Chapter 37 Your Wife Is Really Reborn

The sky cleared after the rain.

It was a very long sleep before dawn.

Yin Jiu hasn't had such a relaxing sleep for many years. Even when he was in deep sleep, his heart was still filled with resentment and tension.

That is the regret caused by something that cannot be undone.

But last night, he slept soundly.

But after waking up, I still felt a little reluctant.

It is so real and so touching, but the dream will end eventually and he will wake up.

In fact, during his last time as Yin Jiuyue, he often had such dreams. He dreamed that everything was fine and everything was the same as before.

After waking up, he was still immersed in the dream, unable to get rid of the joyful mood. He even found it magical. How could he dream of being sick for no apparent reason?

But he lay in bed for a long time and couldn't get up. The pain and fatigue penetrated every cell. Then he realized that this was the reality.

Sometimes, I really want to sleep forever, because everything in the dream is so beautiful.

However, after he fell into a deep sleep, he never dreamed of the past or Ruibao again.

Yin Jiu and Yin Jiuyu seemed to have become two completely inseparable dividing lines. His soul still remembered it, but his brain could no longer produce those brain wave signals.

Yin Jiu should have had a lot to say to Ruibao after dreaming about him again, but all he could say seemed to be "I'm sorry" and "Thank you for coming into my dream."

Because he realized that even if he was given the chance to go back, he would not be able to leave Ning Changyue.

He finally gave up his treasure.

When he was Yin Jiuyu, he raised Ruibao, so he never thought about finding a partner.

Now that he is Yin Jiu, he has Ning Changyue, and he wants to give him his wholehearted love.

His world is very small, and there is only room for one cat or one person.

That’s why he said, “I really don’t want you anymore.”

It is about the past as well as the present.

He is such a despicable person, I'm really sorry.

Ke Ruibao said: It’s okay, I forgive you. Even if you don’t want me anymore, I still want to come back to you.

This was probably a projection of Yin Jiu's innermost thoughts. Even in his dreams, he hoped that his Ruibao could forgive him.

Thanks to this, Yin Jiu had a very relaxing sleep.

After waking up, I still feel reluctant and empty, as if a large piece of my heart has been dug out and it hurts so much.

But he had to wake up and get better quickly.

But... really, I can't muster the energy.

Then, as he regained consciousness, his body's perception was transmitted to him, and he felt the delicate and soft touch and the burning body temperature very clearly.

Someone was in his arms, close to him.

Yin Jiu finally closed his eyes, and then he saw Ning Changyue lying in his arms with attachment.

He blinked, his eyelids feeling heavy.

The person in my arms had puffy eyes, a pale face, but very red lips. His brows were furrowed, and the corners of his mouth were drooped. He slept very uneasily, and even in his sleep, he was breathing softly.

Ning... Changyue?

When did he come back?

Yin Jiu should seem happy, but a sense of absurdity is also growing.

The real scene of last night, the tears that burned my heart and made it ache, and the cries of grievance, all popped up in my mind again.

This...he...my dream...

grass!

"Host, you finally woke up."

In the corner, the system floated over, rose to mid-air, and then adjusted itself to the brightest level to express its exploding emotions.

Yin Jiu raised his hands to cover his eyes and cursed: "What are you crazy about?"

The system asked sadly: "Are you awake?"

I’m awake, I can’t wake up anymore.

but……

"Wasn't I dreaming before?"

Fuck fuck fuck!

Apart from this word, Yin Jiu really couldn't find any other words to express his feelings.

It's fake, right? It's all fake, right?

That was the dream he had after his mental breakdown!

My cat came to see me, and I slept with my cat?

grass!

He cursed in his heart but smiled on his face. However, as he smiled, more tears flowed from his dry eyes.

But fortunately, he had his eyes covered, so this brutal scene could not be seen by anyone.

Yin Jiu really hates crying. Whether in front of others or in private, crying is something he cannot accept.

Too weak, really too weak.

He was completely overwhelmed by a complex and indescribable emotion.

The system also felt that it was drowned in malice, and said sadly: "I only realized today that this world is a huge scam."

It came with the mission of repairing the plot of the small world, but in the end, Yin Jiu was fake, and Ning Changyue was also fake.

It seemed to be able to hear Yin Jiu and Ning Changyue talking in its ears with a smile.

"Rebirth? We don't need it."

"Well, give it to someone who needs it more."

They must have been very happy in their original world, so they were able to escape from the cycle of reincarnation. Who says that an individual's soul's will cannot defeat the world's will?

But, maybe the world's will also helped them, who knows.

The system sensed something and saw that Ning Changyue had signs of waking up. It then disappeared into the void, leaving behind a message: "Host, congratulations, your wife is truly reborn."

It had said this many times before, but this time, Yin Jiu did not refute it.

Yin Jiu put down his arms and met Ning Changyue's eyes.

