Chapter 122: My Own World (9) She never dreamed that she...
She never dreamed that she and Chen De would meet in such an inexplicable way.
He was still the same as she remembered, with sword-like eyebrows standing straight and full of heroism, eyes firm and bright, looking sincere and well-educated. Although still a little bit naughty, he did not look like someone who would deceive, bully, or use his sword against her.
In the original world, she was moved by him just like this.
In that life, she met him by the lake, and he called her in the same way, asking, "Miss, is this Xianju Farm?
At that time, it was rare for someone on the farm to speak to her. She answered him yes, then looked at him for a long time, and then there was no further words.
The next time she saw him, he was fighting with someone. He seemed to be refusing something and punched the other person. Later she found out that the man was from Laihua Township, and he was just a bandit who had made mistakes because of his ancestors and had to be used by Laihua Township for his whole life.
The past was too painful to recall. She ended her memories, and with a heavy heart and a gloomy face, she looked at him solemnly.
"Miss, can I ask you about someone?" he asked again.
She looked at him warily and asked, "Who is it?"
Chen De: "Excuse me, have you ever seen a girl wearing a black gauze dress with a black butterfly on her forehead?"
Liu Binghai thought about it and knew that he was asking about Tiantian, so he said indifferently, "No."
After hearing this, Chen De breathed a sigh of relief and said to himself, "In this way, I can stay here."
Only then did Liu Binghai realize that Chen De had originally come here to avoid Tiantian. At that time, Tiantian was madly in love with him and was vying to marry him.
If she changed her words and said "I've seen him before, in our village", he might look for another place.
But it was too late to change her words now, and she shouldn't have stopped.
Originally, she didn't want to say much to him and just wanted to hurry back to the groom's house. Liu Binghai turned around and wanted to leave, but a force in her heart prompted her to stop and ask a few more questions, "Excuse me, sir, why are you from out of town?"
Chen De hesitated for a moment and nodded, "Yes."
"What are you doing in the village?"
Chen De paused for a moment, then smiled again, his eyes rather playful, "I just heard that the scenery here is unique, so I came to take a look. Maybe I can stay and ask for food."
Liu Binghai looked serious, glanced at him again and left.
She didn't know what she would do if she were the one in charge of the task. She might even try to get some information out of him, such as when did he come, when do you plan to leave, what do you plan to do if you stay, and what is your relationship with the black butterfly girl you mentioned?
Maybe I can get some information out of him so that I can be on guard.
But now she always felt that she had said too much and just wanted to leave quickly.
As I walked back to the groom's house, I thought that if I put on my wedding dress now and married into the small courtyard of that gray house, I might feel more at ease.
Come to think of it, I feel that it is very unfair to the brother who sharpens the knife. It seems that making friends with him is like escaping from worldly affairs.
He was tall and broad, with a deep voice, exactly the type she liked.
Liu Binghai returned to the groom's house. Ke De was feeding the horses. When he saw her coming back, he called her "Sister."
"Yeah." She simply responded and went back to her room to make a cup of Shantanghua tea.
The face in the mirror was the same as the one when she first met Chen De in that life, but it was less aggressive and more cynical and distant. She looked at herself and felt both familiar and unfamiliar.
After a while, Cord knocked on the door.
"Enter."
When Ke De entered the room, he saw that she looked different from usual. He thought she was not feeling well again, as her face seemed paler than usual.
"Sister, what's wrong with you..."
Liu Binghai looked at Ke De and then thought of Chen De. They were both of virtue, but the gap between them was huge.
"It's okay," she said.
After thinking for a moment, she reminded him, "Remember what I told you last time? If you encounter something unclean, stay away from it and ignore it."
Ke De paused, and suddenly remembered something unclean. "Sister, did you encounter it again?"
She hesitated for a moment and said, "No, I just see people I haven't seen before. I have to be careful. If someone I don't know asks you about me, it's best to ignore them."
She remembered that in her original world, Chen De sucked away a lot of her essence and blood, causing her strength to decline and her physical condition to be poor in those years, and she felt uncomfortable all over.
