It was not until he stepped into the gate of the 3C teaching building that Ruan Mian came to his senses. He was once again confused by Bo Yan's words!
Or, to be more precise...
To be more precise, it is not a sentence, but a name.
When Ruan Mian heard Bo Yan calling her "husband" in a low, cold yet tender voice, she would feel a strong sense of satisfaction in her heart.
It was really like what was written in the book, I was willing to do whatever he wanted and even wanted to pick the stars in the sky for him!
Passing by a beverage vending machine, Bo Yan turned his head and asked Ruan Mian: "Are you thirsty? Do you want something to drink?"
Ruan Mian said "it's okay" but his legs honestly walked towards the vending machine.
The top row of the vending machine is filled with Wangzai milk, with a wide variety of flavors.
They all have the little red can, the little yellow can and the little green can, and there is even a new flavour – chocolate flavour, which comes in a little brown can.
Ruan Mian's gaze drifted upwards, and his eyes lit up.
but……
But—thinking that Bo Yan was still by his side, Ruan Mian began to hesitate again.
At first, he had to act cool in front of Bo Yan all the time because he was jealous of Bo Yan and was afraid of being laughed at by Bo Yan.
However, now, I still want to act cool in front of Bo Yan, purely because I want to always leave a perfect image in front of the person I like.
After all, Bo Yan is so cool, how could his boyfriend like to drink Wangzai? !
But Bo Yan seemed to know what Ruan Mian was thinking. He raised his hand without hesitation and pressed the button under the Chocolate Wangzai. The fat little brown can rolled out. Bo Yan bent down to take it out and handed it to Ruan Mian. He said naturally, "Cool brother, try it. Is it delicious? It's a new flavor. If you like it, I'll buy you a box next time."
Ruan Mian took it, but didn't rush to open it, and his expression was a little awkward.
"Ruan Mian," Bo Yan suddenly called out, lowering his eyes to look into his eyes, his expression very focused, his tone very serious, "In my eyes, you have always been the coolest, and I will not be distracted by your little hobbies like what kind of drinks you like to drink or what kind of desserts you like to eat."
No one can stand Bo Yan's serious words, and Ruan Mian can't stand it even more.
The tips of his ears suddenly felt hot, but he still sternly snorted, "Then...then you have a really good eye!"
Bo Yan curled his lips and smiled. Ruan Mian no longer hesitated, opened the can and took a sip.
Ruan Mian smacked his lips and took another sip. His eyes lit up again. He couldn't help licking the corner of his lips and said honestly, "It tastes good. Bo Yan, do you want to try it?"
As he spoke, he handed the can in his hand to Bo Yan.
But Bo Yan nodded and said "yes", but did not take the can. Instead, he raised one arm and supported himself on the side of the vending machine, pushing Ruan Mian into the dead corner formed by the vending machine and the wall.
Ruan Mian vaguely realized what Bo Yan was going to do, and subconsciously held the small brown can in his hand tighter.
Sure enough, the next second, Bo Yan leaned down slightly, and very lightly and quickly extended the tip of his tongue to lick away the milk stains at the corners of Ruan Mian's lips.
Ruan Mian heard footsteps coming closer and closer, and then gradually getting farther away. It must be a classmate passing by here.
However, no one noticed what the two big boys had just done in this small corner.
Bo Yan took a step back, a faint smile in his eyes, the corners of his lips raised, he looked in a good mood, "I tasted it, it's really delicious."
Ruan Mian's heart was still beating fast. He sniffed and smelled the sweet scent of chocolate milk in the air.
Bo Yan bought himself a bottle of cold brew tea, and the two of them walked towards the classroom together.
After walking two steps, Ruan Mian finally cleared his mind. He paused for a moment and hurried back, "Wait!"
Bo Yan didn't understand what was going on, so he watched Ruan Mian go back to the vending machine and buy another bottle of Assam milk tea.
After returning with the milk tea in one hand, Ruan Mian explained, "I brought a bottle for Yu Mu."
Bo Yan was very clear-headed and knew that Ruan Mian brought water to Yu Mu purely out of politeness.
This is Ruan Mian's personality. He is always gentle and polite to others. It is common for him to buy water for himself and bring a bottle for people he knows.
It definitely doesn't depend on who the other person is.
But even though he was rational, Bo Yan couldn't help but hum - a sour tone came out, "Buying water for your love rival in front of me, huh?"