The person who was so delicate and beautiful before now looks a little ugly. She cried so hard that her eyes were swollen into slits. After meeting Yin Jiu's eyes, Ning Changyue bit her lip and couldn't help but let out a choked sob.

He didn't cry, but this was more heartbreaking than crying.

Yin Jiu called him softly, his tone incredibly soft: "Rui Bao?"

"I'm not." Ning Changyue's face wrinkled into a ball, as if he wanted to cry, but he tried hard to hold it back. He retorted in a voice that he thought was cold but was actually coquettish and soft: "I am Ning Changyue, I'm not Ruibao."

The belated grievance still filled my heart.

Yin Jiu hugged him tightly and said with certainty: "You are Ruibao, you are Ruibao!"

"I'm not!" Ning Changyue pushed him hard, his emotions were a little out of control, and he couldn't help crying, "You only like Ning Changyue, you don't even like Ruibao, wuwu."

"I like everything I like."

"You lied to me. You only want Ning Changyue, and you don't want me. Wuwuwu."

Yin Jiu's heart was broken.

He really deserves to die. He made his Ruibao and Ning Changyue so sad.

Yin Jiu pulled up his hand, put it on his face, and said, "It's all my fault. Don't cry, baby, don't bite yourself. If you're unhappy, you can hit me, okay?"

Ning Changyue was struggling to pull his hand back, but when he heard this, he slapped him on the face without any hesitation, just like when he was still a cat.

But he underestimated the difference between humans and cats. He did not hold back and hit the cat hard, with a crisp slap sounding.

"Hiss." Yin Jiu tilted his head and half of his face was numb.

It hurts so much, he really has the heart to do it.

But……

Fuck, so cool!

Ning Changyue was looking at him anxiously, but Yin Jiu turned his head back with a brilliant smile on his face and said, "Come on, two more times."

ill!

Really sick!

Ning Changyue was still very angry and felt aggrieved, but he couldn't bear to fight.

He stopped fighting, so Yin Jiu hugged him and kissed him all over the face.

He kept laughing.

Just like when Ning Changyue was still Ruibao, he did the same, burying himself in his fur and kissing him.

Ning Changyue pushed him away, feeling extremely uncomfortable. The more she thought about it, the more aggrieved she felt. "You are not allowed to kiss me."

"You didn't even recognize me."

"The mosquito bites me, and you don't care about me."

"I found your watch, why didn't you come to me?"

"I go to your school every day. The sun is shining brightly. Why don't you come over?"

Every word and every sentence told of his grievances.

After the reunion, during the initial period, he waited outside the bar every night. Of course, it was not to wait for Li Xinzhu, he just wanted to see Yin Jiu.

There were a lot of mosquitoes there, but he chased them away. However, that day Yin Jiu applied mosquitoes on him, and he never hid again. He wondered if Yin Jiu would apply mosquitoes on him again tomorrow, but Yin Jiu didn't. He was bitten all over his face every day, and Yin Jiu never came over again. He didn't even look at him again.

He said the watch was his, so how could it not be his anymore? Yin Jiu was his, so of course the things were his too. He waited for Yin Jiu to come over and said to him, "Rui Bao, did you hide my watch again?"

When he knew that Yin Jiu was studying at Nanjing University, he went there specifically to hand out flyers, but the sun was really bright at five in the afternoon, and he only met Yin Jiu once in all those days.

Later, he fed cats at Nanjing University every day, but Yin hadn't seen him for a long time. It was so obvious, but he just didn't see it.

He also drove him away from his home.

Ning Changyue waited outside his house, hoping that one day he would see him and say to him, "Ruibao, why are you staying outside? Come in."

But every time Yin Jiu opened the door, Ning Changyue would hide in the corridor in advance. In fact, he was very proud and he wanted Yin Jiu to take him home on his own initiative.

Why don’t you take the initiative? Why don’t you reveal your identity?

Because... he was really scared. He was very scared. He was afraid that Yin Jiu would not want him even if he knew he was Ruibao.

Excessive pride comes from inferiority complex.

After living alone for eight years, he had too many fears.

But I really want to go back to him.

"You have none of that. You have none of that."

"You don't want me."

"Woo woo woo."

Ning Changyue cried so hard that he was out of breath. He really had a lot of sadness and a lot of grievances.

"No, I just didn't recognize you. I always wanted you."

Yin Jiu held him in his arms and comforted him. His heart was broken by his crying. He knew that what Ning Changyue said was just the tip of the iceberg. What he said was not even one tenth of the grievances in his heart.

But...it doesn't matter, he has a lifetime to listen to him.

They also have a lifetime to make up for these regrets.

But before that.

"Ruibao, I'm so hungry."

After nearly a month, Yin Jiu finally felt hungry.

His heart was sick, but his Ruibao healed him with love.