When she saw him again, she didn't feel any reluctance to let go of the old love.
She just wanted to stay away from him.
Ke De nodded firmly, "I understand, sister. I will definitely ignore anyone who harms you."
"Um."
After Kede left, she said to the mirror, "Drifting Ice Sea."
Then there was no movement.
People from Laihua Township have already arrived, and I don’t know how far away her world is.
For two consecutive days, she had several dreams. She dreamed that Chen De from her previous life was lying on her and using her blood to heal his wounds. At that time, she always told herself that he was from Laihua Township and was willing to work for Laihua Township. It was nothing.
Now, when she woke up, she still told herself that it was nothing.
Maybe being a little coward is not suitable for her. As long as she feels a little bit cowardly, she will immediately become soft.
never mind.
She washed and combed her hair, and put her hair up in a high ponytail. Just like her in the original world, she had sharp features and clear eyebrows and eyes.
Ke De was a little surprised to see her changed her outfit, "Hey, sister, you are so amazing when you comb your hair like this."
Well, that’s right, it’s awesome.
For several nights in a row, she secretly went to the back mountain to practice swordsmanship. She practiced very secretly, using a tattered wooden stick as a weapon.
Jian, familiarized himself with all the sword techniques he had practiced in Dazhong City in the past.
I don't know why I have to familiarize myself with them one by one. I have clearly decided not to be good at fighting, but I still want to be prepared. It seems that I will feel safe only when I start practicing swordsmanship.
The sun and the moon were in the sky, and with the stars as her companions, she practiced for seven days. She found a deserted corner of a mountain. If someone suddenly attacked her, she would stab them with a wooden stick, and it would not be an exaggeration to say that she "accidentally" killed them.
She practiced for a long time the postures and angles of stabbing people to death, choosing an angle that would kill with one stab, cleanly and neatly, leaving no room for maneuver.
But she was just practicing, because whenever she raised the stick and made a gesture as if she was going to kill someone, the system would say in her head, "You want to kill someone? You want to kill someone?"
She didn't mean to kill anyone.
But its howling really affected her practice.
She just didn't want to think too much.
"Shut up!" she yelled at the system.
It finally stopped talking, but the system was still worried. It knew that if one day she pointed the sword at the throat of her enemy for revenge, she would be frozen and might even be sent to the distant outer space.
It was worried and didn't want her to go to outer space because there was her little brother there whom she hadn't succeeded in getting.
In this life, it has been staring at her covetously, fearing that her bloodiness will make her commit murder.
But she had already yelled at it, so it couldn't say anything and had to shut up obediently.
She practiced swordsmanship for seven consecutive nights, and then another seven nights after seven nights, for a total of fourteen nights. She practiced most of the swordsmanship she had learned in Dazhong City, and she broke more than a dozen wooden sticks.
She threw away the sticks, untied her hair, and let it fall, revealing her eagle-eyed face.
An eagle-like gaze was revealed on his eagle-like face, but then, as he thought of something, his eagle-like spirit gradually softened and his tightly closed lips loosened.
Women...you still have to be fierce, she said to herself.
After practicing the sword technique for fourteen nights, I felt much more at ease. If someone doesn't offend me, I won't offend him. If someone offends me, I will kill him in 365 rounds.
After throwing away the stick, he returned to the groom's house and drank a few pots of mountain pond flower water.
The water boiled, and the mountain pond flowers soaked in it, looking clear and light green.
After drinking it for several days, there was not much left, so she planned to go to the river to pick a few more flowers. Noon was the time when the fragrance of the mountain pond flowers was the strongest, so she chose that time and picked a lot of mountain pond flowers.
It is said that a person's greatest fear is not being able to face his own fear.
This is what she heard from a person who had studied Freud when she was in the outside world.
This person said that the way to defeat fear is to face your fear.
So, she would come here to pick flowers when the sun was at its brightest. After practicing swordsmanship for fourteen days, she suddenly realized that the worst that could happen was that she would die again. There was nothing to be afraid of. Oh no, in fact, she was not dead at all in the original world.