Although Bo Yan said this, he actually didn't want Ruan Mian to give him any answer.
But Ruan Mian looked at the bottle of Assam in his hand, and leaned close to Bo Yan's ear, coaxing him in a not very skilled whisper: "I only buy it for others once in a while, but for you... I can buy it for you every day! Whenever you want to drink it, I will buy it for you anytime!"
This answer was beyond Bo Yan's expectation. Bo Yan's expression instantly became better, and he felt comforted by his honest boyfriend.
But within two seconds, the corners of Bo Yan's mouth fell again. He glanced at the Assam in Ruan Mian's hand with an unclear expression, "You seem to know Yu Mu's taste very well?"
Ruan Mian didn't hesitate at all before buying it, nor did he choose the popular Sprite or Coke, but directly bought Assam.
"I don't really know him," Ruan Mian said honestly, "but I bought milk tea with him once before, and I thought he would like it."
The moment these words were spoken, Ruan Mian and Bo Yan’s memories were brought back to the time when school had just started and they were still in military training.
Ruan Mian and Yu Mu had only bought milk tea together once, and a small incident happened that time -
Ruan Mian was eager to go back to the dormitory to live broadcast, and Yu Mu said that he would bring the tea back to the dormitory for him after buying it. Ruan Mian remembered very clearly that at that time, in order to save face for the cool guy, she chose the mint milk tea.
But in the end, the person who sent him milk tea was not Yu Mu, but Bo Yan, and what he sent back was not mint milk tea, but Oreo milk tea...
Later, Yu Mu told Ruan Mian that the milk tea was chosen by Bo Yan, and it was Bo Yan who forced him to deliver it to Ruan Mian, and even threatened him, saying that if he did not let him deliver it, he would tell Ruan Mian his feelings.
At that time, Ruan Mian naturally thought that Bo Yan did this just to make fun of him.
But today, when he happened to recall it, Ruan Mian immediately overturned his thoughts at that time.
At that time, he was completely unfamiliar with Bo Yan, but it was different now. Ruan Mian now knew very well what kind of person Bo Yan was.
Bo Yan has always been cold and calm, so how could he do something so childish and unreasonable?
He would never laugh at anyone because he didn't care about anyone who was irrelevant.
And even if there really is someone who wants to laugh at him, such a low-level method as threatening is obviously not something that Bo Yan would take.
If Bo Yan's emotions and approach to things are a straight line without any ripples, then what might cause this line to fluctuate...
Ruan Mian frowned. It wasn't because he was narcissistic, but the fact seemed to be true.
Ruan Mian felt that he was the only one who might cause Bo Yan to be disturbed.
Ruan Mian's mind raced as he recalled the first time he saw Bo Yan.
That night, at the barbecue stall, he couldn't reach the beer on the top of the counter, so Bo Yan came over and helped him take it down naturally.
From the time they first met until now, every frame and scene of her interactions with Bo Yan in real life or online, when Bo Yan was disguised as a big boss, flashed through Ruan Mian's mind at this moment.
Ruan Mian's eyebrows were furrowed tighter and tighter. He finally became perceptive for once and drew a clear conclusion from all the details, which was -
Bo Yan treated him differently from the beginning. From the beginning, he paid him extremely high attention, which was different from that given to anyone else.
so……
Ruan Mian's eyes widened, he tilted his head to look at Bo Yan, blurting out: "Bo Yan, you... you fell in love with me at first sight!"
However, just as he finished speaking, he suddenly heard a "bang" and the classroom door beside him opened.
Ruan Mian was stunned. He turned his head subconsciously and met Yu Mu who walked out of the classroom.
Ruan Mian: “…………”
Damn!
I was so absorbed in my thoughts that I didn’t notice I had already arrived!
When their eyes met, Yu Mu's fair skin flushed a little. He smiled a little awkwardly and shyly, his eyes swept across Bo Yan, then retracted them in an instant, and asked softly, "Did I... disturb you?"
"No, no, no!" Ruan Mian hurriedly shook his head and waved his hands, "I'm here to do serious business! He...he's waiting for me over there."
Having said this, it didn't mean that Mu would say anything more, so Ruan Mian awkwardly changed the subject, "Xiao Yu, where are you going?"
Yu Mu raised his hand to push up his glasses and smiled again, "Seeing that you haven't come yet, I'm going to buy a bottle of water."
