He didn't study well, he was bad at games, he wasn't good-looking, he couldn't be a good person, he wasn't completely bad either, and he couldn't keep the person he liked.
It has never been a firm choice.
The 20-year-old boy was destitute, while the 20-year-old girl was in the prime of her life.
What I saw on Douyin perfectly illustrated the lives of many men.
Ultimately, the opinions of their families and their preconceived notions about carrying on the family line led them down the path of arranged marriages.
In the eyes of the older generation, carrying on the family line is extremely important.
No matter how unambitious you are, you at least have to produce the next generation.
Nowadays, most young people are definitely practitioners of non-marriage, preferring to live a solitary life rather than looking for a partner.
Bai Ye felt that this was all there was to his life, and he would never have the chance to meet girls again.
Who knew that he would have such incredible luck, surrounded by so many high-quality women.
Sometimes he wondered if God felt bad for him being such a useless person in the first half of his life and having no luck with women, so He specially arranged this romantic encounter for him.
Unfortunately, he could see her but couldn't hold onto her. He could certainly agree to be Luo Qingyan's boyfriend now, but what he wanted wasn't something so short-lived.
Time will tell; nothing lasts forever.
People always crave things they only have for a short time, fearing that once they're trapped, they won't be able to get out.
My thoughts drifted to the future.
If I were to attend their wedding in the future, and see the woman I once had a crush on, smiling in the arms of a handsome and talented man.
Will I greet them with a smile and offer my blessings?
Haha, I bet I'm already crying my eyes out in the bathroom, how could I possibly attend a wedding!
Just kidding, I'll definitely go with my blessings, yes, definitely!
I hope I won't cry at my wedding, otherwise it would be too embarrassing.
As a loser, don't covet things that don't belong to losers. It's perfectly fine to just be a loser.
Haha, it would be even better if I could just laze around and wait to die.
Thinking about it this way, Bai Ye thought of Su Yuexi!
Although I really want to be kept by a rich woman, I guess I just can't do it...
Bai Ye has always been a very kind person, and she believes that suffering a loss is a blessing when interacting with others.
He sincerely hoped that both Luo Qingyan and Su Yuexi would have a happy life. They deserved a better life and did not waste their youth on him.
Luo Qingyan tilted her head slightly forward, staring intently at Bai Ye.
Insert the small hand into the gap between Bai Ye's right hand and body.
With a slightly bewildered expression on Bai Ye's face, she hugged his hand and pulled him into her arms.
"Senior, what are you thinking about? You seem so down!" The little girl looked at Bai Ye with bright eyes.
His expression was very worried!
She had sensed something was off about Bai Ye's mood earlier.
But she didn't know why!
"Ha, it's nothing!" Bai Ye tried to pull his hand away.
But the little girl hugged him very tightly, and his hand directly touched a soft spot.
Bai Ye was afraid of hurting the little girl if he forcibly pulled his hand away, so he had no choice but to give up.
Why are you hugging me?
Bai Ye suppressed his sadness and said helplessly.
"Oh, I read online that when a pretty girl hugs a boy, it cheers him up when he's feeling down!" the little girl murmured, her face flushed.
Bai Ye: ? ? ? I'm not well-educated, don't try to fool me.
"I'm not feeling down, I'm just thinking about things!" Bai Ye tried to cover it up.
"Oh, I don't believe it!" Luo Qingyan looked away from Bai Ye, but her hand remained firmly in her grasp. ●)o(●
"Really! You believe me!" Bai Ye said earnestly.
More and more people were watching, and the gazes from all sides really made Bai Ye's social anxiety explode.
And I'm afraid of being misunderstood!
"Then smile for me!" Luo Qingyan curled her lips into a wide smile. (???w???)
Bai Ye smiled.
But it looks worse than crying!
Luo Qingyan turned her head away, unable to bear looking at her.
"Unqualified!"
"What's not up to standard?"
"Your smile is not up to par; you're clearly not happy!" The little girl said, hugging Bai Ye even tighter.
White Night experiences both pain and joy.
A pair of soft arms embraced hers, and a warm breath washed over her.
A warm current flowed through his body, making him tremble. The fragrance emanating from Luo Qingyan's body teased his soul.
Bai Ye sighed inwardly: "Tell me, how can I let go?"
"Senior, do you really dislike Xiaoyan that much? Do you really not want any physical contact with Xiaoyan?" The little girl looked pitiful.
Bai Ye finds this kind of coquettishness the most unbearable, especially from such an exceptionally sweet girl.
"How could I possibly dislike Xiaoyan! Xiaoyan is so lively and adorable, I like her more than anything!" Bai Ye said decisively.
Anyway, let's try to look on the bright side first. As long as we can let go, everything will be fine.
"Since you like Xiaoyan so much, shouldn't you like me even more if I hug you like this? Then I won't let go!"
Luo Qingyan's eyes lit up, making Bai Ye shudder.
Bai Ye's face stiffened.
"Just kidding! Hehe, you're so funny, senior. Your expression is like a magician's." The little girl couldn't help but burst out laughing.
"Senior, you only need to grant me one small request!"
Bai Ye asked, "What are the conditions?"
"I haven't decided yet. I'll tell you when I've thought it through, senior!" Luo Qingyan narrowed her beautiful eyes.
"Okay, I agree! But don't go too far."
Bai Ye's initial sadness was instantly overshadowed by this chaotic mess.
Luo Qingyan was overjoyed and quickly replied, "Mmm!"
Her plan to deliberately divert her senior's attention and ease his mood was a huge success, and she even got a small favor from him for free! What a bargain!
Hehe! My senior will be mine someday!
She really wanted to jump into her senior's arms! But she couldn't do that now. Given her senior's current state, he would definitely push her away. She had to take it one step at a time.
Then I can lean on my senior's warm chest every day. I'm inexplicably looking forward to it!
Luo Qingyan was lost in thought about the future, having completely forgotten Bai Ye's words from yesterday.
...
Bai Ye's mind was still a complete blank in the cafeteria.
The scene from just now keeps replaying in my mind, and I keep thinking about the softness I just touched.
This girl is quite something!
Wait, what am I thinking?
What's the difference between them and beasts driven by desire?
Form is emptiness, emptiness is form.
Silently repeating to himself, Bai Ye looked at the food he had brought and lost all appetite.
I planned to finish quickly, go back to my dorm to rest for an hour, and then go to the food club to lead the nine people who participated in the activity to make desserts at the neighboring school.
The groceries were bought yesterday, and he didn't need to worry about the supplies; Su Zhimeng had probably already prepared them.
Everything is ready, except for the final push.
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