She picked up the roots of the mountain pond flowers with a wooden stick, and a few flowers fell down.
She picked up a time here, which was about equivalent to an hour in the outside world. She had a small bag of Shantang flowers in her hand and was in a good mood.
I turned around and was about to go back, but when I looked back, I saw that face again.
Familiar Chen De.
She had been dreaming about him for several days; he was like an old acquaintance.
But subconsciously, I paused in my heart.
As the saying goes, opportunities come to those who are prepared.
Just when I was ready, the opportunity came...
Chen De was a little surprised when he saw her and raised his eyebrows. "It's you again, that girl. We met that day."
"Is there something wrong?" Liu Binghai said coldly.
She wanted to put on a bad face so that he would turn around and run away when he saw her.
But her face was so stinky that Chen De didn't know what to say.
"I'm... fine."
Liu Binghai turned around and was about to leave, but was stopped by him again.
"Girl." He was like Tang Monk.
Liu Binghai turned his head with an impatient look on his face.
Chen De was hurt by this expression. "I, I just wanted to ask if there are any cheap places to stay nearby."
"No," she said.
Chen De frowned, "Little girl, you seem to have some opinion about me."
Liu Binghai put on a sour face again, "I don't even know you, where can I get your opinion from?"
Come to think of it, this girl is really simple and has a bad personality.
"Okay then, I'll ask someone else."
"We are very poor here and can't make much money," she said.
It was clearly a hint that he could run away.
Chen De's mind swayed, his expression darkening. "I understand."
She turned around and was about to leave, but Chen De called her again.
This time her face was as grim as her father's. He was a vampire, and she couldn't bear to let him suck any more of her blood.
"What are you doing?" she asked.
Chen De just wanted to ask where the nearby water source was. If that didn't work, he planned to build a thatched hut himself.
But seeing that she looked so grumpy, I didn't dare ask.
"It's okay, you're busy," he said.
It was getting dark again. Liu Binghai returned to the house, threw Shan Tanghua onto the bed, and went out to practice swordsmanship again.
She would practice for the whole night, and the only pleasure she had was wielding a sword and a stick. As long as she spoke a word to Chen De, thousands of horses would gallop through her heart. She only wanted to practice sword.
Repair, repair, repair, repair a line of egrets flying into the blue sky.
For three whole days, she stayed at the foot of the mountain without moving, and practiced sword for three whole nights. She felt that her martial arts skills seemed to have increased, and with the brighter moonlight, she increased her strength. There was nothing that could not be solved by one sword technique. If there was, she would practice a few more.
She stayed awake for three days and practiced the sword techniques that she had not been able to complete in the fourteen days. After three days, she had mastered all the sword techniques, but her strength was not enough and she could not fully master some of the sword techniques. However, the fear and annoyance she had towards Chen De in her heart had dissipated a lot.
Three days later, after finishing his sword training, he slept peacefully. When he woke up, it was already the fourth night.
She thought of just going all out and practicing here for another seven days. Wielding swords and sticks really gave her a sense of security. Thinking of this, she felt very happy. She stretched and prepared to continue practicing swordsmanship. However, just as she picked up a wooden stick with a good "shape" and was about to start practicing, she saw a familiar person with a good "shape", wearing a long gray shirt, standing under the moonlight.
Her face was fair, her expression was solemn, and there was a hint of resentment in her.
Liu Binghai was stunned.
"Why are you here?"
It’s the knife sharpening guy.
He has been busy practicing sword skills these days, and it seems like several lifetimes have passed since I saw him last time.
The young man looked a little lost. He stared solemnly at the drifting ice sea and asked blankly, "What are you doing?"
Liu Binghai looked at the stick in his hand and said, "I'm just practicing my sword skills, what's wrong?"
Are you here to practice swordsmanship in the middle of the night?
Tuta looked at her and paused for a long time before saying, "Have you been practicing swordsmanship here these days?"
She nodded and said "ah".
Brother Modao's expression became more solemn, and he looked at her for a long time with a lost look on his face, which made her feel uneasy.
"You...what's wrong?"