"No need to buy!" Ruan Mian hurriedly stuffed the Assam milk tea in her hand into Yu Mu's hand, "I just bought a bottle of water for you."
Yu Mu was stunned for a moment, then he laughed again and said sincerely, "Thank you, I really like this."
Bo Yan's face instantly turned grim.
Ruan Mian quietly reached out and hooked Bo Yan's finger, then looked up and asked Yu Mu: "Do we want to interview now?"
Yu Mu pretended not to notice the two's little movements, turned around and walked in, "We are ready here, if you are ok, we can start now."
Ruan Mian pulled his hand out, raised his hand to casually fix his hair, and nodded: "I'm OK!"
Entering the classroom, Ruan Mian discovered that besides Yu Mu, there were two other people, a boy and a girl, both of whom had the same small badge hanging on their chests, which should be the logo of the press corps.
"Mild!" The girl saw Ruan Mian coming in and hurriedly greeted him, "Come and sit down, I'm your fan!"
Ruan Mian was now used to meeting fans everywhere at school. He smiled at the girl and greeted her warmly, "Hello!"
As he spoke, Ruan Mian walked over and sat down opposite the girl.
Bo Yan walked to the window and leaned against the windowsill.
The girl tilted her head and glanced at Bo Yan secretly. Her cheeks turned red, and she lowered her voice and asked Ruan Mian, "Your friend? So handsome!"
Ruan Mian pretended to cough and said frankly, "My boyfriend."
girl:"!"
Girl - Time had mixed feelings. After a moment, she moved closer to Ruan Mian again, her voice even quieter, "I...I thought you and God G were real."
Ruan Mian couldn't help laughing. He raised his index finger to his lips and made a "hush" gesture. He also lowered his voice and replied, "I'll tell you in secret, we are real!"
The girl was stunned. After two seconds, she realized what Ruan Mian meant. She felt like there were a hundred groundhogs in her heart and she wanted to scream wildly. After all, is there anything that could make her happier than knowing that the couple she is supporting is real?
She couldn't help but look at Bo Yan again, but her expression changed instantly, from the shy look of a little girl to a smile of an aunt.
Ruan Mian pulled her back at the right time and asked, "Shall we start the interview?"
"Hmm?" The girl was still a little dazed and responded subconsciously. Then she quickly looked away and nodded, "Yeah! Let's start!"
The three of them divided the work among themselves. The girl was responsible for asking questions, the other boy was responsible for taking simple notes, and Yu Mu was responsible for recording Ruan Mian.
After the interview officially started, the girl looked much more serious and looked quite professional: "Hello, Ruan Mian, I'm very happy to interview you today. First of all, could you please give a simple self-introduction about your identity as a host?"
"No problem," Ruan Mian showed a typical cool guy smile and introduced himself without any shyness, "I am also very happy to be interviewed! My name is Ruan Mian, and I am a contracted game anchor on the Gulu live broadcast platform. My anchor ID is Mild. The live broadcast content is mainly based on the game Heroes' Battle, bringing the audience to feel the infinite charm of the game canyon!"
"Mild himself is very charming!" The girl praised, and then led the topic to a new question, "But there is a question that I think the viewers in Mild's live broadcast room must have been curious about for a long time, that is, what is the origin of the ID Mild?"
Bo Yan had been leaning against the window sill looking at Ruan Mian. When he heard this question, he unconsciously stood up a little straighter.
Because this is the question he has always wanted to know.
Ruan Mian has been using this ID since the first day of live streaming.
Mild, which means gentle, seems to be inconsistent with the "coolness" that Ruan Mian shows everywhere.
Ruan Mian paused, a softer look appeared in his eyes, and he said slowly: "My father once told me the explanation of my name. He said, Ruan Mian, Ruan Mian, only by remembering gentleness can you sleep peacefully. He hopes that I can be like my name, a gentle person who treats others kindly."
Ruan Mian's father told him these words when he was in the first grade of primary school. He was still very young at that time and could not understand the meaning of his father's words, but he has always remembered them and they are still fresh in his mind.
"So," Ruan Mian smiled and said seriously, "I chose the ID Mild because I wanted to tell my father that I have never forgotten what he taught me."
Bo Yan lowered his eyes and rubbed his waist with his fingers twice. After a moment, he forced a smile and murmured again: "Only by remembering the softness can you sleep well. It makes sense."
