It was before ten o'clock in the morning, and a cold wind was blowing.
It was another day without sunshine, but the girl beside me still shone like an angel.
Bai Ye secretly glanced at her and noticed that her senior's face was full of entanglement, as if she had something on her mind that she couldn't hold back.
Bai Ye said, "Senior, is something bothering you? If so, you can talk to me about it. Although I may not be able to solve it, having someone to confide in will make your troubles half as much!"
Su Zhimeng hesitated for a moment: "My troubles may be a bit impolite."
Bai Ye said nonchalantly, "Oh, it's alright, how could it be impolite?"
"But……"
Bai Ye said with a straight face, "Senior, do you still consider me your junior?"
"Okay! That junior..."
Su Zhimeng's inner emotions seemed to have found an outlet and began to be released uncontrollably.
What exactly is the relationship between the junior and Qingyan, or rather, his ex-girlfriend?
Su Zhimeng regretted it as soon as she finished speaking.
She looked flustered: "If it's inconvenient, you don't have to say. I was being presumptuous!"
Bai Ye looked at Su Zhimeng's cautious appearance and gave a wry smile.
He shook his head: "There's nothing inconvenient about it."
"Since you're interested, I'll tell you about my relationship with them!"
"May I?"
Bai Ye remained silent for a while.
Their relationship is no secret, nothing to be told.
"sure."
Bai Ye then recounted his experiences of getting to know Luo Qingyan and growing closer to her, as well as how Yao Yuyan was now relentlessly pursuing him.
...
Su Zhimeng nodded, seemingly understanding, "So... they all like the junior students, right?"
Bai Ye nodded with difficulty: "Mm."
This seems to be a happy problem, a happy problem for any man.
But Bai Ye felt extremely heavy-hearted. On the one hand, he felt cowardly and unworthy of them in every way, and on the other hand, he still harbored some feelings for them.
I didn't want to hurt their feelings, but I also didn't want them to make hasty decisions.
From liking each other to getting together, then to marriage, it's a lifelong commitment.
He didn't want them to act on a whim, and for him to become a burden to them.
Because once he invests his emotions, it becomes a habit, a habit that is hard to let go of.
What can you do when you're extremely reluctant to part with it? You'll only be the one suffering.
He also really wants to find someone to confide in about his troubles.
The angelic senior student beside him became his best confidante.
A sense of loss lingered in his heart.
Su Zhimeng never imagined that the junior she cared about would be so popular with girls.
She felt a little secretly pleased, at least the junior she cared about was still single and didn't have any ambiguous relationships with other girls.
Su Zhimeng asked, "Junior, have you thought about how you want to handle your relationship?"
Bai Ye shook his head with a wry smile: "I don't know what to do."
Seeing Bai Ye with his head down and looking somewhat dejected, Su Zhimeng felt a pang of sympathy.
She reached out and cupped Bai Ye's cheeks, lifting them up so that their eyes met.
"Junior, I know you've always been a gentle boy, but running away won't solve anything!"
Su Zhimeng's eyes seemed to hold a magic that pulled Bai Ye out of the vortex of distress.
He certainly understood what Su Zhimeng meant, but making a choice so easily wouldn't be him.
He is essentially still that hesitant, complex individual who both hopes and despairs about life.
Su Zhimeng remained silent, holding Bai Ye in her hands and gazing at him for a long time.
She said gently, "No matter what choice you make, I will always be there for you and support you, so don't give up on yourself!"
The senior's gentleness moved him deeply, but the gentler she was, the more Bai Ye's heart was drawn to her.
He forced himself not to look into Su Zhimeng's eyes, afraid that he might accidentally fall for her.
Bai Ye sincerely thanked her, saying, "Thank you, senior."
Su Zhimeng gave him a sweet smile.
...
Su Zhimeng was in a great mood, her smile never faltering the entire way. Moreover, her attention was completely off herself, so much so that she didn't even notice the little thief next to her who was constantly peeking at her.
Bai Ye kept admiring his senior's pretty face, lamenting the inequality of creation while also sighing about how ordinary his own looks were.
If he were a handsome man, then standing next to Su Zhimeng would be a perfect match.
Unfortunately, looks are a tricky thing to work with, unless he gets plastic surgery.
But for a guy to get plastic surgery is just too much...
Su Zhimeng's face became expectant: "By the way, junior, what are your plans after graduation?"
Bai Ye was taken aback. What are you doing?
He doesn't know what he will do after graduation. He is already a sophomore and will be doing an internship in a factory in his junior year.
What can I do after graduation?
"I'll take over my dad's small factory and become a small factory owner, or I'll go work in another factory!"
He said helplessly, "I could become an electrician if I got a certificate, but I've been slacking off on my electrical studies so far, I probably won't be able to get the electrician's certificate."
He had pondered this question for a long time without finding an answer, so he selectively ignored it and didn't want to face it.
But there's no point in continuing to deceive yourself like this.
He's already been in college for a year, and he knows exactly what he's learned.
I wouldn't say I know absolutely nothing, but I don't know anything either!
Three years of hard work in high school, three years of enjoyment in college, then entering society, then working in a factory – this seems to be the exclusive domain of junior college students.
Your educational background means you can't take the civil service exam, and you can't do all sorts of other things.
Su Zhimeng's eyes darkened; what she actually wanted to know was the news that Bai Ye had left here.
Thinking that she only had one year left to spend with her junior, she worried that she wouldn't see him much in the future, and she was also worried about his future prospects, which made her feel increasingly uncomfortable.
Su Zhimeng asked tentatively, with a glimmer of hope, "Junior, don't you have any plans to transfer to a four-year university?"
Bai Ye's expression turned somewhat bitter: "It's about transferring from a junior college to a four-year university!"
His parents both hoped that he would transfer to a four-year university. With an older sister who got into a four-year university and became a teacher, they naturally hoped that their son could do the same.
They have experienced a lot, from being penniless to living a moderately prosperous life. They know that money is hard to earn, so they just want him to study hard and not do manual labor.
What about him? Of course he wants to too!
However, English is a major obstacle for him.
I already hated English to the extreme, and I finally switched to Japanese in high school, but it wasn't very satisfactory.
Language is such a difficult thing!
Bai Ye couldn't help but sigh.
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