The knife-sharpening brother paused for a long moment, then said unhappily, "You came to my house that day, pestering me with all sorts of strange things, and even demanding that we become a couple. I was wary of your status and had never considered it, but you came to pester me, and then you disappeared. You've been gone for so many days. After teasing me, you came here to practice swordsmanship?"
Liu Binghai was speechless when asked. She was shocked by Chen De's sudden appearance these days. She was only thinking about practicing swordsmanship and had forgotten about this young man.
It’s true that I haven’t visited him these days. Is he feeling wronged?
"I..." She couldn't think of any explanation for a moment and stood there in a daze, "So you came to see me?"
She actually dared to ask that.
Tuta was very angry, "You flirted with me and ran away, so why can't I come find you?"
"No, yes, yes." Liu Binghai said, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I've been busy practicing swordsmanship these days and haven't come to see you."
But Tuta was obviously really angry.
And quite innocent.
I have never seen such a bad woman. She came to me and wanted to reconcile with me, but then she ran away and never showed up again. She didn't even ask me if I was willing. Even if he wanted to refuse, he had to come to find her in person. How could she be so bad?
snort.
He was very angry.
"It's been more than twenty days!" he complained. "You've been practicing sword for more than twenty days?"
After teasing him, you went to practice swordplay?
"Yes." Liu Binghai explained, "I suddenly remembered some sword techniques that I learned before, but haven't practiced for a long time, so..."
Tuta is going to be angry again.
"I was wrong." She said quickly, "I shouldn't have disappeared after teasing you. Did you miss me?"
Is she still teasing?
Tuta's face turned red, "What nonsense are you talking about!"
His blushing and angry look made Liu Binghai very confused. What happened?
It seems like nothing I say is right all of a sudden.
"Then why did you come to see me..."
Tu Ta became even angrier.
Couldn't he just come to her if he had nothing to do? She was the one who teased him!
"Can't I come to see you if there's nothing wrong?" He asked angrily with a red face.
"Yes." Liu Binghai said firmly.
Oh, this blushing and angry look really confused her. Did he miss her or not? Did he agree to be with her or not? What's wrong? Can't he just say it directly? Men are so troublesome.
She had never been in a relationship before, and when she was on a mission, she was always attracted to by others, and she was just moved by their affection. But in the real world, she had no practical experience and didn't know what was going on with this person.
She didn't dare to speak anymore and looked at Tuta, waiting for him to speak first.
Finally, he spoke: "You..."
After saying one word, he stopped.
Anyway, I'm very angry, but I can't express it.
Liu Binghai knew he was wrong. Seeing him hesitate to speak, he finally realized where he was wrong. He quickly admitted his mistake and said, "It's my fault. I shouldn't have teased you and then interrupted the conversation to practice swordplay. I threw you aside and left you no chance to reject me. So, are you here to reject me?"
When she asked this, Tuta fell completely silent.
He wanted to strangle this woman to death.
Looking at his cold, angry expression as if he wanted to kill her, Liu Binghai really didn't know what he had done wrong this time.
Men's hearts are like the sea, she is going crazy.
Is falling in love so troublesome?
In her previous life, it wasn't so troublesome for her to pursue Chen De. If you like him, you like him. If you betray him, you betray him. It's up to you if you like him and then betray him. I'm just sad.
It seems like I have never struggled so hard...
It turns out there are things more terrifying than heartbreak?
"Then..." Her mind suddenly turned and inspiration hit her, "So, are you willing to be with me?"
Tuta is almost going crazy. This woman's mind seems to be a world of black and white. Can't she be more tactful?
He was just angry that she was irresponsible and had left him alone for so many days.
He just came to see if she was dead, huh.
"No!" he said bluntly.
Liu Binghai said, "No matter what, meeting again is fate. Don't be angry. How about I hug you?"
She hugged him and comforted his wounded heart.
"I'll try not to leave you for so long in the future, okay? But I have to practice swordsmanship, and I don't have time to notify you when I practice. I have to go into seclusion as soon as I practice, so I didn't go to find you. But you are on the moon, and I look at you every day."