The girl started a new topic, and Ruan Mian continued to answer patiently and seriously.
Fifteen minutes is not a long time. Soon, it was time for the last question. The girl asked, "Finally, I want to ask you, Mild. What do you think is the biggest benefit of being a host in your spare time?"
Ruan Mian tilted his head and thought for a moment, then answered without hesitation, "It's the people. It's everyone I meet. I may not know their names, let alone meet them, but they always support me. It's them who allow me to do better and go further on this road."
At this point, Ruan Mian paused, turned his head and quickly glanced at Bo Yan, with infinite tenderness in his eyes that he himself had not noticed. He smiled and added: "But the biggest gain is the one who has been with me every minute since the first day of my live broadcast, my big boss, my most tacit gaming partner, Glacier!"
The girl couldn't help but smile. She forced herself to straighten her expression and said in conclusion: "Thank you very much, Mild. Today's interview ends here!"
Yu Mu jokingly shouted "cut", turned off the camera, and came over to praise: "Great, Xiao Ruan is indeed a professional anchor, very photogenic! The overall effect is also very smooth!"
Ruan Mian raised both thumbs and smiled with two dimples, "It's a pleasure to work with you! If there are similar activities in the future, you can also contact me again!"
After a few more pleasantries, Ruan Mian prepared to leave with Bo Yan.
They both opened the door of the classroom, but Yu Mu suddenly followed quickly.
Ruan Mian turned around and looked at him, "Is there anything else?"
Yu Mu looked at Ruan Mian, then turned sideways to look at Bo Yan, and finally his eyes fell on the two people's hands that were naturally clasped together. He smiled and seemed to want to ask something, but in the end he didn't ask, and just said: "Nothing, I just wish you happiness."
Ruan Mian was stunned for a moment, then he moved his lips and said sincerely: "Xiao Yu, you will definitely find your happiness!"
As for the question about why he had said without hesitation that he was a straight man, Ruan Mian did want to explain for a moment, but in the end he felt that there was no need to explain.
Because Ruan Mian knew very well that even if he knew at that time that he would like boys, he would still reject Yu Mu.
After all, from the beginning to the end, he fell in love with Bo Yan not because Bo Yan was a boy, but because Bo Yan was Bo Yan, the one and only Bo Yan in the universe, that's all.
After leaving the teaching building, Bo Yan suddenly came over and whispered in Ruan Mian's ear, "The biggest gain is really me?"
Ruan Mian nodded with red ears.
Bo Yan didn't know what he was thinking about. He smiled helplessly and whispered, "I thought you didn't want Glacier to be me."
Ruan Mian blinked her eyes blankly and asked innocently, "Why not?"
The campus is very empty during the holidays. Looking around, the usually busy teaching area is now deserted with almost no one to be seen.
Bo Yan slightly distanced himself from Ruan Mian, lit a cigarette, took a puff, and then said, "Because Glacier is better than me, I thought you would expect to meet a better person."
This sentence was a little difficult to understand at first, but Ruan Mian immediately understood what Bo Yan meant this time.
Bo Yan felt that he had given all of his best sides and best characteristics to Glacier, but the real him was not always that good all the time.
On the contrary, there was a dark beast hidden in his heart, clamoring all the time, craving for more.
"That's not the case," Ruan Mian shook his head without hesitation, denying Bo Yan's statement. He emphasized again, "Bo Yan, that's not the case. On the contrary, you and Glacier are one person. This is the most unexpected, yet the most surprising result for me, because... because you are the best person to me!"
I am so lucky that my big boss, my perfect partner, is you, my best boyfriend!
Ruan Mian seldom said such things, but if she spoke directly, she would still feel shy.
Seeing his ears turn red and his eyelashes trembling, yet he spoke such words seriously, Bo Yan's Adam's apple rolled unconsciously.
At this moment, Bo Yan suddenly didn't want to wait any longer. He wanted to confront Ruan Mian right now.
"Ruan Mian," Bo Yan took another puff of his cigarette and extinguished the remaining half in the trash can. He slowly exhaled a smoke ring, "You asked me before if I fell in love with you at first sight. I will tell you the answer now."
Ruan Mian was slightly startled. She didn't expect Bo Yan to suddenly bring this up.
Before he could give any response, he heard Bo Yan's deep voice, "Yes, Ruan Mian, I fell in love with you at first sight, but not on the day you started broadcasting, but three years ago."
