretive and flee.
The Green Forest Man had been set up with obstacles by the Black Butterfly Man very early on, and he had to keep fleeing throughout his life.
If you stay in Laihua Township, you will become a walking corpse, used by them, and be a slave for the rest of your life.
But he knew that there was someone who could save him.
When he saw the brown star on Liu Binghai's body, he knew that he could suck her blood, her light, and her energy.
Yes, that night, she lay in his arms, and he was moved.
Because he was moved, he saw the star mark inside her robe. He needed energy. What could he do? He needed energy.
Having said this, he actually stared at her without fear.
Every word is a gem.
If you love me, why do you have to make things difficult for me? Why do you have to rush into the city again and again and be my enemy? Do you know how much I tremble when I face your sword heart?
Give up, you lose, he said.
But she refused to admit defeat.
She has lost time and time again. When her emotions are not strong enough, she will attack the city. If the attack fails, she can go back to be her bodyguard. How can it be his turn to humiliate, insult and deny her here?
"It's because you sucked my blood that my strength declined," she said.
He looked calm: But I can’t help it.
"Why." She endured the discomfort, "Why didn't you choose me? Why didn't you choose to suck me forever in the hut outside the city?"
Why, do you want to go back to Black Butterfly? Why don’t you stay with me?
She asked him unable to recall.
Is it because of ambition? he thought.
He shook his head.
He looked at her eyes, which gradually became red.
He is a green forest man, and he will work for Laihua Township for the rest of his life. He cannot escape for the rest of his life, nor can he suck her blood for the rest of his life.
If she had no stars...
Perhaps, he could spend the rest of his life in her hands.
However, she has a star mark, and she will die next to him.
He would rather she die on the battlefield than die in his mouth.
Or maybe... he just suddenly became ambitious.
He wants to fight and kill to become the leader of Laihua Township. Her blood is enough for him to reach the top.
His eyes turned red and he yelled at her more angrily: You woman, how long are you going to pester me before you let my wife and children go?
Unknown, she thought of her identity again.
She turned around and dragged her injured body to the fire, picked up the sword that was burned by the fire, turned her wrist, and threw it towards the man.
A hidden weapon came from nowhere, blocked the sword and pushed it back into her abdomen.
The sword pierced her abdomen horizontally, and the blood around her belly, like the blood at the corner of Chen De's mouth before, solidified into a sea.
When she felt dizzy, she felt that the world was so wonderful.
Some people say that the brown star mark on the body is an ominous sign, while others say it can prolong life.
The person she loved questioned her understanding of love. She suppressed her love for half her life and let him go back and forth in the wind and rain, but he only gave her a sentence: "May my wife and children be safe."
She wanted to attack the city and get the treasure, but she lost in the end.
Even her initial heartbeat was just a joke.
She wanted to give him the last sword, but it could only stab into her own abdomen.
His eyes were red, and he didn't know whether it was anger or anxiety.
Her tears finally flowed out and merged with his red eyes.
She didn't know whether she would die or not. When she was dying, she heard someone say in her ear: Baby, if I give you another chance, will you still choose to die?
She did not choose to die. She chose love, a castle, and a beautiful life.
The voice was still asking her: Baby, if you were given another chance, would you still choose to die?
Perhaps, her initial choice was a dead end...
She didn't know anymore, she just felt that her tears were aggrieved and cold.
She shook her head.
She is so self-reliant that she won't die.
Later, she became the host chosen by that voice.
She had to complete seven tasks, and the system would agree to send her back to her own world to live a good life again.
She thought that maybe many people, if they had a chance to live their lives again, could live other people's lives well, but they would never be able to live their own lives well.
Because in other people's world, there is no emotion.
Without feelings, there would be no entanglement, no reluctance, no difficulty, and no sadness of being hard to give up.
But she still wanted to go back to her own world and look at her younger self, that simple and stubborn face.
Later, she went through seven lives.
These seven lives are all similar to her.
From a jinx who was not treated well by his parents.
To a square-faced man who wants to make his own way in the world.
Fan Tian became the "third party".
The eldest princess with a special identity who practices skills in the villa.
There is also that ghost, the betrayed female ghost Zhang Guizhi, and the tree spirit whose roots were cut off by her lover.
They all have their own shadows.
She thought she wouldn't be sad. In other people's world, she shouldn't be sad.
They all have their own shadows, but they are not her after all.
But when she comes back, she will still be sad.
Because she found that in the world of those people, she no longer had emotions, but she experienced emotions.
The bowl-cut brother who loves her, the big rooster who follows her, the best friend who protects Tong Xiaoxiao, and the love between her and the tree spirit for three lifetimes.
She was moved.
So, even though she lost in her world, she still wanted to come back and take a look.
If it hurts, that's her fate.
This time, she would never covet treasures, castles, and ancient tombs again.
System: Let’s get started.
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