She told a lot of sweet "lies" in a row, such as she was looking at him at the moon, and that she hadn't thought about him at all in the past few days and had forgotten him completely.
But he was so angry that she had to coax him.
It turns out that love is such a sweet little burden.
"You're hurting me." He pushed her away and complained.
But his complexion finally improved.
Tuta's heart, which had been beating fast, finally calmed down.
She has been practicing sword skills these days and seems to have lost a lot of weight.
"Have you been practicing sword for more than twenty days?" he asked.
"Um."
"You seem to have lost some weight," he said.
Liu Binghai sighed, "Since I'm training with my sword, I haven't eaten much. It's normal."
"Then..." He still felt a little aggrieved, but couldn't get angry. He put on a stern face and said seriously, "What kind of swordsmanship have you practiced?"
"Do you want to watch me practice sword?" Liu Binghai said, "I'll show you."
She danced with the sword.
When she dances with the sword, she is like a white cloud, able to fly in the sky and reach the moon.
Floating and dancing, feeling very proud and happy.
Tu Ta was dazzled by what he saw, but after finishing it, his expression softened a little, yet within the softness, there was a hint of worry.
As she was dancing, she suddenly slowed down and stopped.
It seems that she can't show him all her sword skills, what if he finds out that she is really powerful...
Don't send her to Dazhong City to be a guard again.
She stopped and asked stupidly, "Is it great?"
He nodded.
"I'm just having fun. Not only can I dance with a sword, I can also cook delicious food. Did you know that rice can be softened by soaking it in water and then steamed? I'll make it for you later."
When she finished, he blushed again.
Just don't disappear for another twenty days.
"As a girl, it's enough to practice sword skills well and don't hurt yourself," he said.
"Yes, yes, yes." Liu Binghai quickly threw away the stick. She wanted to be an obedient wife in this life. "I'm just using it for self-defense. Nothing else. I'm not going anywhere."
What she meant was not to participate in any black-white war and to stay away from all disputes.
Tuta thought she said "I'm only with you".
His face turned red again.
He was wary of her identity, but she tried to seduce him again and again, and she was really beautiful.
"I can't agree with what you said yet. I just came to see what you were doing." He said cautiously.
"Oh, okay." She said generously.
Now that my swordsmanship has improved, I am no longer afraid of Chen De.
Tuta pouted again.
Okay? Hmm, alright.
"Then you continue practicing, I'll watch here." Tu Ta said.
This time I was serious.
Liu Binghai didn't know whether it was true or not, "Why?"
Tu Ta said, "Just practice."
She then practiced swordplay beside him for another two moments. After watching, Tuta said, "You're bending your left arm too hard. It would be better if you could use more skillful force instead of clumsy force."
Liu Binghai was a little surprised, "You know swordsmanship?"
Tuta frowned, "I know a thing or two. Is there any man who doesn't know swordsmanship?"
"Oh, yes." She quickly shut up, fearing that he would get angry again.
Tuta said, "When you practice sword again, tell me. You disappeared for so many days, I thought you were dead. If you are dead,
I have to collect your body too."
Liu Binghai didn't understand this kind of "inconsistent" witticism at all, and thought to himself, whoever wants to die must take Chen De and his entire family with him.
"Oh, okay." She said obediently, "Will this make you happy?"
Tuta thought for a moment and said, "It's okay."
Liu Binghai said seriously, "Okay, then I'll do whatever makes you happy."
As soon as she finished speaking, Tuta smiled, with a faint blush on her cheeks, looking very shy, even shyer than the flowers in the pond beside the river.
Then, Liu Binghai suddenly realized that she seemed to have no understanding of love at all.
Why did he become shy at her simple words? In the past, her love for Chen De was truly and truly deep.
It's like the love a man has for the castle he likes.
When Tuta smiled like that, she smiled too, and the feeling seemed even softer.
Forgive her, she really has no experience. When she's doing a mission, she's just doing it. When she says to a man, "I don't miss you, I'll take care of you when you die," she's really speaking the truth.
Love in the real world is quite troublesome.
Liu Binghai: I remember that I have loved, and I have loved passionately.
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