When Bo Yan finished the last part of his sentence, Ruan Mian's eyes suddenly widened. He looked up in surprise, "What did you say? Three years ago?"
The moment he asked this question, an early scene suddenly flashed through Ruan Mian's mind.
That was the first time he had barbecue with Bo Yan, Wen Tang and Han Yi.
They were chatting about the high schools the four of them attended. Ruan Mian remembered that Bo Yan's high school was indeed a neighboring school and very close to his own.
He also vaguely remembered what Bo Yan said at that time.
Bo Yan said: "Maybe we have really met before."
How did you answer at that time?
He blurted out "Impossible" without hesitation, because Bo Yan was so recognizable that Ruan Mian felt that if he had only seen him once, he would remember him for many years.
At that time, Bo Yan seemed to have asked him another question: "Can you really remember it for many years?"
The memories came to an abrupt end here, and Ruan Mian's heart skipped a beat.
What she once thought was a common question, but when Bo Yan asked it now, revealing that she had fallen in love with him at first sight three years ago, Ruan Mian suddenly realized the deep meaning behind it.
Bo Yan hummed, turned his head to look at Ruan Mian, and his eyes drifted far away at a certain moment, as if he saw a scene from many years ago through him——
That was September three years ago, and they had just started high school.
After school, Bo Yan happened to see a boy in the snack street in front of the school.
The boy had short, black hair, fair skin, big, round eyes, and wore a school uniform very neatly. He looked very well behaved.
At that time, Bo Yan was disdainful of this type of person due to family reasons, but his legs seemed to have their own consciousness, and before he could react, he couldn't help but follow the boy's footsteps.
He followed the boy and turned into a sparsely populated alley.
What brought Bo Yan back to his senses was a little boy suddenly running over to him.
The little boy was probably only as tall as his waist. He trotted over to the boy in front of him and put his dirty little hand into the boy's school trousers pocket.
Yes, he is a thief and wants to steal money.
But perhaps because he was too young and inexperienced, his action was quickly discovered by the boy.
At that time, Bo Yan simply stopped, leaned against the wall, raised the corners of his lips and watched the show.
He was very curious about the boy's reaction. Would he fight with the boy who stole his money, or scold him severely, or just force him to return the money and then leave?
Bo Yan made many guesses, but the only thing he didn't guess was that the boy didn't hit anyone, didn't curse, and didn't even ask for the money back.
On the contrary, not only did he not take it, he also took out his wallet from his pocket, took out all the change in the wallet, and stuffed it into the little boy's dirty hands.
Bo Yan heard him speak in a gentle tone, his voice was soft and milky like a child: "Are you stealing money because you are hungry? Here, I will give you all my pocket money for this week, go buy a good meal, but can you promise me that you will never steal money again? You should know that this is wrong."
The dirty little boy probably didn't expect to be treated so gently. He was terrified and seemed to want to say something, but in the end he said nothing and turned and ran away.
The 15-year-old Bo Yan had a lot of negative thoughts in his mind. He had never seen anyone as stupid as the boy who would give money to the thief and even whisper to the thief to promise him that he would never steal money again.
Bo Yan sneered in his heart, but he couldn't take his eyes away.
He watched the boy continue walking forward, until he reached the end of the alley.
Bo Yan was surprised to find a cat's nest there, with a kitten in it.
The boy squatted down in front of the cat's bed, took out a bag of cat food from his schoolbag and poured it into the bowl in front of the kitten.
It was obvious that the kitten recognized the boy.
It was completely defenseless and started eating the cat food while meowing. When it had eaten enough, it turned over and lay flat in front of the boy, as if acting like a spoiled child.
The boy reached out and gently tickled the kitten's belly.
The kitten must have felt very comfortable being tickled, and meowed even more happily.
The boy also laughed and imitated the kitten's meow: "Meow~ Meow~"
The "meow" is sweeter than that of a kitten.
At that moment, Bo Yan felt as if his soul had left his body. He could neither see nor hear anything around him.
All that was left in front of him was the boy squatting on the ground, and all that was left in his ears was the boy's soft and milky meow.
After an unknown amount of time, the boy put on his schoolbag, stood up and turned around.
When their eyes met, Bo Yan suddenly came to his senses.
He didn't know what was going on in his head. He blurted out to the boy he just met for the first time and didn't even know his name: "Meow again, please?"
The boy obviously didn't expect him to say such a thing. His expression was blank for a moment, then he frowned and angrily said, "Are you sick?"
Then he bumped into his shoulder hard and strode past him.
That night, 15-year-old Bo Yan had a sexual dream all night long. In his dream, he tossed and turned, and all he could see was the boy's adorable little face and his sweet, soft meows.
…………
Ruan Mian was silent for a long time before he asked incredulously, "That boy at that time was you?"
Ruan Mian now finally understood why he had clearly seen Bo Yan but had no memory of him at all.
Or maybe it’s not that I don’t remember, it’s just that the difference is totally different.
Because Bo Yan looked very different then than he does now.
Bo Yan's hair was very long at that time, especially his bangs, which hung down in front of his eyes, blocking his eyebrows and eyes from being seen.
The aura of the whole person also gives people a very gloomy feeling.
What's more, he said such a strange thing at that time!
Ruan Mian didn't even see his face clearly at the time and hurriedly walked past him.
Bo Yan hummed, and smiled self-deprecatingly, "Does it look very different from me? I can't recognize it at all?"
After hesitating for a second, Ruan Mian nodded honestly, but the question he was more concerned about was: "Then...did you never look for me again?"
"How is that possible?" Bo Yan turned his eyes away, looking at the fiery cloud in the distant sky, and slowly spread the past in front of Ruan Mian, "Ruan Mian, I have been paying attention to you for three years in high school. I know that what you often eat in the morning is the egg pancake from the second store on the left side of your school; I know that during lunch break, you like to go to the milk tea shop on the right with Wen Tang to buy Oreo milk tea; I know that you go to feed the cat in the alley every day after school; I know that you won first prize in the singing competition and street dance competition in high school, and that your class won first place in the basketball game in the second year of high school and you performed the best. I know which Internet cafe you go to most often, I know your favorite hero, I know that you signed a contract with the anchor of the Gulu platform, and I also know your... college entrance examination application."
At this point, Bo Yan paused for a moment, then turned his eyes back and looked directly into Ruan Mian's eyes, pausing for every word: "So, Ruan Mian, whether it is that I have been following you since the first day of your live broadcast, or that I am now in this school and beside you, it is not accidental. I have planned step by step and used all means to get here. Ruan Mian, the only accident between us is that I happened to catch a glimpse of you that afternoon after school."
Every time Bo Yan said a word, Ruan Mian felt her heart skip a beat. When Bo Yan finished his last sentence, Ruan Mian felt as if her heart was about to stop beating.
He really...
In fact, he had never thought about it, and he didn't even dare to imagine that there was a person, a person named Bo Yan, who had been silently paying attention to him for three years and used all means just to be by his side.
Bo Yan was like a big net paved with love, personally seducing Ruan Mian - she was trapped in the net step by step without realizing it.
By the time Ruan Mian found out, he was already deeply trapped and unable to escape.
Of course, what’s more important is that he is completely willing and doesn’t want to get out of it.
Seeing that he hadn't spoken, Bo Yan's eyes darkened. He distanced himself from Ruan Mian and laughed at himself, "Are you scared? I know that what I did is not normal, like a pervert... so..."
He originally wanted to say, "That's why I never dared to tell you," but he was interrupted by Ruan Mian before he could finish the rest of the words.
Ruan Mian turned around and stared at Bo Yan without dodging, saying fiercely: "I'm not a pervert, you are not allowed to say that about yourself, and I'm not scared!"
Bo Yan's breathing stagnated. He couldn't tell whether Ruan Mian was telling the truth or comforting him. After all, Ruan Mian was a good child who was gentle even to a thief.
But he still couldn't help but hold on to a bit of hope. He asked softly, "If you weren't scared, then why didn't you say anything?"
"I was just thinking..." Ruan Mian frowned, his tone not perfunctory at all, "I was just thinking, if you had come to me when I was in high school, not in this way... this kind of secretly paying attention to me, but really came to me and let me know you, then we could have been together earlier?"
Now it was Bo Yan's turn to be silent.
Before confronting Ruan Mian, Bo Yan had thought of many possible scenarios, but among all the scenarios, the current one was the only one that was not included.
Not only was Ruan Mian not scared away, he also said that if they had known each other earlier, they could have been together earlier.
How can such a good thing happen?
It was so good that Bo Yan felt like it was a dream. He didn't even dare to breathe hard, for fear that when he woke up, all the good things would no longer exist.
After a while, he asked in a very soft voice, almost whispering: "Ruan Mian, do you really think so?"
Ruan Mian nodded without hesitation, "Of course! You are so nice, the sooner we get to know each other, the sooner we will be together!"
Although it's good like this now, Ruan Mian still can't help feeling distressed. He felt distressed for Bo Yan who secretly liked him and cared about him at that time.
Those three years were without any response, like a one-man show.
If people could really travel through time, Ruan Mian now really wants to travel back to Gao -, to the day when he first met Bo Yan.
When Bo Yan said to him, "Meow again for me to hear," he meowed for him.
"But," Bo Yan's voice brought Ruan Mian back to his senses. Ruan Mian heard him sigh, "Ruan Mian, I wasn't that good back then. Actually, now... now I'm not as good as you think."
The desire for control and possessiveness in his bones cannot be removed, and the negative shadow left by the long-term influence from his family will surely follow him for a long time.
He just kept restraining himself and trying hard to behave better and better in front of Ruan Mian.
"Bo Yan," Ruan Mian frowned again, and said unhappily, "Why don't you believe me? I've already said that I think you're the best person, why don't you believe in my judgment? Han Yi said that you have a strong desire for control and possession, but I don't think that's a bad thing. Whatever you want me to do, I'm happy to cooperate with you. You're obviously a good person, so don't always belittle yourself, okay?"
Every time Ruan Mian said a word, Bo Yan felt as if there was a spring of sweet water flowing into his heart, making his heart even softer.
Ruan Mian's appearance was already a great surprise to him.
But this person always adds surprises on top of surprises. When Bo Yan thinks that he has achieved the best dream, he tells him that it can be even better.
Perhaps it was because this moment was so beautiful that it was unreal, or perhaps it was because every word and sentence of Ruan Mian hit Bo Yan's heart accurately, or perhaps it was because Bo Yan felt that he had been walking on the ice for too long. At this moment, he suddenly wanted to let go of everything and indulge himself without any hesitation.
Anyway, no matter what the reason was, Bo Yan couldn't help but raise his hand, put his index finger on Ruan Mian's lips, pressed down gently, and said in a hoarse voice: "Be good, listen to me first, listen to me, I hope you still feel the same way."
Ruan Mian was a little irritated by Bo Yan's behavior. He raised his hand and put it in his hair, ruffling it twice. He wanted to refute something, but he heard Bo Yan continue: "Don't you always want to know about my parents? I'll tell you."
Ruan Mian was stunned and suddenly couldn't say anything.
After a pause, he put his hand down, changed to a more formal posture, and his expression became more serious. He nodded seriously, "Okay, you go ahead."
They had already walked downstairs to the dormitory. There was no one in the dormitory, so it was convenient to talk, but neither of them wanted to go upstairs.
No one made any suggestions, and the two continued to walk towards the small playground behind the dormitory in tacit understanding.
The small playground was also empty during the holidays, and the afterglow of the setting sun cast a layer of golden light on the plastic track.
Ruan Mian and Bo Yan sat down. Bo Yan supported himself with his hands behind his back and stretched out his long legs. It was a rare relaxing posture.
He didn't look at Ruan Mian, but raised his head slightly, closed his eyes and said, "I took my mother's surname. My father was a son-in-law."
In a flash, Ruan Mian remembered the information he had looked up before -
Bo Yan's mother is Bo Qing, the former president of Bo Group, a strong woman who can be seen from any photo.
Sure enough, the next second, Bo Yan said: "She is a very strong person. Whether at work or in family life, she wants to be in absolute control."
Bo Yan paused for a moment, and a mocking smile appeared at the corner of his lips. "On the one hand, I don't like her, and even hate her morbid desire for control and possession. But on the other hand, her blood runs in my bones, and I seem to be very similar to her in this morbid aspect."
Ruan Mian subconsciously reached out and held Bo Yan's hand, as if he wanted to give him a little warmth in this way.
"There are so many pathological aspects of her, too numerous to mention," Bo Yan opened his eyelids, looked at the setting sun that was about to disappear in the sky, and said slowly, "Just talking about it, I remember one day when I was just in junior high school, for some reason, she insisted on suspecting that my dad had another woman in the company. She hysterically smashed my dad's mobile phone and computer, screaming and asking my dad to explain to her. That night my dad had an important dinner party and was in a hurry to go out, and she did this.
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